10.13.03 It's been a while but I'm sure anyone whose acutally reading this can figure out why I'm back. Johnny Cash died yesterday and I wanted to make a humble little tribute here. He was an american legend if ever there was one. He's played with some amazing musicians, including a jam session with Carl Perkins, Jerry Lee Lewis and Elvis Presley. How awesome would it have been to be in that room that day. Goodbye Johnny, you will be missed dearly.

3.6.03 Broke up with my girlfriend today. And I can't really say that I'm that upset. I mean, damn, how much abuse can a brotha take?

2.23.03 Well my girlfriend and I made it through the weekend. We'll see how much further it gets. I told her that shit needs to change and if it doesn't then I'm done. Now I'm going to do a journal entry.

2.21.03 Changed the song on the front. Going to do a journal entry. So you can catch up on my exciting life. Just so everyone knows, I like Johnny Cash. I know that below I'm trashing country music but I've always liked Johnny. Because he's the O.G. All of his songs are about bitches and hoes and killing people and all sorts of cool gangsta shit. But anyway, he's been doing a lot of covers lately. This guy's taste in music is not like that of other 70 year olds. He's done a really good cover of Soundgarden's "Rusty Cage" and some others. But his most recent one is NIN's "Hurt". I'm not a fan of NIN but Johnny's version of that song is fucking awesome. You people need to download it now.

1.4.03 I'm kind of figuring out why people like country music. Which is not to say that I'm starting to like it. I still hate it with the passion of a thousand flames. Most other music is well written. There are wacky things like metaphors and other gramatical devices in other genres. But not in country. Country just comes out and says it, whatever it is. Plain and simple. A metal vocalist might sing "I stand before you naked and trembling" it probably means "I've just let my emotions be known to you." Whereas, if a country vocalist sang that same line it would mean that he's bare-assed in front of you. You see, country music is for simple people. The one's that road the short bus to school. I changed the song on the front and I'm going to do a quick journal entry. Happy fucking New Year.

12.17.02 Did a journal entry and changed the song on the front. Also I'm looking for a job and a place to stay in London so if anyone that reads this is british, help a brutha out. Hook me up with some info.

12.5.02 Panicked and helpless. Mostly helpless. I've never felt so helpless in all my life. I'm sleepwalking through my life right now. That helps when it's time to pretend that everything is ok. Everything is distant, out of focus. So saying, "I'm ok" doesn't really seem like I'm lying to anyone. If this ends up badly, which of course it will, I'm done. I fucking quit. It's just not worth it anymore.

11.27.02 FUUUUUUCCCCCKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!

10.31.02 Some people may be wondering about the song on my front page as it is a little different than something I would usually put up there. Most of the time I could give a shit when a celeberity dies but sometimes there is someone that I feel is worthy of a tribute. Jam Master Jay was gunned down yesterday and that just sucks. Shoot Tupac, excellent. Shoot B.I.G., even better. But who the hell would shoot Jam Master Jay? Run DMC always rapped about education and unity. They were far from the thuggish "I'll kick your ass" rap that plagues everything these days. The members of Run DMC were pioneers and I respect that. So I say to everyone, go bust out the shell toes, throw on your jogging suits and gold chains, and throw back a 40 of O.E. Here's to you Jay, King of Rock. There are none higher. And indeed, sucker MC's shall call you sire.

10.23.02 While I am posting links my masters told me to put up a link to their site. You see, I'm studying to become a ninja. For everything you wanted to know about ninjas but were afraid to ask go to Real Ultimate Power.
4:27pm Miss Lezli sent me this kick ass link so I wanted to post it here. The Best Page In The Universe is, well, the best page in the universe. I suggest, nay demand, that everyone go look at it immediately. I'm sure that Mr Maddox will soon find out that I have put a link up on my site and will then tear me down but that is a chance I'm willing to take. For His message should be spread far and wide.

10.11.02 Well, tonight was my last night working with my current group. It will be weird to say the least. There are certainly going to be things that I miss. But things are going to get ugly there soon. And I don't need to deal with that shit. I keep getting this feeling that my whole life is going to change. And that's unsettling. It reminds me of something I heard once. Change can be beautiful and it can be frightening. But most times it's both.

10.4.02 Time to go to work. Work all night. Search for underpants hey. We won't stop until we have underpants. Yom tom yommy tom aye.

9.27.02 There are a lot of people I don't like out there. But nothing pisses me off more than when someone I do like turns into someone I don't like. Some people out there need to keep their opinions and comments about me to themselves. Especially when they get their information from someone they know is a god damn liar. Even more so if they don't have the balls to say anything to my face. You fucking be a man.

9.11.02 Well it's been three months since I've put anything on this page. What brings me back you ask? It's the date. Yes, September 11th has rolled around again and in case you haven't heard it's the anniversary of some big event. The main thing here is to Never Forget To Remember That Forgetting Is Bad So Always Remember. So far these last couple of weeks I have seen so many catch phrases about Remembering and Not Forgetting that my mind has pushed out what it was that I'm supposed to Always Remember To Never Forget. Well I'm off to Remember To Forget Something... No Wait I'm Supposed To Forget To Remember... No That's Not It, Shit Now I'm Confused. Oh well, I guess I'll just go get a haircut. Then maybe lock myself in an airplane bathroom and shave off all my body hair.

6.11.02 Don't have anything to say but I had to do a random update. Just wanted to change the song on the front. If I had anything going on in my life I'd do a journal update but I'm still very, very bored.

5.13.02 So very bored. So very, very bored. Just sitting here listening to a cd I made the other day. I was thinking about getting EMT certified and becoming a fireman. That might cure my boredom. If I had to run into a burning building to rescue somebody's kid it would be a little hard to be bored. Then there's the fact that chicks dig the hero type. That is when they're not digging the abusive type. I went out to the track the other day. In case you didn't know, here in Indianapolis we have this thing once a year called the Indianapolis 500. I got fucking roasted and I'm paying the price now. My nose is peeling and my arms hurt like hell. Then the other night I went to the batting cage and pulled an exterior oblique. That's a muscle. In your stomach. It feels fine now but it hurt for a couple of days. Two more songs and this cd is over. Then I go eat something. Then probably play Soul Reaver. I ain't straight outta Compton. I'm straight outta Westlake.

5.3.02 When it's time to party, we will party hard. I just figured one aspect of why I am so cool. It's my child like innocence that is really charming and endearing until you figure out that the child that I'm like is the one that was always trying to get the girls to play doctor with him. Anyway, I can't get my scanner working or I would finally have some pictures of the "new" hair up. Actually I quit putting gel in it so my hair looks like it did in that black and white picture where I'm wearing the baseball shirt. And just so you know, I'm a pimp. You can check my stats.

4.20.02 Let's just say that I have a little bit left. And leave it at that.

4.5.02 Did me a quick pointless journal entry. Downloading a bunch of cajun songs of a band called Buckwheat Zydeco. They fucking rule.

4.4.02 Did an edit on the bio page. Basically just deleted some shit that wasn't very pertinant anymore. May do a journal entry but probably not.

3.27.02 Did me a new journal entry. Going to go fix some of the broken links now. This is going to be super fun.

3.26.02 Ok people check out the new layout. Take a wild guess who designed it. And held a gun to my head and made me change everything. It took 8 weeks and a team of trained Libyanese terrorists to complete everything but the torturous process is finally complete. Well the Libyans want their plutonium back so I have to get the hell out of here.

3.5.02 Well since the last time I updated this page several things have happened. First and formost I got a new crib. Moose and I got a place together. I got the rest of my hair cut off. I now have really short hair. I'm describing my new look as a mix between Joey from friends and Lemmy. Still have the bad ass sideburns but I have kinda preppy hair. Just so everyone knows, the only times I usually work on my page is if something is bothering me. That's why it seems so depressing and down. I'm not a depressed person. Aside from that all I did was change the song on the front, changed the quote of the day back to the lyric of the day, threw my ICQ number up on the side, did a journal entry, and updated my cd collection. I'm going to try to get some new pictures up soon since my look has changed so drastically and that my computer is finally running right again. God bless the cable modem. And god damn Eric Will.

11.28.01 Did yet another entry. Changed the song in front. Doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom

11.27.01 Did a journal entry. Been really sick lately. Need to get my film developed so I can get some more pictures up. Interested to see what pictures of me with shorter hair look like.

11.4.01 Did a journal entry. I'm getting a even more frustrated with the state of my love life. I have one, it's just not quite how I want it.

10.31.01 Halloween! Yay! It's my favorite holiday. I'm going to dress up for work tonight. I'll get made fun of but fuck them, I'm going to have fun. Did a journal entry about the joys of being me. One more thing to mess with me.

10.30.01 Changed the lyric back to a quote. Just for a little while. Changed the song and did a journal entry. Things lost this weekend - my cat, some brain cells, a little piece of my liver, a couple of illusions, my voice. Things gained this weekend - the knowledge that all my hockey gear can fit into my trunk. Including the goal and sticks! Kinda makes everything worth it.

10.26.01 Changed the quote of the day to lyric of the day since most of my quotes are lyrics anyway. Thinking about doing a journal entry. But I probably won't. Things are going kind of good I think. Let me stress I think. Quick shout to KT. You rock, stay strong, we love you. That pretty much eliminates the need for a journal entry. Couple more things, masturbating while listening to Britney Spears and mashed potato nosers. That reminds me, I need to do a review for the new OzzY cd.
6:10 am After perusal of other webpages I decided to do that journal entry after all.

10.24.01 Did another crappy journal entry. I'm starting to do these things quite frequently. Don't know if that's a good thing.

10.23.01 Did a new journal entry. Sort of a state of the union thing. Things I should have covered:

Exactly why everything sucks

What I'm going to do about it.

But I didn't cover shit because I'm an ass and I always hold back.

10.19.01 Changed the song again. Did a lengthy, in-depth journal entry about the situation between me and KT.

10.18.01 Still need to get those graphics up. Probably won't get to it for a while though. Still need to get a counter. Again, probably won't get to it for a while. Changed the song on the front. It probably won't stay up there long. Did a journal entry. I was pretty pissed when I wrote it. So give me a fucking break.

10.13.01 Did that journal entry I was supposed to do the other day. But I'm pretty tired so it probably doesn't make much sense. It's definitely time for bed.

10.11.01 The quote on there is something I wrote today. It's the begining of a song I'm writing. Think I might do a journal entry to explain it better. But first, I'm going to change the backgrounds on the pages and put up some new graphics.

10.6.01 Did a journal entry. Sort of like a disclaimer. Need a counter. Other than that just making some cosmetic changes. I'm glad I have KT around to point this shit out. She's good. If anyone here hasn't you should check out her page. She's re-vamping hers too. As well as helping me with my change over. She says the colors are hard to read. I'd like some feedback on that. I can see everything fine.

10.3.01 Noticed that my other journal entry didn't save. Did another one. Did another review. I think I'm going to see Zoolander or Don't Say A Word this weekend so I'll do a review for that too. Need to put some finishing touches on the new look. Make it flow a little better. Maybe change some colors.

9.30.01 Actually started the long over due revonovations for my webpage. Did a journal entry, a review and some other crap.
6:09 amRealized it's been a while since some of these pages has been updated. The e-mail address on some of them was canynman@oocities.com. Updated a lot of pages. Haven't gone through and found any broken links yet. I think it may be time for bed. Or Diablo II. Or food.