Has anyone ever heard of that dumbass phrase "Laugh and the world laughs with you. Cry and you cry alone"? If you haven't then it doesn't really matter, I'm still going to bitch. Man, I hate this quote. Mainly because it's a load of bullshit. Anyone who cries and then has no one who goes and comforts them either has no friends, or the friends that he/she does have are apparently assholes. I mean, seriously here. What kind of friend would let someone just cry alone? You make me sick.
And laugh and the world laughs with you? bullshit. Laugh and the world thinks you're crazy. Then once you're done denying to yourself that you're actually miserable as fuck, go home and cry yourself to sleep, just moments before you wake up and decide that there's really nothing that you can think of that's any good in this world and decide to kill yourself. Look, keep this in mind, anyone who seems to never be depressed about anything is obviously hiding something deep down, so pull your heads out of your ass and at least ask, even if you get a "yeah im fine" for an answer you can at least take the comfort in knowing that if they were lying, at least they know that someone cares enough for their well being and they'll cheer up, because that's all we're really looking for.
And man am I really pissed off at the people who see a depressed person and then ignore them as if they're not worth the effort to chear up, because apparently in the real world depression is just annoying. Yeah, like it's easy to be chearful and happy. I got a good idea, why don't we all just forget about our problems and just put them behind us and pretend they'll go away. It doesn't work like that. Actually, it's probably obvious that I'm just bitching for myself. I'm tired of cheering up people (actually, I like cheering people up because i feel good when I find out I've done something nice for someone else) while when I'm feeling depressed and just need a hug from someone, they just find my being depressed annoying. That shows just how nice people are eh? I'll tell anyone who gives two shits about it, I'll be there for you if you need cheering up. I'll be there if you want someone to listen. I'll be there if you need a hug or to have someone hold you when you feel like crying. I don't care exactely what your reason is or if it sounds like it should be stupid (unless it's because you're losing in a video game or the like) , because I know what depresses one person may not depress another person. So don't think that they aren't as important. I'll bend over backwards for people if they need a friend. All I ask in return is if I feel down, just ask me how I am, give me a hug, or at least feel sympathy for me. That's all I ask.
Maybe all you heartless people could stop thinking of yourselves and start thinking of how others feel (mainly me) and you too can live a life of depression that I constantly live. Because apparently being there for other people when they need you the most isn't enough initiative for them to return the favor once in a while. (and by the way, I figure that some people who read this might think that my being depressed and bitching about this is just annoying. Thanks. I hope you feel better about yourself)