I Can Now See

        

You  know, I sit here…
Feel the need to write…
But it evades me.
Yet I know this…

I know that God is here…
Right here with me.
Hmm, strange…

For you see,  
I have been so long, blinded.
Though thinking I was seeing.
True, I did see some true things,
And yes, I did experience true things.
But it’s those "other" things that blind…

The scales on your eyes…
That can truly make you think
You are seeing truth….
But no….

Thus it took me through
A very long journey
In my “Forest”, I shall call it…
Even though there is no “Forest”…

Ahh, would be like one’s “Valley.”
“Forest” is used…
For it is why I couldn’t see.
You see...

There were things
That controlled my life…
I allowed it not even knowing it.
Granted, there were ( & still are some) things

That are beyond my control
Which torment(ed) me also.
Having said this…
I must say…

After many prayers,
Many friends love & concern,
The grace of God,
I have been able to step out…

Out of the “Forest”
Which had me imprisoned,
And the place I didn’t even know…
That held me captive.

One becomes so use to their environment,
Their surroundings…
They do not see any danger…
The danger that is at hand.

But…
My Father is merciful
And abundant in giving grace…
He never forgot me,
Nor did He allow me to stay 
In one place any longer than was necessary.

NO! He did not cause my trials…
He only allowed them to be.
At one time, no, many times,
I felt as if God had totally abandoned me.

And others.
No, no…not at all.
But…
I did have to “go thru”….

And I may not be all the way “thru” yet…
Probably not…I am still here on earth.
But, I say again,
But by the grace of God…
I Can See Again.

Thank you Jesus.
Now, I am not foolish enough to say…
That I have “arrived.”
No. I won’t ‘till I see Jesus.

And I am not foolish enough to say…
This trial is completely over…
No. It will be when I see Jesus…
If not sooner.

Be that as it may…
I still have been made to see again.
Maybe not 20/20 vision, YET…
But I will when I see Jesus.

I am not sure if any of this…
Makes any sense to you,
Well……
I only pray that the Holy Spirit …
Will bless you thru this,

For you see…
This is a real life experience…
That isn’t totally revealed.
But details are not needed…

No. 
Praises to Jesus….
Ahh yes…that is what is needed.
Thank you Jesus…For your mercies are new every morning.

    

                                  

                                     

                                                                                                                            

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