Longing hearts

by Toyo

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Hello you … This is lemon, this is yaoi. Some people don’t like it, if you are one of them than it is better not to read this……

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Lemon part

After a hard day of practice, Die and Shinya went back to Shinya’s appato. Had been staying in Shinya’s appato since two weeks ago, only going back to his own to get some clothes and other stuff. Shinya was very happy that Die was spending so much time with him, he felt his heart beat faster every time he thought that Die was now with him, and he, Shinya was Die’s beloved, his lover.

Shinya was in the kitchen making something for their dinner and he heard Die playing with Puppy, his sweet little dog. He felt so happy that some times he thought that his heart would explode. Puppy had moved in some days ago. Shinya had visited his family in Osaka day before and decided that it was time to take his doggy to his new home. Shinya was surprised that Puppy liked Die from the first moment. Normally the little dog was not so close to strangers. But the drummer thought that Puppy felt how much he loved Die and so coming to the conclusion that he must be a good person. Die was first very sceptical as he saw Puppy. The first thing he said after seeing Puppy a few minutes was:

"That’s not a dog! That’s not even a cat!"

But now he was doing very well with Puppy and Shinya was completely happy.

After their dinner, Die pulled Shinya into his arms, embracing him. He loved when his koi was in his arms.

"Your cooking is very good. I beginning to get used to it. Now I know why Kyo was so happy when you invited him for dinner."

"Thank you, love." Shinya whispered.

"Could I ask you something.?" Die asked, his voice getting thoughtfully.

"What?"

"What do you think about thing passing between Kyo and Yoshiki? When I told Kyo to try things with Yoshiki, it was more a joke than serious. But now they are dating regular."

"I know it is strange to see Yoshiki-san with Kyo. But when they are happy together …. I’m happy for them!"

"I’m happy for them too, if this works, but I’m afraid that Yoshiki could take things easy, thinking that he could play a little bit with him, and when he’s not more interested, leave him. This will hurt Kyo a lot, I think that he begins to fall in love with him."

"You’re right, but I don’t think that Yoshiki-san is playing with Kyo. I’m sure that he has a crush on him or more." Shinya gave Die a little kiss on his cheek.

"What makes you think that he’s serious?"

"The way he looks at Kyo. It’s the same look that I see every day when I see myself in the mirror, thinking of you!"

"You think they slept together?" Shinya looked at Die …

"Why are you so interested to know if they had slept with each other?"

"I don’t know. It’s just a strange thought to imagine Kyo fucking Mr. Ego-producer-sama, or little hell’s angel Kyo being fucked by him. Just tooooooooo strange!"

"You know that the others think in the sane way from us. Imagine that I’m fucking you. What would you think??" Die wait a second with his answer.

"I think, imagine that you fuck me makes me horny!" Shinya was silent; he hadn’t expected that Die would give him such an answer. "Why are you so silent. You dislike sleeping with me?" Shinya shook his head.

"No no. It just surprised me that…"

"That I could also enjoy being the uke in our sex-life?" Die finished the sentence for him.

"Exactly!!" Shinya’s body began to get hot and he felt himself blushing as he said:

"You would really let me make love to you?" He looked in Die’s eyes, feeling himself blushing deeper. Die looked at him a smile came to his lips.

"Just come over here and take me!"

Seconds later Die’s lips were sealed with Shinya’s. He felt that Shinya press his body against his and he felt the drummers tongue teasing his lips. His hands wandered over Shinya’s body and he moaned at the feeling. Shinya took the opportunity to slide his tongue into Die’s mouth. Their tongues met and danced between their mouths. They began to explore their lovers mouth and taste. Shinya melted against Die, his body screamed in pleasure.

Shinya began to slit his hand under Die’s shirt, wanting to feel more skin against his. He felt Die’s fingers working over his clothes. After they had removed the clothes from their torsos, hands wandered over the bare skin, feeling, touching and exploring the beloved body, making the two aroused. Their lips met again to an passionate kiss and they only broke for breath.

"You want to go into your bedroom Shinya?" Die asked, his voice was full of passion and husky with need. Shinya smiled at this question.

"Sure. Why not."

Shinya took Die’s hand and led him to the bedroom. At the door Die made sure that Puppy was still in the living room. The last thing he wanted now was a little dog with "puppy"-eyes looked him and Shinya making love. He closed the door behind him and moved to Shinya, who was already in the bed.

"Hayaku Die-chan!" Shinya whispered as went to him. The two began to kiss again, pressing their bodies and their erections together, their hands moving all over their bodies. Shinya began to kiss down Die’s neck, licking and kissing the soft flesh, making Die moan. Shinya loved the feeling of power he had over Die, making him high with pleasure and be the master of pain or relief. He kissed down Die’s chest, to his nipple, paying much attention to them, sucking them hard. With one hand Shinya squeezed the growing bulge in Die’s pants, still sucking on his nipples. Die said something between his moans.

"What?" Shinya asked smiling.

"Please, take the damn pants of!" Shinya giggled and moved lower, kissing Die’s belly and his navel. He started to unbutton the pants slowly, slowly he opened button for button, seeing that was wearing bare skin under his pants. The drummer heard him moaning soft as he began to kiss the freed skin, brushing his fingers over the pubic hair. After he had removed his lover pants, Shinya took Die’s arousal in his hand, began to tease it with his fingers. Shinya felt Die’s hand in his hair, pressing him down to the aching length in his hand.

"Please … Shinya." Die moaned burring his face in the pillow. Shinya licked over the shaft and began to suck on the tip. "Ahh, Shinya .. please!!!!!" Die arched his back, pulling Shinya’s head nearer to him. He wanted more contact with this delicate mouth. Shinya smiled, Die was completely in his hands. He teased him a little more before took him in his mouth. He heard Die moaning loudly as his mouth working on his length. Shinya was surprised, to have oral sex this way was new for him and he was afraid to do something wrong, but he thought that he was performing very well.

Die was near the climax. Feeling Shinya pulling him again deep in his mouth was to much for him, and he came with a groan in Shinya’s mouth. Shinya swallowed, loving the taste of Die’s come. Then he reached up kissing Die’s lips. Die saw the drummer smiling at him. He ran his hands over Shinya’s chest, beginning to withdraw his clothes, until Shinya was as naked as him. He kissed the hot skin of Shinya’s cheek, he reached the ear, sucking at the earlobe. He whispered:

"Please, take me now, Shinya! I want you inside me …!" He laid down, parting his legs for Shinya. Shinya took a place between them and laid forward to kiss his koi. Die pointed at a drawer in Shinya’s night-table. Inside Shinya found a little bottle of lubricant. He looked questioneingly at Die.

"How come I have lubricant may night-table??" he giggled

"I’m always prepared for things that could happen!"

Shinya smiled, he put some lubricant on his arousal and guided himself into Die’s hot body.

Shinya’s mind exploded! The heat and the tightness of Die’s body around him, their moans and Die’s fingers on his skin made Shinya high, made him saw stars. It was like a drug, his body pleading for more. After he entered Die full, Shinya opened his eyes. He saw Die’s face under ecstasy, his eyes a little closed, his lips parted and his cheek red. Shinya knew that Die had some experience with this, this made his fear to hurt him lower. He began to thrust slowly into his koi’s body. The first few times Die moaned painfully but his body relaxed fast feeling the pleasure in his body grow. Die began to met Shinya’s thrust with his hips, pulling him closer the same time to have the full connection.

"I love you, Shinya!" Die whispered. Shinya felt himself loos the control, thrusting harder and faster in the beloved body, but he met no resistance. When he began to tighten his muscles around him, Shinya bit into his lower lip. Shinya moaned load, loosing all his self-control, speeded the rhythm of his thrusts. Shinya laid forward, resting his head on Die’s chest. He tightened around him again, and Shinya felt an orgasm begin to hit him. Before his eyes he saw lights explode. Die was so hot, so tight. With a deep thrust he came, almost screaming his lovers name. He filled Die with his warm come, bringing him also over the edge.

Shinya’s look blackened and he fall down into Die’s arms. A minute of silence passed between the to lovers, the only sound in the room was their breathing.

"Wow, you’re good, very good!" Die gasped holding Shinya near to his body and caressed over Shinya’s hair. Shinya calm down his breath.

"Really..?" Shinya could felt himself blushing. "You have like it?" he nuzzled his face in Die’s neck.

"Shinya, I’ve love it!!" he faced Shinya and saw the deep red on his cheeks "Why are you blushing?" Shinya hid his face again from Die’s look, pressing his body on Die’s.

"Die … ano, would you do it to me too??" Die looked questioned.

"You mean.."

"Yes!"

"You know it will hurt."

"Yes, but I want you to do this to me. Please!" Shinya kissed Die passionately and pulled him on his top, warping his legs around Die’s waist. "Please Die." Die must smile as he saw Shinya pleading him to fuck him. No, pleading him to make love to him. He felt the happiness in his heart. His lips moved over Shinya’s cheeks to his neck, down to his chest and his nipples. He sucked at the sensitive skin, which tasted salty and sweet. Shinya moaned under Die’s touches and kisses, feeling himself getting hard under Die’s belly.

Die put some lubricant on his fingers, propping against Shinya’s opening. He kissed the drummers cheek soft and entered him slowly with one finger.

"Ahh…!" Shinya hissed in pain, his muscles tightened around his finger. Die ignored it and pushed a second finger in. Shinya screamed and tears began to flow down his cheeks. Die laid forward and licked the tears away his fingers began to thrust slowly into him. The initial pain was worst, but it was pain that Shinya wanted to feel. Suddenly he felt a strange feeling came up his spine. A moan escape Shinya’s mouth as his brain defined the feeling. Pleasure began to push away the pain. Shinya don’t knew what Die was doing to him, but his fingers in him began to feel so good. They hit a certain spot in his body that felt incredible. Die’s fingers began to teas him; he wanted more, more of Die inside him.

"Please Die… I want you!" Shinya’s voice was husky and full of need. Die pulled his fingers out of Shinya’s body, moving between his legs.

"Ready?" Die asked Shinya, pulling some lubricant on his erection. Shinya nodded.

"I want to be one with you!" Die entered Shinya, being met with resistance. Shinya’s screams were muffled by Die’s mouth, the guitarist sucked as his tongue, pulling it into his hot mouth. Die stop all his moving, they just laid there without any movements. Again the tear flowed out of Shinya’s eyes, Die kissed soft his lips.

"Sorry." Die leaned in as he slowly began to thrust into Shinya body, gently parting his lips with his own, kissing him, licking across his lips, sucking at his lower lip. Shinya relaxed his body, getting used to having Die inside him. He couldn’t have imagined what it would have felt like having Die in him, and now that I was feeling him inside him, he still couldn’t describe it to himself, but it felt right for him and pleasant.

As his A spot was hit again, Shinya moaned loud his hip automatically bugged against Die’s hips, the pleasure coming back tenfold. Shinya moved in the same rhythm with Die, his enthusiastic moves causing Die to thrust a little more roughly into him, with a little more purpose. Shinya stroked his chest with his hands, lightly teasing him, playing with his nipple with his fingers. He opened his eyes, wanting to see Die’s expression, wanting to see if he was enjoying it like him. Die was looking down at him, his long red hair moved in the rhythm with his thrust, pure happiness all over his face. Die blushed as he noticed that Shinya was looking at him.

Shinya rocked against Die’s hips with urgency. He knew that his release would be soon. The feeling of Die’s thrust and the feeling of his length being rubbed between their bodies were too much for him. Die reached his peak after some more thrusts, sinking down on the bed.

After coming down Shinya looked at Die and saw tears in his eyes.

"Die … What is?" Shinya asked panic "Have I done something wrong?"

"Please Shinya, don’t think such stupid things. I’m just happy!" Die wiped the tears away from his eyes. "Sorry. I’m so stupid. Crying in such a moment, but I have passed the most wonderful moment in my life with the man I love. My dreams came true." Shinya embraced Die, he was so happy.

"You’re the love of my life, Ando Daisuke. I will never leave you."

"I live you too." The two laid sometime in each others arms Die was the first who broke the silence.

"Shinya?"

"Nani?"

"What do you think of going out tonight?"

"Why not. What are you planning?"

"We can go out to the park with Puppy and then to our favourite noodle-car. And then we can visit a restaurant. We can call Toshiya, Kaoru, Kyo and Yoshiki, organised a date for six. Maybe Yoshiki knows a nice restaurant to go, and so we can prove if he is serious with Kyo and…" Die words were cut by Shinya’s lips. Shinya smiled at Die.

"Die you’re so sweet!"

"All for my Shin-chan, but now shower-time." He pulled Shinya out of the bed in the shower. After a few minutes, there came moans and giggles out of the bathroom.

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Ha ha, the end of my first lemon. What do you think ???? Send me comments please. I hope you have enjoy it…..^_^ ? !!!!

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