Jon and the rest of the guys have helped my life immensly. I used to be very suicidal and I felt as though nothing was worth living for....that is until i heard Jon sing! I can remember numerous amounts of times where I had locked myself in the bathroom with knives and pills. I thought about Jon and what he had been through as a child and teenager. It made me stop and think. I said to myself " If he can get through it,then I can." I have went through alot of the same things that Jon did,and I know exactly the way he felt and feels. So,if it werent for Jon,i would be lying 6 feet under the ground right now. Jon is my role model. I look up to him more than anyone could imagine. I would do anything for him. I would take a bullet for him. Hell,i'v already got in fights over him. When your around me, no one disses Jon. Someone called him a fag and i punched him. So,I got in trouble,but i would get in trouble for Jon anyday! So,if Jon ever reads this, I love you with all my heart and if it werent for you, I would be dead. Keep living your life the way you live it now and know that I will always be a huge fan of the people that have saved my life!