A man
One for sure
Can understand
Why I'm azure
It was through your voice
And through your pain
Heard all around
The world today
Why I can be happy and calm ya see
Through out your screamin melodies

But to your message
Most don't hear
They'd rather point
And acuse u here...

God damn their black hearts
God damn them die
So fucking deaf
To your tear soaked cries...
They all want to hate and deny
What it must be like
Not to be them, not alike
Fuck all those assholes
Who want to fight
And break us poor people
who see the light...

All I want in life is to be happy =)
In my own manner and in my own life
Not to end in tradgedy
Like so many
Other Poor Lives

Thanks to the judgers
And thanks to them all
Like some god damn fuckin freak
I wanna kill them
And watch them fall

In spirit of my own wish
I'm so pressured I'm so weak
Which was to be this "Beautiful and Carefree"
Has all been slain
God...

That's How I used to Be...