I know it's not that good but I'm improving! ^_^;;

*'s mean that the Paragraph, or Sentence....or Word is a thought.

+'s means that the Sentence, Paragraph or word is a dream.

#'s mean song lyric's....not all from Dir en gray.

Standing outside the studio, Shinya shivered in the cold's night air. *Why do we have to practice so late? I think everyone sounds fine.* Shaking his head Shinya leaned back against the wall of the building and stared up at the star's. Dir en gray had been at the studio for five hours. Kaoru demanding that they play the song's over and over again. And then if he thought one piece of the song sounded wrong he would single each of them out and make them play their part in the section again and again until he decided that they sounded fine and it wasn't that member of the band who messed up. Even when the song sounded perfect to Shinya, Kaoru found something wrong. Though Shinya considered himself lucky. Kaoru hadn't picked on him as much as he did Toshiya and Die. He'd even said that his drumming sounded better then it had a few month's ago. Shinya chuckled to himself and pushed a hand through his brown hair. This was the second break that Kaoru had allowed the band to take. Looking down at his watch Shinya realized that it had been almost an hour since they had each gone their separate ways to relax for the while that Kaoru allowed. Die walked off with Kyo towards the other side of the building, presumably to have a smoke and bitch about Kaoru. Toshiya, laying down on the couch and closing his eyes and Kaoru moving off to one corner to check the strings on his instrument. Shinya had left quietly out one side door and walked around the building to lean on the wall and stare at the stars. With a small twitch of a nerve under his left eye Shinya remembered how Kaoru had told them only to be gone for twenty minutes. *Oh shit, it's been almost an hour...Kaoru's gonna kill me...* Standing up straight Shinya pulled on his shirt straightening it and fixed his skirt. Turning on one platformed foot he walked back towards the door a little ways down the side of the building. *I should have gone out with Die and Kyo. At least then I wouldn't have missed the timing. No one know's about this part of the building....I'm so screwed....* Pulling open the door Shinya half walked and half run down the hallway almost tripping twice and basically fell through the door to the main studio room. Looking up he saw everyone standing in their places playing "Jealous". The door slammed behind him and everyone looked up. Kaoru's face twisted into a scowl, Toshiya looked right back down at the floor, Kyo frowned and Die gave Shinya a sympathetic smile then looked back down at his Guitar.

"So nice of you to join us, Shinya." Kaoru pronounced Shinya's name like a curse.

"Er...sorry. I got--" Shinya's explanation was cut off as Kaoru walked over to him and yelled right in his face.

"I don't want to hear it Shinya. You've been late to practice for the last 3 times. And now I'm trying to be nice and give you a break and you don't even come back in at the time I tell you too! I expect better from you Shinya! You're supposed to be the "mature" one around here. I shouldn't have thought so much of you! You need to be more responsible!" Kaoru screamed at Shinya. Shinya scrunched back against the door and whimpered. *I didn't mean it...I was only looking at the stars...* Shinya wanted to tell Kaoru what he was doing but when he opened his mouth Kaoru brought his palm down sharply against his cheek.

"Hey! What the hell Kaoru!?" Die growled and jumped up rushing over to Shinya and standing in front of him, in case Kaoru felt the need to deliver another blow.

"...." Kaoru turned and walked back over to his instrument. Kyo and Toshiya stood rooted to their spot's and watched the proceedings with a mixed look of Horror and pity for the young drummer. Shinya's head had been knocked to the side with his hair falling over to cover his face. Die turned and pushed Shinya's hair out of the younger man's eyes. Frowning he stroked the red hand print with his thumb. Shinya winced and pulled back away from Die's hand.

"I'm fine. I deserved it." Shinya said quietly and walked away from Die to sit behind his drums.

"That was completely fucked up, Kaoru." Die growled at Kaoru as he walked past him. Kaoru didn't even look up.

*That wasn't right. Kaoru, Why? Why....* Shinya pushed back tears. He would not cry in front of his band mates. He wouldn't. He had never cried in front of them before, he wouldn't start now.*I was only thirty minutes late. Toshiya's later then that a lot of the time and you've never slapped him...* Pressing back more tears Shinya picked up his drum stick's and started playing his part in "Jealous" at Kaoru's signal. Shinya let out a small whimper as he dropped on of his drumsticks. He couldn't seem to make his hand's keep hold of them.

"Shimekiru, Shinya. I don't want to hear it. If you can't play right then just leave. You're not helping anyway. We don't need you tonight. Just be here on time tomorrow at three o'clock p.m." Kaoru said all this to Shinya while reading over some pages of music that some various running had just handed him.

"Arigatou, Kaoru-sensei, I see you tomorrow then ne?" Shinya tried to sound like he wasn't upset but the words came out sounding more like he was begging Kaoru to tell him he wasn't mad. *What's with me? It sounds like I'm begging for approvel from that over grown...*

"Oyasuminasai, Shinya-san." Kaoru looked up slightly at Shinya and then frowned looking back down at the papers in his hands. "I guess practice is over. See you tomorrow everyone."

Everyone started moving around trying to gather their belongings and get out of the studio. Shinya walked over to the couch and picked up his jacket. Slipping it on he started towards the door, when his arm was grabbed Shinya jumped a bit, expecting another attack from Kaoru. Turning he only saw Die standing there.

"Ah...Shin-chan.....Wait for me, ne? We can go get a drink. I....er....need to talk to you." Die tossed his red hair over his shoulder and waited for Shinya to reply. *Aw, damn. I was hoping to get home in one piece. Die, you're going to be the death of me...* Shinya grinned to himself and nodded a bit stiffly to Die. Sitting down on the couch Shinya looked over and watched Kyo and Toshiya pack up and walk out together. Die grabbed his guitar and glanced at Shinya.

"Well, I'm ready. You need anything?" Die asked Shinya.

"No. Let's go. I want to be home by midnight." Leaving Kaoru to his papers, the two walked out to Die's car and got in. Shinya sat more or less scrunched up in a corner of the seat trying his damndest to look up at the night sky.

"What's so fascinating about the sky, Shin-chan? You look like your on Pluto and all the air's being sucked right out of your lungs..." Die teased.

"Oh screw you, Die. I'm looking at the stars. They seem almost fake, up there..." Blushing, Shinya looked down at his hands which were neatly folded in his lap. They suddenly became very interesting. Shinya wondered what Die would say to the ‘star' thing.

"Promise?" Die spoke softly under his breath. If Shinya had not be listening to hear whatever Die said he would have missed the question completely. Looking up sharply Shinya tried to act like he hadn't heard and just gazed out the window at the luminescent white lines flash by on the road (do they even have those lines in Japan?? O_o;;;-MC) Die, thinking that Shinya hadn't heard answered his question. "Yeah. Sometime...never mind."

"WHAAAAT!?" Shinya glared at Die. "Don't do that! Totchi-chan does it all the time and I hate it!" Shinya reached over and slapped Die on the knee, not wanting to hit his arm and make him swerve of the road.

"Gah! Okay, damn, Shin-chan, you can be demanding..." Die snickered and took his eyes off the road long enough to glance over at Shinya's profile.

"So..." Shinya prompted.

"Er...well....sometimes I lay on the hill in the park next to my apato and stare up at the stars...and tonight they really do look fake.... I don't know why..." Die trailed off as he pulled the car into the parking lot of the bar. *Wow....I'm surprised the Die thinks of anything other then his good looks and....* frowning Shinya looked at Die as they got out of the car and walked towards the bar. *Who does he like?* Shinya couldn't ever remember Die saying who he liked. Or even WHAT he liked.....Male or Female....Shinya was torn away from those thoughts as a man came stumbling out of the bar. He slammed into Shinya and almost knocked him flat out of his ass.

"Er....'scuse me missus.......~hic~didn't mean ta....~hic~ hurt you. You'za fine mei...pa....piece.." the man stumbled on the word and stood back looking at Shinya. Running his eye up and down Shinya's front made the young drummer squirm a bit self-consciously. He was still wearing his black shorter skirt and his nice shirt, platformed shoes and fishnet stocking's. He usually didn't deck out so much in girl decor but he had felt the urge to be "soft" today, thought the outfit said "you want me" better then it did "soft". "Er....Piece of meat....very....fine...give ol' G..G...G....G somethin' a kiss....yeah?" The man stumbled and did a pretty little face plat in the gutter. Shinya frowned at the man who was now snoring away in filth.

"Come on Shin-chan. He's....asleep now...." Die snickered slightly, draped an arm around Shinya and pulled the younger man towards the bar.

"Die..." Shinya hiccuped and giggled, poking Die in the cheek. "Wake....wake....wakey!!!"

"Shin-kun...you're loud." Die opened one eye and glared at Shinya. They were sitting in a dark corner of the bar. It was a booth with a round table. Very "in fashion" Shinya sat close to Die on the small booth. Three empty bottles of various alcohol lay on the table and one half full one stood in the center of the table. Shinya reached over and took his glass downing the rest of the liquid and leaned back against Die. Hiccuping again Shinya poked Die's shoulder...

"Diiiiiiiieeeee......." Shinya whined and yawned slightly.

"Shin-kun, I am thinking....you are....(hiccups and tries to wipe his nose on the back of his hand)(hits his forehead instead) that you are.....VVVVVVEEEERRRRRYYYYY, Very drunk...." Snickering Die leaned back against the booth and slipped his arms around Shinya's waist from behind.

"And I'm thinking you are.......VERY VERY VERY...." Shinya burst into a fit off giggles and tossed his head from side to side. "Dun.....Drk....D....r....u....n....k......" Die burst out laughing also and bit down on Shinya's neck

"You're.....so sexy Shin-kun...."

"You're so drunk Die-kun...." Shinya turned to press a finger against Die's nose.

"Your right...." Die grabbed Shinya's finger as it missed his nose and almost poked him in the eye.

"Come on....Die-kun. Let's go back to my place. I'm so damned tired....please?" Shinya looked up at Die with those puppy dog eyes.

"Okay, Shin-kun." Sliding out of the booth Die took Shinya's hand and they walked out of the bar and called a cab. Only about three minutes later Die had Shinya pressed up against the outside wall of the bar and was kissing his neck.

"Die....." Shinya moaned and leaned his head back.

(Okay I KNOW this part would never happen but I feel like putting at least one stupid part in my fic) "OH MY GOD!!!! AAAAHHHHH" A female voice screamed out from a little ways away. Pulling his face away from Shinya's neck with a grunt they both turned their heads to stare at two girls as they run up to them.

"You're Die! And Shinya!! From Dir en gray!? Oh my GOD!!!" One short blond girl squealed and grabbed Die's jacket. The other black haired girl looked a bit embarrassed and stood a respective distance away.

"Uh....(Hiccup) who the fuck are you? I know who I am, and I know who he is....But I don't know who you are." Die turned his head away from the girl and went beck to kissing Shinya's neck.

"Go way...." Shinya mumbled and slid his arms around Die's neck.

"Come on, Bekka can't you see they're busy?" The black haired girl pulled at Bekka's shirt trying to get her away from the two men.

"Can I have you autograph!?" Bekka jumped up and down tugging on Die's jacket.

"Er....No. But your friend (hic)....does she like Dir en gray too?" Die torn his mouth away from Shinya's neck long enough to glance at the black haired girl.

"Hai...I do..." The black haired one nodded a bit and blushed.

"But I like you more!" Bekka yelled and shot a furious glances at her friend. Die laughed, Shinya pouted and snuggled against Die.

"Well you bother me. To loud. Loud is bad....drunk... (hiccups" Die laughed and turned his head kissing Shinya.

"Er....you together?" Blackie (I will call the girl Blackie. I have no urge to type Black haired girl any more) asked Die.

"Nope...not...yet. I will work on that when I'm fucking sober. (Hic)" Die laughed and took off his jacket.

"Okay! So can I have your autograph?!"

"No, but your friend can have my jacket. And a kiss from Shinya." Die laughed and handed ‘Blackie' his jacket. Shinya giggles and punched Die in the arm. But being drunk enough to do it, Shinya stepped over to ‘Blackie and lifted her chin, Kissing her.

"KANA!?!?!?! What about me!?" Bekka stomped. Shinya grabbed her and kissed her as well then fell back into Die's arms. Die laughed and picked the drummer up, looking over his shoulder and seeing the cab.

"Our car awaits!" Die laughed and stumbled off holding Shinya in his arms. Letting him go from long enough to open the door Die and Shinya fell into the back of the cab, leaving one very happy girl, and one-not-so-happy-girl-but-happy-enough-cause-Shinya-kissed-her, girl behind. (OKAY!!! I know. STUPID PART!!!)

Die half carried half drug Shinya into the younger man's house. Giggling Shinya jumped up and tugged Die into his bedroom.

"Shin....Shin-kun....." Die kissed Shinya's face over and over holding him close.

"No Die-kun....let's wait...I don't want to be drunk when I do this with you....Please..." Shinya looked up at Die almost begging him to understand.

"A'ight Shin-kun....I hope we don't change our minds when we sober up.." Die giggled (yes Giggled ;_;)

"I hope we don't either Die-kun..." Shinya fell onto his bed and Die crawled up next to him sliding his arms around Shinya and gathered him close. In second's both were asleep. Shinya in Die's arms and Die with his face pressed against Shinya's forehead.

+Shinya...Oh Shinya, so beautiful...lovely lovely Shinya...so perfect...I've loved you for so long....do you love me? Why? So far away, I dream about you.....Oh Shinya.....+ (Die)

# uwabe dake de ima mo kimi o moteasonderu kimi wa nanimo kizukazu mainasu ni kooru ai mukuchi na kimi ni mukuchi na ai de mukuchi na fukaikan o mukuchi na boku ni mukuchi na ai de mukuchi na kizuato jyuuhachinin-me no kimi boku ni kizuiteinai yasashisa ni urazuketa kooritsuita kono ai o shizuka na kimi ni shizuka na ai de shizuka na kaikan o koroshi shizuka na boku ni shizuka na ai de shizuka na.... kaerenai kaerezu ni mukuchi na ai shizuka ni shizuka ni karameau futari kokoro mukuchi ni kokoro shizuka de kokoro ni yaiba mukete kokoro mukuchi ni kokoro shizuka de kokoro moteasonde mite mo itsu kara ka anata ni kizuiteita demo anata no soba ni ireru dake de ii no boku wa saigo ni kimi o dakishimeta kore ga saigo ni naru to mo shirazu ni #

Translation: # Today still, I play with you, you don't notice anything A love that freezes at -180C Silent you, a silent love, silent pleasant feelings Silent me, a silent love, silent scars You, the eighteen person, don't notice me, softly you have confirmed me This frozen love Quiet you, a quiet love, I kill my quiet pleasant feelings Quiet me, a quiet love, a quiet... I can't change, this silent love can't change Peacefully, peacefully, it coils up around both us A silent heart, a quiet heart, cut in my heart A silent heart, a quiet heart, even if you are going to play with my heart. Since I noticed you, I just wanna be able to be by your side I finally embraced you I didn't know that it was going to be the last time # (Yokan, Lyric: Kyo Music: Die)(Sorry for the awful translation people.... please forgive me!!!! MC gets down on her hands and knee's begging to be forgiven) O_o;;;

*Oh my head....Jesus....where am I?* Shinya opened his eyes and moaned looking around. *Oh, my bedroom. My bed...* He turned his head and looked at the other side of his bed. *A person in my bed..* Shinya gasped and jumped up looking down at himself and realizing he was still completely clothed. Giving a sign of relief he pulled the covers off of the person who lay in his bed. *Die?!? Well at least I have my damned clothes....* weighting the out come of each situation Shinya came to the conclusion that they Hadn't done anything last night and that it would be a good idea to just go shower, dress, and make breakfast. He really didn't want to wake Die right at that moment. Rummaging through some drawers Shinya smiled and stumbled into the bathroom. He pulled his dirty clothes off and turned the water on. Stepping into the shower under the hot water Shinya leaned back on the wall of the shower, just letting the water spray over him. *I wish I knew what happened last night.* Going over the past nights event's in his mind he remembered getting screamed at by Kaoru, then going to have a drink with Die....after that....Shinya strained to remember....some girls....Shinya blushed at the memory of kissing the girls *what made me do that?* Shinya frowned and thought harder *How did I get home?* *A car......a CAB! Yeah....and then....Die.....Kissing....* Shinya turned bright red and closed his eyes tightly. *I was making out with Die...* grabbing the shampoo Shinya lathered his hair up. *My god....we almost....* Shinya blushed and looked down at himself. Eyes wide as he stared down at his sex. Reaching out he turned the water on to cold. *Knock it off. You were drunk. Don't go getting your hopes up.* Shinya scolded himself and finished washing. Stepping out of the shower, Shinya dried himself and dressed. Walking over to the mirror he saw that where Kaoru had slapped him, was beginning to bruise. It was a light blackish purple color and try as he might, Shinya could not cover it with make-up. It still showed through. Sighing Shinya walked out of the bathroom and glanced at the bed. Die was still asleep, he had shifted a bit and his leg and arm were hanging over the edge of the bed and his face was half off the pillow. Shinya reliazed with a start that Die was DROOLING on his floor! *That little.......ASS!* Shinya ran over and shook Die.

"Wake up! Wake up, Die!! You're drooling all over my damned carpet!! And we have band practice in.." Shinya looked at the clock. "In a half hour! GET UP!!!!" Shinya yelled into Die's eye when the older man just grunted and turned over.

"Go way mama....don't wanna eat mush today....wanna eat chicken!" Die moaned.

"God damn you Die! Wake the fuck up!" Shinya smacked Die across the shoulder and pulled at his arm.

"What!?" Die opened his eyes and stared up at Shinya. Shinya thought that he could see Die pale a bit and then the older man looked down at himself.

"No, I....don't think we did anything. Though your car is still at the bar and mine is at the Studio. We have to call a cab, go to the bar, get your car and then get to the studio. We have to be there in...." Shinya looked at his watch again. "Twenty-eight minutes. So hurry up. You can use my shower and I'll make some eggs or something for you."

"Shin.....Shin-kun....your sure we didn't....." Die blushed almost as red as his hair and looked down at the sheets. He remembered kissing Shinya.....giving away his damned jacket....kissing Shinya....Shinya's lips....his taste...

"I'm sure... come on Die-kun. Let's go." Shinya blushed and stumbled out of the room. Die glanced up. *Die.....kun? Does he like me as much as I like him?....* Die got up and went to shower.

"HURRY! We're late....Kaoru-chan is gonna murder us...." Shinya put a hand up to his bruised cheek and stared out the window of Die's car.

"Don't worry Shin-kun. Kaoru won't hurt us...." Die chuckled slightly at the other man's nervousness.

"But Die..." Shinya trailed off and sighed.

"Listen, He was just upset yesterday...I'm sure he'll apologize...."

"Hai..." Shinya sighed and glanced over at Die. He never reliazed that Die was so handsome. So...Die. Shinya blushed and looked away when Die glanced at him from the corner of his eye. This was not something he heeded to be thinking about right now...and he was a bit surprised when Die turned into the parking lot of a store and shut the car off.

"Shin-kun, we have to talk. What happened yesterday..." Die turned in his seat to look at Shinya, who was staring straight ahead without even glancing at Die.

"I know...you didn't mean any of it, you were drunk, sorry if you hurt me. I know the story Die. You don't have to tell it to me." Shinya spoke a bit stiffly and looked at Die.

"That's not want I was going to say..Shin-kun....I think we....er....better get to practice. Die flushed and started the car again, pulled back into traffic and drove to the studio. Shinya sat silently mistaking the flush and the hurried false explanation as Die confirming the fact that he did not want Shinya. As Die parked the car Shinya got out as fast as he could and almost ran towards the studio leaving Die to get his guitar and follow the young drummer. Slamming the door open Shinya earned the startled stares of a few people running around the main studio and also the surprised looks of his band mates.

"Konnichiha, Shin-chan, so nice of you to show up." Kaoru smiled a bit tightly and went back to the music papers he held in his hand.

"Sorry, Kaoru-chan. I couldn't get Die to get up..." Shinya mumbled and went to sit behind his drums. Toshiya and Kyo snapped their heads around and stared as Die sauntered in with his guitar case.

"‘Ello." Die smirked and sat down.

"He spent the night at your apato, Shin-chan?" Kaoru lifted a brow and looked at the younger drummer who turned his face away fearing someone might see the bruise.

"Hai. He got drunk. We slept. Nothing else happened." Shinya growled the sentence and stared at a wall.

"Oh..." Kaoru walked over to stand in front of Shinya, just as Shinya jumped up and ran out saying something about water. "What was his hurry?" Kaoru asked looking at Die.

"He didn't want you to see his face, you ketsunoana. You BRUISED it." Die growled and stared at Kaoru, who, upon hearing this, visibly paled and sighed sitting on the couch.

"Well we can't do anything till he comes back. So everyone break till he returns. Die, go find him. Please?" Kaoru grabbed at Toshiya and pulled him into his lap, biting his neck. Toshiya giggled and leaned back against Kaoru. Kyo snickered and shook his head walking out the door to go smoke.

"Yeah whatever. Don't fuck on the couch." Die glared and walked out of the room, taking a guess he turned and walked toward's the bathroom. Pushing open the door silently he heard someone sobbing in the far back corner of the last stall. *Shinya?? Shin-kun?? He's....crying?" Die thought that Shinya crying was scary. He never cried in front of the guys. Die thought that Shinya never cried at all.....Walking silently Die moved to where the sounds were coming from and pushed open the stall door. Shinya was kneeling with his forehead pressed against the tiles of the bathroom wall. He had his hands against the floor and his eye's were shut, tears rolling down his cheeks, and polling in a little puddle on the floor. Die fell to his knees beside the younger man.

"Shinya....Shin-chan......Shin-kun, what's wrong?!" Die turned Shinya's face towards him. The younger man stared at Die for a moment then his eyes hardened and he straightened. The tears stopped and it was as if Shinya had pulled back into himself. Die suddenly felt that if he didn't get Shinya to tell him what was the matter, he would lose him. And Shinya would draw so far back into himself that it would become impossible to draw him out.

"Nothing. I just hurt myself. I'm fine." Shinya stood and looked pained for a moment then pulled away from Die leaning back a bit and scooting out of the stall. He headed towards the door but Die grabbed the drummers wrist and pulled him back pushing him against the wall.

"You little liar. Tell me why you were crying... I know you didn't "just hurt yourself" something is the matter and you need to tell me..." Die looked into the younger man's eyes and cupped Shinya's chin in his palm. Shinya pulled his face away from die and looked down. *Why? I'm ready to bear my soul to you, Die. I love you, I do. And you don't love me...when did I start feeling this? When did I start having these sort of feelings for you? When? Why?* #So empty....Lonely beyond compare..# The lyrics could be heard coming from down the hall as some assistant or someone like that put the radio on. The music died off after a few moments as whoever had turned the music on, turned it down. (Irony.....don't you just love it?-MC)

"Die...why? I thought you wanted me....and you don't..." Shinya looked at the older man and felt fresh tears begin coursing down his cheeks.

"Shinya.....oh Shin-kun....Shin-kun.... no....I love you Shinya.....love you. I do want you...I do..." Die ran a hand across Shinya's cheek and brushed away the tears. Leaning down he kissed away the tears on the other cheek.

"You do?" Shinya looked into Die's eyes and smiled slightly. *NO! This is a dream......must be a dream....* (Nope sorry Shinya see the first of the paragraph?? NO +'s!!! it's real!! Er...in my mind at least....-MC)

"I do....I really do." Die smiled and brought his lips down slowly to meet Shinya's. Shinya smiled and let his lips rest against Die's for a moment before moving them. Die parted Shinya's lips with his tongue and Shinya almost purred as their tongues slowly grazed each others and went on to explore the others mouth. Slowly at first then with more urgency. When the broke apart they were both, if not gasping for air, a little breathless. Die looked into Shinya's eyes and then took his hand.

"Will you be busy later?? Maybe we could go see a movie or something..." Die kissed Shinya's palm and then pulled the younger man towards the door of the wash room.

"I don't have anything planned..." Shinya smiled as they walked hand in hand back to the practice room, earning a few looks from the management. When they reached the door Die pushed it open and pulled Shinya in falling onto the couch and pulling the younger man right down on top of him. Shinya giggled and kissed Die's neck. Neither of them noticed the bemused looks of their band mates. Kyo was the only one of the three who didn't look surprised. He mumbled a "Finally" under his breath and smirked walking back outside to have another smoke. Toshiya looked over at Kaoru and smiled seductively waggling a finger at the guitarist before pulling the other man against him kissing him deeply. (WAH!!! I couldn't think of any better place to put them. O.o;;) Die and Shinya looked up and smirked, then Die picked Shinya up and waved slightly to Kaoru and Toshiya. Kaoru mumbled a muffled "Practice is over" before having his face smashed against Toshiya's once again. Die carried Shinya out to his car and got in driving off towards Shinya's apato.

To be continued... (MAYBE!!!)

(Tell me what you think!! The next part *thinks**if there IS a next part, depending on you people** will be a lemon....) ^_^;; ~MC

(Tell me what you think!! The next part *thinks**if there IS a next part, depending on you people** will be a lemon....) ^_^;; ~MC