Part 1

Author: Mana Crystal

 

Pairings: Kikasa x Nao, atm.....
Bands: Kagrra, Due' le quartz
Warnings: OOC, reference to abuse
Disclaimer: I don't own Due' le quartz, or Kagrra or any of the members of those bands, to the best of my knowledge they own themselves (Who knows with those guys) I have no money, don't sue me, don't sue my parents they have less money than I do, don't sue anyone involved with this, I bet they don't have money either.


Note: the fic at this moment in time is still untitled, if a title makes itself aware to me I will title this piece, but until then...no title.

"Kikasa?" the door to the changing room opened and Kikasa turned to find Nao standing in the doorway. His breath caught for a moment, the bass player of Kagrra was beautiful with make-up but without he was even more lovely.
"Nao? What's up?" Kikasa smiled politely at his visitor. Nao blushed slightly and focused on the floor at his feet.
"The others left, they went out for drinks and they decided that I would have to stay and drive you home, since you came with Miyabi. And since they didn't want you calling a cab." Nao pushed a hand through his now, free of hair spray, hair.
"Why didn't they ask me to come?" Kikasa frowned slightly and sighed, pushing the cotton ball over his face almost violently.
"They said that...never mind, I'll be out in the waiting room when you're read, sorry to have bugged you."
"Nao?"
"Yes?"
"Sit. You're not bugging me," Kikasa smiled as the other man sat automatically in a chair. "Now, what did the others say?"
"Well, Shin and Isshi said they should ask you but...." Nao stopped and looked slightly confused.
"Go on."
"Miyabi said that you were to shy or something like that, he used a word I didn't quite...understand." Nao looked torn for a moment more before looking back to the carpet. Kikasa smiled. The two bands were from different parts of Japan and did have slightly different expressions and words than each other (No clue if this is true or not, oh well, I'm guessing.-MC), of course Nao wouldn't understand some of what Miyabi said, sometimes the red headed man didn't understand himself.
"It's okay...but why aren't you with them?"
"Um, Miyabi asked if someone would stay and drive you home, so I said I would. I felt kinda bad not standing up for you and insisting they take you. And also I didn't want to go with them...I hate drinking with them. They kinda make me feel stupid." Nao stared at the floor and Kikasa got the distinct impression that he was thinking of things that caused the other man pain.
"Thanks.....if you could, could you maybe unzip this god forsaken costume, I can't reach behind me." He struggled to turn the skirt and find the zipper for a moment before feeling Nao grab his arm lightly and stop him.
"Hold on." Nao searched for a moment before pulling the zipper down with a yank and stepping back watching as the skirt fell to the floor. Kikasa kicked away the offending material and sat again, slowly pulling the stockings off his feet. Wincing at the pain of pressing his foot he sighed.
"I almost envy drummers, they don't have to stand for the entire process. They sit." Kikasa complained leaning back in the chair.
"Yeah, but their arms hurt. You try banging for hours at a time." Nao smiled slightly, defending the drummers.
"Yeah, I can bang for hours." Kikasa cracked watching Nao blush and look down, and mumble something "What was that?"
"I said, ‘I'm sure you can.'" Nao said and got up walking over and pulling a shallow bucket from a closet, or storage space. Filling it with steaming hot water he walked carefully back to Kikasa and sat it down in front of him. Taking his left foot the other bassist (Is Nao a bass player? I have no clue. X-x I'm guessing cause I've never really looked up the positions of Kagrra. I only know Due' le quartz's positions. And since Isshi and Sakito were pictured together and Miyabi at Shin I'm guessing that the were pictured with ....um. You get the point.-MC) slowly put it into the hot water. Kikasa winced but didn't pull his foot away. Doing the same with the other foot, Nao finally sat back on his heels and looked up at the other man.
"Hum, that's nice. Thanks. I would never have done it for myself, I'm too lazy," Kikasa smiled and Nao chuckled. "Where did you learn this helps?"
"Well..." Nao looked pained for a moment.
"If it brings back bad memories...."
"No. Well it does sort of. Isshi had me do this after every live. His feet always hurt really bad, so he....had me do it for him. And I learned the best things to do. And the worst."
"Oh, you and Isshi....lovers?"
"Me and Isshi? No, used to be but... he dumped me." Nao smiled bitterly.
"I'm sorry.... I really am."
"I'm not. I'm not bitter about it. I'm actually glad." Nao spoke softly looking down at the water the whole time.
"Why?"
"He...he abused me. So it's not a huge deal that we broke up."
"He abused you?" Kikasa stared at the other man in horror. What kind of a person could hurt such a beautiful man?
"Yeah, can we drop it? Please?" Nao looked up pitifully at Kikasa and the bassist of Due' le quartz nodded before reaching down and rubbing his feet gently.
"Nao?" Kikasa began after a minute or two of silence.
"Yeah?"
"Sakito did the same to me. Only it was more emotional and mental then it was physical. So, if you ever....ever need anything or if you need to talk, or whatever...I'll listen." Kikasa touched Nao's cheek lightly when he spoke and smiled before dropping his gaze back to the water he was rubbing his feet in. After another five minutes Nao stood up and Kikasa heard him sniff as if tears had maybe been falling down his cheeks.
"Lets go yeah? Wanna get some movies on the way? You could come to my apartment....or not, it doesn't matter...." Nao picked up his bass case and Kikasa's bag, watching the other man limp slightly and pick his own bass case up. They headed out the door and as they got to Nao's car and dropped their stuff in Kikasa chuckled.
"Sure, I would love to come to you're apartment." Kikasa nodded and smiled softly towards the beautiful man standing by the car door. Nao perked up slightly and nodded dropping into the car and starting it as Kikasa got in next to him. Putting the car in gear and pulling out of the parking lot, Nao reached over and took Kikasa's hand in his own, glancing at the other man shyly.
"Thank you, Kikasa. For what you said. And for spreading some time with me..."
"No problem, Nao, it's all my pleasure." Kikasa replied, lacing his fingers with Nao's and squeezing them softly.

~TBC~


Comments: hehehehehe okay, well, that's it for this part. Um, I know Kikasa isn't this way in fact I think he's rather loud, though I'm not sure because I don't really look into Due' le quartz much, I just listen to their music. Um, I was going to make Miyabi the bad personage in this fic but I just couldn't because he's the only one I truly LOVE in the whole band. So I made Sakito the bad Personage, because I don't really like him much, or at least I don't know anything about him to make me like him. Also, I really don't know much about Kagrra, thought I like some of their songs I particularly felt the pull to write this fic when I was going through my pictures and ran across the ones that were of Due' le quartz and Kagrra together. Which I believe was a long time ago. Also, some other notes, I do not know the present status of either band. I don't know what's up. I hope they each release new stuff soon. But anyway. I don't know basically anything about these bands. I'm sorry they are so out of character, but this is my fic dammit and they will act how I wish them to. Eh...side note: my Internet is still done (Going on ten days now!!!) And from what they've told me it's going to be another ten days before I can get it up and going again, so I will send this in from my fathers computer shop tomorrow along with um.... ‘Falling in Love (Is Hard on the Knees)', ‘In a Moment', ‘To be?', and ‘Truth' (Um Truth and To Be? Were like the very first fics I ever wrote and I'm just now sending them in, I is so awful. -cry-) I'm hoping that SOMEONE besides Tatsie, VM and Sarah will comment. If no one else does I'm seriously not going to write anything else. I am sick of writing and not having anyone tell me if it sucks ass or not. X-x stupid people send me some damn C&C -is beyond offering pocky and being nice to get some feedback- I can't improve if no one tells me what's up. So don't think everyone else is going to send in some comments cause I'm telling you right now, for the last 3 fics I've written (With the exception of ‘Pain') I have gotten absolutely NO FEEDBACK at all. None. Nada. ZIP!!! Especially from Mana Camui's page, not a single comment, not even for ‘Pain' is anyone even reading? Okay, I'm gonna shut up now.

~Mana Crystal

11:27PM 4/26/2002
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