Poems - Page 1

      Upon Moving Into My Van Absence
      The Old House Parting
      The Rose Griefs
      Heart, We Will Forget Him
      A Well Caged Bird
      I Wandered Lonely as a Cloud The Shell
      Tom What is a Smile?
      Friends The Gallery
      The Real Adventure Is... A Soldier
      I Remember The Firebombers
      A Thunderstorm Better Late Than Never


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        Upon Moving Into My Van

        Joy. Pure joy. I am
        What I always wanted
        to grow up and be
        Things are becoming
        more of a dream
        each waking day -
        The heavy brows of Daily Life
        are becoming encrusted
        with glitter and the shaking finger
        of consequence is
        beginning to giggle
        Grumpy old men
        have wings
        Bums sport halos
        and everyday dullness
        has begun to breathe
        as I remember the
        incredible lightness
        of living
        -Jewel Kilcher
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        Absence

        Sometimes I know the way
        You walk, up over the bay;
        It is a wind from the far sea
        That blows the fragrance of your hair to me.
        Or in this garden when the breeze
        Touches my trees
        To stir their dreaming shadows on the grass
        I see you pass.
        In shelterd beds, the heart of every rose
        Serenly sleeps tonight. As shut as those
        Your guarded heart; as safe as they from the beat, beat
        Of hooves that tread dropped roses in the street.
        Turn never again
        On these eyes blind with a wild rain
        Your eyes; they were stars to me.
        There are things stars may not see.
        But call, call, and though Christ stands
        Still with scarred hands
        Over my mouth, I must answer. So
        I will come--He shall let me go!
        -Charlotte Mew
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        The Old House

        I look at it, not seen these fifty years.
        The mountain's taller than I saw it then;
        the house so small I cannot quite believe
        that six of us lived there. Weeds own it now,
        and trees from deep woods creep out, slender, tall
        sentinels to guard the prison I recall.

        I shudder at remembered pain, and try
        to find the little windowed, attic room
        where I had felt so safe. I wonder now
        if there was ever such a room, or did
        I build its very walls within my mind,
        a place that no one else could ever find.

        Fifty long years! How can I reconcile
        what was with what I see before me now?
        The roof beam sags, the windows are long gone,
        the front door, fallen, leaves a gaping hole
        that looks on darkness. Darkness that I know
        left no escape those many years.
        -Sr. Andrew John
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        Parting

        My life closed twice before its close;
        It yet remains to see
        If Immortality unveil
        A third event to me,

        So huge, so hopeless to conceive,
        As these that twice befell.
        Parting is all we know of heaven,
        And all we need of hell.
        -Emily Dickinson
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        The Rose

        All is hushed
        saving when from the south
        somewhere over the sea
        the thunder mutters in fluent ambiguity
        strange nothings down its steep
        and watery wind pipe.
        A repartee that spans the horizon
        is fled back and forth
        in gross and pendulous modulation
        in the gutteral tongue;
        and quiet sits the rose.

        the dark and lofty clouds
        slide south
        as though down the slope
        of the rounded earth.
        In their wake
        comes a warm and humid day
        the sky
        purged by the storm
        of stifling airs and vanities.
        and quiet sits the rose.

        About her every barb is bared
        like sworded sentinels armed and squared
        Above her the leafy shade is spread
        With tender poise above her quiet head
        All sweetness smells the flower-bed

        and quiet sits the rose.
        -John Clinton
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        Griefs

        I measure every grief I meet
        With analytic eyes;
        I wonder if it weighs like mine,
        Or has an easier size.

        I wonder if they bore it long,
        Or did it just begin?
        I could not tell the date of mine,
        It feels so old a pain.

        I wonder if it hurts to live,
        And if they have to try,
        And whether, could they choose between,
        They would not rather die.

        I wonder if when years have piled--
        Some thousands--on the cause
        Of early hurt, if such a lapse
        Could give them any pause;

        Or would they go on aching still
        Through centuries above,
        Enlightened to a larger pain
        By contrast with the love.

        The grieved are many, I am told;
        The reason deeper lies,--
        Death is but one and comes but once,
        And only nails the eyes.

        There's grief of want, and grief of cold,--
        A sort they call 'despair;'
        There 's banishment from native eyes,
        In sight of native air.

        And though I may not guess the kind
        Correctly, yet to me
        A piercing comfort it affords
        In passing Calvary,

        To note the fashions of the cross,
        Of those that stand alone,
        Still fascinated to presume
        That some are like my own.
        -Emily Dickinson
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        Heart, We Will Forget Him

        Heart, we will forget him!
        You and I, to-night!
        You may forget the warmth he gave,
        I will forget the light.
        When you have done, pray tell me,
        That I my thoughts may dim;
        Haste! lest while you 're lagging,
        I may remember him!
        -Emily Dickinson
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        A Well

        What mystery pervades a well!
        The water lives so far,
        Like neighbor from another world
        Residing in a jar.

        The grass does not appear afraid;
        I often wonder he
        Can stand so close and look so bold
        At what is dread to me.

        Related somehow they may be,--
        The sedge stands next the sea,
        Where he is floorless, yet of fear
        No evidence gives he.

        But nature is a stranger yet;
        The ones that cite her most
        Have never passed her haunted house,
        Nor simplified her ghost.

        To pity those that know her not
        Is helped by the regret
        That those who know her, know her less
        The nearer her they get.
        -Emily Dickinson
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        Caged Bird

        A free bird leaps
        on the back of the wind
        and floats downstream
        till the current ends
        and dips his wings
        in the orange sun rays
        and dares to claim the sky.

        But a bird that stalks
        down his narrow cage
        can seldom see through
        his bars of rage
        his wings are clipped and
        his feet are tied
        so he opens his throat to sing.

        The caged bird sings
        with a fearful trill
        of things unknown
        but longed for still
        and his tune is heard
        on the distant hill
        for the caged bird
        sings of freedom

        The free bird thinks of another breeze
        and the trade winds soft through the sighing trees
        and the fat worms waiting on a dawn-bright lawn
        and he names the sky his own.

        But a caged bird stands on the grave of dreams
        his shadow shouts on a nightmare scream
        his wings are clipped and his feet are tied
        so he opens his throat to sing.

        The caged bird sings
        with a fearful trill
        of things unknown
        but longed for still
        and his tune is heard
        on the distant hill
        for the caged bird
        sings of freedom
        -Maya Angelou
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        I Wandered Lonely as a Cloud

        I wandered lonely as a cloud
        That floats on high o'er vales and hills,
        When all at once I saw a crowd,
        A host of golden daffodils,
        Beside the lake, beneath the trees,
        Fluttering and dancing in the breeze.

        Continuos as the stars that shine
        And twinkle on the Milky Way,
        They stretched in a never-ending line
        Along the margin of a bay:
        Ten thousand saw I at a glance,
        Tossing their heads in sprightly dance.

        The waves beside them danced; but they
        Outdid the sparkling waves in glee;
        A poet could not but be gay,
        in such a jocund company;
        I gazed - and gazed - but little thought
        What wealth to me the show had brought:

        For oft, when on my couch I lie
        In vacant or in pensive mood,
        That flash upon that inward eye
        Which is the bliss of solitude;
        And then my heart with pleasure fills,
        And dances with the daffodils.
        -William Wordsworth
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        The Shell

        And then I pressed the shell
        Close to my ear,
        And listened well.
        And straightway, like a bell,
        Came low and clear
        The slow, sad murmur of far distant seas
        Whipped by an icy breeze
        Upon a shore
        Wind-swept and desolate.
        It was a sunless strand that never bore
        The footprint of a man,
        Nor felt the weight
        Since time began
        Of any human quality or stir,
        Save what the dreary winds and waves incur.
        And in the hush of waters was the sound
        Of pebbles, rolling round;
        Forever rolling, with a hollow sound:
        And bubbling seaweeds, as the waters go,
        Swish to and fro
        Their long cold tentacles of slimy grey;
        There was no day;
        Nor ever came a night
        Setting the stars alight
        To wonder at the moon:
        Was twilight only, and the frightened croon,
        Smitten to whimpers, of the dreary wind
        And waves that journeyed blind...
        And then I loosed my ear.-Oh, it was sweet
        To hear a car go jolting down the street!
        -James Stephens
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        Tom

        Sometimes it just seemed like he was born moving uphill.
        He was always a scrappy kid; six kinds of toughness
        layered over a sweet generous temper and a kind heart,
        topped with a shock of uncombed black hair and
        an attitude calculated to make a saint chew nails.

        He had a way of looking at you, all blue-eyed innocence,
        that made you want to check and see if your wallet was
        still in your pocket.

        Such a scrappy kid.

        I knew him for years, walking up that hill, and I
        always wondered if we'd see the downhill together.
        Of course, I always thought it would be me stuck on the steep while
        Tom waved one of those big hands at me and rolled down the
        other side into easy living, still grinning.

        I don't know what happened.
        Maybe he started listening to those voices too much -
        It can't be easy, hearing the woman who gave birth to you
        telling you how worthless, unloved, and unlovable you are.
        Or maybe it was his absentee father - a man whose major
        contributions to his son were a cornucopia of addictions and
        the company of trashy women. Who knows?

        Maybe it was just that no one has enough scrap to make
        a hill like that when it's as sheer as a cliff and as long as your life.
        He used it up young - climbing hard and fast,
        and burning the same way.

        Sometimes he gets in my head, even now, and lives there for a while,
        grinning mischief at me with those shy blue eyes, and I find
        myself unconsciously checking for my wallet, and I laugh.

        I don't grudge him the space.
        I can give him a rest and a ride now, though I couldn't before;
        and maybe when I crest that hill, we can have a good laugh together
        and shake our heads that we made it all the way down into easy living.
        Such a scrappy kid.

        -Ceallach Allen
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        What Is A Smile?

        A smile is like a rainbow,
        spreading from cloud to cloud,
        person to person,
        like the sun's rays.

        A smile is a gift to someone
        better than Christmas,
        for smiles can be given all year long
        for no reason but joy or happiness.

        A smile is like a disease,
        for it is contagious,
        but still worth catching.
        And yet a smile is an antidote
        that cures lonliness and sadness.

        But most of all,
        a smile is a wordless way
        to say " I love you".
        -unknown
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        Friends

        Friends can always make you smile,
        make you feel relaxed for awhile.
        They are a hug when you are sad,
        comforting you until you're glad.

        Friends are always there for you,
        the guiding hand that sees you through.
        They will be forever faithful,
        and you should be forever grateful
        to have friends.
        -unknown
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        The Gallery

        They stood in the gallery side by side,
        gazing at each other with obvious pride.
        For one of her artworks was on the wall
        the proudest moment that she could recall.

        And what was still better - she joyfully told
        her colorful creation was labeled 'sold',
        Making her heart feel happy and light
        for seeing that sign was a beautiful sight.

        Yes, all of her efforts - her attempt at detail
        was truly loved, and she did not fail
        because every stroke was a piece of her
        from parts that would simmer, and quietly stir.

        For as the colors hit another's eyes
        it evoked the same elation, and heartfelt sighs,
        making her feel so less all alone
        and within this sale that was easily shown.

        They left happily smiling with one last gaze,
        knowing that somewhere on some future days
        a part of her will be out on display,
        thus a piece of her being will not fade away.

        -Barry Maltese
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        The Real Adventure Is Putting On Your Socks

        the real adventure is putting on your socks,
        it's difficult to do early in the morning.
        your eyes, they don't focus,
        your fingers, they don't pinch,
        your toes, they don't wiggle.
        i sometimes sleep in my socks,
        i'm not always in the mood for adventure.
        -Rom Carpathian
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        A Soldier

        He is that fallen lance that lies as hurled,
        That lies unlifted now, come dew, come rust,
        But still lies pointed as it ploughed the dust.
        If we who sight along it round the world,
        See nothing worthy to have been its mark,
        It is because like men we look too near,
        Forgetting that as fitted to the sphere,
        Our missiles always make too short an arc.
        They fall, they rip the grass, they intersect
        The curve of earth, and striking, break their own;
        They make us cringe for metal-point on stone.
        But this we know, the obstacle that checked
        And tripped the body, shot the spirit on
        Further than target ever showed or shone
        -Robert Frost
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        I Remember

        By the first of August
        the invisible beetles began
        to snore and the grass was
        as tough as hemp and was
        no color - no more than
        the sand was a color and
        we had worn our bare feet
        bare since the twentieth
        of June and there were times
        we forgot to wind up your
        alarm clock and some nights
        we took our gin warm and neat
        from old jelly glasses while
        the sun blew out of sight
        like a red picture hat and
        one day I tied my hair back
        with a ribbon and you said
        that I looked almost like
        a puritan lady and what
        I remember best is that
        the door to your room was
        the door to mine.
        -Anne Sexton
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        The Firebombers

        We are America.
        We are the coffin fillers.
        We are the grocers of death.
        We pack them in crates like cauliflower.

        The bomb opens like a shoebox.
        And the child?
        The child is certainly not yawning.
        And the woman?
        The woman is bathing her heart.
        It has been torn out of her
        and because it is burnt
        and as a last act
        she is rinsing it off in the river.

        This is the death market.
        America, where are your credentials?
        -Anne Sexton
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        A Thunderstorm

        The raindrops
        fall against the windows
        like the sound of little children
        running barefoot down the hall.
        Then a rumbling,
        first in the distance,
        growing closer
        until lightning crashes overhead
        and it's almost like the heavens
        are being torn apart,
        sure to come tumbling down
        at any moment.
        And the house,
        so quiet for once,
        a drastic contrast
        to the angry storm outside.
        The house will surely
        be blown away
        by the howling winds
        and driving rain.
        But then the raging clouds
        are blown across the sky
        by the same winds
        that seemed so hostile before.
        The rain turns from a torrent
        back into running feet.
        Then even the feet stop
        and all is quiet.
        The only clouds are white and few
        while the sun shines down
        through a sky that was all darkness
        just a few moments ago.
        -Amanda Cobb
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        Better Late Than Never

        I do not wish
        you any ill
        or any pain or sorrow.
        You ask me how long
        I'll love you 'til?
        I'll love you 'til tomorrow.
        Tomorrow never comes they say
        so I'll love you 'til forever.
        I know that it's been
        a long time since
        but it's better late than never.
        -T. J. Daniels
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