DUA-E-KUMAIL
IN
THE NAME OF ALLAH,
THE
BENEFICENT, THE MERCIFUL
O my God! I beseech Thee through
(the medium of) Thy Mercy which encompasses all things, and through (the
medium of) Thy Might which over-powers all things, to which all things
submit and compared to which all things are humble, and through (the medium
of) Thy Power through which Thou has conquered all things, and through
(the medium of) Thy Might against which nothing can stand up (or can rise),
and through (the medium of) Thy Grandeur which prevails upon all things,
and through (the medium of) Thy Domain which extends over all things, and
through (the medium of) Thy Own Self which will continue existing when
all things will pass away (case to exist), and through (the medium of)
Thy Names (attributes) which manifest Thy Power over all things, and through
(the medium of) Thy Knowledge which pervades all things, and through the
glory of Thy Person which illuminates all things. O Thou (who art) the
Light, O Thou (who art) the most Holy, O Thou who existeth before the foremost
things (from time without beginning), O Thou who shalt exist after the
last things will cease to exist (Thou art Eternal - no beginning and no
end). O my Lord! Forgive my such sins as would disgrace virtue; O my Lord!
Forgive my such sins as would bring down retribution (from the Heavens);
O my Lord! Forgive my such sins as would change prosperity and happiness
(into afflictions and sorrows); O my Lord! Forgive my such sins as would
intercept my invocations and prayers; O my Lord! Forgive my such sins as
would suppress hope; O my Lord! Forgive my such sins as would bring down
afflictions; O my Lord! Forgive all the sins that I have committed and
all the vices that I am guilty of. O my Lord! I endeavour to achieve Thy
favour through Thy praises and invocations to Thee; I pray to Thee to intercede
Thyself on my behalf; I entreat of Thy benevolence to grant me Thy nearness;
to bestow on me the quality of feeling (truly) grateful to Thee and to
inspire me to keep on remembering and invoking Thee, O my Lord! I entreat
Thee begging submissively, humbly and meekly to treat me mercifully, to
take pity on me, to make me contented, satisfied and pleased with what
is allotted to me by Thee, and to keep me gentle and modest in all circumstances
(n all phases of life). Lord! I beg of Thee as one who is passing through
extreme privations and in his misery supplicates his needs to Thee, and
(as one) whose cravings are great for the things which are Thin, Lord!
Great is Thy Kingdom, exalted is Thy Place, inscrutable are Thy ways, evident
is Thy Authority, Overwhelming is Thy Might, ever-operating (acting) is
Thy Power and no escape is possible from Thy Domain. Lord! Except Thee
I do not find any one (so kind as) to pardon my sins, to conceal my degradations
(despicable actions) and who converts my bad action into good. There is
no God but Thou, Glory and Praise be to Thee, I have harmed myself (by
foul deeds), I have boldly taken to sins and vices as I was ignorant (of
Thy wrath and Power) and confident of my past prayers and invocations and
Thy (constant) favours on me (which I took for granted). My God! O my Lord!
How many of my vices hast Thou covered (from public gaze); how many calamities
(descending upon me) hast Thou reduced the severity of; how many of my
mistakes hast Thou corrected; how many misfortunes hast Thou averted (from
me); how many elegant praises hast Thou allowed to be propagated about
me which I did not merit: O my Lord! My trials and misfortunes are great,
and my sorrows and sufferings are intense, and my good deeds are few, and
my manacles (liabilities and responsibilities) life heavy upon me, and
inordinate (remote) desires keep me away even from lawful gains, the world
has deceived me with its vanities, and my mind has deceived me with dishonesty
and procrastination, and not to disgrace me by exposing my (hidden) sins
and vices of which Thou hast knowledge. Therefore my Lord I implore thee
in the name of Thy Might not to let my sins and vices hinder my prayers
from access to Thy realm, and do not hasten Thy retribution for the vices
I have committed secretly and which were due to evil-mindedness, sinfulness,
ignorance, lustfulness and negligence. So my Lord (I crave Thee) for the
sake of Thy Might be merciful, compassionate unto me, under all circumstances
and in all affairs, O my God and my sustainer! Whom I have other than Thee
can I turn in my hour of afflictions to relieve me of my sorrows
and to put my affairs in order? My God! My Master! Thy commandments came
into force for me (to obey) but I followed (evil) intentions of my (warped)
mind, and I heeded not (those commandments) on account of allurements staged
by my enemy who deceived me through my passions (evil desires), and my
ill luck also favoured him (my enemy) in this, thus I transgressed some
of the bonds set by Thee (for human freedom and I disobeyed some of Thy
commands. Praise be to Thee, my Lord! Thou hast proof against me in all
these matters, and I have no pretence ever to protest against Thy Judgment
and Thy Orders and afflictions (sent down upon me by Thee). I have come
to Thee my Lord after having committed the sins of omission and commission
against myself apologetic, repentant, broken-hearted, imploring forgiveness,
begging pardon (for my sins), confessing (my vices), submissive and admitting
(my faults); I see no escape from that which has been done by me, and I
find no refuge to which I may turn except that Thou mayest (kindly) accept
my excuse (plea), and allow me to enter the realm of Thy Mercy. O my Lord!
Accept my apology, and have pity on my intense sufferings, and set me free
from the strong fetters (put on by me evil deeds). Lord! have mercy on
the weakness of my body, and on the tenderness of my skin and on the brittleness
of my bones. O Thou! Who originated my creation (and then) granted me fame
and honour, (Who) arranged for my upbringing and ensured my welfare and
made provisions for my food, as Thou hast been generous to me from the
very beginning of my life, please continue Thy Favours and Blessings as
before. O my God! My Lord! O my sustainer! Wilt Thou see me punished in
Thy hell after I have faithfully believed in Thy oneness, and when my heart
has been truly and loyally filled with knowledge about Three, and when
my tongue has persistently praised Thee and repeated Thy name, and I have
conscientiously, and constantly loved Thee, and after sincere confessions
(of my sins and vices) and after the moving and humble entreaties made
by me, submitting myself to Thy Divinity? No, my Lord! such an action is
far from Thy Magnanimity, Thou art far too kind and generous to lay waste
the one whom Thou hast nourished, sustained and supported, or drive away
from Thyself the one whom Thou hast favoured with Thy Nearness, or to scare
away one whom Thou hast given shelter, or to abandon one to afflictions
and trials whom Thou hast protected and hast shown Kindness and Mercy.
O my Master! My God and my Lord! I can never believe that Thou wilt empower
the fire (of hell) to burn faces which have submissively bowed in prostration
before Thy Greatness, and Thou wilt burn in the fire of hell) the tongues
which have sincerely declared Thy oneness and have been always thankful
(for Kindness and Mercy), and (Thou wilt permit the fires of hell to consume)
the hearts which have acknowledged Thy Divinity with conviction, and (Thou
wilt allow to be cremated in hell) the minds which have gathered such knowledge
about Thee as to feel humble and submissive before Thee, and (Thou wilt
consent to consumption by fire in hell) of bodies whose endeavours, wherever
they lived, were directed towards obedience and service to Thee and which
have exerted themselves with deserving humility to seek Thy Forgiveness;
such an attitude can never be expected of Thee (O my God), nor Thy Kindness
and Grace will allow me to hold such a belief, O Generous One! O Lord!
Thou art aware of my weakness to bear ever minor afflications and calamities
of this world or their consequences, and also of adversities which behalf
men inhabiting this world, though all those trials and afflictions are
momentary, short lived and transient. (Lord!) How can I bear the retributions
and the punishments of the hereafter which are enormous and of intensive
sufferings, of prolonged period or of perpetual duration, and which shall
never never be reduced or alleviated for those who deserve these punishments;
because those retributions will be the result of Thy wrath, Thy punishment
and Thy anger which neither the heavens nor the earth can withstand and
bear, O my Lord how can I, a weak, insignificant, humble, poor and a destitute
creature of Thine (bear them)? O my God, my Lord, my Kind and my Master!
About how many things shall I complain to Thee and about how many shall
I bewail and weep; about the pain and pangs of punishment and its intensity
or about the prolongation of sufferings and their duration. Because (my
Lord!) if Thou wilt submit me to the penalties (of Hell) together with
Thy enemies and cast me with those who deserved those punishments, and
if Thou wilt separate me from Thy friends and from those who love Thee,
I realise that Thou hast the right to do so, but my God, my Lord and my
Master! (please let me submit that) though I may patiently bear Thy punishments,
how can I calmly accept the separation from Thee (Thy Grace and Mercy)?
(and) please Lord, let me submit that though I may patiently endure the
scorching fire of Thy hell, yet how can I resign myself to the denial of
Thy pity and clemency; how can I remain in the fire (of hell) while I have
hopes of Thy Forgiveness? Truly do I swear by my honour, O my Lord and
O my Master! that, if Thou wilt allow my power of speech to be retained
by me, I will, from amongst the inmates (of the hell), cry out unto Three
with the cry of those who have faith in Thy Kindness and Compassion, and
I shall loudly beseech Thee for help and mercy with the voice of those
who shriek for succour, and I shall lament like hose who are desperately
in need of Thy help, and I shall keep on calling unto Thee: "Where art
Thou, O Guardian of the believers! O (Thou who art) the last hope and resort
of those who have faith in Thy Clemency and Kindness; O the Helper of those
who seek Thy help! O (Thou who art) dear to the hearts of those who truly
believe in Thee! and O (Thou who art) Lord of the Universe". Seest Thou
my plight O my Lord! Glory and Praise be unto thee, Thou wilt be hearing
from inside hell the voice of thy humble creature (myself) who is thrown
in there in punishment for his disobedience and who tastes the chastisements
(of hell) for his sins, and who is confined within its layers because of
his crimes and vices, and who cries to Thee (my Lord) with the voice of
one who has faith in Thy mercy and calls out to Thee in the language of
those who believe in Thy Oneness and who seeks Thy Grace and Help (with
a firm belief) in Thy Authority and Lordship. O My Lord! How could he remain
in the abode of chastisement who puts his confidence in Thy past Forbearance
and Clemency? How could the fire of hell hurt him who has hope in Thy Kindness
and Compassion? How could the flames of hell burn anybody while Thou hearest
his voice and seest his plight? How could the roaring (fires) of hell terrify
anyone whose weaknsses Thou art aware of? How can he, whose sincerity is
known to Thee, be tossed into the layers of hell? How can the flames of
hell torture him who keeps on calling Thee as his Lord? How is it possible
that while a person has faith in Thy Kindness and Mercy to set him free
from the hell, Thou shouldst abandon him there? No my Lord! nobody can
believe Three to be thus, neither Thy Grace ha such a reputation; nor hast
Thou through Goodness and Clemency ever dealt in this way with those who
had faith in Thy Unity. I am positively certain (my Lord) that hadst Thou
not ordained punishment for those who disbelieve in Thee, and hadst Thou
not decreed Thy enemies to remain forever in hell, Thou wouldst have turned
the fire of hell cold and pleasant, and it (the burning and blazing hell)
would never have become an abode of or a halting place for any one. But,
sanctified be Thy names, Thou hast sworn to fill hell with all the disbelievers
from amongst the Jinns and mankind and to throw in it (hell) all Thy enemies
(and to keep them there) forever. Thou, exalted be Thy Praise, hath said
in the beginning and, out of Thy Generosity and Kindness, hath come to
the generous decision that faithful followers (of Thy Orders) can never
be treated) like those who are sinners. My Lord! My Master! I, therefore,
implore Thee by that Power and Might which Thou possesseth and by that
faith of Thine (not to treat alike the good and bad) which thou hast finalised
and ordained and thereby hath over-powered those upon whom Thou hast imposed
it, to forgive tonight and during this very hour all the transgressions
that I am guilty of, all the sins that I have committed, all the vices
that I have kept secret and all the evil deeds that I have done, which
I may have done secretly, and which I may have tried to keep hidden or
may have committed publicly, and all my evil actions that Thou hast ordered
the two immaculate (and accurate) Scribes to not down, they are appointed
by Three to keep a correct record of all of my actions and to act, along
with the limbs of my body, as witnesses to all of my doings, and beside
them all Thou (my Lord) doest keep a watch over me; and Thou knowest the
things which have been hidden from them, but hast through Thy Mercy kept
my vices secret (from every body) and through Thy Kindness drawn a curtain
over them; and (I pray to Thee my Lord) to increase my share in all the
good that thou doest bestow; and all the favours that Thou doest grant,
all the virtues that Thou doest allow to be known every-where; all the
sustenance and livelihood that Thou doest distribute (in greater and greater
quantities); all the sins that Thou doest forgive and all the vices that
Thou doest cover up. O Lord! O Lord! O Lord! O my God! My Lord! my King!
O Master of my freedom! O Thou! Who holdeth my destiny and art aware of
my sufferings and my poverty, O Thou! Who knoweth my destitution and starvation,
O Lord! O Lord! O Lord! I beseech Thee by Thy Glory and Thy Honour, by
Thy Supremely high attributes and Thy Names to make me busy day and night
with Thy Remembrance, engaged in serving Thee (Thy Cause) and to let my
deeds be acceptable to Thee, so much so that all my actions and offerings
(prayers) may be transformed into one continuous and sustained effort and
my life may take the form of constant and perpetual service to Thee (Thy
Cause). O My Master! O Thou! On Whom I rely, O Thou! Unto Whom I supplicate
about (the miseries) and sufferings of) my life. O my Lord! my Lord! my
Lord! Strengthen my limbs for Thy service and sustain my strength and perseverance
to continue it. (Lord) Grant me that I may continuously endeavour to keep
Thy fear (in my mind) and to be occupied constantly in Thy service, till
I can successfully compete (with those striving) to reach Thee (Thy Grace)
faster and quicker than the ones who are in the first rank; and I may hasten
with those who eagerly surge to be near Thee, so that I may be as close
to Thee as those sincere ones who have attained Thy Nearness, and I may
keep on fearing Thee like those sincere believers who constantly keep thy
fear in their minds and thus I may join the assemblage of the faithfuls
(gathered) near Thee. O Allah, (please) let ill befall on him who wishes
me ill. (please) bring distress to him who plots against me, and assign
unto me a place in Thy Presence with the best of Thy servants whose place
is nearest to Three, for verily that position cannot be attained except
through Thy Favour. Lord! please treat me benevolently and through Thy
Greatness extend Thy Favour towards me, and through Thy Mercy protect me
and let my tongue be constantly busy in Thy Remembrance and let my heart
be filled with Thy Love, and be kind to me with Gracious acceptance (of
my service and prayers), and weaken the force and intensity of my vices
and forgive my evil doings. For verily, Thou hast ordained that Thy creatures
should obey Thee and hast bidden them to pray unto Thee and hast assure
them of a favourable response. So, my Lord! I have fixed my gaze upon Thee
and my Lord! I have extended my hands (in supplications) towards Thee.
Therefore for sake of Thy Might accept my prayers and allow me to attain
my objective; and by Thy Favour (I implore Thee) do not frustrate my hopes,
and thoroughly to protect me from the enmity and malice of my foes, from
among the Jinns and mankind. O Thou Who art readily pleased! Forgive one
who possesses nothing but prayers, verily They doest what Tou wilt. O Thou!
Whose name is the remedy (for all ills) and Whose Remembrance is a sure
cure for all ailments, and Whose Obedience will make one independent of
all, have Mercy on one whose only asset is his hop (in Thy Kindness and
Mercy) and whose only armament is supplication to Thee. O Thou! Who bestoweth
cure and happiness, Who granteth remedy and blessings and Who wardeth off
misfortunes, O Light! Who illuminateth those who are in darkness (of sins
and sorrows), O Omniscient! Who knoweth without (acquisition of) learning,
bless Muhammad and descendends of Muhammad and do that unto me which befitteth
Thee (Thy Mercy, Kindness and Grace) And my Lord! bless Muhammad and the
blessed Imams amongst his descendents and bestow upon them peace and tranquilities
to the utmost extent that Thou canst.
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