by Amy Brannan

You take from me the white
And give to me the red, the blood
In this filth I will drown
Your eyes sear flesh as deeper into me you go
Your mouth taking life
And still I tell you No
Just a child wrapped in warmth
Eternally to be
Damned to all this carnal Hell
With which you ruined me
The smile you tore
When you forced your way inside
The blood you spilled
And all the tears i cryed
I still can see you now
As you stand with all your pride
Your dirty hands beside you
The rage i feel inside
I wish that I could do to you
All that you did to me
Just make you feel this hurt within
Be all i have to be
With memories of shadows
The darkness that took my light
The figure I so often saw
When I closed my eyes at night
The little girl you took from me
The lifetime that you stole
The way you still can live your life
When mine is still not whole
I know that you will never feel
That fear, that awful fight
But now i know that i'll survive
He told me "it's alright"