Author: Mizuki

Band: Pierrot

Pairings: AU kiritoXaiji incest…just familiar to my DEG’s fic raison d’etre! Just becoz I’m in the mood for writing KirXAi!

Note: would you please correct my mistake if you find one please?

Comment: Please gimme some comment! I beg you!

it's my first Pierrot's fic ne...hope it'll be a short fic becoz i can't bear to write too many long fics at once!><

Even I have so many homework awaits but I still have to write down this fic first! I dun care!><

This story is from many different POVs ne…

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Prologue

[Kiri]

Today was a very special day for me to always remember.

The first day I broke free from the cage of Kirito’s sub-consciousness.

The day I could move and use that body all by my own will, not Kirito’s.

The day I was allowed to see the world outside, no need to see things thought Kirito’s view.

And it was also the day I could talk to the person I love…

Getting confused with my sensation aren’t you? Maybe I should tell you my story at the very beginning… the moment I woke up from the darkness of sub- consciousness this morning.

At first I opened my eyes, lying still and stared at the pure white ceiling above. At that point I still hadn’t realized that Kirito wasn’t in charge.

For the reason that usually I wasn’t allowed to move by my own will, therefore, I lay still on the bed, doing nothing and waited for Kirito to rise and begin that day. But no matter how long I waited, there was no sense of him either.

“Oniisan! Time to get off the bed ne!” I heard Aiji’s voice calling out to me.

“Hai!”.

But who’s the one speaking? It wasn’t Kirito…

Although I wasn’t still very sure about what happened to me, I made my way to the bathroom instantly. Without thinking I took a towel to wash my face until realization hit me suddenly…

Is that [me] who doing all this? Me but not [Kirito]?

What is happening?

I took a deep breath before looked into the mirror to see my reflection, tried to get a better look of my own face…and managed a smile, my reflection smiled back in the mirror, than I cured my lips once more just to make sure that I am the one who was moving my face’s muscle. After that I finally dared to say that now I the one who’s in charge!

Great.

Usually when Kirito was in charge, the only thing I could do is sitting at the corner of the cage, which called [mind] (as I told you before, I was always locked inside Kirito’s sub- consciousness.) and watches him hanging around outside day after day, but now I was free!

So I could do things I want eventually!

Thinking about that, I couldn’t help manger a smile to the reflection within the mirror.

Usually, I only could see the outside world though Kirito’s eyes, but now it seems that Kirito has been sleeping inside the sub-consciousness … therefore, I’m on my own now…

At least I knew that Kirito won’t return for the next several hours, I still have time to do anything all by myself…

It’s just great.

I walked over to the dinner room with my lightly heart, the first thing I’d noticed is that it was a sunny day. I saw the sunlight though the window, shone brightly upon a young man and outlined his slim figure. He’s my younger brother, Aiji.

“Ohayo, Aiji”I hesitated a bit before I began to talk with my brother. It was the first time I called his name in reality world, and I wasn’t too used to it. Even though I’d always been calling out his name in my dream.

“Ohayo.”Aiji respond with a pretty little smile on his face, than turned back to his coffee and newspapers. Fortunately his smile let my nervousness released a bit.

Although the two of us used to be closed when we were small. But we didn’t grow up together. Because the two of us had been apart when our parents decided to end their marriage. Then we hadn’t seen each other for many years after our parents divorced, and the next time I saw him again, it was in the funeral of our father.

After our parents divorced, I moved out together with my mother. Soon Mother married to another man later, but unfortunately, my stepfather hated me, and this man made my whole teenager a living hell, his behavior also was a course of many of my mentally disorder later in my life.

Eh…incorrect again. If Kirito discovered my existence, perhaps he would think that I’m also the part of his mental disorder ne.

Altogether, I couldn’t forgive my Mother for marrying such man many years after they both dead in a car accident…

Soon after Aiji and I met, we also decided to live together again. Until now he has been living to together with me for almost 6 months.

No….maybe it’s not so correct to say he’ve been living with [me]…I should say living with [Kirito]…

I sat down at the other side of the table, then helped myself with some food and a cup of coffee, and while eating I also found myself couldn’t help laid my sights on Aiji’s direction and appreciated him. It was so strange! I’d been used to appreciate him secretly back than the time when Kiri was there, but now under my own sight, everything around me looked so different, and felt so different ne…even Aiji looked different from before!

Later Aiji showed some awareness of my gaze, he looked back to my direction too with a little discomfort.

“What’s going on?”I fixed my eyes on his, asked him why he kept on glancing me after he glanced at me across the table for several times.

“Eh...nothing. But you look a bit different today.” Aiji nervously smiled back.

“I’m just feeling happy that you’re with me…”

Aiji smiled back once more, but this time his cheeks turned pinky red, oh…why I had never notice that sometimes he could look so cute…

At 9am it was time for Aiji to go. “I won’t back for dinner tonight. ”he told me.

“I have some a date with Jun.”

“Hope you have fun.” I cheered him as uneasiness rose slowly from the depth of my heart…Jun…there’s always been Jun…

“Ja na! Oniisan Kiri!.” The younger man spoke cheerfully, and then walked out of the door.

“Hay~~wait!”

Aiji stopped and turned his head back.

I replied uncertainly. “Kiri?”

“Yes…I think it’ll be cute to call Oniisan like this ne…”Aiji said shyly.

“But if you don’t like it, I won’t say this again.”

“No no…it’s okay.” I grinned relaxingly to him.”I love this name.”

“Really?”Aiji relaxed too. ”So see you latter.” And then he walked out of our apartment. Even he’d gone, I still looked at the closed door, felt a sweet sort of happiness swelling within me.

“Kiri…” I love the way he called me this…maybe it was suitable to be my name, Kiri.

Because even though Kirito and me looked exactly the same from surface, but yet we are totally two different people. It wasn’t so necessary for us to use a same name.

Therefore, since that day, my name’s Kiri from now on…

Still confusing? Come on…but I promise I’ll tell you more latter. About who and what I really am, the connection between me and Kirito, and what’ll develop between me and Aiji in our relationship latter on….

To be continued…

I think I’d finished this part so I post it in ML!!but maybe there’re some mistakes!!!>___<

I hope u like this fic! And for the title…”The Decay of Angel” is only the name of a Yukio Mishima’s novel! It doesn’t contact much meaning!

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