Wow. What a week. I am so ready for a holiday it is no joke. Things at the school should be settleing down but it seems like we have something big going on every single day. It is driving me insane. Not only that. I thought John would be recoved by now and I am losing patience at nursing and doing a full time job, full time mom, and key club and girl scouts. I think I kill over in bed every single night completely exhausted. I hate to sound cruel but I need John to make a full recovery this weekend. I can't take much more of this injury and self focus. I need comfort too and it is driving me insane with all the focus on everyone else. It was my birthday last Sunday. We went out to eat with my parents and my kids whined about crap. I was abit ticked at them and of course it was John's firs touting since the accident so everyone was focused on him. Tomorrow is the Veteran's Day parade where I arranged for our neighbor to present John and award from the state of Texas during the Veteran's service. After the parade I will bring 4 12 yr old boys back to my house for a slumber party for Patrick's 12th birthday. Jaclyn and I will wake up and go to church. John will have to get the kids parents to come and get them. We will then go to my Dad's house to celebrate my Dad's 70th birthday. I think after that I am going to come home and crash or zone out. I am just completely tired out. It is no wonder burning the candle at both ends, but can I stop? Oh no. That would mean someone else will be put out. Better to be me than anyone else, right? Do I sound sarcastic? I really am not. I am just plain tired of being trampled on. Maybe I better get some sleep so I will look at a brighter tomorrow. Oh wait, I can't go to bed because I have to pick up my 14 year old daughter at the 5th quarter party at the school. My son needs to clean his hamster cage and my husband is on his medication snoozing right along on the couch. OK, I think I need prayer time. Adios.