Shadow of Despair
By Ami
Summary: Scully's POV after Mulder was abducted
Related episode: Requiem and Within
Disclaimer: No, Mulder and Scully and The X-Files do not belong to me.  They belong to Fox...no infringement intended.
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It was the middle of the night
When my eyes were suddenly opened.
I looked up at the ceiling of my room
The dark consumed my eyes
The eerie sound of thunder consumed my ears.
And it was you who visited my nightmares.

I lied awake on my bed
Listening to the rhythm of my heart
Funny, there were no tears formed
I didnt feel a thing...I felt numbed
Could it be that my heart has crystallized?
Could it be that my heart has frozen?
Could it be that I have already dead inside?
Since they took away my soul...
Since they took away you

Then the morning slowly came
And the sun strangely kept shining
I took a look at myself in the mirror
Those eyes staring back at me looked like mine
That face that seemed so familiar looked like mine
But it wasnt me at all...
I wasnt the woman I used to be
I was half empty, I was half alive

Silently I pray
Wishing the night would replace the day
Because it was the time
When my nightmares would come
And because it was the only place
Where I could see you again...
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