"the pain of love"



seeing your face again
i thought it'd bring me joy
but it has only brought me pain
not that it has anything to do with you
just that i am not ready
to love, to hold you
without wanting what I shouldn't
why should i flee from my feelings
feelings of love toward you
what happiness will not being with you bring
i am not sure for now
i must trust in God for that answer
hearing your voice again
i knew it'd bring pain
to whisper your name
i loved you at one time 
i still love you so much now
but i run from these feelings
of hurt because of what we've done
feelings of love for who you are
feelings of hope that we could be again
i flee in detest only to not hurt you
but instead I hurt you more
so in love, I stay, but run in my heart
run back into your arms
and fall down and in love with you
oh, why? i don't know why i do.

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