And I'm running out of words

To describe my pain

My loneliness,

My urgency for her

It's not hard to turn my head

To hide my silent tears

There's not a single day

That I don't think of her

I don't talk to anyone

Since I cannot speak to her

The one who accompanies me

Everyday and every moment

Carefully kept inside my thoughts

In the distance

I see and feel it all inside

In the middle of a raging storm

My arms wave good-bye

Apologizing for having loved too much

For way too long

What else can I say?

If only repeating myself over and over

Could warm my soul during the winter

If I could only dream with her

Instead of shivering

Inside my nightmares

Perhaps I wouldn't be here now

Wasting my time

With futile words