Writer's Note: It's the reason I like korn so much--they understand me-they know what its like.

i cant tell myself whats done is done.
i dont know-maybe im just sick today.
another cheap lie FUCKER--you never listen to what i say;
think about the pain i hide.

so im scared; just FUCK TODAY.
how would you know anyway?
you never had to feel it , live it;
hide from it everyday.

the demons try to get the best of me.
THEY'RE IN MY HEAD-beating me-molesting me.
he took my childhood--they killed the rest of me.
why did you make me lie?--you victemized me.

you sat;deaf,blind and dumb
while my life was taken.
(inside) i was so scared.
(inside) i wanted to die.
why did you...---ugh, you sick motherfucker.

you never looked-you didnt listen.
they wouldent listen--THEY NEVER FUCKING LISTEN!--i want to understand.