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Mistuhhh Devriesss.. lol what t0 say first... i guess that im s0rry, that i didnt give y0u a l0ng sh0ut0ut in the first place.. made it seem like y0u didnt mean the w0rld t0 me.. and y0u d0 and always have and always will.. me and y0u have been thr0ugh a l0t t0gether.. n i h0pe y0u kn0w i 0nly regret 0ne part 0f it all.. but i w0nt g0 there :\ lol .. s0me 0f my m0st fav0rite mem0ries are with y0u.. i w0uldnt trade the time we spent t0gether f0r all 0f the w0rld... i still d0n't think there's any0ne that kn0ws m0re ab0ut me than y0u.. I c0uld always tell y0u everything and i d0nt believe y0u ever really judged me.. since i met y0u and we g0t cl0se, y0u've been 0ne 0f my best friends.. 0ne 0f the best pe0ple i've ever met in my entire life..

i miss talking t0 y0u all the time like i used t0.. seems weird when y0u're 0n n we d0nt talk .. lol i0n0 .. maybe its me :P .. I h0pe that y0u kn0w.. despite h0w it may seem... I still really h0nestly care f0r y0u.. I never st0pped caring ab0ut y0u.. and i kn0w i never will.. i d0nt think its p0ssible .. y0u're t0o beautiful, n0 matter what y0u say, 0f a pers0n.. In my eyes y0u've always been 0ne 0f the best pe0ple I've ever met.. and I kn0w y0u f0rever will be.. Things g0t kind 0f fucked up between us f0r awhile.. and it killed me n0t having y0u there.. but im atleast glad i get t0 see y0u 0n everyday.. even if we d0nt really talk.. I really miss y0u, Daremz.. I'm always here if y0u ever need anything, I'll still d0 anything at all f0r y0u.. I h0pe y0u kn0w that I'll always l0ve y0u.. *hugsssss*

WOWWWWWW great.. things are fucked again......

d0 y0u ever think 0f me
and in y0ur w0rld s0mewhere
d0 mem0ries rip & tear
the 0nes that always keep y0u hanging 0n
t0 all that might have been
and i l0ve y0u n0w
and i hate y0u n0w
and i miss y0u m0st 0f all
all th0se times we laughed
the scars that [i] left
still i miss y0u m0st 0f all