THE FADE
Everything seems so stupid to me
Maybe I can't think clearly
And I'm just going crazy
I'm not really sure
Let me ponder this
Maybe I'll reach a conclusion
Everything makes sense
At the time it happens
Truth be told, I cannot think
Four more years and then I stop
Look at me, just look
And you'll see me fade
Quickly I lose myself to nothingness
Unless someone can save me
It seems so hopeless now
To think I once had faith
Our trust destroyed
Broken by action
Entire worlds have been destroyed
Not by different things than these
I'm at a loss for what it is
That makes me feel so gone
Only I will know myself
At the time when I fade
These lies are so true at times
How can that be
Open my mind and see yourself
The way you really are
Maybe you'll be shocked
And fade just like I do
Into the scenery around me
Longing to reappear
Don't count on it
Observe this lesson well
That try as you might,
Coldness can't be overcome
Overcome by a fade
Much like yourself
Which way should I go
Why such a decision
When all I want
Doesn't involve this mess
Only a simplicity
That can't be found
Simplicity I'd surrender to
Haven't you thought about it
And attempted this
Greed takes you away
Greed leads you astray
You wander from simplicity
Dragging your mind behind you
Onto the pavement
Ten stories below
Crazy thoughts are the safest
Only the sane are fearful
Maybe we should all go insane
And unlock the cave
That is our mind
Although there are drawbacks
Not that I could care
This is something that we can do
I can show you the way
So follow me
Onto this sweet simplicity
Control your mind
It can control you
And kill you off instead
Let me set you free
Don't put up a fight
Or you will perish
That would disappoint
Collect yourself now
Open your skin
Make room for your new future
Savor the taste of this life
Heal the old-life battle wounds
And be free
Get away from your constraints
Gather yourself
You can be you
And no one can stop
This newness anymore
Stay this way
Eternally simple, yet unrefined
And undefined
This life is undefined
The lack of definition
Lets you live your life
Enters the stream
Of your blood
Flows to nothing
Flaws erased
It can't be stopped
Can't be slowed down
Emaciates your crudeness
Drink of this life
Our time has just begun
The time is here
Can't fade now
Over at the corner
My body fades
Omit this bruised memory
Return to self
And stop the fade
Try again
Beat it someday
Enter this light
Never look back
Return to simplicity
I risk the fade
Can't stop the fade
Elevate myself to the next level
And alleviate the lost souls
That surround me
Maybe I'll stop the fade
Or I will have to fade
Go onto the next level
Get off and start again
Stop myself and surrender
Or risk the fade
Forget about yourself
Think about you
Don't do what everyone else does
Or you will become victim
To the fade
Come join me here
On the top
My little life so simple