This story is a very difficult one to write. Having been in an abusive relationship (a while back), I know what the main character, Shannon, is going through. I know the ups and downs, I know that for weeks, even months at a time there can be no hint of trouble. I'm all too aware of the optimism that tomorrow will be better, this only happens because I made him mad, etc. I know all of that.

But still, it's difficult to write.

As a BSB fan, it's almost impossible to imagine any of them doing some of the things I've written, and I literally drew a name from a hat before I started writing. I don't like writing about that member in this light, but, for me, this story had to be written.

A big hug and kiss to Mom, who told me I had to write this. A bigger hug to my husband for proving to me I was worth something and that he loves me.

Now, on with the story