"No Need"

I've wandered through these halls
So many times before
That I know which way they lead
And what's behind this very door..

I'm not so cynical this time around
I have no reason to be
since I know there's no one listening
To the weary thoughts of me..

After struggling so goddamn hard
I've come up with just about nothing
And so I wonder why I try so hard
When I do come up with nothing..

So here I sit, behind this computer screen
Watching others come and go
It's lonely where I am
When I can't let my feelings show.

3/21/2001