I don’t get
Why you’re disappearing
When I was revealing
The crystal truth of my tears
For this has grown shallow
All I wanted was a pillow
But comfort is lost
I can’t count the cost
As I fade into nothingness
This silent whisper I must confess
I don’t believe
That you’ll be steady anymore
I seem easy to ignore
When I fall in the lap of a friend
I don’t understand
Why I’m forgetful in this place
Why I’m easy to be erased
I’m so tired of being taken for granted again
For this has grown intolerable
All I asked for was stable
But consistence is a myth
Silence I don’t want to be with
‘Cause it makes me fade away
And I don’t want to feel less and overplayed
So I don’t think I can stay.
© April 11, 2004