I am Daive. You may have guessed that by now but you never know. With the inventions of Windows 95 and then 98 some real idiots can actually run a computer. I miss the days when DOS ruled the world and the idiots all had Macs. But I'm getting off the subject. If you came to this section of my page that means you wanted to know about me. While I can't quite understand why I still feel obligated to let you in on some information about myself. I am from Indiana or as I affectionately refer to it "The Third Ring of Hell". It sucks here in Indiana and I plan on getting the fuck out of here as soon as I can.
Things I enjoy doing are playing and listening to music, watching movies-mafia movies, horror flicks, pretty much anything with Adam Sandler, Bruce Campbell, Al Pacino, Robert De Niro, or Mel Brooks, playing around on my computer, and playing around on my playstation. I love to play roller hockey and baseball. I thoroughly enjoy watching hockey games and I can actually sit through an entire Yankees game without being bored. My passion has to be music. God I love music. Almost too much. I love to listen to it, I love to write it, and my god I looooove to play it. To me there is no greater thrill than to stand up on stage and sing words that you wrote. Then if the crowd likes what you wrote it is unbelievable. I can only imagine what it's like for someone like OzzY. To have people who actually know the words to your song. To have people sing along with what you wrote. That to me would be the pinncacle of success. I don't think it could get any better than that. But I digress. I will never have that. I can't even keep a band together for more than a year.
I've gone through a lot of shit to get where I am. Who hasn't. I'm not saying I've had a rougher life than anyone else. There are a lot of people who have had it a lot worse than I have. I've gone through several phases in my life and done a lot of pretty horrible things, depending on what your point of view is. Like all men I've had a woman smash my heart into peices. I was only 17 and that really shouldn't have affected me the way it did. High school relationships shouldn't affect the rest of your life. But it was a truly devastating event in my life. Nothing unique to me, I know, but this page is about me so, piss off! It has taken me a long time to recover and I don't think that I have completely yet. I had all of my friends turn on me when I needed them most. I've always had just a few close friends and then several people I hang out with. But I went through a depression my second year at Purdue University and my two closest friends thought that it was a good time to abandon me. One because she thought I was falling in love with her. That's a pretty good reason. "Gee, I think he's in love with me. I love him dearly as a friend and he's going through a rough time. So I guess I should never speak to him again." Her evidence, I guess, was that I got drunk at a party and said, "I love you man." The other abandon me because he had better things to do. When I finally got the courage or weakness to ask for help I went to him. I knew him since we were 14 and we'd saved each other from some serious shit before. When I told him I needed help he just said, "I know" and then had nothing to do with me after that. This just grounded my instinct to never trust anyone. These are just a few events that make me who I am today.
When people first meet me, they HATE me. This is probably because I don't hold anything back. I act the same way around people the first time I meet them that I would if I'd known them for years. I can be obnoxious(how do you spell that?), I can be opinionated, I can be tactless. No... I AM all these things. I like to have fun and I can be loud when I get going. When someone annoys me I say, "HEY! You're annoying. Get the fuck away from me." When someone is stupid I let them know. Especially when someone is stupid. Not does something stupid because I have been known to do some pretty stupid things. That's just for fun. But when someone is stupid I get vicious. Mostly when it's someone telling me that my belief system is completely wrong. Whenever some x-tian tells me all about how I need to start going to church and thinking what he thinks I just go off. I like to read about religions. I like to know as much as I can about as many as I can. It's kind of a hobby.(Guess I should've put that up there) So I always have plenty of ammunition to use against the occasional holy roller.
Well you're probably pretty tired of reading about me so I'll quit typing all this uninteresting shit. If, for some insane reason, you would like to read more about my various opinions just go to the journal page. Then send me some feedback.