As prosmised, another little war rant/thoughts/crap.
From yahoo news.
”Diplomats thought the list of British conditions would be next to impossible for Saddam to accept without fatally weakening the basis of his power. They included demands that:
-- Iraq should allow 30 of its scientists to be interviewed outside the country with their families in tow;
-- surrender stocks of anthrax and other biological and chemical agents or produce documents to demonstrate what happened to them;
-- destroy banned missiles;
-- account for unmanned aerial vehicles;
-- promise to hand over all mobile bio-production laboratories for destruction.
-- Saddam appear on telelvision and pledge to give up weapons of mass destruction.
British officials said they wanted to present the conditions as a side statement to a fresh resolution. The deadline for Iraq to comply could be moved from March 17 to March 21, diplomats said.
The humiliating demand for a televised "mea culpa" alone is likely to be too much for Saddam, prompting anti-war members of the Labour Party to ask if his wish-list was little short of a declaration of war.”
Why make him go on TV? It either could be as the report says – to undermine his power, or also because it’s something he won’t do. He’s a leader and they’re real proud people. Someone like him as well…he’s not gonna make himself seem less possible…they’re asking him to shame himself.
The main stuff I wanted to write about though is more conspiracy theroes :P.
“The other uncommitted nations are: Mexico, Pakistan, Angola, Cameroon and Guinea. In favor of the resolution are the United States, Britain, Spain and Bulgaria. Against are Russia, China, France, Germany and Syria. A 'no' vote from any of the first three would automatically kill the resolution. Some U.S. sources said there were signs that Cameroon and Angola were leaning their way after intense lobbying by Bush and other top U.S. officials.”
Ok, let’s leave out the uncommited nations for now. Why don’t Russia want to be in on the action? There was some news report a few days ago about Russia more or less saying (I wish I had the quote) ‘if you go to war with Iraq, you go to war with us’ towards the US.
It was basically the US who suffocated Russia. Yeah, they give ‘em aid and stuff but….well put it this way – I wouldn’t wanna be alone with a russian and a us diplomat. Releations between them are not good at all.
The US responed with this. –
” In another sign of the intense diplomatic pressure Washington was bringing to bear, the U.S. ambassador to Russia, Alexander Vershbow, warned Moscow to think twice about the consequences of using its U.N. veto. "Russia should carefully weigh all the consequences," he told Russia's Izvestia newspaper.”
This isn’t just a gentle nudge for Russia to vote for war against Iraq. Both sides are saying ‘you go with what I say, or you will be next/involved’
Next up we have China. Who are on not the worst of terms with Russia. They haven’t said much (as always) but have a damn lot of power to them.
Then France and Germany. For the US this maybe isn’t a huge thing, but for the UK? Two of the three (Britian, France and Germany) major powers of the EU are against us (us being countries voting for war). The UK have already more or less nuged away the euro, have threatened to repeal EU laws, and now…basically going to political (for now) war with them.
” The European Union warned the United States against attacking Iraq without U.N. approval and said Europe might withhold funds for reconstruction under such circumstances.”
Oh fun. This’ll be real pissed of EU at UK and US. BWT, notice how they say US?
” There were also signs of strain between Britain and the United States after U.S. Defense Secretary Donald Rumsfeld suggested Washington was ready to go it alone without the support of troops from Britain if necessary; "And to the extent they are able to participate - in the event that the president decides to use force -- that would obviously be welcomed. To the extent they're not, there are work-arounds and they would not be involved, at least in that phase..." Rumsfeld said. But four hours later, after his remarks sparked anger in Britain, Rumsfeld issued another statement saying: "In the event that a decision to use force is made, we have every reason to believe there will be a significant military contribution from the United Kingdom." Britain has sent about 25,000 troops to the Gulf region and has committed 42,000. The United States has dispatched 225,000 troops there. "If action is necessary, there will be a significant part played by British troops," said a spokesman for Blair, who brushed aside lawmakers' calls for him to save his political career -- endangered by domestic opposition to war -- by accepting a non-combat role for British forces. “
Britian accepting a non-combat role. Why? Because we are tiny. We’ve sent 10% of the troops the US has to the Gulf. There’s no point for us to be there. I’ll say it again, THERE’S NO POINT FOR US TO BE THERE! We’re pissing of the EU, who we’ll be fucked without. We’re pissing of Russia, China…well everywhere. Why? Because we’re so weak, the government (well Blair) wants us to seem huge. This is what I mean about having Saddam on TV. That’ll really belittle him. On another note…I think premiers have real tiny dicks.
Oh also (I’ll do this one later) Siberian Prime Minister was killed. By mobsters. So the papers say. US would love to create havoc in Russia but wouldn’t dare to strike it. I was wondering how releations where between Russia and Sibera….just read this
http://www.freeserbia.net/Documents/Helms.html
Well...now 1:12AM...got distracted :p. Just wanted to post some of my fav songs...dunno why...
Massive Attack - Mezanne (lost cover so dunno what songs are or how to spell mezanne :P...anyway, any from that cd)
Velvet Underground
Sisters of Mercy...I really dunno what I'm doing here :p...think I'll just post my cd's one day...I'm bored...so bored....
No journal entries for few days now..AL's been down :(. Can never find anything much to do online when it's down, so anyway just been...well doing nothing really...for a week, I've been doing nothing. Ah well. Have made a few plans about the future (real big ones :P) but waiting for a while to see how they pan out. As nice as it is sometimes just to not have to get out of bed for anything and smoke dope for breakfast, it's boring as fuck most of the time. So I'll try study again (and see if I can stay in for more than a month before my brain melts). It's not that I'm stupid or paticulary lazy, I'm just complacement. Because I've got different chemicals responders in my head (blah blah blah) I got ill, now I'm living in a lifestyle where I'm finaccly secure and pretty well off with a pretty nice flat and peanuts for rent. And I've got used to it and now doing anything concreate feels like it will make a big change in my lifestyle which will make me feel insecure then ill and blah blah blah. Which is a pretty odd situation for the government to put you in to make you 'normal' again.
Anyway...dunno what else...got a few more rants that'll come out in next few days :p...bout it.
Not the best day today. Just woke up after a pretty heavy smoking session last night with a friend which culminated in him almost falling asleep and going home, and me inviting a very mad friend around. The mad friend then got very drunk, tried to come on to me, then was sick in the toilet so I made him go to sleep on the sofa and get out of my hair (flatmate was asleep by this time). Then I was up til 4 or 5 and AL went down. So I went to bed, come back, it's still down :(. Gotta bad feeling about this downtime...OH, and then I wake up, go into living room, friend's not here, flatmates not here, house is in real mess and i got landlord coming round in 1 and a half hours so I gotta wake up then do a rush around cleaning :( And for some reason mad flatmate bought caster sugar (more expensive, not as nice and...well bout to find out what it tastes like in tea. Oh, not too bad, but still?)
AL being down could be a good thing on one hand. I have been thinking about playing an rp game but as I've been stoned been finding it hard to concentrate on one thing at once, let alone multitask. Maybe give arm a try again and try not to get killed by a guard within 2 hours heh.
Then they got all this stuff with the war. Pic of a B-52 bomber from us arriving in Britain. We must be some kinda base for them. Like you know, what's happened to demoracy? Blair did some speech the other weak...went something like 'Now I know most of the country doesn't agree with me, but this is the right thing to do'. SAYS WHO?! You and Bush. Bush is pretty warped anyway and I really feel for the US people, but why the hell is Blair going with him?! Like he a sadist or something? 'Hey, i gotta great idea. I'm the prime minister of some country who used to have a great empire, but is pretty much nothing anymore. We don't have great defences, we don't have a well equipped army or many working weapons. Our tanks keep breaking down, out boots melt in the desert... Let's side with a great super power who does have the capicity to defend itself so we become a target for terriorists. Oh and while we're here, let's piss of the UN as much as we can because it's mostly made up of European Union Countires (which we are part of) but america is better...even though if the shit hits the fan France and Germany and Holland etc are a lot nearer than the US.' I mean shit? Save time just to set Britian on fire and tow it over to america. Woo...Britian only has enough smallpox vaccine for one in three of the population :) Choose me, choose me *mutters*
Kinda ironic thinking about it. I'm bitching on about this war, yet I'm also bitching how the game I play (which is based on a huge war and loads more little battles are going on all the time) isn't around?! I'm bitching about the war because I can't have a war in a game?! Odd we think in such ways. I dunno what to think about the psychology of that. Like it'd be great to have a world with peace, but unless everyone in the world becomes the same religion or understand each others religions and beliefs (something that in my opinion just can never happen) there will always be war. It's like every war is fought on one or the other, religion or belief. Of course there the propaganda edge as well - (We'll kill Bin Laden, we'll find the sonofabitch and we'll kill him...uh...we can't find him...we'll kill Saddam, we'll wipe him off the face of the world *dusts Bin Laden under the carpet etc*). Like saw a comedy prog on TV the other day...we had this huge scene at Heathrow (biggest airport in Uk, one of biggest in Europe I belive) with tanks and army and a load of shit. And it happened on same weekend as peace march. Nothing happened. No bombs no nothing. What'd be the best way to convince a million+ people on a peace march that war is a good idea? Let it seem we're being attacked. People think it's poorer middle eastern countires that have loads of propaganda. People also seem to forget what power the government hold over the media. A few million pounds here or there and free speech can kinda become forgotten. Maybe I'm being paranoid. But people enjoy power. UK has lost most of it's power, US hasn't.
Anyway /rant. Gotta clean up
Feeling kinda better today :). Just realized something, smoking dope means I'm always hungry (so maybe I'll get fat 'stead of being a stick :D), and I'm always sleeping at night..well most of the time. It's great waking up at 9am instead of going to sleep at that time.
Had a real nice meal out with bf last night :). Steak and prawns followed by hot fudge cake, ice cream and whipped cream...wow it was good heh. I like prawns but I'd never had them cept for in prawn korma and these were king prawns so I had to work out what to do, but they rocked anyway tehehe.
I still can't believe how much money I'm saving not drinking! Gone out for meals twice (and paid half) and brought 5 cd's and 2 videos this last 2 weeks and still not broke :). It's nice to live life...not sure I've really done it before. Also I'm really not enjoying much drink atm. Like 2 glasses and I start to feel ill...TWO GLASSES! It normally takes double that to make me tipsy heh.
Me and bf are doing real well now. We've come to an agreement...well rather I've come to an agreement that fits both out lives. When he's not around I'll get totally wrecked on dope and spend loads of time on computer games, then when we're together all my attention is on him. Kinda helps being stoned though I'm going a bit hippish sometimes heh. 'Like yeah, I feel so clear in my head, it's like everythings been blown away..' yada yada yada.
Going to try save up some money for a new comp (and poss. going to Germany at Easter). Bf's comp is like...well lil bit old now...too slow for yahoo messenger...about 233MHZ i think. Mines not much better, cyrix 300MHZ (so really about 266MHZ heh), thought it's got 64MB RAM...which is not much, but sounds good to me (used to 16 :p). Also mine doesn't work as well since I kicked it..stupid NHS waiting lists...been waiting 18months for some kind of therepy...another...12 years prob..dunno. Oh well, I'm rich and got a fairly good flat so it ain't all bad :D
Been listening to PJ Harvey last few days (most of bf's music is on LP and there's only tape player and cd playing in bedroom where comp is...and I keep forgeting to bring mine. Most of his cd's are like world music...which kinda pisses me off sometimes :P). He does have some good music though...PJ, Bowie, Roxy Music..uh...Doors (i'm banned from playing them in the house :() and a few compalation cd's (made some great party tapes from his music in fact...they become kinda legendry now tehehe - gone from having a pretty crap music taste to have a pretty cool cd collection now :D - though some would disagree *mutters at lake saying her music's weird*)...yeah, anyway, PJ Harvey. Um...totally forgot what I was going to say (stupid short term memory dope thing..and I'm sober :()
Um...dunno, I'll put a list up some day of my music...when I get around to it heh. Got about 100 cd's if my flatmates are added in (some of his stuff is cool, though some I worry about...Christian rock really ain't my thing...and Dylan...YUCK!...in fact he doesn't have a lot I like heh...let's think. The Banshees, some local goth band (forget the name), he's got most of bowie and roxy music...uh...there's gotta be more. Suede's alright...kinda...though I'd never listen to it out of choice...hmm...he's got the Sex Pistols which aren't bad). Just better explain here, him and my bf hate each other though they are real similar. My bf's two days older, they were both punks, they are both into art (flatmate paints...weird paintings - bf teaches art history)...anyway, they hate each other but most of their music is the same (cept bf's a pagen so he's into like more world type music and flatmate is christian so he's into...stuff I'm not too sure about...but they both got loads of punk anyway which can be pretty cool sometimes).
Anyway, music, I'll put up a list sometime
Kinda bored right now...no one online...all the boards I normally go to got no new posts (well all 3 of them heh...tms, and two al ones). Gotta find something else to do on the comp...in AL spend a lot of time just staring at the screen...been playing mario...the snes one on the pc and zelda (gameboy version)...which I suck at both now for some reason :(. Used to be great at them both (once compleated Zelda from start to finish in 6 or 7 hours :D) Spent about 2 or 3 on it and not past first dungeon yet :(.
Like online today I've checked out boards, checked email, looked for a yellow kettle and a pic of 'mecca cola'...and this (and AL ofc).
Not up to much today...wait for bf to wake up...see one of our friends then maybe go back to mine. Replace all the lightbulbs, humour flatmate for 10 mins before I get pissed off and go play AL. Have something to eat. Run out of dope. Get all annoyed and smoke some rosemary (it does work...not as well at all, but does kinda relax you) then go to sleep. Alternativly, go back to my place and hope that guy who sells me dope is in town (think he's away) and get some more...then get totally wrecked (while flatmate who can't take much goes to bed which is always fun :D). Listen to music all night while talking about music then turf friend out of let him sleep on sofa and go pass out. At that, at the moment, is my idea of fun. Well it's kinda bit better than waking up at 6PM, getting some whisky, playing computers all night, then going to sleep at 9AM!
Anyway, can't think of anything else
Wow, March already! Always get kinda decieved with febuary...forget there are only 28/29 days (or 27...forget now) and you expect there to be 30...then it's like wow, march...where the hell did all those days go?!
Anyway, springs coming in now :). Little flowers on the lawn, my peach trees got loads of little blossoms on...everything feels so alive :D so I pick this time to go and get depressed again *mutters*.
Got woken up by flatmate yesterday after 4 hours of sleep (and when i get woken up I can't get back to sleep) for a real important reason. He strools into my room...like gimme some boundries here! and says 'hey Alice, you dunno where the cover to this bauhaus cd is?' I nearly shot the bastard. THEN..and this is gonna sound real stupid, but I was coming over to my bf's (on the mac *swears*) and I was looking around for my purse...and there's like no light in the study/hall/his bedroom or my bedroom cos he keep blowing up all the bulbs! Had to go around with a candle! Not on purpose, but cos he's mad his energies are making them go. I've heard about this before, but I've never seen it...like it's only happened once when I've been around so it must be him...it's really weird, and not something I feel I can have a go at him for - "Hey Al, you wanna start taking your pills cos I've brought 15 lightbulbs in the last month and it's starting to piss me off.' (his name is Aliaster btw...so sometimes when I say AL i'm talking about Accursed...sometimes about my flatmate...I'll try to capatilize AL for the game heh
Anyway, brought another 10 yesterday so hopefully be alright for a week or two *mutters*.
On the plus side, tried out my new rp a few days ago and it went pretty well :) Few things I want to change about it but I really enjoyed it. Didn't help being stoned...I'm not the best speller anyway and my grammer and spelling leaved something to be desired that day heh, but sides from that it was fun :D
Nice to be rping again. Isobelle never really had much rp (though I did have a go) but she was my first fighter so i got all excited about her power :P why i kept attacking everyone. Niasha was a bit better, but she was a braman fighter...dunno, that kinda messes the game up a bit now. I know of only two braman fighters who rp well enough to warrent the race. I kinda was on the way but there were so many bramans around..all fighters the theme was getting messed up more than usual. Looks to be sorting itself out now.
After I suicided Isobelle I did kinda have one or two rp things but for some reason I had a real short attention span and also I wanted to get stats right (yes, I suicided for stats :() but there were other reasons. The stats I had would greatly define how well I could rp that character. Like I was looking for a braman fighter then, and a braman fighter with no balance and no health would have sucked and stuff heh. Anyway, that's all over now. I don't think I 'really' rped since Isa. But the game was different then. Having Ankhef and Keldra and other people who no longer played made a great difference. Though Isobelle was weak she was becoming kind of a politiction...if I hadn't have suicided her and a few more people had gone with it, it could have really made the game great...like an ic mysrra goverenment heh. Dunno if the creators would have intenved though hehe.
And though there hasn't been a creator event, well a long term creater event since I really started played (there have been v small one off things), the players are slowly starting to get some events in themselves. It's just like cos nothing was happening for a long time I was getting bored and then when people WOULD rp i would kinda get into it...but not fully. Isobelle was too concentrated on skills and stats. Like that's kinda a bad thing about playing for a long time...you work things out. Like I can make a strong fighter if I have the right stats in 2 or 3 weeks. Might be out of theme, but be no rp, but it can be done. And that's what Niasha was about. Isobelle did have some rp and her story reflects that. but Niasha had none. There was something underneath about her being born in Banzar and her accent went with that, but she never told anyone. She was more of an experiment. All these braman fighters were coming out and I knew they had good iq so I wanted to try it out for myself. And I did, so it's done. I can move on to rping again now :D Anyway, where was I. Oh yeah, when you play for a long time and start to get into skills and stats it starts to spoil the game. AL is an RP game, it sucks without any rp. When you start getting into creating a character skill wise more than rp wise you just become obsessed by it and don't bother with rp. It's like some lil rp event comes along and (i made this choice once...a big reason why I want to get more into the rp again) your sitting there thinking 'well this could be fun, on the other hand, I could get level 17 dodge today so maybe I'll give it a miss'. I won't bullshit and say I don't worry about skills or stats now...my new character will depend on good of both greatly...i type stats/skills so often heh. But i want her to be someone rp wise as well. I want her to be remember not cos of what she could do with her skills, but for her personality. And maybe Isobelle is more remembered than Isa or Dagaz because she was strong, but I don't care. People thought Isa was strong and she was real weak. Like highest combat skill was poor sword i think. But she rped she was strong (well I thought she was super strong :p). I mean i think she only lasted 3 months max but a few people thought she was an elder mysrra! She couldn't have been more than 25 when that happened heh.
It's real useful writing this shit down. I don't think I'm overstepping IC boundries (though if I am, or ever do email me straight away and I'll change what I've written) cos I'm talking about dead characters and not giving away how to raise skills or anything. This is more about rp...and it's kinda sorting out in my head the reasons why I want to change. Yeah, was talking to a friend who plays al the other day. We came to an agreement. 'Lets start to enjoy al again'. Like she can guess my characters and we played when I had Dagaz/Isa so she remembers our good old days (i know from an old players point of view it doesn't seem that long ago). yeah, so that's what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna damn enjoy al again and work on my rating (went down from quite good to neutral cos I ko'ed someone and they didn't like it...not cos it was badly rped) but back up to positive now. Like I have been in a few scrapes with the Al rules...got done for botting twice, had a shop deleated once (I'll come back to that)...hey, that's it...thought it as worse heh. Anyway, I'm not pissed off at them...well not pissed off at creators. I cheated, I got caught, my own bloody fault. But I don't wanna be a cheater...and perversly, not botting is kinda fun. Just sitting there stoned pressing the same key over and over again cos you made the choice to do it that way and not use triggers...kinda makes me feel good heh.
The shop getting deleated does annoy me a little. Not the shop getting deleated, the rules are there and i broke them. But the fact the shop got deleated cos I was saving fetishes is the annoying one. Like i can make a character strong and then get killed and that's it. Character gone. Like I made a mistake when I was a newbie (why I killed Dagaz). I found a corpse, I looted a corpse, i wasn't 100% sure what fetishes are so I took one. 6 hours uncon then I died and suicided. I felt so guilty when I found out. I would never knowingly perma anyone else, no matter how evil their character was. And anyone else doing it would earn my anger. It's like I know how it would make me feel (why I saved the &*(^ fetishes) so I don't wanna do it to anyone else. I dunno, maybe I am angry cos I lost a one of a kind weapons there, but i don't think so. It's just the whole fetish thing...I wish it would change. Anyway, I've got my character now. I want to keep her. I want to rp. And there's no reason why I should break any rules, and it's kinda fun not too, so I'm here. Wanna be a good character now :) Got a hunch there's at least one creator who's pissed at me which I don't really want. Yeah, time to have fun again :) Time to play Al how it's supposed to be played and time to sort out life both online and offline.
I'm really having fun writing this journal heh. Like I've never really tried it once. Got some weird two day journal I wrote in hospital...that's a real mindfuck heh. Two days in my life while I'm crazy, on meds and in a locked ward. And it's good to talk about AL without going over any IC boundries (and I'm real serious here, I want some AL people to read this cos it could get some intresting discussion going, but if I ever go over IC boundries, just tell me right away. Why I don't talk on channels much. I'm always out of my head on drink, dope or just plain madness so I don't wanna go blurting out anything IC.) But anyway ingvi_freya@yahoo.com is my email. ANYTHIN IC TELL ME !!
Well I can't think of anything else...just kinda bored most of the time online...I get on a lot of times when no one else is online so not much to do...another reason why this journal is good heh. Um..yeah...maybe write a bit later and stuff
Had a great two days :) Just been on a bit of a high...dope and being slightly mad and defently back with bf :). We're just being really honest with each other, and the dope's making me feel really happy so I'm eating well, and just talking and being myself. Trying not to overdo it, but I need some kind of high and this is working real well right now, happy, well in body (and mind kind of) and on a real inspired journey as well right now. Getting real into looking at design with bf, writing loads of great poems...I feel I'm growing a lot right now.
Been thinking about that canned owl poem..dunno if I've already written down this but anyhow. Got too thinking about how it's kinda about me...I'm feeling free for the first time in ages, I've got secure accomdation, secure income and well off with it, pretty good love life, getting some kind of life now with getting some friends in...just real pleased with everything :)
Had some thinking about AL as well. Without going into IC, I'm sick of spending all my time just concentrating on skills and not roleplaying...got some real good ideas for the direction of my current character...it's soooo gonna rock...watch this space :P
Just looking at the last entry...seems bad being stoned at half ten in the morning heh...the worst bit then was that my flatmate was on his second can of extra strong lager...fun being unemployed sometimes :P. specially considering the money I get...£130 a week and rents only £8 (and even that's written off for the next 4 months cos I paid too much by accident) and that includes all bills oh yeah...ALL BILLS! (well cept for phone and net and food and stuff...but no electric, no gas!)...I really do sometimes wonder if being mad is a bad thing :p. Alright, you have real weird days and looong periods of depression, but you can always cancel them out with drugs and drink (not good idea but works short term)...I dunno...I fell good atm, pretty rich, kinda going mad, but it's quite relaxing to be honest...makeing me feel pretty free heh...not much wrong (cept for flatmate ofc)
Not been up to much...kinda pissed of cos I keep getting online when no one else is so no one to talk too...ending up just sitting in chat rooms saying nothing and thinking 'what kind of idiots are you people...talking absolute crap' then i remember how it was spending all my time in chat rooms that got me messed up in the first place heh
Listening to metallica atm (and stoned yes oh yes)..at bf's house so on the mac *sighs*...another thing that pisses me off. I can make logs (MUD logs) on this client, but they will only work on this comp! Even a friend with another mac...a newer mac can't open any of these...pisses me off...got all these logs and i'm having to cut and paste the good bits, then email it to myself so i can open it on the pc then...well..dunno what then, but pisses me off. AND my pc's messed up...some error with the hard disk..haven't looked into it yet...my RAM no longer comes up at 64k, but 32 :( so hard life's kinda messing up as well...my fault really...shouldn't have kicked it :(..oh well, want a new one anyway :P And if i quit drinking and just smoke dope and smoke less ciggies (and only smoke bootleg baccy) I'll be saving like £50 a week :D Think if i get 300 together i can get me a 1ghz thingy or something (this pc is my fastest comp yet...and it's 300mhz!...in 2003!! and I paid £150 for it!!! talk about desperate to get online hehe. )
What else...dunno...no, can't think of anything...oh yeah, saw some real good MUD comic strip page today...I'll put it in the links sometime...anyway, it was cool...cya
Decided to make a journal thingy. Too stoned to find a free one so it's all htmly heh.
Gosh I'm so stoned :p About 3 days in a row now...so much better than the booze. Haven't been up to much...stoned and mudding. Brought some new cd's (cure and nivarna) so been listening to them. Listening to loads of music anyway (good ol' dope heh).
Mad Al (flatmate) still mad. He's having a barny with his woman right now...staying out of the way...doors, dope and avoidance of a mado...what fun hehe.
Kinda back with bf now...I think...who knows bout that...wrote another poem yesterday...kinda weird stoned poetry.
Canned owl,
Blind and held indefiently in a vaccum of space.
Ice,
Stasis.
No speech for the child of the night,
No screech.
He thought,
'That would be odd.'
Then reached out his wings,
And flew into the sea.
Really dunno what that's supposed to mean...kinda Lewis Carrol.
Anyway, net life boring...and peaceful atm. Just sit here and mud...looking at the same boards over and over...hoping someone posts soon.
Um...dunno what to write now and stuff..yeah.