MAZOHYST OF DECADENCE
Dir en grey

Making a child dying, an adult with no conscience of crime makes me dying
I that hasn't any name, I don't even know why I am there
Neither only at which month of life I am...
I want to be loved, I want to born, I look inside this mother's body
Since my second month I've a conscience, I felt something went quick
I can't do anything yet during this plague...
The pain that I, unperfect, cause pierces her body
My mother's crying and screaming voice doesn't stop resounding inside my ears, adults in white saved me
With no right hand covered with blood, I project myself in eyes overflowing of cold blood
At this time I was wraped in black vinyl
In this interior where step by step my conscience vanishes, quietly, I think
I can't agree to be loved this way in cage
I prefer to die this way unloved
So I can't shout at birth, sleeping peacefully
Only one time I'd like to feel my mother's love in her arms
If it is love, thank you
I closed hardly the door and I won't open it anymore
But it is because I will certainly be you in the future
 
We're really there
"Yes"
Is it your first children ?
"It is my first"
I made dying many children
Do you give me the permission ?
"..."
I hear you once more
We're really there
"Yes"
Did preparation go well ?
"Yes"
Well, let's start
 
La la la...
My body burns, until my bones disappear I burn
Goodbye