Jonathan Davis is my leader. Everyday when I wake up he is the first thing i see when i look at my ceiling. The I get up dress like he did, and go off to school with him in my head, screming crying, and just playing around. Everything he does in life wether it be on stage singing Kick the PA, or putting Feildy in a washing machine, it is all just god like. I have gone through the same shit as a kid as he did, allthough i was never raped my parents divorce and now both are looking to re-marry and my father's "girlfriend" is 2 faced bitch.

If I ever got to meet Jon I would just explain to him that his life has inspired me not to kill myself over and over again. I just love this man!!!!