Last Of The Olympians




So, it has come to this at last.
My footsteps echo through the empty temple --
Funny, you never really thought of the gods
as having footsteps.
Much less these tears that trickle
much too late
unseen
unheard
burning
down my dying cheeks.

I can't blame you for turning your back
as I have so often turned mine...
We've never been known for our
compassion
or tenderness.
Or, maybe, could it be
you
who cannot bear to watch
us,
the great and terrible
masters of your world,
wither
away?

But such is our lot, and there comes a time
when even the gods
must yield to the awesome will
of the Fates.
This dream, it did not start with Cronos,
nor shall it die with me.
Your children, too,
shall someday rise up and devour you;
the products of your loins
shall succeed you to your throne,
and to your grave.
Of all my legacy,
you alone were dearest to me.
You, humanity,
whom I have tormented
desired
envied
feared the most
You, who worshipped
and feared
and defied me,
as I stood there in cold indifference,
observing your joy and your grief,
silent.
At the same time unmoved
and devastated.

How many times must I watch you die?
You, who littered the eternal, unforgiving landscape
of this world which concedes to contain us both,
with your weakness,
and your passion,
and the strength of your hope?
How many times must I watch you die?
So I vowed to feel nothing at all:
What power can a mere mortal hold
over a god?
I held you in my arms
as a child
as a lover
as a soul with the flesh crumbling off
on your way to Charon
but I didn't love you then...

You were our unruly subjects,
and the best of you could never be
tamed.
You, who were made in our image,
formidable in your frailty;
there is a fine line between tribute and mockery
when you refused to yield to us...
When Orestes' knife
tore through his mother's breast,
Clytemnestra's heavy heart was bursting with
pride.

So I stand before you now,
in my insolent,
impudent,
impotent rage;
my end is near.
too late for regrets
Just don't walk away!
It's okay,
you need not kneel before me now.
Just hold me,
hold my hand,
don't let me go...
I don't want to die
alone.