To Jon
by Amy
I wish I could tell you in person how I feel,
but I can't so I'll write it down,
it's difficult to put into words how you've helped me,
but I think I've found a way how.
I'll do it the way you express your emotions,
it seems to work well with you,
by sharing my feelings with the world around me,
I hope it works for me too.
This is so hard, I don't know where to start,
'cause you've helped me so much over the years,
it seems I find release in your pain,
just the thought of you silences my fears.
Your lyrics are the verses everyone can relate to,
you went through the same shit we do when you were child,
it's such a relief to know someone understands how we feel,
but compared to yours our problems seem mild.
Jon, I'm soo sorry for all that happened to you,
people doing those awful things, I can't imagine why,
but for pulling through you're the strongest person I know,
and remember Jon, it takes a real man to cry.
You've touched my life in so many ways,
mind, spirit, and soul,
I swear you're the reason I'm still alive,
Jon, it's you that makes me whole.
Whenever I'm down, I go straight to my room,
and listen to your sweet voice for awhile,
that growling, emotional, beautiful voice,
It's that voice that makes me smile.
I long for the day when I'll finally meet you,
I feel when I do my life will be complete,
but until that day, all I can do is pray,
and hope that day won't come to late.
Continue to stay strong, try to overpower your fears,
try to keep them from coming back,
don't put the weight of the world on your shoulders, it will break them,
and please remember to take your Prozac.
We need you Jon, just like you need us, but don't feel completely obligated to us,
I know that causes you pressures and pain,
just never give up and do your best,
and don't worry, whatever happens, your true fans that care for you will remain.
You've convinced us all that we're actually worth something,
and if you can make it so can we,
we just need to be, and believe in ourselves,
the inner us is what you've taught us to see.
I know you'll probably never get to read this,
but if you do, i swear all that was said is true
you help me to realize I'm not alone in this world
AND JON, I WANT TO "THANK YOU!!!!"