"the unbeliever believes"

into the depths of my heart,
i search,
and thee i still not have found,
i look to others who have,
and see they are happy,
but i am not.
what is it that i can do to gain you?
i ask,
but no one seems to answer,
finally, i drop to my knees,
looking up to heaven,
i cry out to you,
you answer back,
with how i can be free!
I am so glad,
I share this with others,
so they won't be like me,
alone and desiring,
What I know I could have,
If only I had known You before
the mistakes I had made,
I just kicked You out the door,
and I wondered why no one would answer,
I only played a fool when they did,
Why was I so blind when they tried to talk?
I only called them stupid and other harmful names,
finally, they gave up on me,
but You did not,
the words they did speak,
the things I did hear
spoke right to me,
and made me cry out to You,
my savior, my Lord.

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