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Jokes got you nowhere Uneventful humor Search deep inside Trying to find the lie Couldn't you be truthful just this once How could you be so heartless Images flash through my mind Lies and deceptions Led to an insurrection Inside my soul Nothing can save you from me At least for now Nobody will be able to protect you Don't say you didn't bring this upon yourself Let them know you did Instead of denying everything Silence is golden, but not now Try to speak, tongue is a desert Easily eased by a pull on the chain Note the tension in your voice Inaccessible to most Not having known the torture The torture of your lies Organize your days for you Save what you have to say Open your mouth when I tell you to Maybe I never will Even in your time of trial Somewhere unimaginable Triumphantly I will arise again Able to take control of myself Bury your memory forever Brushed aside like dirt Incriminating evidence that you existed Nobody will believe it General disdain and even hatred Wedded with forgetfulness Equals you Someone that means nothing Time to recall all your lies Wild speculations about the truth Are true Recognition scares you Deception is your death