Title: Ohayougozaimasu, Totchi, kajitsu kanaderu, ne?: Soragoto kasu hontou, hontou kasu soragoto...
shukumei?? (Good morning, Totchi, beautiful day to play *An instrument*, no?: Lie to Truth, Truth to
Lie...Destiny?) Part Three

Author: Mana Crystal

Part 3


This takes place the day the leave for the live tour thingy.  Which is about two weeks after the end of the last part.
Die and Kaoru have been fawning all over each other and Shinya and Toshiya have decided to put their “Plan” in
motion that day.  They don’t know that Die and Kaoru “couple-ness” is the same lame ass plan as Kyo has cooked
up.  But there is a NEW twist to the story....hehehehe read on to find out. 


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“Ohayou Totchi-kun!”  Kaoru and Die yelled from the door of the tour bus each waving their hands over
their heads and grinning like mad.  Shinya stepped out of the bus and swayed over to Toshiya before putting his
arms around the older man’s neck, who in turn wrapped his arms around the younger man’s waist kissing him in
what appeared to Die and Kaoru, a very loving and deep manner.  When it was really not that deep, and just
friendly.  Pulling back Toshiya almost purred and Shinya giggled leaning his head on the Bassist’s shoulder and
they started walking to the bus hand in hand, leaving Toshiya’s junk for the driver and the roadies to get and pack
onto the bus.  Toshiya smiled again noticing the surprised looks on not only Die and Kaoru’s faces but on the face
of all the other people around as well.  Shinya and Toshiya, what a strange couple...unlikely as well.  Kaoru
scowled and grabbed Die stomping back inside the bus.  Toshiya and Shinya followed with shy glances at each
other.  Kyo laughed and bounded up onto the bus leaving his stuff next to Toshiya’s.  Once all Toshiya’s and Kyo’s
junk was packed up, they started off and Toshiya took the time to look around the bus.  It was a big bus, with two
levels.  (Like the ones in the Spice Girl movie... No I didn’t watch it. X-x My friend wanted me to see what kind of
bus that she wanted to live on later in life so she drug me down and had her younger sister put the movie in and get
to the part that shows the bus.  OKAY!?  I’m not THAT pathetic. *Grumbles and is pretty positive that no one
believes me. ;______;-MC) the top level held the sleeping bunks.  Five of them.  Two pressed up against the right
wall, two pressed up against the left wall and one pressed against the back, with just enough room between them to
walk.  The lower level had a small wash room, two bolted down sofa’s, small fridge, with lots of alcohol,
microwave, plug in’s for a computer or whatnot, a t.v. and a curtain that separated the driver from the rest of the
bus.  Toshiya nodded in satisfaction and threw a bag onto the bed in the very back of the bus.  Shinya settled down
on the bed closest’s to Toshiya’s on the right wall, and Toshiya noticed that Die’s bed was right in front of
Shinya’s on the right wall, Kyo’s was next to that on the Left wall and Kaoru had his stuff on the bed closest to
Toshiya’s bed on the left wall.  With a huge grin Toshiya flopped down and watched as Die came up with Kaoru.
“Hey, Shinya, Totchi, come down and have a drink with me, Kyo and Die.”  Kaoru smiled and motioned
for all of them to follow.  Toshiya looked at Shinya who shrugged and followed the others.  With a grin Toshiya
ran after them and tripped falling down to the lower level (In this fic the levels are separated but a ladder.  I don’t
know how they are in real-MC) Slamming his head against the floor Toshiya blinked once and then rolled over
laying on his back and staring up at the little dots that danced in his line of vision.  He could vaguely make out
Kyo, Die, Kaoru, and Shinya above him. *Come on Totchi, you’re okay.  Sit up.* blinking Toshiya attempted to sit
up but frowned and fell back with dizziness.  He felt someone left him and then a soft comfy surface.  Staring
upwards he saw Die, Kaoru, then Shinya stick their head over and look down at him.  Their lips were moving but
nothing was coming out.  Toshiya blinked and frown reaching up and putting a finger in his ear trying to hear
again.  Suddenly all the sound came rushing back into his head and Toshiya yelped and blinked.
“Shut up...you’re loud.”  Toshiya grumbled and shook his head trying to clear the dots from his vision.
Sitting up he looked around and remembered everything that he hadn’t been able to grasp in his short moments of
dizziness.
“Totchi....are you okay?”  Shinya and Kaoru knelt in front of him.  With a small nod he glanced up at Die
who was staring at Shinya with...*Sadness??* Toshiya blinked and realized that Die now was looking at him,
turning his face away he realized that Kyo was watching from the other couch with a small, disturbing smile on his
face. 
“Come on....let’s go back upstairs and you can lay down...”  Shinya mumbled and helped Toshiya to his
feet and then helped him climb the latter to the second level.  Collapsing oh his bed Toshiya blinked and gripped
Shinya’s hand.
“Stay I don’t wanna be alone.”  Toshiya was gripped with an unfounded fear of being alone.  Shinya
nodded and lay down next to him, pulling the bassist into his arms.  Curling up with his cheek against Shinya’s
chest Toshiya fell asleep in moment’s.


“Aw....Shin-kun, how Kawaii.”  Shinya glanced back and say Kyo standing next to the bed.
“Shut-up.  He was scared.”  Shinya muttered and unwrapped his arms from around the sleeping Toshiya
and stood up.
“You two aren’t supposed to fall for each other...”  Kyo muttered.
“We’re not.  He was scared.  That’s what friends are for.  You of all people should know that” Shinya
sneered at Kyo who shrugged.
“Okay, okay.”  Kyo muttered and lay down on his bed.  Shinya shrugged and climbed down to the lower
level.  Kyo glanced at the opening to go down and then slid over and stared down into Toshiya’s face.  Brushing a
lock of hair from the blue haired kid’s cheek Kyo sighed and laid back down on his own bunk and slept. 


Four hour’s later

Toshiya opened his eyes and tried to blink away the darkness.  Not being able too he reached into his
pocket and pulled out a lighter lighting it and sighing in relief. *Well I guess it’s just night...* Toshiya blinked and
pushed the lighter back into his pocket.  Standing up he realized he was really hungry...feeling his way over to the
latter Toshiya felt a foot in every bed so he knew everyone else was asleep.  Climbing down the latter Toshiya
pulled the curtain open and found the driver and one of the roadies making-out in the front.  With a frown Toshiya
kicked the seat and cleared his throat.  Both sat up and looked at him
“Where are we going?” Toshiya asked raises a brow at the glare the roadies was giving him.
“Ah....Toshiya-sama...were heading towards [Insert name of some city with a music hall] (SO I’m not
great with Japan music halls and geography. X_x-MC).  We’ll be there by tomorrow morning and you guys can
check into your hotel by noon.”  The driver said.
“If you guys can stop making out long enough to drive...”  Toshiya grumbled and glared back at the
roadies.
“Um...sorry bout that....”
“Well could you....wait till we get there? Please?”  Toshiya sighed and turned around.
“Hai...we always have to wait...why do we stick around these guys?”  The Roadies grumbled, just loud
enough for Toshiya to hear.
“Ah...cause we pay you.  And cause if you do I’ll tell Kao-kun to rent you guys your own hotel room’s
from now on, cause I’m pretty sure you’ll fuck right here on our bed’s if we don’t.”  Toshiya sneered and pulled
the curtain shut, blocking out any more conversation.  Going to the fridge, Toshiya opened the door and looked in
to find a half eaten pizza, lots of beer and sake.  Pulling out a beer and one of the non-bitten into slices of pizza.
Toshiya ate the pizza and drank the beer.  Reaching back into the fridge Toshiya brought out a twelve pack and
guzzled down beer after beer drinking himself almost drunk. O_o.  He didn’t even hear Shinya come down the
latter and sit next to him, taking his drink and drinking the rest of the twelve pack.
“Shin-kun..”  Toshiya hiccuped and giggled.  Shinya giggled back and laid his head on Toshiya’s
shoulder.
“Ah....Totchi-luv, dance with me...”  Shinya smiled (De-ja-vu)and pulled Toshiya up and wrapped his
arms around the other man’s waist.  Toshiya slid his arms around Shinya’s shoulder and laid his head on the
younger man’s shoulder.  They danced slowly in a small circle before stopping and just standing there swaying
back and forth, holding each other before they sunk to the floor.  Turning his head Shinya smiled and ran one
finger up Toshiya bare leg. (Yes...I had to have Toshiya drunk again for this sex scene....x-x Sorry all.  The next
one he’ll be sober dun worry. ~_^;;-MC) With a small shutter Toshiya allowed Shinya to press his lips against his
own.  Gripping Shinya chin Toshiya deepened the kiss.  Parting his lips and sucking gently on Shinya’s bottom lip
urging him to part his lips as well.  Getting the message Shinya opened his mouth and moved his tongue into
Toshiya’s mouth.  They met halfway and sparred for a moment before exploring the other man’s mouth.  Shinya
moaned and slid his hand up Toshiya’s pleated skirt slipping a finger into the elastic band of his underwear
drawing it across the soft skin right above his manhood.  Breaking the kiss of Toshiya moaned against Shinya chin
and kissed down the younger man’s neck pushing the covering materiel out of the way, dropping kisses onto
Shinya’s shoulder.  Pulling the shirt off of Shinya’s thin body Toshiya immediately attacked the one of the pale
brown nub’s of flesh.  Moaning Shinya arched into Toshiya’s touch.  Pushing the fair haired beauty down to lay on
the floor Toshiya crawled over and sat on Shinya’s hips grinding his now hardening length against Shinya already
hard arousal, through the materiel of Shinya’s shorts and Toshiya underwear.  Feeling this Shinya moaned and
pulled at Toshiya’s shirt.  Pulling it off himself Toshiya leaned down and took the other nipple into his mouth,
suckling till his was hard.  Letting his finger twine into Toshiya’s hair, Shinya brought Toshiya up and kissed him
hard, biting his lower lip.  With a moan Toshiya groped desperately for the button and zipper that would undo
Shinya’s pants.  Finding them and un doing them, Toshiya pulled off Shinya’s shorts sliding off the younger man
to look at his impressive manhood.  Shinya blushed and poked Toshiya.
“It’s rude to stare.”  Shinya murmured before bring Toshiya down to meet his lips once again.  Toshiya
reached a hand down and stroked one finger up and down the underside of Shinya’s length, on the blue vein that
throbbed so violently under the skin.  Moaning louder and arching up to meet Toshiya’s hand, Shinya reached
under Toshiya’s skirt and ripped the underwear off and pulling the skirt off in two quick motions.  The clothing of
both men lay forgotten on the floor.  Toshiya feeling the coldness of the floor, stood and pulled Shinya up and over
to the couch where he pushed the younger man down and moved to straddle his chest so that one knee was on
either side of the pretty Shinya.  Shinya smiled and moved a little kissing Toshiya’s ball sac and reached behind
him to play with his tight opening.  Gasping and moaning Toshiya thrust his length against Shinya’s lip’s.  The
younger man opened his mouth and took Toshiya fully in his mouth. 
“AH.....”  Toshiya arched into Shinya’s mouth and thrust into the warm wet cavern.  Twisting so that he
was turned around in a sixty nine (69) position, Toshiya took Shinya in his mouth and sucked, moving his tongue
around and around the hardness in between his lips.  He heard and felt Shinya moan and the feeling sent shivers
through his body.  Feeling the warm tingling feeling in the pit of his stomach Toshiya knew he was close to
coming.  Pulling his lower half away from Shinya, Toshiya turned around and laid over the younger man, kissing
him gently. “Shinya.....will you let me be inside you?”  Toshiya murmured against the mouth of his “pretend”
lover. 
“H...hai...”  Shinya muttered and pulled Toshiya against him for another hard kiss.  Hearing a footstep
and a small gasp Toshiya debated looking up and decided against it.  8Whoever it is can have a good show.*
Pressing his finger’s against Shinya’s mouth, Shinya took his fingers into his mouth, sucking on them and coating
them with a heavy layer of saliva.  Pulling his fingers away with a moan Toshiya ran them over his own throbbing
erection and then coated Shinya’s opening with the remaining saliva.  Sitting up and pulling Shinya upturning him
around so that he had a leg on either side of Toshiya and was kneeling just about the tip of Toshiya’s penis. 
Kissing  Shinya deepening Toshiya  pressed himself against Shinya, to needy for release to prep him any farther.
Shinya bit down onto Toshiya’s lower lip to keep from screaming as he was slowly impaled with the throbbing
muscle.  Shinya screamed against Toshiya and finished the job pushing himself all the way down onto Toshiya so
that his entire length was inside Shinya.  With a small laugh Toshiya allowed a moment for Shinya to adjust and
then slowly began thrusting his hips.  Shinya bit down on Toshiya’s shoulder and almost screamed in the mix of
pain and pleasure.  But very soon the pain gave way fully to the pleasure and Shinya started to help in the work
and began to lift himself and lower himself in time with Toshiya’s thrust’s.  Claiming Shinya’s mouth once again
with his own Toshiya heard another gasp and a strange hushed word.  Not giving a damn anymore Toshiya and
Shinya continued with their pleasure.  Toshiya gripped Shinya’s length in his hand and began pumping it for all he
was worth speeding up his thrust’s to time with his pump’s.  Shinya moved his tongue into Toshiya mouth and
deepened the kiss.  That alone sent Toshiya over the edge and Shinya moaned as he came inside him.  With one
last thrust and pump Shinya’s head lolled back in complete ecstasy  came and Toshiya pulled out of the younger
man.  Wrapping his arms around Shinya, Toshiya claimed to man’s lips again, Shinya so completely over powered
with the extreme pleasure and completion , , bearly kissed back but they both snuggled down into the couch and
closed their eye’s, not sleeping but not speaking.  Both had sobered up and they knew what they had done.
Opening his eyes Toshiya found himself eye to eye with Shinya.
“Hi...”  Toshiya whispered and stared into Shinya’s eye’s.
“Hi....”  Shinya looked back.  ‘How do you feel?”
“Confused...”  Toshiya let his head burrow deeply into the pillow.
“Hai...me too.”  Shinya slid his arms around Toshiya and grabbed a blanket pulling it over them both.
“We can figure it out in the morning...”Toshiya smiled slightly and slid his arms around the drummer and
held him tightly.
“It is morning...”  Shinya giggled and snuggled against Toshiya.
“Oh...well then we’ll figure it out later.”  Toshiya mumbled and closed his eyes.  They feel asleep holding
each other, neither noticing or remembering the footsteps and noises they had heard during their -hour- or so, of
bliss.  In the corner stood three people staring at the two men on the couch.
“Die...”  Kaoru looked at the other guitarist who was, unsuccessful with the pushing back of tears.  Kyo
sighed and turned climbing back up the latter and motioning for the others to follow him.  Kaoru pushed Die
towards the latter and followed after him. 
“It’s not that bad.  You two have each other...”  Kyo stared at the two near crying and crying men.
“That was an act.  We were pretending to make them jealous...”  Die whimpered and sat down on
Shinya’s bed fingering the pillow absentmindedly.
“What?!”  Kyo almost yelped.  Both guitarist’s turned and looked at him in suspicion.  Kyo lept back in
bed.  “Night!”
“No way Kyo!  What’s up! You have something to do with this!”  Die grabbed Kyo and hauled him up
holding his off the floor an inch or so.
“Ah....No I don’t...”  Kyo lied.
“SPILL IT!”  Kaoru growled with his best “I-am-leader-answer-me” Look.  Whimpering Kyo sighed and
told them about -His- idea and how they thought it was a great idea and how they each loved one of the guitarist’s.
“KYO!  You ass!”  Die growled and dropped the little vocalist on the bunk.
“ I THOUGHT it was a good idea, Die!” Kyo grumbled.
“Yeah, we can’t blame him....if we had just told them how we feel....instead of playing this game...”
Kaoru sighed and laid down on his bunk.  Die sat next to Kaoru and frowned.
“Hai, you’re right....now what?” Die looked at Kaoru.
“I don’t know.”  Kaoru turned over and closed his eyes.  With a sigh Die got up and went to his own
bunk.  Neither fell asleep.



“Wake up.”  Die growled at the two men on the couch.  Shinya opened one eye slowly and stared up at
Die.  Turning his head away he pressed his face against Toshiya’s chest and closed his eyes again.
‘Wake up Totchi, Shin-kun.  We’re almost at the hotel...”  Kaoru sighed and looked away from the two
intertwined bodies.  The young roadies (from the night before...-MC) stepped out from behind the driver curtain
and his eyes just about popped out of his head.  Die saw this and swung around grabbing the boy.
“What do you want?”  Die asked with a shake after every word.
“Just to tell you we’re here, Die-sama....and Toshiya-san promised me and the.....um....driver” at this the
boy blushed red and looked down.  “That Kaoru-sama would buy us a room instead of making us stay in the bus...”
“Hai....you’ll get a room.”  Die started laughing at this and let the boy go.  “You can’t tell any newspapers
you saw this...it would be around the world in no time flat....Promise.”
“H....Hai. I promise.”  The boy almost shook in his shoes at the prospect of having to face off with Die.
(EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Has a heart attack and pukes at
some guy on Jerry Springer eating worms.....BBBBBBBBBLLLLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEHHHHHHHH**Dies*
sorry....had to get that out....-MC)
“Hehe” Die smiled slightly as the boy scampered off.  Losing his smile once he turned and faced Shinya
and Toshiya tangled bodies.  “GET UP YOU TWO LESBIANS!!!!” Toshiya and Shinya jumped up and gripped
each other.  Staring at Die and Kaoru they then turned their heads and looked at each other.
“Er....we’re almost at the hotel.  You can sleep there.”  Kaoru mumbled and turned, climbing back up the
stairs and tossing some clothes down for Toshiya and Shinya.  Die picked up the clothes and tossed them to the two
men on the sofa.  Then Die climbs up the latter and disappeared into the second level.  Kyo just looked at them
both a moment, his eyes lingering on Toshiya for longer the necessary, before climbing up the latter after the
others.
“Um...”  Shinya started as he stood up reaching out and grabbing a the clothes, handing Toshiya a skirt
and a belly shirt and pulling on his own skirt with a black belly top.
“So...Shin....chan...kun....chan.....”  Toshiya stumbled and looked down at his hands.  “So...Shinya-
sama?”  With a sigh and a shrug Toshiya gave up. “So Shinya....”
“Er...”  Shinya burst out laughing and pushed Toshiya over. “Bah....Totchi-kun....”
“Hehe....”  Toshiya smiled and pulled his clothes on.
“So...”  Shinya started and then laughed again.
“Yeah....so....what now??”  Toshiya asked and looked at Shinya out of the corner of his eye. He faintly
registered the bus stopping and the driver calling out “were at the hotel”.
“I....don’t know....”  Shinya looked back at him and sighed turning his face downward.  On impulse
Toshiya leaned forward and lowered his head so that he could see under the curtain of hair that surrounded
Shinya’s face.  Toshiya laid his head on his friends knees and stared up at him.  Shinya blushed a bit and stared
back.
“Shinya...what now?”  Toshiya asked the question again and looked into the younger man’s eyes.  He
could see a single tear in the corner of Shinya’s eye and he sat up, wrapping his arms around the thin shouldered of
the little drummer.  Pulling him close Toshiya planted a small kiss on his forehead and rubbed his back as he
sobbed. *Shinya’s crying...Shinya doesn’t cry....* Toshiya thought as he held the man protectively.  Shinya
whimpered and held onto Toshiya as he sobbed, shoulders shaking and chest heaving.  Neither of them heard Die,
Kaoru and Kyo come down the latter and stand silently watching them.  “Shin-kun,   please don’t cry.  It’s gonna
be okay...tell me what’s wrong...”
“Totchi....I don’t know ‘what now’.  I don’t know anything anymore.  I thought I loved Die.  I thought I
really loved him.  And you thought you loved Kaoru...”
“I didn’t Think I knew, and I still do.  I do care for him, I love him.  But I think I’m falling for you...”
Toshiya murmured against Shinya’s head still holding his sobbing band mate.  Shinya snuggled closer to the
bassist and breathed deeply trying to calm himself.
“I didn’t think either.  But now...we’ve done something, and if we had any chance with them we don’t
now.  And I think...”  Shinya blushed red and pulled back looking into Toshiya’s eyes. “I’m falling for you too.”
“Shin-kun...”  Toshiya muttered and cupped the other man’s chin in his palm.  Bringing his lips down to
cover Shinya’s he felt the drummer shyly open his mouth a little and run his tongue over Toshiya’s lower lip.
Parting his lips, Toshiya met Shinya tongue and moved his over Shinya playing with it almost lovingly.  When the
parted each was breathless.  Shinya blushed and stood up pulling Toshiya to his feet and taking his hand.  Turning
around they saw the others exiting the bus and the roadies going up and coming down out of the upper level
throwing bags down and what not.  With a deeper red blush Shinya slid down next to Toshiya as they stepped out
of the bus and Toshiya wrapped an arm around the other’s waist holding him close.  Ignoring the glares for Kyo,
the ignorment (Not a real word.....-MC) from Kaoru and the sadness radiating from Die, the two walked into the
Hotel,  registered for the rest of the band, with an extra room for the driver (~_^-MC) they walked up into the room
and looked around.  It had a huge sitting area, a kitchen, a large bathroom and a balcony with five bedrooms
sprouting off in various directions, there were two huge rooms with bathrooms and balcony’s in them, one medium
room with a balcony but no bath and two slightly smaller rooms with a bath that they both shared.  Toshiya
immediately threw his coat off and into one of the bigger rooms and Shinya threw his into a smaller room.
Toshiya stretched out on his bed and closed his eyes falling into a ‘not really’ sleep.   Shinya smiled and chuckled
sitting on the couch, popping open a bear he found in the fridge and turned on the t.v. (HOMER SIMPSON!!!!-
MC) flipping through the stations and finally settling on a music station.  Frowning as the Roadies began bringing
everything into the room Shinya looked over and found Kaoru sneaking into the other huge room beside Toshiya’s.
Looking over Shinya saw Kyo shut the door to the medium room and then watched with a frown as Die shut the
door to other Smaller room. *What’s happening to me?  Two men...two.  I think I love both.  But what’s love...and
is that what I’m feeling.  Or am I just feeling lust...but...that can’t be right....lust is different then what I
feel....what’s happening.....*


Okay, Ending of this part...bah...x_x  Stupid GeoCities...

 

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