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| April 10th, 2002 Well here I am for another day of fun. I totally dig that people are signing my guestbook and saying such sweet things. Thank you all! :) Well yesterday we went and we didn't get the house that I wanted. It would just be too much a month, and since i'm not working steadily......it's too risky. I'm bummed but i'll survive. The kewl thing was yesterday Carrie came over for dinner (another bypass patient, check out her site in my links section). I made some beef stew and I mostly chatted. I was so nervous because I find her so inspiring. I was a total dork, but I had a good time anyways. So today i've been house shopping online and trying to figure out what we can afford, etc etc. God this SUCKS! Can't I just get a house? They make it look so easy on TV! LOL :) I lost another .5lb which brings me to *drum roll please* 250! I've lost 65lbs! Not too shabby, but I could do better if I truly got with the program. I'm not perfect tho, and it's hard to just say no. Hell, if that was the case I would of gave up soda YEARS ago when I started getting cavities. SHEESH! LOL So today's thought is......pushing limits and self acceptance. Not settling and actually asking for what you REALLY want instead of what will make others happy. I've been on that rant internally for over a month now.......what makes Kimberly happy. Nachos and soda make me happy.......but what about music and exercise and life and spritual growth? Til next time! :) |
| Book I'm Reading: The Healing Craft |
| Song I'm Listening To: A Forest - The Cure |
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| When it's that time, I can't get enough. I dream of cheese.........i'm going straight to hell, or the nut house! :) |
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| Song I'm Listening To: Spring-Heeled Jim - Morrissey |
| Book I'm Reading: Practical Aromatherapy |
| April 11th, 2002 Well, today i'm just kinda bummed. I feel just kinda emotional today. I didn't get out of bed til 10a. *ugh* My friend called me and she's lost the baby. I'm just so bummed for her and feel helpless being so far away. I wish I could do something for her. I just kinda feel like my days are kinda empty.......I think I need to be more busy. Maybe it's the house hunting/money stress. Maybe my eating choices have been horrible and i'm mad at myself, maybe i'm not exercising enough.........I don't know. Probably all of the above. I need an ocean trip too! I can't wait to go camping! GOD! I love camping.......it's so healing. I added 2 more people to my links section, go check out the sites, they are kick ass. Well, until next time! Hopefully later or tomorrow I will be a little bit more upbeat! :) |
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| Bug me anytime: My screen name is - Pooduck999 |
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| April 12th, 2002 Well, house hunting is a BITCH! God......woof! I'm fustrated, but i'll survive! Got out of bed this morning in a better mood than yesterday, thank GOD. My poor dog and boyfriend, thank god they are patient. I was just crazy yesterday. Crying, screaming, laughing. I hate being a woman sometimes! Well, not much of interest is going on this weekend. Just hanging out and whatnot. Life is kinda boring right now. Just taking things a day at a time right now. I just can't wait to start my reiki classes. I'm very excited about it. It will be "me" time which I need pretty badly. Don't get me wrong, I love my dog but I need ME ME ME time. Time where I don't say NO every 5 minutes. Wish me luck on the house hunting this weekend! *luck for me* ha ha ha. Please also keep my good friend in your thoughts today as she goes thru her procedure with her baby. Send her some love....... Til tomorrow :) |
| Song I'm Listening To: Give me- Jill Scott |
| Book I'm Reading: Practical Aromatherapy |
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| Although you love to hate him, too bad he was voted off. He made the show MUI entertaining!!!!!!! |