Writers note: This song is the bad part of my psyche telling me to ruin and forget about the good in my life because I don't deserve it (a battle between the good and evil inside my head, if you will...). The bad won't let the good in. It's an argument with myself, and I know that sounds fucked up but that's what was going on in my mind when I wrote this. I never feel like I can be happy, I never let myself endugle. And that, right there, causes me to miss out on the pleasure of being alive...

Rape, my mind, it's all inside
Faking is what I can do
Why?
Because I can
I'm always feeling hollow

You say you want me to be all me?!?
Then breathe my pain and sorrow…
Everything is gone, everything is gone

Wait, I stay, and I remain
Eating up all I have left
Cry
My heart will die
And no one cares tomorrow

So leave me to be and free
And fuck the love you borrow

Why you say you'll never leave my side
When you're off to leave
Try my life, but you'll never be inside
Of my head
Why you say you'll never leave my side
When you're off to leave
Try my life, but you'll never be inside
Of my head

Fucking all my pain and sorrow
Laughing as it says to me
You will never be the happy one
Faking all I can till 'morrow
Just so you can't look and see
All that I can see, is catastrophe
Forget me
Forget me
Forget me
Forget me (why do I listen, why do I try)
Forget me (why do I care, why do I cry)
Forget me (why are you here, why go away)
WHY?????

Why you say you'll never leave my side
When you're off to leave
Try my life, but you'll never be inside
Of my head
Why you say you'll never leave my side
When you're off to leave
Try my life, but you'll never be inside, be inside
Be inside
Be inside
Be inside
Be inside
Be inside
Be inside
Be inside
Be inside