WHO I AM IN CHRIST

 

                        Special

Titus 2:14

…who gave Himself for us, that He might redeem us from every lawless deed and purify for Himself His own special people, zealous for good works.

Special

Webster's:

Peculiar; Being Beyond Usual

  Strong's:

Special:  cgulah   seg-ool-law’

 Wealth/jewel/proper/good

Peculiar:  Periousios    per-ce-oo’-see-os

Matthew Henry Commentary:

Redemption from sin & sanctification of the nature go together, & make a peculiar people unto God, free from guilt & condemnation, & purified by the Holy Spirit.

  We are His own as Israel was of old.

More Verses:

Now therefore, if you will indeed obey My voice and keep My covenant, then you shall be a special treasure to Me above all people; for all the earth is Mine. Exodus 19:5

For you are a holy people to the Lord your God; the Lord your God has chosen you to be a people for Himself, a special treasure above all the peoples on the face of the earth. Deuteronomy 7:6

For you re a holy people to the Lord your God, and the Lord has chosen you to be a people for Himself, a special treasure above all the peoples who are on the face of the earth.   Deuteronomy 14:2

Also today the Lord has proclaimed you to be His special people, just as He promised you, that you should keep all His commandments….      Deuteronomy 26:18

  In my spiritual walk, I have always had problems with thinking I am not worthy; I am not good enough; I am not/ I am not……

Well, if I will pay attention to what I just researched, and open my eyes and allow this to penetrate my heart, I will recognize this one thing……………

               To GOD I Am Special !

Now for me to say I am not special is calling God a liar.  (I may have already done a study on this word, but this was necessary for this season in my life…and God knew this, for He put this in front of me today!)

Am I so bold as to accuse God of being a liar?  May it not be! So…then it must be true…I must be special to God.   And it’s not for me to question why, like I know I would usually do.

I have got to accept who I am.  I have been rejecting this over and over.  I will say, “Okay, I am _______ in Christ,” then turn right around shortly and begin to belittle myself…thus leading to another fall.

 

 I, of myself, cannot attain anything…I cannot “measure up,” as I have been trying to do (due to the way I was raised)…I cannot reach this position on my own.   But !! God has already given me this position…and it’s up to me to choose to stay there or take myself out of it.

This study comes during a season in my life that is very painful to face (due to my choices & what I have allowed).  It almost physically hurts me to think of where I have placed myself…separated myself from the presence of God.  Oh the hurt, the grief I must have caused Jesus…

Well, what’s done is done…so now move on.  Continue to grow and learn who I am in Christ….and walk in it!