Title: A Lesson in Loving

Author: Kitana

Wow, I really do suck at coming up with names…-_-;;;

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"Kaoru, I feel stupid."

"Don't. You're doing just fine."

"Oh, come on!!!! You really want this?"

"Yes, I do. And you promised. Anything I wanted – this is my choice."

"Jesus, can't you choose something else??!!"

"No."

Toshiya rose from his position lying on the bed and frowned at his lover who sat in a chair beside it. He impatiently tucked a stubborn lock of hair behind his ear, eyes narrowing dangerously as he saw a hint of a smile on Kaoru's face.

"You think this is funny?"

Kaoru paused thoughtfully. "I just never took you as the shy type."

Toshiya sputtered indignantly. "I-I-….I am NOT shy!!!"

"Then prove it, love."

Toshiya sighed and slumped onto the bed. "But, Kaoru-sama…..I just feel so alone without you. Please come onto the bed with me. Anything if you're with me." He looked up appealingly through his bangs at Kaoru. And hid a smile as he saw Kaoru's face soften. "Kao-kun…."

Oops.

"Hah, I know what you're trying to do!" Kaoru sat back onto his chair and crossed his arms arrogantly. "Well, it's not going to work!! A promise is a promise and I'm making you keep this one!"

Toshiya looked at his obstinate lover, glared, and then surprisingly blushed a light pink. He mumbled something unintelligible from Kaoru's distance.

"What was that?"

Toshiya scowled and blushed hotter. "I said….I-…I've never done this before."

Kaoru sat stunned. How could Toshiya – who had countless lovers before Kaoru, although none thereon afterwards – never have experienced this?? "Okay," he said slowly, "I'll lead you then."

Kaoru gently pushed Toshiya down onto his back. Kneeling next to the bassist, he told his lover to close his eyes.

"Just imagine…" He parted Toshiya's robe, leaving him naked. "Touch yourself where I do," Kaoru instructed. The guitarist began kissing his way down Toshiya's chest and his blue-haired lover's hand followed, rubbing languidly in the same path, relishing the feel of soft lips, the brief wetness of tongue. Kaoru stopped below his naval, licking around it, letting his mouth suck on the taut skin of his belly before lightly testing it with his teeth. He grinned as a shudder ran through his blue-haired lover's body, other hand clutching at the sheets.

"What do you want me to do?" Kaoru whispered huskily.

Toshiya squirmed. "Go further!!"

Kaoru smiled and bent his head, slowly licking a wet line along the length of Toshiya's growing cock. And obediently, Toshiya's hand followed.

"Oh, god!!" Toshiya cried out as he touched himself, his fingers wrapping around the base of his erection.

Kaoru moved up to whisper into his lover's ear. "Touch yourself as if it were my hands and not yours." Toshiya nodded, his hand beginning to move slowly on the stiffening flesh as Kaoru slid slowly into his chair to sit back and and enjoy the view.

Toshiya shivered, both with the sensation rising from his hard member and the knowledge that his pink-haired lover was watching him as he did it, becoming aroused while seeing Toshiya bring himself to the edge.

Kaoru watched entranced as his lover began to move. His hand rose to his chest, rubbing softly as he moaned, skimming lightly enough on his side to raise goosebumps on his sensitized skin as his other hand continued to work between his legs. Fingers circled his right nipple, around and around in a spiral until they reached their destination and he pinched the tightened nub of flesh gently at first, then more harshly as his other hand simeoultaneously tightened on his length. Giving a muffled yelp, the bassist threw his head back, blue hair spread over the pillow, his exposed neck tempting his sitting lover to come and lick it, bite it—

Toshiya spread his legs further, allowing the guitarist better access to viewing his pleasure and Kaoru's breath caught, seeing the sheen of sweat forming on Toshiya's body and the pearlescent drops growing at the tip of his cock. He watched, hypnotized, as Toshiya's elegant fingers kneaded along his hardness in mimicry of Kaoru's own technique, then brushed the sensitive head of his organ, collecting a drop of the precum oozing liberally from the tip. He opened his eyes and grinned at Kaoru, half thankfully and half playfully, before taking the finger provacatively into his mouth. Kaoru could see Toshiya's tongue working, sucking, tasting his own essence and Kaoru's groin began to tighten to an almost painful point. The pink haired man unconciously began to rub at himself as he leaned forward, eager to see more of Toshiya's performance.

Toshiya took another finger into his mouth and Kaoru gasped as Toshiya licked obscenely at the tips, his tongue carressing each digit as Kaoru longed to have that tongue for himself. That wet pinkness, darting out to lick, tongue working around the finger teasingly before drawing back.

Kaoru's eyes widened as he followed those finger's paths around Toshiya's nipples, giving each a firm pinch, and relishing Toshiya's needy moan, down to dip into his naval once, twice… those fingers traveled past Toshiya's erection where his other hand began to rub it's thumb furiously over the tip, twisting at the slit as more precome oozed out. Toshiya began to tremble with need as his hand cupped his balls, massaging softly then dropping to press firmly against the area between his cock and his hole. His hips bucked and he held back a scream of pleasure.

"K-Kaoru…" He moaned as his hand moved back to carress the sensitive part harder. Then, spreading his knees even further and raising his hips as high as he could, he pushed a finger into himself.

"Fuck!!!" He screamed as the waves of pleasure attacked him, forcing his knees to buckle and fall. He moved his hand faster and faster, then joined the first finger with a second, then a third. His hips thrust upwards to meet his fingers, head thrown back in abandon and whimpers escaping his lips. Just as he was about to reach climax he stopped and screamed, his pleasure going unsatisfied.

Tiredly, but still erotically, the bassist moved off the bed and onto the floor in front of the chair where Kaoru sat, unable to look away. Laying down, laciviously spreading his legs, he looked at Kaoru with unbound sex in his eyes.

"I want you in me."

Kaoru smiled weakly, determined not to lose. "No. It's part of the deal. You have to finish it all by yourself."

"But Kaoru," Toshiya whispered, his voice low and sultry, "I need you. Don't make me be all…alone. I don't want to do this by myself." He crawled sexily to the chair, pushing Kaoru's legs apart and sitting between them, laying his head on Kaoru's thigh.

"It's unbearable," he moaned, his hand tracing patterns tormentingly close to Kaoru's package. "I feel hot and dizzy…I need someone to help me end it…" Toshiya leaned forward until Kaoru could feel his tantalizing breath against his growing hardness.

Toshiya leaned forward and rubbed his cheek firmly against the the hot firm bulge. "Will you help me?"

Kaoru froze and stared at Toshiya, unable to move, and slowly Toshiya leaned forward again, pulling Kaoru's boxers down until his lover's member pressed out, then moved up, catching Kaoru's half-crazed eyes in his own before placing a little kiss on the tip. Kaoru snapped.

He pushed Toshiya down to the floor and positioned himself before Toshiya's opening, waiting only a second before pressing himself in.

"Shit," the guitarist moaned as his blue-haired lover wrapped long legs around him, pulling him in deeper with every thrust. "Toshiya!!"

Toshiya's hands scrabbled at his back, nails digging in and leaving red marks in their path.

'Harder….harder!!! Dammit, Kaoru!!!!"

The bassist pulled himself up, cheek resting against Kaoru's neck for a moment in one impossibly deep thrust, teeth sinking into the pink-haired man's shoulder as the pressure in both groins became unbearable. His eyes watered up as he felt his control escaping. Their bodies heaved together a last time before….

"Kaoru!!!!!"

Toshiya screamed as he climaxed, feeling Kaoru finish inside of him and then come to rest on top of him, breath panting into his ear, laying small kisses half-heartedly on his blue-haired lover's face. Toshiya caught his own breath, than pushed at Kaoru's shoulder annoyed.

"You're too damn heavy to sleep on me!!! Move!!!"

Kaoru sighed and rolled over, smiling gently as Toshiya wrapped himself in Kaoru's arms and settled in comfortably.

"Kaoru?"

"Yes, lover?"

"Aishiteru."

Kaoru gently kissed Toshiya's neck.

"Aishiteru."

 

 

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