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Title: Ohayougozaimasu, Totchi, kajitsu kanaderu, ne?: Ranningu kokorozashi
tonda kanman nannari
itami... (Good morning, Totchi, beautiful day to play (An instrument), no?:
Running will not dull any pain...
Part Six
Author: Mana Crystal
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(Same day, basically only about twenty minutes or so after the last part left
off.....must finish fic....getting bored
with it.....finish.....more sugar.....fuck. I just need a few more cup’s
o that magical coffee, and more sugar, and
more DP (Dr. Pepper, not the drug DP. X-x) if I don’t damn well finish this
fic I will move onto my next idea which
involves Wufie and Duo from Gundam Wing....and my other idea with is Dir en
grey, and then my other one which
has to do with Malice Mizer....and then my other one with Piccolo and Vegeta and
all the other DBZ
people....dammit. This is what happens when I work on a fic too long and
spend many night hours awake being my
nocturnal kittiness self and end up zoning out in bed all day....shit.....need
to finish fic and move on to next
one....it’s calling to me.....*cries* I’m trying to work two more
lemon scene’s in and stretch this fic out as far as it
will go. But I think I won’t be putting much more into this fic. X-x
Cause I have received so many e-mails
begging for it to be finished so they can know the ending...and for me to add
more....x_x;; my butt ish
numb...0_0;;;)
Shinya growled as it started to rain. He didn’t need this, not now.
After running for a good twenty or
thirty minutes before falling into a gasping heap. Now the rain poured
down around him. Falling in bucketfuls as
he sat on the fast muddying grass. He noted the small rivulets of water
that scarred the ground around him. The
tree he sat under didn’t offer any sort of protection from the ice cold rain.
*it’s actually really very cold out here...*
Shinya smiled at the memory of his mother saying those very same words when he
was a little boy and they had
been caught in a very cold rain storm without coats or umbrella’s.
Pushing the thought aside Shinya stood and
started walking back the way he had come. 8I’m not going to let rain
kill me.* looking around he frowned. *I
don’t know where I am...* the thought smashed into him like a bug to a truck.
Shaking his head he chose a
direction and began to walk.
After an hour Shinya started to cry. The water from his eyes mixing with
the water from the sky and he
stumbled and fell on his hands and knee’s on the pavement. It was
freezing cold and the rain had become sheets of
water pounding down onto the earth (Do they have rain like that over in Japan?
O.o-MC) Shivering again Shinya
turned and tried walking another way. *No one even came after me...do they
know?? Am I going to die here? Like
a dog no one wants...?* With a sob Shinya kept walking before finally falling
onto the ground and curling up.
Closing his eyes he barely felt the strong arms wrap around him and pick him up
before putting the youngest into
the back off a car. Shivering still Shinya slept.
When he came to Shinya was laying in Toshiya’s bed, dressed in warm pajama’s
with the covers tucked
up around his neck. When he tried to sit up he saw stars and with a
whimper and a moan sank down to lay in the
safe warm bed. *Soft...and warm...just like Totchi...* Tears slid from his eyes
as he thought this. Glancing around
Shinya could tell no one was around but himself. Reaching out he tried, in
vain, to find a glass of water.
“So....thirsty...” He croaked and whimpered at not finding even a
candy to suck on. At that moment he
head a door slam and soft feet pad across the sitting room and open the door.
Raising his eyes he found Toshiya
standing there with a goofy smile on his face. He could also see the
others standing behind him looking happy and
uncertain. Shinya made a growling noise in his throat and Toshiya looked
surprised/
“Shin-kun...?” Toshiya took a hesitant step towards the man laying in
his bed.
“I don’t want to see them...none of them. Ever again! I hate
you! Hear me!? I HATE YOU!” Shinya
screamed and threw himself out of bed throwing anything he could towards the men
standing in the doorway.
They stood there in shock and only moved enough to dodge the flying object’s.
Shinya threw a shoe and it sailed
past hitting Toshiya squarely in the chin. The blue head yelped and jumped
looking wounded. Shinya stopped
throwing things and rushed to Toshiya. “Oh...Totchi, I’m sorry.
Ashikarazu!! Totchi...please forgive me...I’m so
sorry...” Shinya croaked out and the second youngest laughed slightly.
“Hai, I forgive you. Come on lets get you some water...Kyo, get him back
to bed. Die, Kaoru, get the fuck
outta here would you please?” Toshiya growled at the two men.
“NO! I want to see Shinya, he’s MY koi, not yours...I’m going to
move him over to our room. Now.”
Die growled and walked forward to Shinya who clawed his way behind Toshiya
screaming out a hoarse cry.
“Don’t you see he doesn’t want to go? Die...don’t...”
Toshiya looked at the red head who sneered at him.
“Fine. He obviously chooses you over me. You can have the slut.”
Die growled and slammed his fist into
a wall before stalking out of the hotel room. Kaoru sighed and looked at
Shinya.
‘Let me stay, ne, Shinya...I’m...sorry.” Kaoru looked away and
Shinya noticed an almost invisible look
that passed between Kyo and Kaoru. *is he....? I thought they loved
Toshiya...* Shinya coughed and sputtered
before leaning against Toshiya, who in turn gave a weird look and pulled him
towards the small bathroom and
gave him a cup full of water, which Shinya drank down.
“Shinya...” Turning around Toshiya glanced at the other two men who
silently moved out into the sitting
area and closed the door. “Do you need more water?” Shinya shook
his head and stumbled towards the bed.
Toshiya smiled slightly and grabbed Shinya’s elbow. Blinking Shinya
smiled at the hand on his elbow and let
himself be guided to bed. Laying out on the covers Shinya felt to hot to
lay under them. Shivering despite the heat
Shinya grumbled and turned looking up at Toshiya who smiled and sat next to
Shinya on the bed. Shinya moaned
and threw his arm over his eyes and shivered. With a frown he felt a hand
against his forehead and cheek before
the weight beside him lifted and he heard Toshiya walk out of the room. *Where
did he go?* sticking his head up
and looking around Shinya found himself alone.
“To....Totchi?” Shinya asked looking at the open door.
“Hai Shin-chan. I’ll be back in a moment. I need to get you some
medicine.” Came the reply.
“Kay...” Laying back on the bed again Shinya waited for a few minutes
and then got up with a frown.
Padding painfully, and slowly out of the room he found Kyo and Kaoru gone and
Toshiya standing in the bathroom
with a frown on his face. As soon as he heard Shinya he whipped his head
around and stared at the younger man.
“Totchi??” Shinya asked laying a hand on the older ones arm.
“Shinya...” Toshiya said and twisted around slipping his arms around
the skinny Drummer and pulling
him against his chest.
“Totchi!?” Shinya blinked and leaned against the other man.
“Shinya...we need to talk...” Toshiya smiled sadly, and Shinya felt
his heart rip. *No..he’s going to tell
me he doesn’t love me...no...*
“No...” Shaking his head Shinya stumbled away from the bassist and
managed to get to the couch before
falling over onto it.
“No? Shin-kun, I have to talk to you...please... we have things that
need to be said...” Toshiya came over
and sat next to the sobbing drummer. “Don’t cry...”
“Don’t tell me. Your going to say ‘sorry Shin-kun it’s been real
but I don’t love you anymore and you
need to go back to Die.” Shinya rolled over and faced the back of the
couch as he spoke bitterly.
“Nani?....no, I’m not going to say that...I was going to say that I love you
very much, very, very much, and
that I’m sorry I put you through what I did. But I know you love
Die...” Toshiya looked away.
“Totchi...I love you too..but...I do love Die...I don’t know what to
do...Shinya cried and stood up
stumbling away from Toshiya and out of his room slamming the door behind him.
Toshiya sighed and debated going after him. His thoughts were cut off by
someone pounding on his door.
Standing up Toshiya walked over to the door and opened it. Die came
rushing in and pulled Toshiya over to the
couch, pushing him down.
“Die....?” Toshiya gasped and fell back onto the cushions with a soft
thud.
“Listen. Totchi. I’m sorry, about everything. But right
now we both love Shinya, and Shinya loves us
both...we have to do something to make him happy...” Die said and knelt
in front of the blue head.
“Like what?” Toshiya frowned and looked at Die.
“We have to learn to love each other, for Shinya.” Die muttered with a
blush.
“Like a....threesome?” Toshiya blinked and leaned back on the couch.
“Hai. We can’t very well ask him to choose. It would rip him
apart, and end up ripping one of us apart..”
Die said with a small grunt.
“It would, wouldn’t it?” Toshiya sighed and pushed a hand through
his hair.
“So...”
“So...Hai, we’ll learn...making Shinya happy will make me love you.”
Toshiya nodded with a firm nod of
his head. Die thought that was probably just to convince himself that he
spoke the truth.
“Hai, we will learn.” Die smiled and with a smirk messed up
Toshiya’s hair.
“EH!” Toshiya jumped up and smacked Die with a grin. “Let’s
go find Shinya....”
Shinya shivered and laid in the warm water of the bath out min the bath house of
the spa. No one else
was around but he had seen Kaoru and Kyo swimming in the pool. *hehehehe* Shinya
giggled and shook his
head. He wished he only loved one of the others, but he loved both.
And knew they would make him choose.
Shinya frowned. Holding the razor, he had stolen from Toshiya, against his
wrist Shinya closed his eyes and
gathered the guts to pull it down across his skin. He barely registered
the door slamming. *It’ll be over soon...then
they won’t have to make me choose...* Shinya thought and began to drag the
razor down his wrist when a strong
hand grabbing his arm and wrenched the razor from his grip.
“No. Shinya don’t you dare.” Die growled in his ear and hauled
the naked skinny man out of the water.
Shinya frowned as he felt some one wrap him in a towel. *Die’s in front of
me...* Shinya thought and tried to turn
when he was grabbed from behind and arms snaked their way around his waist
holding him against the chest of
whoever had him. Shinya inhaled a familiar scent and blinked.
“Totchi...Die?...Nani??” With a whimper Shinya turned and stared deep into
Toshiya’s eyes searching for
an answer to his question.
“We don’t want you to choose, Shin-love. We know that if we asked you
to it would kill you and then
both of us...we can’t ask you to do that. So we’ve decided that we
won’t ask you to choose” Toshiya smiled and
kissed Shinya forehead
“You’re leaving me....?” Shinya blinked and tears welled up in his
eyes.
“Nani? No. We’re gonna let you have us both...” Die
purred next to Shinya’s ear and Shinya shuttered,
then looked up into Toshiya’s eyes again.
“Hai. We both love you. And we can learn to love each other...”
Toshiya smiled and cuddled Shinya
close, while Die slid his arms around them both and nibbled Shinya’s neck.
“It’s gonna get all complicated at times...you know.” Shinya
muttered and Die nodded with a laugh.
“Yeah, come on, let’s go eat. I’m starved!” Toshiya grumbled and
pulled the other two towards the door.
Kaoru and Kyo stuck their heads out and laughed at the threesome. They ran
out in towels and walked with the
other members of DEG.
to part 7