I'm fucking sick and tired of always getting shit on by girls every fucking day of my life. I'd like to thank every girl who has ever told me the following phrases

1)You're the perfect guy

2)You're such a nice guy

3)You're awesome

4)You're perfect boyfriend material

5)You're wonderful

6)There's nothing wrong with you

7)You're so hot

8)You're not ugly

9)I'd do you

10)You're the best kisser I've ever had.

Thanks everyone for trying to fill my head with these words and thoughts, but I'll be totally honest with you. They aren't doing squat and they apparently don't mean shit. I don't understand how girls can tell me all of these things, yet all of my relationships are filled with lies, deceit, mind games, and being controlled and kicked around. It seems today that the perfect guy is not what girls are looking for, because as they said, the perfect guy is sitting right here being mistreated by his girlfriends and is watching other guys get the girls that he wants more than anything.

I don't know what the hell I have to do to get what I rightfully deserve (which is happiness in relationships). And I spit on those people who say that someone should make their own happiness. Nobody can make their own happiness. Happiness comes as a result of how society treats you. A homeless person can't make his own happiness. They have nothing to do it with. Which reminds me of how much I hate the way people treat homeless people. I think all homeless people should be eaten or given a chance in the world. Dipshit rich people telling homeless people to get a job when they ask for some money. Fuck you. How the hell can they get a job? They can't afford paper for a resume, they smell like shit because of lack of access to a shower. They dont have any decent clothes. How the hell can they make it in an interview? I mean jesus christ, I'm on a level that's twenty steps higher than them and I can't even get a job.

Anyways, getting back to what I'm originally pissed about, I don't understand people who say they want the perfect guy. it's bullshit. Most of the girls I know only want sex or some guy who's tall and retarded, or short and retarded whichever the case might be. I see girls everyday who go out with guys who are loud, idiotic, abusive, etc. And why the hell do girls just not forget about them and actually LOOK for a nice guy? I would like to ask every girl I know what their definition of the perfect guy is, and then tell them that they're being retarded, as I've seen most of them with people who won't even come close to being that. Especially in the niceness factor. My conclusion to this ordeal is that girls are not looking for the perfect guy, or that the girls that tell me I'm the perfect guy are lying to me to make me feel better about myself. The girls who tell that I'm all of these things that would make me perfect obviously aren't telling anyone else that I'm perfect because if they were I'd probably have more girls coming up to me wanting to get to know me more.

I don't know what the hell I have to do to get anywheres. Me and my best friend both have this problem with getting shit on by the opposite sex, and I frankly am sick and tired of it. It's like we're on some kind of endurance test. Go through relationships that are a strain on the mind, and if you make it through without killing yourself, then you get a girl who isn't lying when she tells you she loves you or you're perfect.