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Spider
Spider
There is a spider in my head.
An insidious sprawling spider
Slipping through the silent moments
between my thoughts;
she hunts my hope.
There is a butterfly in my head.
A fluttering, flickering wisp;
where she flies i love, i laugh,
i live.
That spider spins a web
a web of negative hypotheticals
and my hope cannot escape.
There is a voice inside my head
and it wont shut up. When i think
i may actually be valuable,
he speaks how worthless,
useless i am.