I have something 2 say 'bout Jonathan Davis. I won't say that I was suicidal and he saved my life because he is still saving my life 2 this day. Everyday I wake 2 go 2 school were i know i will be called a lesbain and a faggot bitch, but everyday i do what i know i have 2 do . And everyday i think bout my uncle that did the most horrible thing any uncle could do. i also remeber what that absive boyfriendtook from me and i how he hurt me till the day he took his life and i was blamed for it. And everyday i look at those scars on my body some cause by myself and others caused by those azzholes in my life and i think bout Jonathan and all the pain he when through in his life. Then i know i can finish out another day of pain and go on 2 another. i hope that Jonathan will always be there so i may look 2 him when im bout 2 cut again and stop myself. now i have told u all what Jonathan means & now you all know more bout my life than my bestfriend so i shall go on my way. And i say this 2 KoRn and Jonathan espcially thank you soooo much u have helped me more than u will ever know i love you :) !!