Jamey's Blog
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Entry for February 14, 2007

Well ... its been a while again ... so here is my next post.

This past week has had its ups and downs.  I had a bad time with a car and had to simply trade it in for a new one ... I did get a good deal considering everything that was wrong with the car.  I didn't have to go negitive on equity - in fact I had some positive; so that is good.  I'm just glad its over and I can move on ... I dislike car salesmen - they simply don't give a care about the customer.

Ok ... I'm doing good, I think, not on meds for deprestion.  I'm having to relearn how to deal with my moods ... and in general, I feel like I'm myself again.  I didn't realize that taking anti meds for deprestion would change so much of my personality.

I'm having a hard time with my faith right now ... well ... not to bad ... but I do feel I have "less" faith on somedays.  Then on other days, I feel like I have the answers - I know that I don't but I hope you understand what I mean.  I guess I just have a better handle on faith on those days. 

I want to start, I mean really start, spending dedicated time - scheduled time with the Lord everyday.  I have a hour drive to and from work everyday and then is when I do most of my praying and thinking about God and the Bible.  However, reading in the car isn't recommended.   I guess I need to get some Bible on CD or something in my iPod.

Lord, search me I pray and know my heart.  There are times I feel so far from you.  Forgive me for straying from the path.  Forgive me for where I fall short - help me to actively search for your way out of temptation knowing that nothing is against me that you haven't made a way of escape.  Thank you Lord for your mercy and grace and for them being new everyday.  Protect my family and keep them healthy.  I pray for my brother and sister-in-law that they find healing in you.  I pray for my father who has a bad sholders; I pray that you mend the broken parts and make them whole again In Jesus' name.  I pray for my mom, may she be well and free from the need to even see doctors.  Thank you for my life, for my family, for my new son.  You are so wonderful to me - far beyond what I should have.  I have you - Praise your Name!  In Jesus' name I pray ... Amen

2007-02-14 21:45:57 GMT