Tuesday December 31 @ 12:37am
I'm a freak, and the say I've lost my mind. My spirits have been damped. I read this online comic called Pran-Man all the time and I've come to realize the guy who writes this is alot like us, and I really want to get to know him better. Grrr... stupid shyness... I guess he just got a livejournal and I was reading it and his one entry was so sad! He was talking about how he doesn't think he'll ever find love b/c his comics and fan-boy things are too important to him, I just wanted to hug him and say "Hey guy, you can come hang out with us and join our posse, even though you live in Virginia, you're still welcome here." So if you happen to be one of his friends and read this, send him this way and tell him I'd like to get to know him better. I swear if this guy would've been born in our area, he would be one of our friends. I don't know, I guess I just feel like meet new people or something. Since I probably won't update before tomorrow, have a happy and safe new year!

Saturday December 28 @ 7:15pm
How would I describe today? I'd say it was rather interesting. I woke up this morning and came to the conclusion I need a new alarm clock b/c mine doesn't wake me up anymore. When I finally got to Stardust, I had to find my team because I didn't look up what lanes we were on. Guess who happened to be bowling on the lanes next to me? Matt Redmond! I was surprised because he usually bowls at Inmans on Saturday mornings, but today he was bowling on Russell and Ron's team. Then the actual fun started. One of the girl on my team started getting harrassed b/c she was waiting for Rose to finish bowling so there would be a gap. Then the next game comes and Rose and I start goofing around and having a little fun being cheerleaders. Then during the final game we got crazy. We were sitting there having fun while we were bowling and giving our friend David a hard time about "bowlers rage," and he was making for of it himself. Then Rose and I started talking about "bowling bells" and how funny it would be to make a version of Jingle Bells using diffent pin-action sounds. Rose was talking about different pitches of the ball hitting the pins made by different bowlers, and she referred to Jason's. Well Jason got all pissed and he and Rose got in a fight in the middle of the alley, it really sucked. Then when we were done my mom and I went to the mall and I got some pants, lol. And now the Alice's and I are trying to make plans so I must go. So I must end with this Hey ho to the bottle I go, to heal my heart and drown my woe!! (tehe I'm not sad, don't worry!)

Friday December 27 @ 1:11am
Welcome to my new layout! I hope you all like it, because I didn't test it out on anyone this time. Happy Birthday Alice D yesterday and Alice F today! Go sign Alice F's guestbook and tell her happy birthday!

December 18, 2002; 9:22pm
Happy Birthday to me!! I got some fun stuff for my birthday, such as going to see Two Towers at midnight!! GO SEE IT!!! I loved the movie and Legolas is my hero!! I think I may go and see it again Friday, if you are interested, let me know and we'll get rides worked out :-D!!! My bowling's been getting better too!!! I bowled 151, 143, 133, & 112 the past few days. I have to be going to shower now, so I get recooperate some of the sleep I lost. It was pretty funny during 1st hour while we were watching Huck Finn (the one with Elijah Wood). I was sitting there and I was wide awake (which was suprising), and I was thinking more about how I could twist the movie so it was like LOTR than how it was different from the book. Oh well, I had fun. I got home from school and my brother was watching Episode 2, so I was afraid I'd do it again so I ran away and got a little more sleep. But now I must go. Thank you Alice and anyone else that signs my guestbook for my birthday, I love you all!!

December 13, 2002; 11:39pm
Perhaps I should update more, or recap a bit. Homecoming was so much fun, I really enjoyed myself :D!! I had a bowling match on Monday and was really pissed off when a fact about playing favorites with Heather was proven. For all of you confused, let me explain. Heather is supposed to be our best bowler, but she also misses the most practices. So she was supposed to miss 2 matches for just not showing up to practice. She served the 1st one, but didn't the second one b/c we were playing a team we've practiced against and we wanted a win. So how well does Heather bowl that game? A 114! The other coach besides my mom decided that she was having a bad day and should get a second chance, so she pulled out 2 bowlers who tied with 116 instead. So next match comes around and Heather is bowling again (I asked my mom if she's ever gonna have to make up that one game, and she said probably not). This time she does ok, but 2 of the other girls are having above average games. So the game ends and I ended up beating my girl, but not scoring high enough to be stay in the game, so I was pulled out. I bowled a 122 in that game, my average is around 119-125. Heather bowled a 114 her bad game, her average is closer to 160. It's obvious that she's playing favorites, intentionally or not. It seems like anymore it's not competing against a person on a different team to get your point, it's competing against your teammate to stay in the game. Then Tuesday Rose came to practice and was helping me with my bowling. Wednesday was sad b/c of the funeral, but I got tickets for Two Towers. Yesterday I just sucked at bowling and today I had some low test scores and had to evade a moody father. The sumo wrestling was sooo funny!! Well since I have to get up and be at the alley at 8:30 tomorrow I'd better go, later!

December 5, 2002; 9:03pm
Well that was shortlived. I guess I don't have to worry about juggling school, activites and a job anymore. I got fired. I guess I couldn't work as much as they needed me to, but I got a decent paycheck out of it. Well, I'm sick of hearing people talk bad about the fun of spirit week and I have a Cisco test tomorrow. Later

December 2, 2002; 9:51pm
Oh I just can't WAIT 'til homecoming!I've gotten so excited about Homecoming now, I dunno why. Maybe because the normal stuff is going on: painting the class sign, spirit week, our class lacking all spirit- the usual. I'm in a really chipper mood, even though I had a kinda bad day at work, lo pasa. So much for updating over Thanksgiving Break, I was having too much fun with friends. But now it's time to say goodbye! Later!

November 21, 2002; 9:51pm
Why does my heart cry? Feelings I can't hide. When am I going to get my next break to sit down and breathe? Hmm.... probably the day after Thanksgiving. One more week of craziness, woo (sarcasm). I'm kinda at this emotional roller coaster with work. I'm getting kinda fed up because I feel horrible because I can't work all of the days they want me to, and at the same time I'm pissed because I work so much I don't have time to do anything it seems like. Maybe I'd be optomistic about it all if my boss hadn't tried to schedule me to work (for the first time, mind you) 6:30am to 2:30pm. oh well, I get paid in 2 weeks, I can't wait for some cash. Of course something is going on everyday between now and homecoming, so I don't know when I'm going to be able to get all of the stuff I need for it. I guess I'll have to worry about it later. I'd better get ready for bed, hopefully I'll get out of work early enough to do something with friends, but I doubt that's gonna happen b/c no one is training me tomorrow (in other words, I'm screwed). Wish me luck, and if I don't update this ever again, that means I spontaneously combusted.

November 19, 2002; 10:07pm
I can't take this kinda pressure!!! Haha, good times, I suppose. I started work on Sunday, it's not really hard, but I'm not sure of everything yet. Sorry I haven't updated in a while, last week was play week. The plays went over pretty well, especially Jessica's! I'm starting to get fed up with Cisco, I haven't done good on a single test this nine weeks. I hope I can keep all my grades up while holding a job. Geeze I can't concentrate so I'm going to bed. G'night and have a peace filled morrow. (hehe)

November 9, 2002; 11:07pm
I have alot of stuff on my mind. I need a long holiday, but that's not gonna happen for a while. I just started working and the plays are next week. Cisco is driving me crazy!! I really need to study that some more! My mind keeps drifting towards homecoming, and it's a month away! I guess there's not much I can do but try to get through this. Crap, I just remembered I have some papers due next week!!! Stupid teachers, there goes my relaxing Sunday. Oh well, time to sleep. Later. One more thing, I read some of this article that named Bohemian Rhapsody as the best song of all time! Now good bye

November 8, 2002; 12:34pm
I'm sitting in Cisco class. Pillar is our "sub." I just failed a test. I'll have to cry. Stupid middle school had a half day, and I get to go do alot of service hours this weekends. Good times great oldie, Oldies 104.3. OH well, I'm outta here before I get caught.

November 5, 2002; 10:14pm
THis is madness!! Actually, I think I can handle alot of the interesting stuff that happening right now. I got a job yesterday at canterberry and now I get to get a bunch of testing done tomorrow. Then I get to go buy scrubs and bowl out, anyone want to come with me? I figured as much (:-P). Crazy Cisco, I'll be so glad when I'm done with this chapter. Plays are coming up soon, so people are starting to crazy about that, oh well it adds to the excitement! My day was decent, yet certain events seem to hang on my mind. First would be Nikki bitching at me because I had the gall to sit in her chair and talk to Andy, then in a nicer tone asking me to leave later. Oh well, shit happens and the day goes on I guess. Then when I got to play practice I decided to sit in my car and listen to music. So Dru comes by and I invited him to sit in there a while. Then a few minutes later Nikki and Matt just come up and come barrelling in sending all my stuff in my out of the way and I got to play dj in my own car, because Weezer was horrible to them. Since I doubt either of them will take the time out of their lives to read this I'll be frank, I don't think I should have to decide what to listen to b/c it's my car and have to put up with hearing the music I like being called shit. But I guess I'm to big of a wuss to try stuff. It was around this time that I imagine my cell phone got stepped on and the screen got cracked. Thank God the phone still works, but I'm still pissed about it. And no, it's not because I have to be "popular" and want a cell phone. That phone is for emergency purposes and if I would've needed to use it and the screen would've shot, I'd been screwed, but I know certain people wouldn't care b/c I spend too much time worrying about hypothecticals and playing it safe. I really've stopped caring about that stuff tho, it's part of who I am. If you try to change that, I wouldn't be Tiffany. And if you're going to label me, you've got problems. How many people do you know that fit the majority of the characteristics of a certain group (i.e. prep, punk, jock). I'm just gonna be me, because trying to be anything else but me will not let me be happy. I'm not gonna try and be punk because what if I spent my entire high school career being something that wasn't really that important to me, then at college I find myself an outcast for the very thing that was popular. Atleast if I act the way I am most comfortable with, I can live with a little joy. That is all I wish to type

November 1, 2002; 7:40pm
Craziness, you are my strong point. I had 3 tests today, I don't think they're going to be among my best scores, oh well. I don't really care anyways. I got my grades, all A's, A-'s & a B+!! I'm really starting to get excited about the plays, except I have to find a costume still! I'm not quite to the point where I'm gonna start spazing about that yet, but it's gonna start happening soon. So I'm sitting here bored out of my mind, the Alice's and maybe Dru and Nikki went to go see the Ring. I really didn't want to go, I'm not that much of a fan of horror movies. This is maddness!! I should go out and do something, but 1) I don't know what to do 2) I have no one to go do stuff with. Oh well, I'll have my own wannabe fun. I probably should've gone. I was kinda borderline, but the main reason I said no was the after effect of the movie. I may be a little scared during the movie, but afterword I'll be scared to death most likely. Oh well, it's just one of my characterists. I think I'm gonna go looking for a homecoming dress tomorrow after bowling, fun times. I wish my mom would just give me a credit card or something and let me go with my friends, but she has to go so she can pay. It happens, whoop de do. That is all I wish to type.

October 27, 2002; 6:12pm
The Jone's obession returns! I've decided to buy a case of Strawberries and Cream from My Jones. It's kinda expensive ($50.00) so I was wondering if anyone wanted to add some money into this and get some of the bottles. This weekend could be described in one word, locisimo. Yes, locisimo. It was so much fun, I really needed this weekend to cut loose and relax. Unfortunately, I have school to contend with, and tons of Cisco to begin with, oh well. I'm really getting excited about the plays. I'm about 90% sure we're gonna be miked tomorrow and I've never got to wear one before, and I have all my lines memorized! I'm starting to freak out about costumes though, because I have no clue what I'm gonna wear for either. I think I'm gonna get Linda to come with me to some thrift stores and we'll look. Oh well, I'm outta here for now, Cisco to work on!

October 25, 2002; 1:40am
Geeze, today was crazy. CRAZY!! I got up at 11 (good ol' fall break) and waited around to find out if I was going with Andy to Purdue today. Andy didn't call me 'til 1:15ish and I had to do a bunch of calling so I could get everything set up, and I had to bowl out before they left at 2:30. So I left at 1:30ish and drove like a madman to get there. I sucked at bowling out (110, 86, 162) and then I went and had some actual fun. But alas, the fun is gone. I have heard sad news that 2 of the Jones flavour's I desperately needed to try are retired! So that means out of the remaining 15 flavours I've tried 14!!! I still need to find Pink. (Strawberries and Cream) if someone finds it for me I'll love them til I die! I kinda makes me feel better that I'm the only one that tried bugjuice.com, but that doesn't help, oh well, I'm off to bed. I've recently relized how great sleep can really be when you catch up on it :-D!!!!

October 23, 2002; 6:07pm
Well, life is being crazy, I'm glad we have fall break, I can finally get some sleep. I have a challenge for all of you. You must look for unusual stuff and see if you can continue the pattern completly. If you can, I will give you a shiny quarter*! You must hurry however, because this contest ends soon. (*Questmasters are not eligible.) Anyways, I think I'm gonna go bug the people at play practice, you know have some FUN!! Sign the guestbook, you know you want to!

October 21, 2002; 6:07pm
I gotta make this quick cause I'm gonna go get some subway. go to this site and read today's comic, it's the best!

October 15, 2002; 10:36pm
Life is crazy, plain and simple. Let's see, I was almost late to school b/c I had to scrape off my car, the someone parked in my spot, that really pissed me off b/c they took up 2 full spots. Then Mr. Mitchell sealed my fate by forcing me to come in early tomorrow (at 6:45 sharp, or so he claims) and take a quiz. He wouldn't let me come in during 7th hour b/c I had an actual class and not a study hall. The more I think about it, the more Mitchell appears to be out to get me. First, he makes the honors students arrive at 6:40 to type a test, which he yelled at me b/c I was late, and I was sick the day before! Second, anytime 7th hour is inconvienced by an early dismissal or something where they won't be in class, 1st & 2nd hours have an open day to keep it balanced. Even when we had that convo, (which he won't shut up about) I don't recall 2nd hour having to go out of their way for anything. PSATs weren't horrible, they didn't bother me except first I forgot my calculator, but Alice F had an extra one to save the day! But then I almost punched Jamie b/c he was being annoying. Cisco was interesting, I was sure I was going to fail a test. I got my score back and it was 100%! I kinda collapsed for a second after that, but oh well. I helped Kyle with a story for Journalism in 6th and played cards in 7th. I did pretty good the first 2 games of bowling, but then started sucking. Play practice was stressful b/c people wouldn't just do what was needed to get the play done, but I had fun hanging out with Andy later, but now I must go to sleep, g'night.

October 11, 2002; 11:39pm
Doctor's appointments ruin everything. I wanted to go bowling today, b/c I'm not adjusting to Hebron Lanes fast enough for my desire, but I had to go to the doctor, just so I could find out that I have cold sores on my throat, and I just have to take pain killers and ride this out. He also reccomended gargling, but I have to much fun with that driving Ginger crazy. I really hope I get to do stuff with people tomorrow, I really didn't enjoy today. This week has been interesting, but I'm so glad it's over and with that I'm going to end this. Later.

October 9, 2002; 9:36pm
THousand appologies to Kyle and John, I just threw this at them. I should have mentioned all of the links are categorized at the pictures to the left. I hope you all like this. For now I must go back to bowling thoughts and Cisco. Toodles!

OCTOBER 8, 2002
I just got done being sick. I promise I'll have some of my layout ready to show, as long as I don't forget.
OCTOBER 1, 2002
Expect a new layout soon, it's almost ready, I swear, I just need to get ahold of Alice F so we can go take some pics. Geeze I had a pretty bad day today. I woke up and had to run around and get the garbage ready because everyone in my family forgot and of course I have to save the day. Then I was having "fun with contacts," which means they kept jumping out of my eye. So I finally get around and I walk out the front door and I have a flat tire. I think I ran over something on my way to practice last night and I was lucky I made it home. So I rode with my mom and she had to go with me to the orthodontist. Then I had the fun of Mitchell's American Literature test, but I think I did ok on it. Oh, and then there's my wanting to beat Cameron Brown into a bloody pulp, basically because he was being an ass and thought he could get away with it. I can't wait until Ms. Wellbourne gets back so we can actually play, but she really needs to kick some kids outta there. The rest of my day was decent, except I did really shitty today at try-outs for bowling. 97 and 103, that's horrible, I should beat myself for that, oh wait I can't, I have to show sportman like conduct. On a seperate note, I have James Rameriez talking to me trying to get me to give him my picture. The last 2 people I gave my picture too have never talked to me since! Am I really that ugly that as soon as someone sees my pic, they want to get away from me? Figures.
SEPTEMBER 29, 2002
So I'm looking at this Monty Python site and I find this question as a pop up add: Who is the lead character of "The Lord of the Rings - The Fellowship of the Ring"? Answers: A) Gandalf B) Frodo C) Golem. Tell me someone else sees the HUGE error. Well for those of you who don't, Golem sould've been spelled Gollum. I had a pretty fun weekend, I wish I got to have more of them. I'm sad because I like this guy and I rarely get to see him and I really don't want to approach him about going out on a date. I guess it's because I don't know much about him more then his name, but he's a really nice guy. Oh well, I gotta go, ttyl.
SEPTEMBER 27, 2002
Wow, some week it's been. I pulled some of the muscles in my back, so that's been bugging me since Wednesday morning. ISTEPS had their good and bad parts: Good- few people in art, got a chance to to look through some of the stuff in the back band rooms and find new percussion hardware :D without having to yell at the Petersons for messing with the percussion stuff. Bad things - I didn't get to see much of my sophomore friends, and it was crazy!! I have til Wednesday to get my new layout done, b/c that is what I want for the year anniversary. Oh well, play practice is offically starting for Linda's play, and that'll be fun. It seems like alot of Homecoming plans have been made already, and it's 2 months away. I'd like to say I have a date, but alas no, hopefully I'll get asked by someone that I think I'll have alot of fun with. Oh well, I must go get some mineral ice now, go sign the guestbook!! Later!
SEPTEMBER 22, 2002
Well, I figured I should update this, even though my site is kinda dying. This weekend was pretty fun. Friday Alice F and I kidnapped Andy and Jimmy and hung out with John and Brian for a while, then other Alice came over, and it was fun. Saturday morning was quite interesting. My entire bowling team was doing horrible the first game, one of the guys was really considering not bowling the last 2 games, but he did. Halfway through the second game Rose suggested I stop using the wrist suppost, b/c it's making my wrist weaker, so I did and I started doing better. The third game was the best tho, with my handicap I bowled a 303, for that game alone. My scores (in order) were 96, 107, 193 (insert huge smile here)! Dru's party was pretty fun, and then today I washed my car. That's about all that's happened in my life except play practice. Expect a new layout soon, I hope.
SEPTEMBER 11, 2002
I'm listening to a song from the Chipmunk Adventure, how could I not be reflective?! Actually I've been thinking about what we were doing at this time last year. Doesn't seem like a year has passed, it's so surreal. I really should get started on Cisco, but I'm being lazy, oh well. I got stuff to do now, so later! Don't forget to come to the fall plays! The 1st practices only begin Monday, lol!
SEPTEMBER 9, 2002
I'm working on a new layout, I swear!! I changed the colors of the quotes page, that's my proof!! I have my idea for a pic, but I have to go out and take it. Play tryouts were fun, I may get a decent part this time!!! I finally got to take a test for Cisco, which I did decent on and I may get a job!! Oh well, I have things to do, TTYL!!
SEPTEMBER 4, 2002
Gah, I haven't been able to take my first test for Cisco, it's making me mad. I want to know how well I'm probably gonna do in this class, and I want to get started on the next chapter!! School is ok I guess, but I have to battle it with a cold, so that sucks. I'm redoing everything on this site, cause it's close to a year since I moved from Angelfire to here, but don't expect that for a while! I have some of it generally organized, but I want to get colors straightened out, but I can't find an image I like, but don't worry, I'll try and work on it during the weekends. Oh well, I have things to do, I'll see y'all later!
AUGUST 29, 2002
I finished the first chapter of Cisco, you're gonna hear me talk about that alot. I consider that my hardest class. WEll, for those of you already sick of hearing it, I'll talk about my site. The one year anniversary is coming up sometime soon, so I want to edit alot of stuff on the site, and I'll probably do that this weekend, considering I have to get all of the BeSeen stuff off my site. I want to edit this, and Alice F strongly reccomend that I don't copy off her site, so I'll have to talk to her and see what she reccomends. Look for major updates soon!
AUGUST 24, 2002
School is gonna be hard, I know it already. This Cisco class I'm taking is gonna be hardcore, so to speak, but I'm still gonna try to put some effort into this site. I really want to change it all and improve, since no one checks it out anymore, but I'm not sure how I want to do it. I may steal off Alice's (ph, not d) site layout. Don't worry, I wouldn't be stealing the pictures, just the basic layout, which would me my journal would now be on the main page. I haven't decided what I'm gonna do yet, I'll have to figure something out, but the bottom links will stay the same, tho I might change everything to the same colors. WHo knows yet, but I'd better get some sleep, I'll ttyl. Oh, and I'd appreciate ideas!
AUGUST 20, 2002
Last day of freedom. I did a bunch of stuff today, and I haven't got to see anyone except Shannon, STeve, and Nikki since before Colorado. The trip was fun, there was some hot guy that jumped off a cliff, and some pretty scenery. I don't want to go to school tomorrow, it's gonna be so different. Band is gonna be an adventure in itself, I mean no Carlson....sigh. Well, I got a bunch of crap to do for tomorrow, so I'll see you all at the cracks of Doom ;).
AUGUST 12, 2002
Wow, I'm getting to be really bad at updating, oh well. I'm going to Colorado on Wednesday. Have a good week and I'll see you all after school starts. Happy B-day to Ralph on the 13th and Andy on the 14th.
AUGUST 3, 2002
Well, Jimmy's pissed b/c he couldn't see Signs b/c he had to watch his sister. Well, he's not the only one that's pissed, I wasn't even called! I know I saw the movie yesterday, (it's an awesome movie, go see it!) but I would see it again! Even if I didn't go with them, it's nice to have a fuckin' invite! What's their excuse gonna be? I'll say something and ruin the movie? I have never said anything to ruin the movie, not even an "Oh, this is a good part" b/c it pisses me off when other people do that! It really hurts my feelings b/c this is the second day in a row that they left me out, even though yesterday they couldn't get through to me, Alice didn't tell me what time she left the message. So I called her back at 8:30! Jimmy told me later that they didn't get there until 9pm! I coulda made it if she woulda let me know a time! I made it the other day to Denny's in time!

Does it seem like their avoiding me to anyone else?
oh, and thank you Jimmy for trying to cheer me up. Happy Birthday Adam!
AUGUST 1, 2002
Well, I was gonna go into details about the past few days, but I think I'm about to do other stuff, later!
JULY 25, 2002
Wow, some day. I got up and went to the ortho, to sit around and finally leave 90 minutes later. Then I went to my grandmother's house in Hobart to mow her lawn, but got lost along the way. Then I got all of her front, and 1/4 of her back done and it started to rain, so I have to go finish tomorrow. So then I went over to Alice's around 7 for a party. It was fun, except for stupid things like Jimmy and John being right next door and not stopping by and saying "hi." Oh, and the fight between Alice and Nikki; that kinda made me stop and think 'Do I even have a best friend anymore?' There is no one who has a strong friendship with only me, which is a good thing, but it also makes me feel like I don't have a special friendship with anyone. Oh well, I guess I'll just have to adjust to that, like I do with everything else.
JULY 23, 2002
Wow I am tired. Ginger's barking woke me up today at 8, so I really didn't get much sleep. I went to the fair with Zack, Jessica B, Nikki, and Andy, but we met up with Jimmy, Tracy, and Julie later and they hung out with us. Chris and Adam came by a couple of times, and it was fun. If you go, be sure to ride Feverball, that is the best ride, it rocks my face off. There was alot of fun today, I wish we would've had a camera. Alice made 2 friends, convinced someone to put out a cigaratte, and gave several people a hung, it was great fun. I added a new site on my page, it's concering the whole "Jesus Freak" issue. Click Here to view it. Wow I'm beat, I'm going to bed, G'night all!!
JULY 22, 2002
Life has a way of taking unexpected turns, I really realized that today. I woke up (at (9:30) to a little dog licking my face. Now my family has a little rat terrior named Ginger, and she's such a cutie. Later.
JULY 18, 2002
I'm sick of this!! For the past week or so, people have been signing Jimmy and Toth's guestbooks calling them gay and dumb shit like that! And I've been defending them. Then late Tuesday night/early Wednesday morning someone took my little quiz in my info with the s/n "tiffanyisgay." I'm getting really fed up. So I look at the ip's and find out it's really close to someone's. Then today I find out it's close to someone else's. My primary suspect says he knows who did it, but won't say. Here's what I know about the person: they live in LOFS, they use/used a dial up and were online around 1-ish Wednesday morning. Every person I know that fits in those categories I don't think would do that. Oh well, I don't give a damn about it anymore.

JULY 16, 2002
I really am pissed off at Wizards of the Coast. I got 4/5 of the stuff I ordered from Celebration II!! I didn't get the patch I ordered, now I have to complain again. I guess I don't have it as bad as my mom, she's only got her poster so far. Well, I finished The Two Towers today, and now I'm starting on Return of the King soon. Well, I got up at 9:00 am to help my dad with my car, but he didn't need my help, so I went with him to Wal-Mart. Then I came home for a while and ran with my mom to Steve's so he could get a check for his camp. then came home and got online until I thought I was going over to Alice's at 7. Well, I got busy downloading songs and got sidetracked, so I left around 7:30. So I'm driving and I go to turn into her subdivision, and who should I see leaving it, but Alice! So I tried to honk at her, but my mom's stupid horn was being dumb and Alice pulled away. I turned around and followed her. I hurried to catch up with her and when I finally did, I started honking my horn, flashing my brights and waving like a maniac, but she didn't notice, so I gave up and headed home. On the way home I think I saw Nikki headed the same way as Alice. It was either Nikki, or someone else with a red mini-van and little cop sticker in the back window. So I went home and called Alice's house to find out she went to see Road to Perdition b/c no one was coming over. And I checked voicemail only to find out that no one called. Figures, huh? So I went and got some Stewards and Jones Juice. And that's why I've been online most of the day. TTYL. (Oh, and like my new pic, all you hayden christensen loathers?)

JULY 10, 2002
Wow, I'm bored. I bowled today at Hobart, and Shannon was the only one for our team that came. If that wasn't bad enough, we were bowling against the guys, oh fun ;). Oh well, it happens. And I went and had lunch at Subway, can't forget that part. I still haven't got my stuff from celebration 2, but I have a couple of numbers my mom is gonna call to try and get some answers. Wish me luck! TTYL

JULY 8, 2002
What a day, I did absolutly nothing! I'm going stir crazy I have to do something tomorrow!! I'll try to do something, so I dunno what'll happen. Yesterday at Alice's was great, "is Raleigh there?" good times ;-). I haven't done much really, except I saw Minority Report on Friday, that's an awesome movie. I want to see Relient K in concert soooo bad!! Oh well, I WANT MY STUFF FROM CELEBRATION II!!! I HOPE I GET IT SOON! TTYL!

JULY 5, 2002
Wow, I feel popular I'm talking to 4 people. My 4th of July was fun, Alice had this huge roll of fire crackers and we put King Kong at the end of them!! HAHA, great fun! Let's see, what have I done since last Saturday? I've downloaded music, talked to friends, had a blast at Adam's open house, swam at Alice's several times, ate alot of pizza and got a bunch of bruises. Oh, and don't forget bowling Wednesday and bowling out today! That sums it up about right. TTYL

JUNE 29, 2002
Some of you have left comments about the last entry, and since I get sick of explaining it after I've calmed down, I'm gonna explain it now.
Last Wednesday was a really bad day for me. I think it all started because I started out by eating some greasy pepperoni pizza for breakfast. That was because my dad had to eat before he left for work. To some that wouldn't seem like such a big thing, but I've been feeling really fat lately and am wanting to lose some weight, and instead I think I've been gaining. So we left for bowling and picked up Shannon and I drove to the alley. I usually don't drive b/c I hate driving with my parents and avoid it whenever possible, but they're gonna be gone and I have to drive myself there. So my mom has me take this different route that is "easier" because it has less curves on the road. I know I'll get lost if I take that way since I can't have anyone in the car to take me. Shannon, Heather, and I bowled then my mom and I left. We then went to Target, Best Buy, and then to the mall. I was talking to my mom and I found out that she gave my uncle some figures I was gonna sell to him for $10 cheaper than I was gonna sell him for, and I wasn't gonna get that money b/c I bought some autographed pictures at Celebration II. So that really pissed me off, my mom said she was gonna give me $10 out of it, but I'm not sure she will. So we were walking around and she decided to go into Hallmark, and took a while getting out of there. I dunno why, but when I'm shopping with my mom, when I'm done, I'm ready to leave and rapidly grow impatient. And then around 6:05 (my next league was at 6:30) she decided to go into the dollar store. So we finally left the mall at 6:15, and my mom totally forgot I had 10 minutes of practice bowling before I actually played, so she almost cost me that, but luckily she didn't. So I finally start the league play, and I used some of the anger I had to have a 95 by the 5th frame (that's really good for me!), but I started to cool down and only 146, then the next game 118, and the last one I was just horrible. My approach was all over the place, I couldn't do anything consistent, and bowled a 99. I put too much pressure on myself in that league, that part of the reason why I was really upset, and b/c I feel bad b/c my teammates are so much better than I am. Then I went home. When I got online, my brother was bitching at me for being online too much or something dumb like that, and it just pissed me off more. Then I got online and no one was really talking to me and I in one of those states where people say exreme things in demand for attention, and I got pissed b/c no one would give it to me. So then I put the previous entry b/c I was feeling useless and unimportant. Then I talked to Jimmy and John and I started to feel better. And then, the power went out so I had to get off, but I was feeling better about myself. Some of my emotions can be justified by saying that I've been rather 'moody' this week, and bitchy too. Or, if you just want to be blunt (and I'm sorry, I know some guys won't want to read this, so skip the rest of this sentence.) and say I had PMS. Well, I'm sorry I made some of you worry about me, but most of the time I write in here and that helps with letting out anger or frustration. Thanks for reading and caring! You guys are all great! :-D

JUNE 26, 2002
Perfect end to a perfect day. If you care about me sign the guestbook. I'm running this for 3 weeks, so those people who are away at camp will have a chance. Good bye and may depression never find you.

JUNE 20, 2002
Ha, what a follow up for yesterday's entry. From lonely to extatic! I submitted some pics to Jones for them to use on labels, and 1 of them has been staff picked!! That means its really close to possibly being on a label :D!! Well, I got $10 for mowing my busia's lawn today, and I got my low tom fixed for free! I had a screw that connected the lug fall out, and I took it in and they fixed it :D!! And I got a soda out of it too! (for mowing the lawn, not from Rubinos silly). John got aim back, so he's happy too, it's all good. I hope the summer stays this happy and good!! TTYL

JUNE 19, 2002
I didn't realize it before or I didn't want to admit it, but the same cycle my friends were facing around homecoming time is happening again, and I'm out of the loop. I know I'm wrong, but it seems like all my friends are hooking up with people, and I'm stuck here loved by no one. One of my friends told me they were gonna ask out someone asap, but they wanted to do it in purpose. The irony lies in the fact that the song "Again I go Unnoticed" by Dashboard Confessionals was playing. Don't get my wrong, I'm not jealous or anything, in fact, I'm happy for them. But I get the feeling that I will never find love and all that depressing stuff. If your reading this and feel sorry for me, don't. This will hopefully be the low point in my self esteem.

JUNE 15, 2002
I'm so glad Ervin's open house is over. Today was hecktic trying to get everything done, and yesterday was a blast, especially Dream Quest! Then some of my friends showed up, but not many, it was a great time though. THen after I saw Bourne Identity and came online to leave this message. More open houses tomorrow, and then they continue on throughout June. Since I'm getting told that I have to leave by Ervie, Adam P, and Tony, I guess I'd better be going soon, later.

JUNE 11, 2002
I have been so bored lately, hardly anyone's online anymore. I'm supposed to go to the mall on Friday, I hope I get to. I start a high school bowling team tomorrow, if I don't change my mind. I hope I don't end up hurting my arm by bowling so much. I hope Hot Topic is still opening tomorrow, otherwise I'll be sad. I can't wait 'til Ervin's open house is done, then I'll be able to hang out with people more. Oh well, TTYL.

JUNE 9, 2002
Yesterday I went to Ralph and Laura's open houses, they were fun. Today my brother graduated. It doesn't feel like it. I almost died of laughter during Adam's salutorian speech, that was an awesome speech. Then I ate with my aunt and grandmother and hung out here. Fun. Linda and I are fighting (again), but this time it's over Hayden, and he's mine. Linda may have her claim to him on a profile that aboot 750 people look at, but I have mine on my profile, and on a website checked by 2 people, (one of which isn't online much anymore), so there!

JUNE 7, 2002
Thank you Ralph for checking this every once in a while. The rest of you can continue to blow me off and ignore me. (That includes you Nicole.)

JUNE 4, 2002
SCHOOL'S OUT!!! I hung out with Alice, Adam, Dru, Greg, Zack, Nikki, Jessica B and Angela today, it was really fun. I'm really anticipating tomorrow, it's kinda important. I also realize this is gonna reflect how I intepret alot of my summer. I'm worried, and my dad isn't helping matters any, which really pisses me off. Since none of you know what I'm talking about, I'll let you know if all goes well. Wow, I'm a junior, it doesn't feel like it. Later.
MAY 31, 2002
Well, I got out of school early today, don't you hate me. I already took my Spanish final, so I didn't really feel a need to be there. I started bowling on a summer league on Wednesday, I don't really know the other people on my team, but they seem pretty nice. Then yesterday I got a call from the bowling coach of my high school team asking if I wanted to be on a High School bowling team on the same day as the other one, so I don't know if I will or not. And I have the banquet for band tonight, so that will be fun. Well, I'm in the mood to play some pocket tanks.

MAY 28, 2002
I can't wait 'til school gets out. Five more days until I don't have to deal with this anymore. I'm really in the mood to get wasted, but the 'rents aren't to keen on that idea. Failure seems to be a big theme in my life lately. It seems I can't live up to people's expectations, and I feel like I don't belong. Maybe jumping of a bridge would really be a good idea, especially if I could do it so I wouldn't get hurt. Oh well, later.

It's days like today that lead me to believe I'm gonna die alone.

MAY 24, 2002
I didn't do very well on my speech. It was decent, but I didn't make time, oh well. I think I'm going over to Jessica B's tomorrow, and I may get to see Kaidy, which'll be cool. I dunno, I feel like there is alot of stuff on my mind, but I don't think there is, weird huh?
On another note, I've added a new section to my site. Click here to see it. I think some of you will like it. Since I'm not really in a talking mood at the moment, I'll leave another message probably sometime else this weekend. Tootles.

MAY 19, 2002
Three years ago at this time, I was watching Phantom Menance, either that or waiting in line to see it. I remeber seeing Jimmy there. I saw AOTC (Attack of the Clones) again Friday and yesterday I played D&D at Dru's. I was gonna go to second Sunday today, but I'm not feeling that great. I'm probably getting sick. Oh well, hopefully I won't miss any school. I have my final speech due Friday, so then I'll be done with it all! But finals are coming up, so I have to start studying. I'll talk to you later, I just felt like updating.

MAY 16, 2002
Alas, my decry of John's studliness is no more. Tear. On to more important things, I saw Attack of the Clones today at 12:01am!! How many people can say that? LOL, sorry it was just so cool!! I want to see it again!! I was really surprised that no one dressed up, tho. I'm glad I got 2 hours of sleep before we left, cause I only got 2 more when we got home. Maybe that's why I'm feeling sick today and got kinda close to passing out during english. A peace of advice, if you ever go to a midnight showing of any movie, make sure you eat breakfast the next day ;). Well, later, and may the force be with you!

MAY 10, 2002
I'm so sick of this. I feel like I'm being treated like shit. Not by all of my friends, just certain ones. I was gonna use inuendo, but screw it, I'm mad at Nikki and Alice. I'm pissed becuase their being hypocrits. They both got pissed because of something I told Shannon, that I didn't tell them. Then Alice and Dru had a fight or something and I never know what's going on, it drives me crazy. Sometimes I think I would be better off if I didn't have any friends. If your reading this, which no one does, don't worry about me. I can take care of myself.

MAY 5, 2002
Oh, man, I can't wait 'til Episode 2, Celebration 2 kicked so much but!! I want my pictures now!! There were so many cool people there. Half the staff was dressed in costumes and I got a bunch of pictures of Anthony Daniels (C-3P0). I left Saturday morning around 7am and I got home today at 6:15pm. I got so much free stuff!! I'll tell you about it later.

APRIL 29, 2002
I can't wait 'til this week is over, I hate school. Why does it seem like no one's online anymore? Who knows, all I know is that I want my liscence, I hopefully will get it in a month. Alice F's site has been up one year, go sign the birthday card.

APRIL 27, 2002
I am going insane today. You name an emotion, I've probably had it. I'm sad and glad the plays are done, they were alot of fun, I wish more people woulda gone that I saw afterwords. I'm mad b/c I left my camera at school. I'm kinda tired and hoping more people will get online. I really had fun with the plays, I think I'm gonna be in the fall plays next year too. I realize I neglected this site all week, but I'll try to update it more. I think I'm gonna see Spiderman on Friday, anyone wanna come? TTYL

APRIL 18, 2002
I don't like people seeing me cry, I never have. Today I cried at school. My only regret is that the real tears didn't come until after those responsible for them were out of my site. It took 30 minutes to fire 7 teachers. No one was allowed to talk and defend them. Every vote was unamious, all the members of the school board agreeing that these teachers should be RIF-ed. Goodbye band. Goodbye Choir. All 12 of the students there were angry/on the verge of crying. I am so upset about it. If I had never had Ms. Carlson, I would've dropped band by 7th grade. She helped me step ahead with the drums and play more than just the bass drum. I am protesting tomorrow by wearing a black armband, see me for one. I hope and pray something good will come out of this, but fear the truth of the matter.

APRIL 12, 2002
Happy birthday John! Geeze, I am so tired!! ISSMA was fun, I guess, the rides there and back were better. Guys were singing on the way home and Alice and I tried to join in, but we couldn't hear them too well. We got a 2nd there, I guess that's something to be glad about. I did really bad playing the chimes part for Festivo, and during National Emblem the bass drum started moving!! I was suprised! According to Ms. Carlson, we got the best score we ever have for sight reading. I'm glad I only do that once a year. Who knows what tomorrow'll bring, I was supposed to go watch Alicia's ISSMA, but I don't think that's gonna happen. Sleep is good so I'm going to bed.

APRIL 10, 2002
Holy crap, I'm talking to Alicia!!!!!!! This is awesome, I never get to talk to her! Today has been such a good day! I went to art club and got to make a little dish thingy with the potter's wheel! Then my mom and I ate at Culver's and I got a new CD "The Place's You've come to fear the most" by Dashboard Confessional. And to make things better, I've got to talk to people online that I don't get to very often =D =D =D. Well, I hope you all had a good day today and will have an even better one tomorrow!!!

APRIL 4, 2002
Well, I hope everyone else had a good half day, cause I didn't. I was stuck at home all day and did nothing. My parents wanted me to see E.T. with them today, but I wasn't really in the mood, so I stayed home. No one really had any plans either, so I guesss it happens. After everyone left for practice, I talked to Alice F for a while. Don't get me wrong, the converstation was funny and all, but my computer was getting ready to crash, so that dampered the conversation. I want to do something this weekend. I may be going to the American Legion or somewhere for a show, I dunno. This week has been kinda sucky, so I can't wait 'til the weekend. I want to actually hang out with all my friends since we never do that anymore. Maybe we'll get a chance or two during play practice, when we have to start showing up, but that's not likely. Good Luck Alice F, kick butt at State Science Fair (and don't forget the post-its). LOL, inside joke, sorry. Well, since I have nothing better to do, I might as well end this. I still don't think very many people read this. TTYL.

APRIL 2, 2002
Some April so far huh? Inbetween the snow and the 40 degree temperatures, I don't think Spring is ever gonna get here!! I'm sad I missed that storm today, what I saw of it was awesome. I've heard crappy news about the Track meet, that sucked!!! Everything got cancelled today, and I've had eye trouble over the past night. I dunno why, it just burned, even after I took out my contact. It made it hard to sleep!! GRRR...... I'm tired and I think I'm gonna go to bed early. I just wanted to make the first entry of the month. TTYL.

MARCH 28, 2002
Man, I'm in an insane mood. I need to stop hanging around with Jessica B (please don't get mad hun.) I put up a counter for the spring play at the bottom of this page. I'm starting to get really excited. Easter doesn't really excite me anymore, maybe because the only traditions my cousins and I have are washing the dishes while making fun of my brother for being tackled by the young'ns and playing poker and betting on wooden fruit. I went to John's yesterday, and Nikki's today, they were FUN!!!! HAHAHAHAHA, I may be spaz-ing out, I dunno, I'm gonna crash really soon so I'm gonna go, HAPPY EASTER!!! OH, AND I TOTALLY RE-DID THE QUOTES PAGE, GO LOOK AT IT!!!! TTYL!!

MARCH 26, 2002
Wow, this week has sucked. The snow just depresses me, I've been spending too much time near the computer and I still have to finish our chem project. I have done some alot of downloading this week, more than I've done all year it seems. Today I saw Blade 2, I liked it, the fight scenes were cool. "Do you want some popcorn?" I saw Blade on Sunday for the first time and Moulin Rouge on Friday, and I can't see why it was so Oscar worthy. It wasn't very good in my opinion. I'm glad A Beautiful Mind won some of the awards it did, like best adapted screen play and best supporing actress. Could you imagine how LOTR fans would've acted if that would've gotten the screen play award? It could've done better. I'm hoping to do something with all my friends this week, but it's probably not gonna happen because of Good Friday and stuff. Oh well, place to go (to sleep), people to meet (that hot guy in my dreams with no name.) TTYL.

MARCH 22, 2002
Macs = DUMB. No way around it. I've been working on them all week in Chem. I was supposed to go to Alice's today, according to Nikki, but I guess that fell through. My entire weekend is up in the air, I have no definite plans yet, that sucks. Today is insane, that hast to be the best way to describe it. Look in the Post Tribune tomorrow for the article about the protest and accident, then send a copy of the article and pictures to the governor and state legislatures. Here's one of the really interesting things about this entire mess, Mr. Peterson (supertendant who lives in area 4/7 of the time) knew that this protest was gonna take place, and he went to his other home in Indianapolis! This is physco, I'll post links to any article's I find tomorrow. We need to plan a peaceful protest, the band shirts today worked. Shawn, the guy who helps Mr. Thill w/ FCA, asked why we were wearing them. Knowledge is power so spread around all the facts you can!

MARCH 18, 2002
Alice is putting up here new layout tonight! Go see it! I did my group discussion speech today. It went pretty well, but I didn't participate enough so my grade will suffer I bet. Oh well, it happens, and I can look on the bright side, I have nothing to do in that class for the rest of the week =D. I have a project due FRIDAY!!! THE DAY BEFORE SPRING BREAK!!!! Isn't that soo dumb? I have some goals I wanna reach by the time Spring Break is over. First of all, I'm gonna move all of these entries to the old journals page and maybe change the quotes at top and bottom. I also want to get new pics of everyone and quotes from them, so I will probably be sending an e-mail to everyone and then having them respond with some quotes on Friday. If you don't want to be e-mailed, I suggest you tell me right away and send me some quotes. For those of you who haven't noticed yet, I have a page dedicated to my baby go see it, lol. TTYL.

MARCH 15, 2002
I have to date this according to the events of that day, plain and simple. Let me just start off by saying my stomach hurts and it's not from being sick. I went to see Dru in JC Superstar today, and it was awesome. At the end during the curtain call, Jessica B, Alice, and I all stood up and screamed we love you Dru! Afterwords we talked to one of his friends and she said "Dru got more applause the Jesus." It was great fun, then we went to Steak and Shake. All I remember is "Is there a Zachary here?" and bunch of other stuff I can't remember because I'm so tired. Other than that my day was weird, I don't know how to describe it. It must be the Ides of March. Only on today is it extra funny to see a movie that metions Caesar in it. I may go to sleep now, I don't know. TTYL.

MARCH 13, 2002
Earlier today sucked. Honestly it did. I had to deal with being sick and school. School would've been easy, if I didn't have a chem test today. Being sick is what made everything so bad. I went to put in my contact this morning and after I got it in, it just burned horribly and didn't stop so I took it out. I don't know if it's my contact cleaner or what because it hurt half the day and I couldn't really see during band. By the time school had gotten over my cought medicine had warn off, so I had to blow my nose about 50 times more than before! I saw Time Machine with Ervin, Angela, Jake, Adam, and Clifton, that was fun, and then we went to the mall, so I didn't get to play D&D at Alice's house. Oh well, I'll just have to play some other time. I'm trying different meds for my cold so hopefully that'll help and I won't wake up with my ear killing me. If that whole ear thing confused you, let me explain. I don't know if this is the same for everyone or not, but when I sleep, any snot or stuff from a runny nose runs down my throat all night and sometimes into my stomach (that's why when I'm sick, it's in the morning more than at night). Last night I was sleeping on my side all night, so it rubbed a sore spot on my throat hurt my ear. I'll be fine once I get better. I guess I should wrap this up. TTYL and sign the guestbook.

MARCH 9, 2002
Seems like as I get older, I start to like people in general less and less. Today was one of those days where more of their pleasantness disappears. Don't get me wrong, I don't hate everyone, most of the people who are tolerable 110% of the time are listed on my shoutouts page. There are others, but I don't feel like listing them and I know I'll get shit from people for some of them. Bohemian Rhapsody is about the only song I've felt like listening too today. "Nothing really matters, anyone can see nothing really matters to me" seems to reflect my mood almost perfectly. I wake up today and I had no clue what was going on for us seeing JC Superstar. My mom was out shopping so I had to wait 'til she got home. When she got home, I found out that we weren't going to it tonight. My dad told my mom that he never really wanted to go, and to make matters worse, I thought Dru had already bought tickets (luckily he didn't). My aunt was in town and she decided that we should go to The Patio for my grandmother's birthday today, and to Marti's Landing Monday. I was so pissed about the whole JC Superstar thing that I didn't want to go and feel obliged to act all "happy and preppy," so I just stayed home. That's all I did today. Sit around and wait for the day to end. Oh, and to make things better, I found out the scores for semi-state. Neither Rose nor Matt are going to state. It figures though, why should anything today make me happy?

MARCH 8, 2002
Life depresses me. I don't know why, but that's how I feel today. I guess my self esteem is low today, who knows why. Maybe because I have no one to talk too today and nothing to do, so I've been dwelling on things. Somewhere I remember reading Steve saying something about Theresa being better at html than I am. No offense Theresa, but I know I'm still better. Steve, you really don't know what your talking about, I'm not trying to get you mad, just inform you of the truth. I do know that I'm not the best however, Alice F is better than I am, even if she never updates her site! Well, since I have nothing else to talk about, except my excitement toward seeing JC Superstar tomorrow. Maybe if some talks to me, I'll add to this. Considering my huge loserness, I'll have another entry in a few days or something.

MARCH 5, 2002
Nothing new has really happened in my life. I am so bored I'm actually updating this. I think as the day goes on, I'm starting to get the idea even more than before how bad school sucks and the levels of frustration brought on by emotions. My day wasn't bad at all really, in fact it was rather pleasant until I had to stay after school to take the last part of the Chemistry test. I couldn't find any of the papers I needed for the test so I probably failed it. That's ok, I really don't care. On a lighter note, play practice started yesterday, we just did a read through, but it was alot of fun. John, Nikki, and I don't have to be back until April 15th. HAHAHA. While everyone else was reading, John was throwing staples at me and I kept putting a bobby pin in Andy's hair. It was great. Well, since I still haven't finished my speech yet, I might want to do that. See ya'll later.

MARCH 2, 2002
Rose is a bowling goddess!!!!! I went to Regionals today (I was the only one from our team) to watch her bowl!!! She had a 4 game series of 910. THat's not even the best part, after everything was done, we stuck around to see what the placing was for semi-state, and Rose placed first for the girls and fourth for the guys. She's not the only one that's going to semi-state, Matt is too!!! He had a series of 915 and he placed 3rd!! I think we should all wear our shirts on Friday in support of them!!! I'm bored so I'll talk to ya'll later!! Oh yeah, and FYI, I'm never gonna put anything refering to dicks as part of my screen name for aol, so stop trying to get me too.

MARCH 1, 2002
Wow, I think this is gonna end up being updated everyweekend. I haven't really had the desire to update recently and I figured I'd better before you all start complaining. I've kinda been pre-occupied with my "baby." Sorry, I don't have any pics of it up yet, I'll try and get some up soon. I don't know how to describe my mood. I had fun bowling with the jazz band, but I feel unpretty today for some reason. That's the best I can describe it. I just took a quiz, I'm 50% addicted to Instant Messenger. How about you? I know it's sad, but whoop-de-do. Play practice starts on Monday, I'm a prison matron. I don't know what else is going on in my life, maybe I'll fill y'all in sometime.

FEBRUARY 22, 2002
I am never going to be a teacher. I've accepted this, and now so has my 5th hour class. I am not good at explaining things so that other people can understand them. Spaghetti Supper was tonight, I wonder how that went.... CONGRATULATIONS TO THE ENTIRE BOYS TEAM, NICK, MATT R, RUSSELL, AND ROSE FOR ADVANCING TO REGIONALS!!!! I did really bad, I couldn't hit the head pin!!! (the pin closest to you). My scores were 96, 110, 97 for a 303 series!! Lets put this into terms of bad, the top bowler of the guys that went to regionals bowled a 300 in his 1st game!! The Fellowship is forming: I'm Frodo, Nikki's Aragorn, Alice D's Samwise, and Dru's Legolas. If you think you might be able to join, take the quiz!!! I'm gonna go soon, so I'll see ya'll later!

FEBRUARY 17, 2002
Sometimes life depresses me. I dunno, I don't think I'm reverting back to where I was, but I'm not progressing. These past few days have been weird. First of all the whole Rydia Caller thing, then the individual that decides that it is a good idea to tell my friends and I how big of posers we are. The weird thing is, neither one of these people set me off- not in the slightest. They didn't hurt my feelings either. I could care less what those people think of me- the only people who I would be hurt if they said that about me would be my friends. And if they are my friends, they are smart enought to tell me that I'm being a poser and they have the guts to leave a name. They don't have to resort to 6th grade tactics to tell me. But the sole reason that person wrote it was for attention, so I won't address that anymore. Today was pretty good, but then I had to get offline and by the time I got back, just about everyone, except for Nikki, had left. Oh well, if you consider that every cloud has a silver lining, mine's coming tomorrow :D. Since none of you know what I'm referring to, I'll tell you in a few days.

FEBRUARY 14, 2002
Grrrr.... I'm so confused!!! I want to go to Ichthus, and ATF, but here's the thing- Icthus is April 25-28, ATF is April 19&20. I HAVE NO CLUE WHICH ONE I SHOULD PICK!!! ATF is in Indy, so it's not that far, but Ichthus has about 8 more bands that I want to see!! I AM SOO LOST!!! WHAT DO I DO?? (This isn't angering me, yet) We won our bowling match! Oh and Happy Valentine's Day. Ralph- sorry, my mom's expecting my Grandpa to call, so I had to get off.

FEBRUARY 11, 2002
"Cause you are the devil and the devil is bad..." I love that song, it's great. Thank you to everyone who was worried about what I've been putting in the past few entries, I had issues I really had to work out. I pray I never go back there again, because that's a place I don't want to be. I think I'm gonna start going to youth group and talk to Mr. Thill about having the FCA go to Acquire the Fire in April. Well, I would like to talk more in here about the joys that I had at 2nd Sunday, but I have English homework that must be finished or my head will be on a pike. God bless.

FEBRUARY 9, 2002
If you read the other day's entry and are confused, don't worry about it. Nothing is going to happen. Life is depressing me and I've had a lot of shit on my mind for a while. To briefly sum it up it would include: guys, family, and friends- as you saw in the entry below. I at least hope I will start to feel better after Valentine's Day. I dunno, I'm really feeling insignificant lately. I don't feel like anyone would miss me if I didn't show up to some occasion. I changed the links page and I'm working on a little opinion page. I'll get those up soon.

FEBRUARY 7, 2002
I should stop making strange comments that I will have to justify later. Key word is should. I'm not going too. I am really gonna start making my feelings more public. I keep making references to a 'war' that is coming. The time for this is drawing nearer by the second. Make sure you choose a side you can defend. I have. See, here's the thing, I know my enemies and I know how to make what I have work for me. I know what I know what I'm standing for is the true and right thing, and I will follow it, even if it means loosing friends, which I am more than prepared to do. Those that are my true friends will rally with me. Every one else will fear me. Bring it on, I'm waiting for it!
Don't worry, war's can't be fought by one person.

FEBRUARY 1, 2002
We had school today :( and I've had something on my mind all day. "Something draws near, I can feel it" -Legolas. For me, that something is a difference of opinion that will most likely make me lose some friends. I have alot on my mind today, and it's great when I finally get to relax. Today at Alice's was fun. For those of you who don't know yet, I made a quiz, the link is here. I wanna go somewhere tomorrow, but I also want to stay home so I can talk to people. I might go w/ my mom to meet my aunt in Knox, but I'm not sure yet. I'll see you all later.

JANUARY 30, 2002
I must stress that today's entry is taking place at 7:56PM. I don't think many people realize just how greatful I am for that 2 hour delay today. About the only homework I had done last night was Speech. I presented mine today, my time was 1:47, but it was supposed to be 2-3 minutes ;( oh well. I think alot of people liked the quote I used. If you want to see it, it's on my quotes page, under Amanda's quotes, it's the last one. So I get to sit there and watch other people worry and present they're speeches. That's the good thing. I've been in a really weird mood all day, I seriously can't explain it. It's like I'm tired and sad, but I'm not depressed. Weird huh? Yo quiero dormir.

JANUARY 27, 2002
I don't know why, but I fell kinda depressed today. I saw The Count of Monte Cristo today, I thought it was pretty good. Yesterday I went bowling, to subway, and the the basketball game. That was fun. Did anyone get a picture of the moon today? If you did, let me know. I have 2 bowling matches this week(I think). Oh well, TTYL. Take my quiz

JANUARY 25, 2002
Today sucked, but now it's surprisingly better. I did sooo bad on my speech, I had a time of 1:24 or something like that. Oh well, I'll just have to do better on my next one. "Zack has 3 brothers, Joe, Billy, and Thomas" That was so funny in someone's speech. I'm going bowling with friends tomorrow and then to the game, that is gonna be awesome!! We're gonna finalize plans tonight, I hope. Hobart Lanes, the best place to bowl (lol). Maybe I'll add more later, who knows. STEVE, I UPDATED! HAPPY? lol

JANUARY 19, 2002
Being sick sucks, let me just start out by saying that. I was sick Wednesday to Friday, it was horrible. But on the bright side I got to see LOTR today, it is such an awesome movie, I reccomend it to everyone! WEll, I have to go take out my contacts now, I will see you all later!

JANUARY 14, 2002
Dumb finals, all they do is take away all things good and fun. Well, I'm warning you that I probably won't be updating for a while because my mom has to do a bunch of stuff on the computer. I can't wait untill this depressing week is over. We have a bowling match on Thursday at Hebron, let me know if you wanna come.

JANUARY 2, 2002
Today was a decent day. Key word is "was". I had bowling practice and didn't do to horrible. We did a couple of rounds of Baker bowling (1 person bowls 1st & 6th frame, next 2nd & 7th and so on) and I saved the day in the last game! I was really proud. I've been fighting a cold for the past 1 1/2 days and it's annoying! I think I'm going to the mall on Saturday, but I'm not sure. Anyways on to the reason I'm pissed. I have come across this article "claiming" that NYSNC is going to be appearing in Episode 2 because George Lucas's daughter (13 years old) begged him to add them. They are "aledgidly" appearing in the movie for a couple of seconds than getting killed. I know most people would be happy that they will die in the movie, but that's not the point. I don't believe this is true because 1) George Lucas never does cameos and 2) he never puts big time celebrities in his films, the most famous has probably been Samuel L. Jackson. I hate it when dumb rumors like this start, I can remember a long time ago a rumor saying that Leonardo DiCaprio was gonna be Anakin in this movie. This is the site where I've read these claims. Later.