Drowning in the Deep End
by H.
Pairing: DiexKaoru, KyoxToshiya, ShinyaxYoshiki
Rated: NC-17
Genre: Drama, mildly angsty
– Part II
The remainder of practice was fairly uneventful for the five
members. Kyo screamed and flailed while Toshiya watched his cute
butt wiggle around in his tight pants. Die continued to tease Shinya
about his "love bite" until the drummer ended up flinging one
of his
spare cymbals at the guitarist, nearly missing his head. Kaoru spoke
infrequently and tersely, giving orders, making suggestions, and
attempting to be as encouraging as he could manage.
"Ok, once more." The pink haired man stated as they finished
rehearsing their latest song for what seemed to the other members
like the 400th time.
Toshiya rolled his eyes and pouted. "Kaoru! It's nearly 7
p.m.
We've been here all day! Can't we call it a night yet?"
"Yeah, Kaoru. I'm tired and hungry." Kyo exclaimed,
flopping
himself down face first onto the couch and closing his eyes. By the
time the guitarist turned around to face him he was dozing
peacefully, and drooling all over the couch.
Kaoru could have continued going for another few hours at the least.
Quite honestly, he didn't realize they'd been practicing for
nearly 8
hours already. He'd been so absorbed at forgetting his fellow
guitarist; he'd not noticed the clock hands rapid succession.
Sighing, he removed his guitar from his slender frame. "Yeah,
let's
call it a night."
A collective sigh of relief resonated through the room as the other
members began pack up their belongings.
"Die…" The blue haired man cooed while he bounced over to
the
guitarist and laid his head on his shoulder. "Kyo and I are
going to
go get some dinner. Want to join us for drinks later?
….ppplllleeeaaasseeee!!" He batted his eyelashes prettily.
Die laughed at his friend's antics, "Sure, just call my
mobile when
you guys are ready, ok?" He patted the bassist's head
affectionately
before the blue haired man pulled away and bounced back to the
lethargic vocalist.
"Come on Kyo…food…drinks…time to go. Die is going to
meet up with us
later." He muttered as he managed to pull his koi off the couch.
The smaller man stood up and rubbed his eyes, "Oh…right. See
you
later then." He nodded to the red head, "Kaoru…Shinya?
You two want
to meet up later as well?" He called to the other members, noting
to
himself that both looked like they were on different planets at the
current moment.
Neither the guitarist nor the drummer even acknowledged his inquiry.
Kaoru was busying himself with packing up his things, willing his
emptiness away by focusing solely on the task at hand. Shinya on the
other hand had packed up his drum set in record time and was now
quickly throwing items haphazardly into his own small pack, eyes
sparkling brightly with excitement and anticipation.
Kyo was thoroughly annoyed. "Erm…HELLO! Planet earth
calling Shinya
and Kaoru!" He yelled as Toshiya and Die got caught up in
infectious
giggle fits.
"Huh?" Both distracted men answered simultaneously.
The vocalist huffed. "I _said_ do you two want to join us for
drinks
later?"
Shinya stood up hurriedly and threw his backpack over his shoulder
violently enough to lose his balance and fell smack into the wall.
Everyone froze as the usually graceful drummer picked himself up and
shook his head confusedly.
Then the giggle fits began again. Even Kaoru let his sour
countenance disappear as he saw the morbid look of horror and
embarrassment on the youngest member's face.
"Kyo-kun, Shin-chan doesn't need anything to drink, ne?. I
think
he's already drunk!" Die wheezed out through his laughter
while
doing a perfect rendition of the bishonen crashing into the wall.
This only caused another eruption of laughter from the other members
and further anger from the pretty drummer.
Shinya stormed out the door. "I have plans this evening, but
even if
I didn't I would NOT spend it with the likes of you guys."
He
slammed the door behind himself, and took a moment to lean into the
frame, inhaling a few calming breathes. Finally willing away his
annoyance, he tore off down the hallway, smiling madly like a giddy
schoolgirl.
The laughter died down and the rest of the red faced and panting
members smiled widely at each other. Kaoru couldn't help but
notice
how beautiful Die's face looked when he was flushed and smiling.
As
if reading the pink haired man's thoughts, Die turned to him, his
smile broadening even more.
Kaoru thought his knees were going to give out.
"Kaoru, you never answered Kyo." Die recalled, still smiling
brightly at the older man, "So are you gonna come out with us
later?" Die was silently praying he'd agree to go. He
wanted
desperately to spend some time with the other man, to find out
what's
been weighing so heavily on his mind, to help him, to comfort
him…to
do so many other wonderful things to him. Die's mind wandered
further…'to taste him, to feel him panting against me, to hear
him
scream out my name in pleasure, to hold him against my chest…to
love
him.' Die's eyes darkened with longing and lust as he
continued to
gaze at his fellow guitarist.
The eldest member was still staring straight into Die's eyes when
the
red haired man finished speaking, waiting for his response. Lost in
the chestnut pools, he registered a slight change in them, something
barely perceptible, but definitely something…almost…erotic?
His
rational mind pushed these thoughts aside, "Um, sorry Die.
I'm
really out of it. I need to get some rest." Kaoru sighed and
placed
his slender hand behind his head, massaging gently; the action
successfully blocking him from seeing Die's visage fall at his
words. "Maybe next time, ok?" He commented and picked up
his
guitar; forcing a smile on his face before bidding good evening to
his fellow band mates and heading out the door.
****
"Your rather late." The older man smirked as the flustered
young man
stepped into the hallway and removed his shoes.
"Gomen. Kaoru kept us there until 7." He bowed his head in
shame
and blushed slightly. Shinya felt a loving palm gently pull up his
chin so he could see the gorgeous man's lips begin to descend
towards
his own. He parted his lips and sighed as he felt the soft mouth
upon his own, kissing him tenderly. The older man licked across the
bishonen's lips once before being granted entrance to the sweet
cavern, his tongue delving in to taste the delicate drummer.
They kissed feverishly for several minutes until they both parted,
panting and staring at each other through lust-laden eyes. Shinya
moaned as he was pushed up against the wall and covered by the older
man's body, feeling his own arousal rise as his partner's
pressed
firmly into his thigh.
"Shinya…I need you…"
The slender man gasped as his lover's hand found its way to the
front
of his slacks, massaging his aching length through the rough material.
"Mmm…. Yoshiki…yes…"
****
Die exited the steamy bathroom, bare feet padding across the floor of
the living room as he toweled off his drenched locks. Small rivulets
of water snaked down his bare chest and defined abdomen, coming to
rest upon the fabric of his jeans. (H. passes out at this point -.-)
He heard the phone ring in the bedroom and wandered in there.
Flopping himself down upon the huge comforter, he picked up the
phone.
"Moshi, Moshi" Die flipped up the top of his mobile and
heard a
familiar voice on the other end.
"Hiya Die! Ermf…Oi, get OFF of me! I'm TRYING to talk
to him.
AAACCCKK!! You can talk in a second. LEGGO!!" He heard Kyo
batting
Toshiya's hands away from the receiver and then a large crash.
The
red head could barely make out the muffled voices in the background
until another familiar voice came on the line, still arguing.
"IIE!! You'll drop it again. Anyways it's my turn. Oh,
hi Die!"
The blue haired bassist chirped.
The guitarist smirked and rubbed his temples, "Hiya Totchi.
What's
up?"
"Just wondering if you're still up for some drinks
tonight."
"Hai. Usual place?"
He heard muffled voices and assumed the two lovebirds were conferring
with each other over the meeting spot. Toshiya soon got back on the
line, "Yep. The usual. Meet you there at 10?"
"Sounds good. See ya then." The red head sighed and clicked
off the
phone, but didn't put it down…instead he stared at it for a
few
moments, running his index finger over the familiar number on speed
dial. Biting down on his lower lip he debated whether or not to
press the two simple buttons that would connect him to the man he
most wanted to spend the evening with…and _not_ in a bar. Die
wanted
the beautiful, pink haired guitarist to be the last thing he kissed
at night and the first gentle touch he would wake to every
morning. `Heh…Die no baka…. day dreaming again…' he
mused as
unconsciously one button was pressed, then the second. Die
considered canceling the call immediately, then thought better of
it. `The worst thing he could say is no' he thought as the
phone rang
on the other end.
****
The dim streetlights threw a hushed light into the small living room
as Kaoru sat alone, alternating bringing a glass of wine and a
cigarette to his mouth with his trembling hands. Silent tears flowed
freely down his sullen face, but he barely registered their presence
any longer; they'd been there for so many years they seemed
almost…
comforting. But now, Kaoru was slowly being ripped apart, torn
between his deep friendship and his undying and unspoken love for his
best friend. Torn between desiring complete happiness and staying in
his reassuring and familiar sorrow. The pain had taken over; it
was now so ingrained in him he felt he knew no other way of life. He
knew the pain, he felt safe in it, it reminded him that he could
feel; and he had felt it, lived it, and had been bound to it for so
long if it left…. would he even know who he was anymore? He
picked
up the emerald glass bottle and began pouring himself another glass
of the dry liquor when he suddenly stopped, placed the glass upon the
table and stared at the bottle in his hand. His hand slid up the
neck, catching a few droplets of the sanguine liquid on the pads of
his fingertips. Gazing idly at he drops, his mind wandered back to
the band's last live…
//Kaoru felt the red head move in behind him. Die's arms went
around
his slender waist, one hand pressing skillfully to the frets, the
other looping through his own to strum the strings of the elder
man's
guitar. Die's breath hit his neck as he laughed over Kaoru's
shoulder. Kaoru bit back a gasp as the solid back of the vibrating
guitar was pushed against his now rock hard arousal. His slender
hand moved upwards of its own will to caress the redhead's cheek.
Suddenly, he shuddered as he felt a soft tongue running up and down
each delicious digit, as Die sucked gently on the callused tips. The
younger man continued playing and suckling, pulling the guitar and
the other guitarist closer into him, pressing Kaoru's lithe form
up
against himself. The pink haired man moaned audibly as bolts of
electricity tore through his stomach. Die must have slung his own
guitar behind himself, because Kaoru could feel him; Die's own
hard
length pressed deliciously on his own vinyl-clad ass. He struggled
to bite back a whimper as he felt Die move his hips in a sensual
circle, allowing his straining erection to push even harder into the
pink haired guitarist.//
Kaoru slowly brought his dripping fingertips to his lips, lavishing
attention upon them as Die had done mere weeks ago. His tumultuous
thoughts raged against him as he sighed, raking his tongue up and
down the slender appendages, `It was fan service…nothing more
you
fool! Who doesn't have a hard on looking at so many beautiful,
screaming women…some of them stripping off their shirts! He
wasn't
looking at your scrawny, bony figure! You're so disgusting!'
But
still…Die's cock had pressed against him, his hot tongue had
teased
his fingers…. leaving a clue of what was to come. Obeying a
deeper,
and far more pressing desire, Kaoru began unbuttoning his shirt,
allowing his moist fingers to gently play upon his carmel nipples.
He teased them and provoked them until they jutted out sharply from
his pale skin. Licking his fingers again, he trailed them down his
taught stomach, teasing lightly at the hem of his pants before
running the palm of his hand roughly over the front of his jeans.
Kaoru moaned, his breath coming in shallow pants as he continued to
massage his aching length through the rough fabric, creating the most
delicious friction as his other hand pinched and circled around his
sensitized and pert nipples. Slowly, he pulled down the zipper of
the confining jeans, sliding them past his narrow hips.
"Mmm…Die…"
he sighed, bringing his hand back to his mouth and repeating his
earlier treatment, suckling on each one, imitating Die's tongue,
imagining the red head was giving his cock the exact same glorious
treatment. Trembling slightly, Kaoru brought his hand downward and
slid his silk boxers off until his erection was fully freed from its
confines before he seized it in his trembling hands.
"God……DIE!!!!" He screamed out loud as his slender hand
took hold of
his hard flesh, stroking it roughly as he threw his head back in
passionate reprieve. He continued up and down the length of his
engorged manhood, teasing the tip with his thumb, spreading his first
drops of silken liquid over the sensitive tip. His hips moved
rapidly, thrusting with abandon into his warm hand, as it glided over
and over his shaft.
"Mmm…..God…DIE……HARDER!!" He screamed again as
he grasped his own
member more vehemently, thrusting his hips upwards, creating the most
glorious friction he'd ever imagined.
"YES!!!!….Die…..oh yes…….Ohhh…FUCK
ME!!!!…..aahhhhhhh!!!" He cried
bringing himself closer and closer to his climax. Kaoru's eyes
blurred, his stomach fluttered as he then imagined Die deep throating
him, sucking on his hot cock, ramming a finger into his tight ass
before his huge length fucked him again… roughly, thoroughly,
completely. All he could think about was the red headed man…his
rock
hard desire pushing slowly into him, hitting his perfect spot with
ease…crying out his name in passion.
His pace quickened, his senses failed, his cock trembled…all he
knew
was that he needed Die…more than air, more then the pain, more
than
anything….
"YEAH…MMM…….DIE!!!!!!! GOD…YESSSSSS!!!!!!!!"
Kaoru cried out as the
sticky fluid flowed forth from him. He arched back while still
stroking his length…his heart beating wildly in his chest, his
breath coming in shallow pants as he attempted to return to reality.
Suddenly his mobile (which he'd managed to leave in his pants
pocket)
began to ring. `Damnit!!!!!! What the hell…I can't even
have a
single moment of peace and contentment!!' He groaned through his
shallow breaths and reached into the pocket that now hung at his
knee. `It's just not meant to be…It's all in my god
damn head!' He
screamed as he violently pressed the button on his
phone. `FUCK!!!!!! Who the fuck wants to bother me now! `
He cursed
as he held the phone to his chin.
"WHAT!!" He screamed in anger and forlorn helplessness.
"Kaoru?" The timid voice on the other line ventured.
`Oh God…' The pink haired man swallowed hard, "Die?"
~~~~~~~~~~
**eeps** more soon!! Gomen for making Totchi and Kyo so silly!! I
just think they would be such a kawaii and funny couple and their
bedroom antics……hehehe….maybe next chapter *winks* C&Cs
welcome as
always!!! And thank you thank you to all those who commented
before!!!!!
~H.
to be continued
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