April 1st, 2002
Well, what an exciting weekend I had! Sorry I haven't updated all weekend, blame it on geocities. I guess they were doing some updates. I wrote this LONG ASS entry on Friday only to have it not save......UGH! Well, Friday night my boyfriend's friend Luis and his g/f Patty came over for dinner. I was totally freakin on this cause in the past Luis has been a hater (not fat people friendly) so i've avoided meeting him at all costs. I'm not one for judgement (i've had enough) and I didn't want to put my boyfriend thru the bad mouthing he would get for having a fat g/f. I'm overprotective, what can I say? Well, they came over on Friday and we ended up having a GREAT time! We chatted and had dinner and hung out. When they left they said we'd have to do it again soon. It turned out to be a nice evening. Even with 62lbs gone......i'm treated so differently even now. Of course, the horrible part of me says at 315 he'd be a hater. After that we watched some TV and went to bed.......I was tired. On saturday I went and had my hair dyed and chopped off. So I go to my girl Karen who does my hair (she's WONDERFUL and I totally recommend her. If your in the San Jose, CA area call the MillerKhan Salon in San Jose. She's kick ass!) While I was there another "scar sister" was there with her daughter. We talked the whole time about our experience (she'll be a year out in July). It was great, I had a BLAST! We exchanged numbers and hopefully she'll call me soon. I might have an exercise partner, they go to the Y. So I got my hair cut, and I love the color but i'm adjusting to the cut. It's way short and it's weird. Everyone is saying it looks great and slims down my face......but damn.......I feel like a boy. LOL So Sunday my boyfriend, Halo, and I went to my Uncle's house to drop off Easter goodies and then over to my Dad's for easter fun. We ate and hung out and had a blast. My dad fell in love with Halo, and my dog even liked my grandmother. Maybe theres redemption for her yet? LOL After that we went home for a Sunday of movies and animal fun. We let Bunbun out to run around cause Easter is the day of the rabbit. He had fun, and I crashed out early. Today I woke up and lost some more weight, which brings my total to 62lbs lost in 10 weeks. WOW! I'm pretty happy. I talked to my friend that was having problems in her pregnancy and the doctor gave her baby 1-10weeks to live. God, my heart wanted to break for her. She is such a wonderful person and I can't believe this is happening to her. I gotta figure out something dammit! My mom is also suffering a broken heart too, which hurts no matter who you are. I'm very happy I have such a wonderful life with a wonderful man. Today I am grateful I don't have to make such hard decisions that are painful. Okay, i'm so done. Til tomorrow! :)
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