Itadakimasu!

by Kurara

Part 7

Comments - The long-awaited part seven. I have a new job. If any of
you live in Southern California near San Bernardino, I work at the
San Bernardino Petsmart starting after Xmas ^_^ Me a cashier!!
woohoo!
Wow, its been over a month, ne? I've been slacking... rr...
~kurara

***

"So, Totchi?" Kyo asked, his head on his folded up arms.

Kaoru nodded. "It.. I don't know, Kyo. They think its him, but I
just can't see Toshiya... I just can't see him doing something like
that." He drank another glass of beer.

"Kaoru, slow down!" Kyo grabbed the glass from the guitarist. "You
can't go drowning yourself like this!"

"Kyo..." Kaoru growled, grabbing the glass back.

"No, Kaoru!" Kyo pulled that glass again so hard it broke in his
hand. "Shit!" Kyo yelled, watching as beer and blood began to drop
from his hand.

"Kyo!" Kaoru went to grab Kyo's wrist, but the vocalist pulled away.

"Don't touch me." Kyo hissed.

"Kyo, I'm--"

"No! Kaoru! Look at you! You're a mess! You're in here drowning
in your own misery and don't you think that Toshiya is hurting?
Don't you think he needs comfort? Even if he IS the cannibal, does
that really change your priorities? If it is him, he needs help and
support, not rejection and isolation!"

"How can I help and support him if he is capable of eating me?"
Kaoru growled.

Kyo leaned over the table. "Then that's a risk you're just going to
have to take, Kaoru. The boy needs you, and you need to trust him."

***

Die browsed through Shinya's video collection, looking for anything
interesting, but he'd seen most of the movies that even seemed
halfway decent. He sighed, walking to the couch that Shinya was
sitting on and leaned over the bishounen. "Ne, let's go to the video
store."

"You don't like my videos?" Shinya pouted.

"Well, wouldn't you want a movie you haven't seen? Don't you like...
surprise?" He smiled.

Shinya smiled back. "Its nice..."

Die moved forward, kissing Shinya softly, sliding his hand up the
other man's thigh as they deepened the kiss. Shinya gave a little
moan into Die's mouth, leaning back into the couch and pulling Die on
top of himself. Die pulled away slightly, sucking on the younger
man's lower lip.

"Die..." Shinya breathed, pushing the guitarist lightly away so he
could stand. "Not the couch."

"...what?"

"Die..." Shinya nuzzled slightly into Die's neck. "I want you."

As the words left Shinya's lips, Die shuddered slightly in
anticipation. "Shinya..."

Shinya wrapped his arms around Die's waist, sighing into his
neck. "Die... I want you." Shinya repeated, placing kisses on the
guitarist's neck while his hands ran up his shirt. "Onegai..."

***

Slinging the backpack over his shoulder, Toshiya walked out of his
and Kyo's apartment, locking the door and slipping his key under the
door, back into the apartment. "Sayonara," he whispered, walking
away.

***

Die pressed Shinya onto the bed, kissing passionately as he struggled
with Shinya's shirt, finally breaking the kiss and pulling the
unwanted cloth over Shinya's head to fall on the floor. Die's hands
roamed over Shinya's chest, pausing to tease the other's nipples.
Shinya gasped as his nipples were lightly tugged and pinched, causing
him to grip Die's hair and pull him down to a nipple.

Die took the hint, flicking his tongue out at the hardened nub while
still pinching and tugging it. Shinya's breathing became uneven and
he took in a sharp breath as Die's mouth covered it,
sucking. "Ahh... Die..."

Die let that nipple go and trailed his tongue along Shinya's chest to
the other, now using his hands to trail down Shinya's body, and strip
the rest of the drummer's clothing off. As Shinya's pants left his
body, he shivered, pressing Die's body closer on top of his to get
warm.

Die came up and kissed Shinya's lips lightly before smirking and
disappearing between Shinya's legs. Shinya gasped and propped
himself up, watching Die as the older man spread his legs and licked
at his tip. "Ahh!" Shinya's eyes widened, but quickly closed as
Die's mouth covered him. He cried out and gripped Die's hair,
pushing the elder man lower on his length. Die eagerly complied,
sliding his tongue further and further down on Shinya, sucking slowly.

Suddenly, Shinya whimpered, pulling Die off of him. Die looked up, a
bit lost. "What?"

"I'm naked." Shinya pouted.

Die smiled. "Yes, you are..." he trailed fingers down Shinya's bare
legs, making the drummer shudder.

"That's not fair." Shinya whimpered.

"How?"

Shinya blushed and sat up, tugging at Die's shirt. "I wanna see you
too!" He took Die's shirt off and let it drop behind Die before
lightly pushing the guitarist to lay down. Blushing harder, Shinya
straddled Die's legs and undid the guitarist's pants with shaky
fingers. Die slowly took Shinya's hands in his and guided the
drummer, helping him take off his pants and boxers at the same time.
As Die was exposed, Shinya paused for a moment, taking a deep
breath. "Die..." Die's hands trailed up Shinya's arms as he sat up,
kissing Shinya lightly. Shinya smiled shyly, burying his face in
Die's shoulder as the guitarist rid himself of his pants.

Die pulled away from Shinya a bit, making the bishounen lay back
down, and he laid on top. Kissing Shinya, Die rubbed their erections
together, causing Shinya to gasp out loudly and moan. Shinya's hands
went to Die's rear, pushing him down harder and pushing himself up
against him to meet Die's flesh. Die groaned, pressing his lips to
Shinya's neck and sucking the flesh there. Shinya whimpered, digging
his nails into Die, rubbing harder into Die, feeling as though he was
going to burst.

"Shinya, do you have---"

"Now, Die." Shinya panted.

"What?"

"I want you... in me... now."

"But, Shinya, it'll--"

Shinya's eyes pleaded to Die. "Please... I don't care... I just want
this..."

"..." Die nodded, stroking Shinya's cheek before kissing him briefly
on the lips. "Okay." He guided Shinya's legs around his waist and
licked his fingers, rubbing the moisture on Shinya's hole to help
even a little before looking into Shinya's eyes. "You sure."

Shinya nodded. "I want this."

"Okay." Die slowly pushed into Shinya, watching the other man's face
tighten in pain. He paused, waiting for Shinya to open his eyes
before continuing in. Shinya breathed hard, gripping the sheets
under him tightly. When Die was in enough, he waited for Shinya to
nod before thrusting. Shinya cried out loudly in pain, but slowly
those cries of pain became moans.

Die moaned as well, gripping Shinya's thighs as he thrust into the
smaller man. Shinya whimpered, but moaned louder, arching into Die
before coming. Shinya screamed Die's name and panted loudly, feeling
Die thrusting into him until he too came.

***

Kaoru trudged behind Kyo to the apartment, anticipation eating him up
on the inside. He had no idea what to say to Toshiya, but promised
himself that he wouldn't let him go this time. Wouldn't let Toshiya
think of him as the bad guy. Would confront Toshiya once and for all
and tell him his feelings.

Kyo opened the door and let Kaoru in. "Toshiya?" Kyo called out,
looking in the bishounen's room. "Ehh.... its clean?" Kyo scratched
his head. "Toshiya!!" He called out again, looking in other rooms
until he saw Kaoru standing in the entryway, looking down at
Toshiya's apartment key.

Kaoru slowly looked up. "Toshiya."

***

Lemon sucked, I know.
Part sucked, I know.
But, its a part.
And I'm tired.
::yawns::
ja!
~kurara



~to be continued~

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