start again, holy bible god amongst men bringin myself back home then im out it again all my life been prayin for this to be my destiny now everywhere i go i face this sudden scruitiny u arent a good emcee, those be the statements im hearin there sneering,smearing, fearing hopin i wont be appearing all over the t.v., im hopin u see me with the dropping of my guaranteed classic cd dont believe me, trust me im fine with that need ur non constructive criticism a matter of fact talkin about talent i lack, upon the wack track u wont slack, to give me ur brutal vicious attack but i relax, because i know its the hate look at my dish everyday, waiter i need a bigger plate to all those clowns turn those smiles upside down before u turn around i will be wearing that crown try all u can, i have a good attention span dont come to me later sayin i was ur number 1 fan wen i blow up i will remember every last one of you while my security pushes u away as i walk rite through back again arrived for u just in time to the left of me is my black partner in crime Lyrical gun you done,cause I do this for fun you do it for funds, while u continue to get outdone im ruthless, there aint nuthin changing that my words wound u deep like an infected tat across the board, nobody is rated higher have more cream than marlow across the wire so shoot me, i aint feelin ur raps been told ur nice,around me prepare to collapse spit shit wit whit clip it u must admit that i emit the most classic shit thats legit prove it, well i could do this all nite so u dont get scared we can settle this in the city of lights envys wut i see across ur face as i glance all natural no this aint no lance tour de france i live life similiar to those who live in jail threaten me u will become my 6th gruesome tale so i hope u thought the consequences of your actions or your gon get bladed, so do the math like fractions crazy mofukka i dont appreciate life, none of that slicing defenders up as if i was a running back run that back, so u know exactly how i feel this aint a tv show, we are not makin a deal top to bottom, lived life rite hit rock bottom beating cats up and takin there funds no problem give you a lobotomy, take ya girl perform sodomy its obvious u obviously dont want problems with me take one more step and u will forever rest in peace along wit mom, dad, bro, and ur adoroable little niece had enough of u, chasin u out of ur runnin shoes same shit diffrent day,the whole process is deja vu was always told u earn respect as u grow also been told wutever i do u reap u wut u sow but leave it go,cause thats jus the way of life cause everything u do helps u earn those stripes it may not be rite, why and how people judge you the way they pursue to look at the colors of your shoe and thats how they dictate to be friends with you they claim ur cool but that review is untrue there not basing it off whether or not ur nice to them they basing it off whether or not u got sum gems so if u got that swag, and jus a lil bit of money they be claiming keith, u so god damn funny and u know its all a lie, so u think be4 u reply are these the type of people who im gonna rely on na, let these people find sum brand new guys i think its now the time to say my final good byes verse: now i know i come off a little arrogant well not a little actually a large amount of it due to large amounts of people bein counterfeit now wen i get into conversations im jus out of it damn... now i dont even know if this abnormal the writings on the wall but it seems to formal pressures building up and i dont know if i can take it nobodys answering me i mite as well jus quit nah... that wuldnt be the smart thing try to figure this out and see wut tomorrow can bring How can I look towards tomorrow w/all this sorrow? guess i'll have to leech off sum1 for sum feelings to borrow nowadays life seems more about pain and struggle cant bite or even bark im trapped in a muzzle throughout everything i always maintained health anyone needed sumthin i always spread the wealth all my life i've been asked keith y u so bitter? so i rush to defense unlike a desginated hitter so i play the offense, little to no conscience fuck the non sense,let the hatin commence when it begins i rally round ur blood thats bad stomp your feelings out, the answer is yes im mad been labeled a prick because i speak my mind and as much as u hate, that trait'll never be refined u know that old cliche, more money more problems problem is i got no money and cant afford to solve em is it me? or does life seem to be gettin more hazy its me cuz u guys are lookin at me like im crazy hook: they say a lil crazy aint never hurt no one but theres a line that u cross frum strange and fun if u ever need to know if u crossed that line jus give me a holla with the place and time rhyme brings untouchable rhyme schemes so it seems crazy as the north korean regime but locked it, shot it, as easy as it gets homerun hitter while u content wit base hits skills beyond average, while u stuck on the basics game needs a face lift, break bones wit steel fists erase clicks, give those dumb fools the deep six if rap was a draft, u chumps wuldnt even be picked act slow, rhyme wit that heavanly god glow raps grow, same way as my fidel cash flow frum a to z know more knowledge than marquis raps greatest of all time is wut im aiming to be dont believe me, alrite then, i'll keep writing and in a few years have you sharks signing and reciting quicker than lightning, can sense ur chest startin to tighten didnt know my voice on the mic could be so freightning mike and ikeing,rap fighting, type excitin no more beef anymore we gotta start uniting rhyme kissin,not big on jewels wrist dont glisten too concerned about dancing everyone need to stop and listen big blow, rap wit that deep tone turbulent flow apply color to the track like my names vincent van gogh the terrible fools who aint concerned about life on earth better smarten up and have there own spiritual rebirth its a curse, all shit that be happening around me its dark and its cloudy, people stay acting rowdy but im proud of me, i stayed away frum d'evils dont rap about fake shit, so everything is believeable inconceivable, unbelievable is what your prayin wut i spit is me and thats the logo im portraying wack emcees may and will continue to disagree but like debris let that hate fall upon me enough of the lies, ur done makin my life trife u wanted to be man and wife into the afterlife well guess what? u blew it,and im sorry bout that shuldnt have made every simple moment of ours combat fightin wit me over girls who are just lookin at me i cant control these women they like wut they see i'm not being egotistical, just stating the facts and the fact is i paid for everything, u didnt mind that relax, im sure there will be a guy to take care of u...2 yea you know, youre mother and you whos that guy who forked up the cash wen rent was due i know who, me and i couldnt even get a easy thank you that precious woman she is i hope she rots in hell before i leave i'll make sure to give her a swell farewell our love was once so strong, now i refuse to go on without me i guess that for sale sign now goes on the lawn as time moves,the movement appears to eyes smooth they’re lies, truth is more chaotic, not fine tuned beyond the measure of milliseconds every step is a struggle we’re really threatened, where every single weapon is subtle knowing we stand in a reality beyond our understanding commanded by rules we’re unable to read or fathom the ritual abuse of a 6 year old is proof of Hitler’s world we cruise, evil inferred to the youth then they pick up the habit, the havoc of everyday life it’s currency to have it, they grab it whatever the price it’s incredibly trife, and they’ve never been right in they life so they live like Romans, with lead in their pipes ready to ignite it like psychics when the future’s turning their path is Nero, rap is the lyre, the city’s burning but they’re oblivious, trapped in their own experience oblivion’s nearing us, but instead of fear there’s lust i walk wit a strut yankee cap to the back ya'll rely on luck, i cant help but laugh at that in the post like shaq makin my own destiny bringin heat wen spittin raps,get burnt battlin me im the shit see, i dont care who dare critues me im a keep it moving, makin music till u agree aint none of u bastards even in my ballpark your midgets at six flags trying to get on rides and fall short my pen posses murda ink sumthin like irv gottii im not all there my presonalitys a bit spotty i aint talkin live singin , im talkin how im bringin my mentality through my words and my own vision so regardless of who the hell u think u are i'll have your ass busted like an old used car or i'll have u washed up like a tired youth star to put it plain and simple im just abusing yall The pressure can crack bones, shatter and smash domes ink splatters and tags poems, margin to backbone notebook vandalism, handed wisdom and a vision for a man to listen, strength stands in tandem with em I spray scenes of what I pray, dreams, each day seen and reach ways, means to best communicate themes before I rest, illuminate schemes as the paint gleams the pen delivered with a scream, in my hand it steams the color’s vibrant but violent as it cries into the page to destroy the lies, it feels like I’ve been aiming for days insane in a rage, now drowning my pain in a cage in the notebook, locked with wire, my brain is engraved a load even it couldn’t fully contain at this stage so I wrote on the desk and the walls, my statement is saved read my language, darker than mud, and relay it with love I couldn’t find the words to say it so I painted in blood I close my eyes, but all I see is that bottle again Over and over, you always allow that bottle to win Runnin away from your reality, washes away your pain But really all it does is rot away your brain It's a shame.... I thought we'd fight this fight together Defeat these demons and continue our life together But it you've made your choice, and I choose not to accept Cause you choose not to care about the people you've neglect Damn!.....I had dreams of the things we could accomplish But you murdered those, I guess alcohol was your accomplice It's tearing up my heart how it's tearing you apart You used to stay fly, now your appearance? barely up to par I used to think that I was everything you could need Look in the mirror, tell me that you like what you see I knew you couldn't.....You don't control that bottle, it controls you I used to love you, now I feel I barely know you..... I dont even think you realize what you're up against Every night you're over the toilet, throwing up again Drink, throw up, drink again.....It's like an endless cycle I pray that it won't be death that ends this cycle I guess you dont think my love is enough It's not the liquor that you like, you're in love with the rush Throwing your life away, night and day, looking for a brighter day But heartless ways will surely bring your darkest days You used to be nice, sweet, surprise me with nice treats Now all I see is an empty soul when our eyes meet I want my baby back, the same girl who made me laugh I'll do whatever it takes to get you off this crazy path They say you always hurt the ones you love the most Well I'm sure you love me, everytime you take a sip it shows the pain you put me through will make me a stronger person So for now I'll close my eyes until I'm no longer hurting..... i am the man that you tried to destroy, what did Tha Killa do? He resurrected to stop that killa from gettin' rid of YOU I'm the past that you couldn't forget, or try to hide And I'm there when you try to lie and then deny it I'm the memory you tried to repress, power you can't possess The sin that you confessed, the failure that blocked successes I'm the goal you couldn't reach, possession you couldn't leech So understand this speech's to teach and not preach I'm the mute that has something to say, & deaf ears will listen to And without further delay I'll display I'm on a mission too I'm block that you stumble upon, lame that could never run Never stressed from pressure that's why I'm labeled the Devil's son I'm the thought that sparked an action, a fraction of a distraction The ending of my retraction's attractin' my satisfaction woken up early on a sunny monday morning knocks on the door,visitors eyes are pouring asked wuts wrong, said please please come in she calmed down, and this is where her story begins around 10 o clok she said, ur moms was found dead shot five times, three in the chest, two in the head oh my god is wut i said wut kind of person wuld do this? question was foolish, any piece of shit wuld do it asked did they find the person who had commit the crime replied yes,found that son of a bitch in the nick of time where they holdin him?rite now i need to know hes at the station,brought him in about an hour ago gun in my pants, as i seen him sittin by the cop seeing it happen in my head,the guns going pop whether or not im gonna do it im on the bubble fuck this bitch, hes in for a world of trouble your the not the same as me,its plain to see wanna figure me out,heres my brain,theres the key open me up and see wut u find,dont trip behind my words leave u amazed,your no longer confined to the simple sad shit, we have seem to accept people who care about there lyrics,more then there rep is something thats missing, in the game called rap guess thats y people call it crap,wen gums flap but we gotta find a way to make this genre the best keep shooting bullets,till it rips the bulletproof vest gotta find a way to get out of this place instead of hatin we gotta learn to embrace stand up for wut u sayin, dont dare back out for that people will respect and yall gain sum clout it dont matter if it takes me a million years im a make sure this message gets to a million ears tons of hate, negativity, shit astounds me got rappers coppin pleas on they own cds what the fuck? u just said u wuld never do that talkin bout guns, sayin u shoot people wit gats how fake are u? your whole sound is untrue changed your style up since u dropped ur debut o well, as a fan this is wut i learned to expect all rappers do nowadays is talk about there check money, cash, hoes, is how it goes, correct? broaden ur horizens explore a new subject now would it hurt u all to jus use ur mind to open that bitch up and see wut u find i dont know, maybe im just preachin to the choir everyone wanna be dylan and spit that hot fire it dont matter if it takes me a million years im a make sure this message gets to a million ears came into this world, as an angry little kid blessed with troubles that i can never get rid born with club foot, fucked up feet a better way to put lasting pains for my life, soon put under the knife doctor said i mite never have a chance to walk parents heard the news,shocked couldnt begin to talk things were fine,atleast for the next seven odd years til my skull was crushed and face filled wit tears now im layin there wonderin wut did i do to god? to deserve so much pain, and askin y's my life hard only seven years old staring death in the face spit on him and he respectfully bowed out wit grace now i overcame another problem, got me feelin like jesus got the mentality throw me an obstacle,will defeat it im over that on to much bigger and better things feel like a puppet,shoulders twitchin,sum1's pullin strings things have calmed down a bit since ive grown lil older no longer i feel as if im carrying boulders on my shoulders altho my life hasnt been great,to make it better i yearn cause while im on this earth, ill live life and learn we were best friends, since the beginning of time grew up wit eachother, mixed like corona and lime were there for one another,fights we took care of it we were a tag team,broke limbs until the fags quit those were the times, the days i wish that i culd have bak before his epidemic of crack began to attack dropped outta high school now,led a life of no rules needed sum blow money so he stole his grandmas jewels i tried to counsel him, tell him this life was no good didnt listen, wuld jus nodd his head saying he understood present day now, he lives in his mothers basement tried my hardest to change him,but i aint replacin em lil bro took care of it,now its my turn to tear this shit put u in the leg lock, make u submit takin the beat leavin u on the edge of ur seat like kerry collins u always seem to b incomplete i piss knowledge on brothers who want me to teach never understand me so like boxing they completly reach could give a fuck if u dont think i got wut it takes most people do im goin 4 the triple crown, belmont stakes pick me, im the wrong person to challenge in a battle ill reduce ya mind to infantsy so please dont tattle Seas of emcees I part, and some say im spiritual Steady causing damage with words,with big syllables talked all that shit look at you now u cryin, saying u didnt mean all the stuff u said, u was jus lying say your goodbyes your about to be history as mortal kombat wuld say, flawless victory better not be thinkin of pickin a fight wit me cause i'll leave u dead on the ground for all to see im the devil, trapped in this human capacity try me, test to see if i have the audacity its a new day, new ways to try and get paid killin every and anything frum k to 12th grade got a nose for blood, and its pullin me this way toward the white house on the inaguration day can sense of wuts comin to me soon i cant wait buzz is growing,sumthin like chinese birth rate run with sum of the grimiest kids u'll ever kno cut ur face, blood gushin, sumthin like menstrual flow some new weird thing has come over me i cant show ur below, look at me, made for that higher plateua i come wit farfetched lines, that r ahead of they times problem is nobody heard me like im a part time mime could give a fuck if u think my shit is cool most people do so if we votin hey majority rules its a pity ur shit is wack, and mines is gritty caught a few gta charges before the liberty city blastin u smack down in the middle of the street i got u scared thought i was talkin bout heat now pigs kickin down the door, there out for me opened the third floor door and jumped off the balcony now i landed on my feet,sprinted to the closest store the shit was locked said fuck it,kicked down the door ran to the dressing room, changed into a new disguise said to myself i aint dying, i didnt get to say goodbye out the front door, cop said to me have u seen this man i said yea he went that way,better go catch him if u can