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It happened so fast. Too fast. If she hadn't
been so preoccupied with the three men in her way maybe she could have gotten
to the bard sooner. Stopped the dagger herself. All she could do was scream
‘No’ as she heard the familiar sound of metal soaring through air, meeting flesh
and causing a guttural sound she could never get used to in all the years of
fighting she'd lived through. It was unusual for the warrior to feel useless,
inactive, redundant. But that's how she felt when she saw the dagger connect
with the young body and slay it to the ground. She could do nothing to prevent
it, nothing to stop it from happening. And she certainly couldn't save her young
friend now. In a fit of uncontrolled rage she lashed out at the mercenaries
that were left. She couldn't feel the physical pain of her attacker's lucky
swing at her back with a log. Her mind was focused on one thing only. Destruction.
A blackness she had not felt since her warlord days suffused her body and took
over her mind. She quickly disposed of the man with the log, a quick flick of
her sword arm sent him lifeless to the floor. The two that were left had a brief
look of recognition cross their faces, a look of terrified inevitability passed
between them as they realised the last sight they would ever see was Xena, Warrior
Princess. True enough the warrior fulfilled their fears with little effort on
her part. Her sword struck one of them, killing him instantly, the other lifeless
due to Xena's neck pinch manoeuvre.
But still Xena's rage raced through her body.
Her veins pulsed with a blood lust she had not felt in a long time. She kept
hearing the anguished moan of her friend repeat itself over and over in her
mind and darkness clouded her vision. Although she knew the bard needed her
help more than ever now she could not respond to her pleas just yet. There was
one thing left the warrior princess had to do. An act of total revenge was the
only thing that could free the warrior princess from such a dark, violent feeling
that now encompassed her. She quickly scanned her surroundings and focused on
what she knew she would find. The coward who had wielded the dagger in the first
place was stood frozen to the spot. Witness to Xena's swift killing of his men
had made him think twice about any further action. He thought of pleading with
her but when he opened his mouth to do just that no sound came out. The warrior
now stalked him, getting closer as she wiped the blood from her sword on her
exposed thigh. She relished the feeling, had forgotten how sweet it was to have
the sticky blood of the enemy mark her skin as a sign of victory.
She was within inches of the man now. Could smell
the stale breath, the unwashed stench of him. His eyes conveyed pure fear. Xena
smiled a feral smile at this and her eyes darkened another shade. He still couldn't
speak and sweat now fell from his brow in fast, fat drops. Xena wanted to take
this slow. Revenge is only sweet if the person receiving it took their time
to die. So they could see the pleasure on your face as you exacted it. So they
had time, in their agony, to think about what they'd done and know that they
had made a mistake. Boy have you made a mistake.' Xena thought. 'One you'll
now pay for.'
Xena brought up her sword so the man could see
the stains of blood already adorning it. He swallowed hard, thinking soon
his blood would be splayed over it like a trophy for the warrior princess to
bear. She took a step back, knowing exactly where to stab him in order for it
to be fatal but not immediate. Her right arm was poised, her lips curled into
a contemptible grin, her eyes practically narrowed shut. She wanted revenge.
She needed it. Sure she knew it wouldn't bring her friend back, and she even
knew deep down in her the bard's reaction to committing such a deed as this.
But that didn't matter. It was for the bard she did this after all. Again Xena
wished she'd been able to stop that dagger herself. She'd sworn to protect her
lover no matter what. It should have been her flesh the fatal metal met with.
With this thought firmly lodged in her mind,
and no other thoughts allowed to invade it she focused again on the imminent
pleasure of revenge. ‘You're last mistake was hurting the woman I love. I want
you to understand this as I kill you.’ She pulled her arm back, gripped its
hilt with both hands and lunged forward……
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Before Aphrodite
Peaceful nights were rare for the two of them. So often lately they'd taken
their rest alongside hordes of angry men, readying themselves for battle. Xena
slept rarely and always with a half-hearted effort. Needing to stay alert for
much Gabrielle's sake as her own. They'd been drawn into a fierce battle for
a peaceful village that the warrior felt she owed a debt. The young Gabrielle
had not complained. She knew it would be like this with Xena. It was the very
thing she craved. Adventure. Excitement. The thrill of seeing her warrior companion
in combat had never left her even if sometimes what Xena got them into chilled
her heart and quieted the adventure a little. But it had been a long couple
of months for them both. They'd spent little time together. Xena always in her
warrior mode, ready for anything. And the bard had learned to become more alert
to this shift in her friends nature. Even if it meant putting their friendship
aside for a while and with it her feelings that had somehow grown beyond the
normal restraints of friendship. What a time to discover such feelings, the
bard despaired. Surrounded by dozens of anxious villagers, in a constant state
of unease with no time or place to think these new feelings through. Nor opportunity
to see if Xena felt the same.
Yet a full moon had passed without more word
of trouble from the village they had saved and their routine slowly returned
to normal. Xena allowed herself to relax in the bard's company again. Grateful
for her innocent presence, the calming effect she had on her dark emotions that
coursed through her veins after a battle had been fought and won. She appreciated
the bard's friendship. The little things she did to make Xena feel herself again.
It seemed the bard knew instinctively when Xena ached for silence and would
bury herself in her scrolls until the warrior spoke again. Or when the silence
became deafening she would bring lightness to dark by spinning a bawdy tale
out of thin air. Xena wondered when she'd come to depend on Gabrielle so much.
When had the annoying little blonde become so appealing to her? So welcome.
When had she turned into the beautiful young woman who now stood by her side
no matter what?
A fear struck in Xena's heart when she realised
just how deep her feelings of friendship ran for Gabrielle. She realised the
need in her was not only for a friend in Gabrielle but something more, something
she hadn't imagined she could ever feel. It was unmistakable though. The warrior
knew that much. Now she had found the feelings that she'd been burying probably
for a long time knowing her, they wouldn't stop torturing her. She thought that
the battle would quench their hunger or that Gabrielle would finally leave her
after being dragged into another person's fight for the umpteenth time, but
of course the bard would never leave her. And Xena wouldn't want it any other
way, only now she didn't have the excuse of the battle to explain her mood swings,
her silence or her tenseness around the bard. No, the only thing that would
explain that would be admitting her need to Gabrielle. Her need of love from
the bard instead of the hero worship Xena mistook from her every time she caught
Gabrielle staring at her with a distant look in her eyes. Even though their
battle was over the warrior still felt as alert and physically on edge as if
she was facing her enemy all over again.
Up high on Mount Olympus, the Goddess of Love
watched from her viewing hall the amusing spectacle of the magnificent warrior
princess be turned into an emotional wreck because of her feelings for that
mousy little bard Dite had always favoured. She laughed out loud at the two
of them, awkwardly taking a dip in a stream. Xena nonchalantly discarding her
clothes on a nearby rock believing the bard to be out of sight, but Dite could
spot Gabrielle cowering behind small rocks in the cool pool, covertly eyeing
the naked warrior form.
It made Dite feel proud that she could be the
overseer of such a strong power as love, even if those she blessed often had
to suffer for their pains before the final reward. Unlike her maniacal brother
Ares, whose godhood only brought death and destruction to the world, Dite had
the pleasure of seeing happiness and harmony wherever she spread her thoughts.
Unlike that time Bliss got hold of Cupid's arrows of course, what a mess that
had been to clear up. But none of the other Gods reaped so much reward for what
they did, and even though she appeared arrogant at times, her brothers and sisters
often admitted that after Zeus it was Aphrodite's name that got called out more
times by mortals than any other God.
Dite settled back and poured herself a large
cup of nectar, once again turning her eyes to the two women in torment below
who had emerged from the stream and were sitting round the small fire Xena had
started drying themselves off. The goddess wondered if just for once she could
go back on her word and help things along a little. Though she had made sure
at birth that the two women were destined for each other she never had any control
over their lives from that moment on, not real control anyway. Sure she could
cast the odd enchantment here and there, place the right thought at the right
time into a mortal's mind when it called for it but generally, as with Xena
and Gabrielle she had to let nature take its course. And if that course, overseen
by the other Gods as well, meant that two people destined to be together never
actually met well so be it, Dite would just start with another new born. It
was a rule Zeus insisted upon the Goddess of Love following for otherwise everyone
would walk around content and in love all the time, and as her father pointed
out, where was the fun in that? And it was the one rule she could usually remember
to abide by. But she was tired of watching the warrior and bard sneak longing
glances at each other, or make excuses to feel the other's body on the pretext
of a massage or a cold breeze in the night. And as much as Dite loved to hear
the thoughts of those she had enchanted torment themselves with questions about
their desires, it was getting very repetitive to hear those two go at it all
the time. The goddess frowned at both their inaction as she watched Gabrielle
through her viewing hall offer to dry the warrior's hair.
'Now would be a perfect opportunity babe to tell
that hunk of warrior what you would really like to do to her right this minute
but no, you are ACTUALLY GOING TO DRY HER HAIR! It’s a wonder as a bard that
you ever get an entire story out of your mouth when you can't even say three
little words. And you my beautiful warrior.' Her gaze shifted icily down to
Xena, whose eyes had closed in rapt contemplation of how the bard’s hands were
innocently touching her. 'You're worst than she is. At least you've done this
kind of thing before. And you are older. For Gaia’s sake when Athena was handing
out the gift of wisdom you must have been at the back of the queue. Can't you
see what that young woman feels for you? For once can't you stop being the tough,
I-take-no-shit-from-no-one-Xena, and put faith in your feelings?'
The more Dite watched the strained exchanges
below the more angry she became that it was taking her two favourite enchanted
ones so long to get it together. And the angrier she became the less likely
she was to adhere to her father's rules and stay put. She finished off her nectar
in one swallow hoping that if she had enough to drink she'd forget about those
two and leave them to it. But that didn't work either. Now Xena was massaging
Gabrielle's shoulders, like she did so often after they'd rested for a few days
to ensure the bard's muscles didn't tighten in a surprise attack. But this time
Dite could see the look of desire that kept crossing Xena's features before
she quickly drew her warrior mask down over them, and she could hear both their
thoughts in succession, basically spelling out that each woman longed for the
others love. Quite frankly it was giving the Goddess of Love a headache to watch
and listen to them both and if for no other reason than to rid herself of feeling
so groggy Dite broke her word, closed her viewing hall and shimmered invisibly
down to where the warrior and bard were resting.
Xena stiffened immediately and stopped her ministrations
to the disappointment of the bard. For a brief moment she had felt something
touch her, a hand reached out to her shoulder and pressed there for a short
time. Xena was sure of it; as sure as she could feel the bards shoulders under
her own callused hands.
Dite glared at her, stood only three feet away
from the warrior's back, and cursed whichever God it had been that had given
Xena such acute sensory perception. She was not supposed to feel anything. Well
least she knew the bard would not notice her touch. The goddess moved around
to stand between Gabrielle and the fire. She liked watching the bard’s green
eyes reflect the orange fury of the flames and the shadows that flickered across
her face. Xena had resumed her massage once more and Gabrielle closed her emerald
greens. Dite sighed at the sight, if she had known the bard would turn into
such a beautiful young woman she may have had second thoughts about enchanting
her and instead kept her for herself in one of her many temples across Greece.
She would have made a fine priestess, Dite thought and unconsciously licked
her lips at the thought of what kind of worship Gabrielle could perform for
her. She was quickly brought out of her reverie when she heard the warrior let
out a soft moan of delight behind Gabrielle's ear and the goddess remembered
she hadn't brought the bard up to speed on matters yet.
Delicately this time, in case the bard had picked
up any of those warrior skills of Xena's, Dite placed a hand on the bards right
shoulder and let it rest their for a few seconds. Then she withdrew it and herself
to the edge of their campsite to watch where the two women would now go after
a revelation from the Goddess of Love. Oh they wouldn't know it was down to
Dite what they experience from now on. (Though she had her doubts how long it
would be till Xena figured it out). All the goddess had done was bring all the
feelings and emotions that can sometimes take years to cultivate and express
to the forefront of the women's minds. It’s a simple time saving device really.
And Dite leaned back against a tree to see it at work.
After Aphrodite
Gabrielle thought she'd imagined it the first
time. Thought that her ears were playing tricks with the night air, making it
sound just like a soft moan. She focused again on the gentle rubbing of her
shoulders, pouring all her concentration in remaining as restrained as possible
in the arms of the woman she had grown to love. But there it was again. A sound
coming from behind her ears, soft and sensuous, a bit like what she'd heard
in the Amazon camps on numerous occasions. Even a sound similar to ones she'd
made herself, in the still of the night, when she hoped Xena would be asleep
and not hear her pleasure herself. But this sound wasn't any of those things.
Not the whistling of the wind in the trees, or quiet moans of relief. No she
knew who owned this sound. And up until moments before she would have probably
reasoned that she couldn't possibly be hearing correctly and quickly extricated
herself from Xena's grasp. But just after the second moan reached her delicate
ears, she had felt a wave of something wash over her. She just couldn't name
it. But suddenly knowing that sensuous noise came from her warrior princess
and also knowing that she had caused it made Gabrielle feel incredibly liberated.
Yes, that's the word for it, for that wave. She felt liberated. Free. Open.
All the feelings that had been building up, all the times she swore to herself
that she couldn't be in love with her best friend for fear of what that phrase
meant. All the doubts had suddenly disappeared and in their place was a simple,
exquisite taste of freedom.
She wondered if Xena had felt it too, for Gabrielle
noticed that the tone of her massage from the warrior's large, strong hands,
had changed and instead of hard short strokes across her shoulder blades, Xena
seemed to be sculpting the bards skin as if she were a master artist.
It was the same moment Gabrielle remembered hearing her moan a second time and
feeling the tide of freedom wash over her. Her shoulders relaxed of their own
violation, and she couldn't help her body's reaction to the warrior's skilled
touch. Gabrielle leaned back against Xena, feeling firm breasts heave through
the cotton shifts they were both wearing. She thought that Xena would pull away
when she had leaned against her. On other occasions when Gabrielle had been
enjoying the same sort of slow massage a little too much the warrior had done
just that. Removed herself from the situation. But this time the situation was
different. Somehow, and the bard did not know how exactly, Xena was actually
reacting in favour of the closeness between them. Her hands played in soft circles
around the tops of her shoulders and down the upper part of her arms. Another
moan, almost silent, escaped from the warrior's lips and this time Gabrielle
smiled at the sound. She shifted back even more, pressing more of her body into
Xena's. Her breath became shallow and quick, and she could feel a second heat
source spring up inside her which she knew was directly related to what Xena
was doing to her body.
For the warrior's part, it also hadn't gone un-noticed
how the bard was reacting to her touch. Nor had it escaped her how her own massaging
had changed, or how it was causing feelings of desire she could usually suppress
long enough till she was alone to deal with them. When Gabrielle had moved against
her, it was like a written invitation for the warrior to explore more of her.
And that's just what she intended to do. She didn't care that this was Gabrielle,
her best friend, in front of her. It didn't matter that she had told herself
time and time again that what she felt for the bard was one sided and could
not ever be expressed. That if she did it would mean losing Gabrielle forever.
It only mattered that she wanted to touch the bard’s soft skin. To explore her
body as she had done in her fantasies. The only thing that mattered right then
was quenching the thirst of desire that she could feel running between the apex
of her legs, like a fast flowing river at this rate. Xena began to rub along
the top of the bard's arms at the same time as moving her face down so it was
within an inch of Gabrielle's long soft hair. The scent was intoxicating and
was all Xena needed to give her that last ounce of will to go through with her
seduction.
'Gabrielle?' Neither woman had spoken since they'd
returned from the stream so hearing the low, husky voice of the warrior startled
the bard a little and she moved as if to get up. But Xena held her firmly in
place and repeated her name again. 'Gabrielle?'
The bard swallowed, her mouth suddenly dry. 'Yes
Xena'
'I want you.'
Gabrielle shivered at the intensity of Xena’s
voice, but remained tightly pressed against her. For once in her life the bard
was lost for words and a palpable silence drifted between them only to be broken
with the shallow breaths of both women.
Eventually Xena spoke. 'Well aren't you going
to say anything?' Her hands became busy again with their journey down Gabrielle's
arms. Xena found the small delicate hands that she'd dreamed of touching her
and entwined her own much larger ones with them.
'What do you think I should say?' It was hard
for Gabrielle to speak as she felt Xena's thumbs trace the tops of her knuckles.
She never knew such a simple touch could feel so erotic.
'Whatever you want to say. Whatever you feel.'
The warrior accompanied her words that were whispered softly into Gabrielle's
ear with a quick flick of her tongue along the lobe. Gabrielle shivered once
more.
'By the Gods I want you too.' Gabrielle blinked
at her words, not believing her thoughts were spoken out loud.
'I was hoping you'd say that.'
The warrior took one of her hands away from Gabrielle's
grasp and moved her golden hair to one side, exposing her neck. She waited for
a moment, focusing slowly on the fine hairs that had bristled at her touch.
She bent her head lower, and blew softly across the nape of the bard's neck.
It caused Gabrielle to let out a small moan of delight. Xena smiled, pleased
she could invoke such a response with such a simple gesture. She lent in again,
only this time she let her lips rest against the softness, and parted them just
enough so she could taste the bard's skin. For Gabrielle the touch was electric,
it sent shivers right down her spine and caused a flood of desire in between
her legs.
The bard closed her eyes to the sensations coursing
through her body, and drifted off to a place she never thought she'd go to with
her best friend. Xena's kisses along her neck and shoulders had grown in their
nature and she now kissed the younger woman with more urgency. They still hadn't
made eye contact since this new turn in events between them. Gabrielle was leaning
far into Xena now who had only the awkward support of a felled log to brace
both their weights. The warrior princess was too intent on the softness before
her to move even an inch away from the warmth that engulfed them both. But soon
that wouldn't be enough for Xena. She wanted to see Gabrielle's face as she
brought her pleasure. Needed to see in the bard's emerald eyes that what she
was doing, what they were doing was right. That it was something they both wanted
and not something that Xena alone was feeling. Though with the moans that escaped
Gabrielle's throat Xena's doubts about the bard's part in all this were quickly
dissipating.
Aphrodite raised her eyes to Olympus and sighed
when she heard Xena still doubt her feelings. There they were, blessed by the
almighty Goddess of Love herself, and getting all hot and heavy because of it,
and still the warrior had doubts. ‘Well some things even Gods can't fix I guess.’
Aphrodite admitted to herself. And just as she was about to shimmer back to
Olympus, disappointed that yet again the warrior princess fought her own desires
a loud moan reached her ears and she turned back to the source of that sound
to find Gabrielle straddling Xena, locked in a passionate kiss. Dite beamed
at them both. 'Well hot damn, it looks like my little gift worked after all.
You go for it girls. Later.' And with that the Goddess of Love disappeared to
find her own bit of action back at Olympus. Watching the bard and warrior like
that had created an itch the Goddess of Love needed scratching, she only hoped
Athena was around to help her out.
Gabrielle had withstood the slow caresses of
Xena for as long as was humanly possible, but just like Xena needed assurance
from the bard, Gabrielle was anxious to touch the warrior's lips with her own
and look into her eyes to make sure all this wasn't some elaborate hoax, or
one hell of a hot dream. Just as Xena was building up to gently turn Gabrielle
to her for their first kiss the bard beat her to it by jumping up and straddling
the surprised warrior before she could take a breath. And once there, face to
face with the woman she's wanted for so long Gabrielle didn't waste any time
in claiming her lips for her own. What she'd always dreamed would be a slow
tender kiss between them soon developed into a battle between both their tongues
for possession of the other. Xena couldn't hold back anymore, and let all her
feelings for the bard flood into their first kiss. It was the warrior's moans
of delight that had stirred Dite, in a brief moment when the two passion filled
women broke their hold on each other for a much needed breath. But as soon as
Gabrielle had filled her lungs she caught a glimpse of the desire in Xena's
azure eyes and that was all she needed to move in again for a second helping
of what she was quickly becoming addicted to.
They sat entwined like lovers for what seemed
a lifetime. Neither dared to explore more of the other beyond their impassioned
kisses and the odd stray fleeting touch of their breasts pressed tightly together.
Sure the Goddess of Love had gotten them this far, but now both women were hesitant
of who was going to make the next move. Xena wanted to rip open the shift Gabrielle
wore and devour her body, making the bard hers forever, but she held back in
fear that it would be too soon for the younger, inexperienced woman. Maybe all
Gabrielle wanted for now was the gentle and not so gentle caresses of the warrior's
kiss. Yet each time the bard reached for her mouth it caused the warrior's restraint
to waver that little bit more and soon whether Gabrielle wanted to move further
that night or not would cease to be an issue for the warrior princess for she
would have to act on her desires somehow.
She pulled away for much needed air and held
Gabrielle's face in her strong callused hands in order to keep the young excited
woman at bay for the time being. But Gabrielle kept trying to kiss her and it
was proving difficult to keep her hands just on the flushed and slightly damp
cheeks.
'Xena what is it?' When she realised the warrior
was no longer responding to her teasing mouth the bard stopped and pulled free
of her hands.
Xena smiled and reached out to Gabrielle but
the bard turned her head and would not let the warrior feel her. 'Gabrielle?'
'No Xena, answer me. Why did you stop?'
'I...its not what you think. I just...don’t you
think all this is happening a little too fast?'
Gabrielle frowned at Xena, and swept locks of
sweat filled hair from her forehead. 'You started it remember.' The bard was
annoyed and quickly left Xena's lap to get some space between them. She reached
for their water skin and took a large gulp from it, cool water dribbling down
her chin a little. She brought a slightly shaky hand up to wipe away the water
but was stopped by an equally thirsty warrior.
'Allow me.' Xena reached out and gently wiped
the liquid off of Gabrielle, then placed her wet fingertips to her own mouth
and sucked the water off.
Gabrielle stood open mouthed as Xena finished
her seductive display. The warrior raised an eyebrow at the surprised look on
her young companion's face. 'I think I missed some.' The warrior whispered,
bending down to suck the bard's wet chin. Gabrielle's knees felt weak and she
shivered involuntary at Xena's renewed interest in her.
'I thought you said it was too fast.' Gabrielle
barely got her words out as Xena continued to kiss her face and she turned to
receive a hungry tongue from the warrior.
'Maybe it is.' Xena said in between more kisses.
'I mean, a few moments ago I was massaging your shoulders and keeping my desires
to myself as usual.'
The bard tried to fix Xena in the eye to make
sure she'd heard her correctly, but the warrior had her firmly in her grasp
and the only thing on Xena's mind were more kisses.
'What did you just say?' The bard struggled free
from Xena's hold long enough to take a deep breath and try and let her mind
catch up with their actions.
'I said that for once I couldn't hold back any
longer, just like I can't hold back now.' Xena narrowed her eyes at Gabrielle
and drank in the sight of her heaving bosom pressing tightly against the restraints
of her shift. She edged closer but it was Gabrielle that moved out of reach
this time.
'You mean that...you’ve always wanted to....I
mean I never thought...' The bard was flustered and her mind had questions that
her speech couldn't keep up with. Under different circumstances Xena would have
found it amusing to see a flustered Gabrielle struggle with her words when usually
she was so eloquent, but on this occasion it only kept her from her goal of
possessing the bard. Which was something she now needed to do, to Tarturus with
whether it was too soon or not.
'Gabrielle.' Xena placed her hands on the side
of Gabrielle's face and held her confused gaze with assured eyes. 'Just tell
me its what you want as well. Tell me that you've wanted me for as long as I've
wanted you and we'll worry about why this is happening now another time.'
Gabrielle felt tears sting her eyes. Strange
that they'd not formed before, when the moment her fantasy was fulfilled as
she kissed Xena for the first time. But that was raw passion, sprung from some
un-foreseeable source. This time Xena was actually asking how she felt, and
in return she'd opened up to Gabrielle some of her thoughts and feelings. 'It
is what I want, its what I've always wanted.' She stroked the side of the warrior's
face and felt a tear roll down her cheek. Xena was soon there with a delicate
hand to wipe it away.
'Then lets finish what we started.'
The bard couldn't manage any more speech, Xena
had made sure of that. All she could do was nod her agreement and reach for
her shift. Xena stood fixated to Gabrielle's movements as the young woman gently
freed herself of the garment that had kept her muscled body hidden from view
for so long that evening. Xena drew in a sharp gasp as Gabrielle's body was
revealed to her. The shift now rested on the ground next to them and Xena was
relieved that she'd already put out their bedrolls and blankets for the night
as she knew a delay now would drive her insane.
She reached for Gabrielle and pulled her naked
body close to her. Their difference in height meant Xena had to stoop to see
all of Gabrielle but that just served to cause her shift to groan silently against
her breasts and Gabrielle wasted no time in freeing the warrior of the cloth.
They stood naked next to each other, moonlight glinting off their tanned and
sweaty flesh. Gabrielle leisurely looked over the toned body of her companion
with complete abandon. She could see drops of sweat glisten in the firelight
and could smell the intoxicating scent of Xena mixed in with the unmistakable
aroma of arousal. Without words she took Xena by the hand and led her to their
blankets. She cupped Xena's face in two small shaky hands and brought her lips
down to meet her own. Tenderly she kissed the warrior, letting her know in that
kiss how much her heart had ached for this moment. She journeyed lower and began
to kiss and lightly suck on her neck, licking the salty sweat from her. Her
knees began to feel weak again and she wondered when Xena would take control
and put her out of her misery. Just as the thought crossed her mind Xena enclosed
Gabrielle in a fierce embrace, claiming her mouth with the unbridled passion
she always knew she'd feel for her bard.
Somehow they managed to fall to the ground without
too much discomfort and once there they rolled around exploring each other's
bodies, vying for who could remain on top the longest. Of course it was Xena
who won that particular battle. Finally pinning the smaller woman beneath her,
her own weight supported by her strong arms. A feral smile played across her
lips and she arched an eyebrow at Gabrielle. The bard curled her own lips in
a sensuous smile, letting the warrior think that she'd indeed gotten the upper
hand. But just as Xena was starting to enjoy her superiority her face changed
and she let out a hard moan.
In the tangle of their bodies Xena hadn't paid
attention to where Gabrielle's hands had gone. But the bard knew exactly what
she was looking for. Her hand found soft dripping wet lips that pulsated
as soon as she extended her fingers along the length of them. Gabrielle decided
she liked the feel of another woman's sex, which somehow felt different to when
she touched her own, and dove in to explore more of Xena. Which is when the
warrior let out her moan and almost fell on top Gabrielle in her surprise at
the bard's un-inhibited actions.
Gabrielle couldn't suppress a giggle and laughed
into the mane of black hair that covered her face. But she didn't stop the exploration
with her hand, now rhythmically stroking the length of the warrior. Xena quickly
recovered and raised herself up on her arms to get a better view of the mischievous
bard.
She arched her eyebrow as she spoke. ‘Where did
you learn that?’
‘I am not as innocent as you think princess.’
Gabrielle replied and to make her point she curled her fingers slightly around
Xena's pulsating clit.
Xena shuddered and let out a hard moan. ‘Obviously
not.’ Her breaths were coming in short sharp bursts now as Gabrielle pleasured
her. All her instincts were telling her to take control of Gabrielle. To be
the one exploring her flesh and not the other way around. It was how she had
always imagined making love with the young sensuous woman. But Xena hadn't accounted
for how it would feel having Gabrielle touch her, and she didn't have the will
to break that magic spell now. She shifted position a little to get a better
view of the bard so she could see her face as they made love, being careful
not to move too far in case she lost contact with the one thing she never thought
possible.
Gabrielle reached up with her free hand and began
to tease Xena's erect nipples whilst never losing time with her other hand.
All Xena could do was let out moans of delight each time Gabrielle's thumb grazed
her sensitive nub. She knew that much more of this torture and she would lose
what self-restraint she had left. Whether Gabrielle knew it or not she didn't
want to guess, but the warrior princess was close to begging the bard to go
that one step further and fill her completely. Which is exactly what the bard
intended to do. In one fluid stroke along the length of Xena's sex, Gabrielle
plunged three fingers knuckle deep inside her and let out an exquisite sound
so loud it startled Argo nearby who was grazing on a patch of grass.
‘By the Gods Xena...you feel so good.’
The warrior replied with a grunt and found a
comfortable rhythm to match that of the bard. Gabrielle pulled her hand back
just to the edge of Xena's glistening canal, teased the folds their a little
with the threat of desertion then entered her again with as much force as the
first time.
It proved too much for the warrior. She needed
to possess Gabrielle now before the waves came crashing and she lost herself
to euphoria. Without disturbing Gabrielle and what her hands were doing, she
levered her arms so she still supported most of her weight, but could also reach
for the tantalising flesh of her lover. Once in the right position she wasted
no time in delving into the bard's wetness, amazed at how much juice was flowing
there and that she was actually living out her fantasy at long last. For Gabrielle
the touch was divine, she'd never felt another woman's hands on her intimate
self and it felt wonderful. More wonderful than the brief night spent with Perdicus,
who she had loved but whom she had never been in love with. The passion she
felt now as she moved back and forth into Xena, feeling fingers inside her match
the movements she made with her own was something she knew she could only feel
with this woman. If there had been others before her, as she knew there had
been for Xena, Gabrielle was sure that it wouldn't have felt like this. And
she prayed to every God she thought might listen that Xena felt the same as
she.
Their movements began to grow in their urgency.
They were a mesh of sweat and sticky heat. Each vying to possess the others
mouth with their tongue. Each relentlessly teasing the other's clit with their
fingers. They fell into a rhythm together, using the other's body as a lever
to force more contact inside them. Gabrielle pushed hard down on Xena's hand
wanting to engulf it all, needing the rush of pleasure that coursed through
her whole being each time Xena caught her swollen nub. For Xena it was enough
to send her over the edge just touching Gabrielle in this manner, but the bard
hadn't stopped pumping her hand inside her and each time the bard curled her
fingers inside the crevices of Xena's sex the warrior let out a deep throaty
groan. And when both of them thought they couldn't exert any more energy in
their love making Gabrielle detected muscles begin to clamp around her hand
just as she felt her own insides scream out. Her whole body began to tense as
Xena stroked her clit one more time. At the same moment Xena could feel her
own impending climax rush through her body, causing her to bare down on Gabrielle's
shoulder not caring if there were bite marks left in the morning. It meant so
much to them both that they could climax together their first time that their
voices were indistinguishable from each other, as loud intense screams were
thrown out in to the quiet night air.
They rocked against one another, each soothing
the tremors in their bodies as wave after wave of pleasure crashed over them
until eventually, with less throaty moans of delight, they quieted themselves
to a gentle pace. Finally stopping completely, receding their touch at the same
time, and lay in each other's arms.
‘I love you Gabrielle.’ Xena whispered into the
soft golden hair.
‘I love you Xena.’ She whispered back, leaning
up for a gentle kiss which sealed both their hearts and passions forever.
**********
Back at Olympus
Aphrodite couldn't resist taking a peep at what
was happening back at the clearing. She'd promised herself she wouldn't check
on Xena and Gabrielle, so sure that what she'd left them doing would carry on
without her presence. Not to mention the fact that if she saw anymore action
like that she'd have to attend to herself as there was no sign of Athena when
she got back to Olympus and she was isn't in the mood for anything else right
now. But the curiosity in her won out and she re-opened her viewing hall to
see the two new lovers embracing, whispering words of love.
Dite frowned a little, disappointed she'd missed
the good stuff, but then a huge smile broke out and she had to concede that
it was better this way.
‘The Goddess of Love does it again’.
She said to no one in particular and giggled
to herself. Satisfied with her latest triumph she left her viewing hall in an
excited mood, forgetting to close it properly as she went off to party somewhere
else on Olympus. And anyone knows that leaving viewing halls unattended in the
playground of the Gods was just an invite to trouble.
Gods are nosy creatures, each wanting to know
what the other is up to and doing all manner of underhand things to find out.
So leaving a viewing hall open, with a God's personal view of the world in it,
was just too much for most of them and they succumbed to their inherent mistrust
of each other and took a peak. Dite had even been guilty of it herself on certain
occasions, usually to ensure that Ares’ destruction didn't mess up too many
of her enchantments. So when a God happened to walk past Dite’s hangout, just
a few minutes after the Love Goddess herself had left, they just couldn't help
craning their head around the opening and seeing what Aphrodite was up to. What
they saw was definitely shocking, a naked warrior princess kissing that Amazon
she hung around with. That wasn't supposed to be the way it happened. And it
was definitely not supposed to happen yet. The God who had been so nosy in the
first place rushed out of Dite’s place, wishing never to have laid eyes on what
they saw. ‘That irresponsible half sister of mine. She has no idea who she is
messing with this time. Zeus is gonna be so pissed’. And off they went to warn
Dite of the wrath that was about to be unleashed.
**********
The morning after
The bright sunshine broke through the trees and
lit up the grassy grove which Xena had thought would make a perfect site to
take a break from the road for a while. She smirked to herself at how true those
words sounded in the aftermath of the previous night's developments. Perfect
had been about it, she considered, as she woke up fully, stretching the night
from her muscles slowly so not to disturb her sleeping companion next to her.
They had spent many more hours making love. Discovering
each other's bodies, each of their desires. Until Morpheus claimed them both
just before first light. Falling asleep in Gabrielle's arms, Xena had never
felt more at peace with herself and the rest of the world than she did in that
moment. To think of it this morning, in the cool morning air, a tear escaped
its hold from her eyes and she had to fight every urge in her body to flee from
Gabrielle's side, lest she awake and tell Xena it had all been a horrible mistake.
But Xena soon came to her senses and quieted her racing thoughts so they ran
succinctly and with clearer meaning.
‘She said she loved you, and Gabrielle wouldn't
lie about that now would she?’ Xena pondered the thought for a while whilst
she started to get up, but felt a firm grasp around her waist stopping her thoughts
and movement in mid flow.
‘And where do you think you are going?’ The bard
mumbled sounding more awake than Xena expected for the slumber-loving bard.
‘I was going to start a fire, make some tea.’
Xena fell back down and tried to find Gabrielle's face underneath the blankets
and thick golden hair. She found a fully awake bard frowning at her.
‘Why not stay here with me, why the quick getaway?’
Just as Xena had fears that their night together was a mistake for the bard,
Gabrielle had similar fears running through her mind. She'd been awake just
as long as Xena had, enjoying the presence of the warrior's body next to her
in a new light, but had also thought that Xena would want nothing to do with
her once she woke up. It seemed as though her instincts were right.
‘Getaway? Gabrielle I'm not going anywhere. I
thought you were asleep.’ Xena was irked by the expression on her lovers face
and her warrior heart began fearing the worse.
Gabrielle could tell Xena was getting annoyed
with her, and read that to mean she thought it had been a mistake to touch her
the way she had done the night before. ‘Well I've been awake for as long as
you. I thought you'd know that.’ Really the bard meant, ‘I thought you'd have
reached out to me like I wanted to reach out to you.’
‘You were as still as if you were asleep, I didn't
want to disturb you.’
‘Oh, and why not?’ Gabrielle had still not cottoned
on that the look of fear she could see in the azure pools of Xena's eyes was
over losing her and not reflecting what the bard assumed was rejection.
‘Because I know how crabby you get when I wake
you up in the mornings. And it was rather a late night for us both.’ Her voice
was gentle but she couldn't hide the worry that showed in her eyes. Xena eased
herself up on one arm and looked to Gabrielle who seemed to be considering the
warrior's words.
‘Is that the only reason?’ Gabrielle felt a little
more at ease, thoughts of Xena's rejection were subsiding but she was still
confused as to the look Xena was giving her.
The warrior frowned at her lover, causing the
bard to swallow hard and her heart to beat faster. Xena could be incredibly
intimidating at times, even with a simple gesture as a frown. It caused tears
to form in pale green eyes and Gabrielle fought desperately to hold them back.
‘Of course that's the only reason. What do you
take me for Gabrielle?’ Xena's anger was getting the better of her. Whereas
before she feared the bard's rejection, now she was hurt by Gabrielle's assumption
that last night had meant nothing to the warrior. It meant everything to Xena.
And if either of them were thinking rationally they'd be re-igniting the flames
that had burnt so bright between them the night before, but in matters of the
heart rational thought became as illusive as Pandora's box.
The bard struggled with her tears, realising
too late that she'd hurt Xena's feelings even though her feelings were as equally
vulnerable. ‘I didn't mean...I don’t think you would....’
Xena interrupted her. ‘Use you for sex!’ As soon
as she said it the look of pain that crossed Gabrielle's face made the warrior
regret her words, but they were out there now and couldn't be taken back. And
her anger was still very near the surface.
‘No that's not what I was thinking. Xena I was....I
didn't know...I mean when you got up...,’ words failed the bard when she needed
them most and her tears began to gently fall free. She shielded her eyes from
Xena's inquisitive gaze, wanting to keep some of her dignity intact.
A silence fell between them, only broken by the
sound of Gabrielle's quiet sobbing. It softened the warrior's heart to hear
Gabrielle cry, but still she was angry at being judged so harshly by her new
lover. But then hadn't she had similar thoughts when she first woke up? It had
crossed Xena's mind that Gabrielle would want nothing to do with her once morning
came, perhaps she'd even thought that it had just been an experiment for the
younger woman to see what all the fuss was about. They had spent a lot of time
with the Amazons in the past, where Gabrielle had been witness to women being
openly loving with each other, and had heard them being as equally loving in
the privacy's of their own huts when night had fallen. In her own anger Xena
had forgotten that she was as worried about Gabrielle's reaction to her as the
young bard was clearly confused about what she would do. Shouting at her and
making her cry was not going to help either of them.
With a tenderness she never knew she possessed
Xena reached under the bard's lowered chin and forced her to look at her. She
should have asked this question when they had first begun to talk that morning,
but fear had prevented Xena from doing it, and inexperience had probably prevented
the bard.
‘Did you mean it last night when you told me
you loved me?’
Gabrielle blinked through her tears, incredulous
that Xena even had to ask such a question. ‘Yes I meant it. Did you?’ Gabrielle
couldn't mask the fear that showed in her eyes this time, and Xena realised
straight away that it had been there all along but she had read the look as
rejection of her, not fear.
‘Oh Gabrielle,’ this time it was tears escaping
the warrior's eyes as she reached to Gabrielle and engulfed her in a strong
embrace. ‘I love you. Of course I love you. So much.’ She bestowed kisses upon
the bard's soft hair as Gabrielle wriggled into Xena's arms to return the gesture
of comfort. ‘I'm sorry for what I said, I was angry. I didn't know what to think.’
Unaccustomed to seeing Xena so free with her
tears and words, Gabrielle moved her so she cradled the tall warrior in her
arms like a new-born child. She whispered softly in to the mane of dark hair.
‘Shush, Xena. Its okay. I'm sorry too, for doubting you. I didn't know what
to expect, and when you tried to get up. I was so scared you wanted to leave
me, that you thought last night had been a mistake.’ The warrior quieted her
tears but held onto Gabrielle just as tightly, tilting her head so she could
look at the bard with her next words.
‘Last night was wonderful Brie,’ it was the first
time Xena had shortened the bard's name and Gabrielle beamed at how it sounded.
‘I will never leave you. Ever. You make my soul, my heart complete. Without
you I'm not whole.’ She twisted a little more and suddenly felt the bard's lips
brush against her own. It was as if the bard needed to ground herself in the
moment, and the only way to do that was to feel the warrior's lips pressed tightly
to hers. When the kiss ended, leaving a somewhat dazed warrior behind, Gabrielle
gently giggled as she stroked the side of Xena's damp cheek.
‘What was that for?’ Xena managed to eventually
say.
‘For being you. For saying what you did. And
meaning it.’ The bard touched her lips to Xena's once more and again moments
passed between them filled with the promise of love without either of them needing
words to express it.
The kiss ended naturally and they broke their hold on each other at the same
moment, both opening their eyes together to see a mirror of their love reflect
back at them. They smiled, each taking in the weight of their words. It was
the bard that spoke first.
‘So, what now?’ As she spoke she shifted in Xena's
arms so the warrior became protector, folding her arms around Gabrielle's waist
and bringing her in so Gabrielle leaned her back against her strong frame.
‘What do you mean?’ Xena began to lay gentle
kisses along the bard's exposed neck, relishing the taste of the soft warm skin.
‘Well I for one don't feel like going straight
back out on that road looking for good deeds to perform.’ Gabrielle closed her
eyes to the sensation of Xena's lips against her flesh finding a particularly
sensitive spot.
‘Oh really and what did you have in mind?’ The
warrior smiled and nipped at Gabrielle's earlobe.
‘I thought we could go see your mother for awhile.’
Xena's reaction was exactly what Gabrielle expected and she prepared for being
let go of so suddenly and didn't flop to the ground as the warrior had wanted.
‘What?’ The bard giggled as a puzzled look crossed
Xena's features.
‘You haven't visited her for ages, and I know
she'll be pleased to see you. Besides, she's always known that there was something
between us, even when we didn't. I think she'll be pleased to know that her
daughter has found herself a nice young woman to tame her.’ Gabrielle was pushing
it now but she was having way too much fun winding Xena up. She giggled as Xena
arched her left eyebrow so high it almost disappeared under dark, sweaty bangs.
‘Tame? You think you can tame me, huh bard?’
Xena adjusted her position again and Gabrielle soon found herself pinned underneath
the warrior with no means of escape.
‘Oh I've already tamed you, warrior. You just
don't see it yet. Stubborn, that's your problem. Your mother warned me of that.’
‘Speaking of my mother, how come you know so
much about her all of a sudden? And why exactly do you want to go see her?’
Xena stretched her long frame over the smaller woman, the blankets falling off
them both and revealing the creamy flesh Xena had wanted to see all along. She
lent down further and found the pulse point on Gabrielle's neck, feverishly
rapid at the desire that had suddenly ignited between them again. If Gabrielle
didn't want to tell her she knew she could use her skills to persuade her, and
she didn't have her traditional neck pinch in mind.
‘Ahhh, well...’ Gabrielle felt her heartbeat
rise again and a yearning pull at her loins. ‘Cyrene has always been kind to
me, and she makes the best nut bread this side of Athens.’ It was a risk to
avoid answering the warrior's question properly, but one the bard was willing
to take if it meant she'd see how far Xena would go in getting the information
she craved. As she thought, Xena wasn't satisfied with her answer, and the bard
found that she was rapidly losing her self-control just by Xena sucking a certain
way on a pressure point at the base of her neck.
‘How...are...you...doing...that?’ Gabrielle panted
between each word, barely able to contain her body from reacting to the exquisite
touch.
‘I've many skills bard, and know more about pressure
points than there is to know.’ The warrior grinned up at her lover, momentarily
breaking contact with the task at hand and giving Gabrielle a short respite.
‘Now are you ready to tell me?’ Still the bard pushed the limits of both what
her own body could take and how far Xena would carry out her interrogation.
She glared at the warrior with a playful smirk rising to her lips.
‘I'm serious, her nut bread is to die for.’
That did it for Xena. Gabrielle's defiance sparked
a flaming desire deep within the warrior, and although she knew the bard could
probably go on teasing her this way Xena had her own teasing in mind. She arched
her eyebrows and that smouldering look that crossed her face so many times when
she was focused on something passed quickly across her features. ‘So you wanna
play do you my bard?’ she whispered into Gabrielle's ear.
‘I don't know what you mean.’ Gabrielle giggled,
hoping Xena would continue to show her the knowledge she laid claim to about
pressure points.
Xena placed her lips softly to Gabrielle's neck
and re-instated the slow sucking motion with her mouth she had begun earlier.
It had the desired effect on the bard, who’s entire being shook with the feeling
Xena had brought to the surface in her. She groaned beneath her and began to
respond to the touch, reaching her hands around Xena's muscled back and tracing
circles across her sculpted shoulders.
Xena smiled up at Gabrielle, hiding her smirk
well. With Gabrielle so enthralled in her actions she didn't see the mischievous
glint to the warrior’s eyes. She had every intention of getting Gabrielle to
give in to her, but enticing the bard with desire was not the way she wanted
to do it. No, it would be much more fun to....
....A high-pitched yell broke the quiet morning
air, quickly followed by Xena's raucous laugh. The bard squirmed to no avail
as Xena held her waist in strong hands, tickling mercilessly the spot which
she knew drove the bard insane with laughter. No matter which way Gabrielle
tried to turn and shift from Xena's underhand attack, she kept on being squeezed
and stroked until she was lost in a fit of hysteria, tears of laughter flowing
down her face and loud squeals escaping her throat.
‘Xena, come on...that’s so unfair!’
The warrior just smirked at her lover and smiled
a winning smile down at her. ‘Oh but you gave me no choice Brie.’ She didn't
relent but slowed her tickling down to give the bard a chance to catch her breath.
Thankful for the small respite Gabrielle took in air as if it was the last she'd
ever breathe and wiped her wet eyes on the back of her hand. ‘Ready to tell
me now?’ Xena accentuated her request with another playful dig in Gabrielle's
side. The bard erupted in another fit of laughter and twisted so much underneath
Xena that half her naked body adorned their blankets and the other half was
covered in the loose grass around them.
‘Yes...please stop it Xena…I'll tell you anything…just no more tickling.’ She
eased herself up to a kneeling position to allow much needed air easier access
to her lungs, as Xena let her grip change into the gentle caress of a lover.
She smiled at the younger woman, red in the cheeks and sweaty from the exertions
her body had no choice but to go through.
‘Sorry Brie.’ Xena was sincere but couldn't help
her own laughter breaking out as she spoke. ‘But all that talk of taming me
and nut bread.’ Gabrielle looked at her, trying to show annoyance with her own
version of Xena's raised eyebrow look. ‘Well you have to admit, you did it push
it a little.’
Gabrielle couldn't stay annoyed at Xena even
if she wanted to. She was looking at her with her poor puppy dog expression,
and her hands were still tracing the sensitive contours of her waist, straying
every now and then to the tops of her toned thighs, making the bard forget how
she'd been writhing around insanely with painful laughter moments before. Her
frown slowly faded and her face lit up with a wide smile. She considered for
a moment a counter attack using similar techniques to those of the warrior to
bring her defences down, but as usual Xena was one step ahead of her.
‘Oh no Gabrielle. Don't even think about it.
If you thought that was bad...well I'd just quit while I was ahead if I were
you.’ Reluctantly the bard had to accept defeat on this occasion and held up
her hands giving in to the warrior this time.
‘Good, now that's better.’ Xena sneaked in for
a quick kiss before turning the bard around and snuggling against her. She found
a gentle mound of long dead tree to lean her back upon, and thoughts of how
this whole thing had developed between them sprung to the forefront of her mind
as Gabrielle settled herself in front of her, reaching for a blanket to keep
their naked bodies warm.
Xena frowned at the thoughts as she tried to
piece together the exact moment she felt overwhelmed with the desire to touch
her best friend. All inquiries about her mother were quickly forgotten as it
slowly dawned on her that someone, other than herself and Gabrielle, had had
a hand in all this.
**********
Meanwhile on Olympus
Aphrodite shimmered into view as she came to
a slow halt before the drinks fountain. She'd not found Athena or any other
Goddess to play with on Olympus so had gone down to Lesbos to check on what
Sappho and her gang were up to. She'd been in the middle of a rather spirited
game of Hide and Seek when she felt her energy levels slipping, and her ingenious
way of seeking invisibly a rather curvaceous young woman was threatened, as
she noticed herself re-appearing at the most inopportune moments. So a quick
dash home and a large nectar would fix that and to that end she grabbed a cup
and filled it from the free flowing fountain, gulping the sweet drink down quickly
in case her playmate back on the island got caught by someone else. Just as
she was ready to continue with her chase and put herself out of the misery her
body had been going through ever since seeing the bard and warrior get it on,
a hand reached out of nowhere and stopped her escape.
‘Hey!’ She barked, turning to see who was being
so bold. The Love Goddess broke out into a huge smile when she saw it was Athena
standing before her. ‘Athie! Good to see you girl!’ Aphrodite, suddenly not
interested in returning to Lesbos and catching some action there, squeezed up
to the Goddess of Warriors and gave her one of her more seductive smiles.
Athena raised her eyebrows in contempt and scowled
at her half-sister. ‘You know I hate it when you call me that.’ She moved away
from Dite and fetched her own drink, knowing she'd need it by the end of their
conversation.
‘Whatever. Say where were you earlier on? I wanted
to party, still do if you're up for it?' Dite trailed a finger along the top
of Athena's golden breastplate, following the dip in the middle to gently brush
against her skin.
‘Forget it sis, we have to talk. What in Tartarus
have you been up to?’ She brushed the hand away and stared at Dite.
‘I've been down on Lesbos, checking out my girls.
Why? What's up?’
‘Before that you idiot! What have you been doing
with a certain warrior princess and her little sidekick?’ Athena raised an inquisitive
brow as realisation hit Dite’s face.
‘Oh that,’ the Goddess of Love giggled, still
proud of her helping hand in that matter and poured herself another nectar.
‘Don't they make the cutest couple?’
‘No, well yes, but that's not the point.’ Athena
was growing more frustrated with her dim-witted sister by the second.
‘Then what is the point Athi..Athena?’ Dite smirked.
‘The point dear, foolish Aphrodite, is when Zeus
finds out you've messed with those two he is gonna go ballistic! And you being
his favourite won't help you this time. He'll be out for your blood, that is
if he were able to spill it of course.’ Finally the dinar began to drop, and
Aphrodite's luminous features began to grow as pale as Hades’. ‘Ahh, not feeling
quite so cute now, are we?’ Athena admonished, finishing her nectar in a large
gulp, relieved she'd been able to get off her chest what she'd seen in that
damned viewing hall earlier on.
‘Wait a minute. Why should Zeus be so concerned
with those two? Apart from that stupid fling Xena had with Hercules years ago,
I bet Zeus doesn't even remember what they look like!’
The Goddess of Warriors sighed, wishing some
calamity in Athens like a flood or a battle would call for her and spare her
from Aphrodite's ignorance. For a woman as beautiful as she was she sure lived
up to the ancient adage about blondes, Athena thought.
‘Its not Zeus you should be concerned about.’
Now Aphrodite was really confused, she felt that
groggy feeling take over her body again. ‘Hang on you said Zeus would be pissed
at me.’
‘I think you'll find the phrase I used was he'll
go ballistic’
‘Whatever! If its not him I should be worried
about then way say he'll go mental?’
Athena's anger at Aphrodite's interpretation
of her words was wearing a hole in the thin veil of sisterhood she still had
left for the Love Goddess, and she gritted her teeth to stop her from bursting
out and laying her fist in such a pretty face. Slowly calming herself she talked
to Aphrodite as if she were a small child, a very stupid small child.
‘Zeus is gonna be angry because the Fates have
got a bee in their bonnet about any of us messing with Xena and Gabrielle after
the last disaster with Ares.’ She let Aphrodite's mind catch up, allowing her
to make the link between their brother's deal with the Fates cutting Xena's
life thread and the mess they had to sort out when it was Gabrielle who plummeted
down that fiery pit instead.
‘Oh.' Was all Aphrodite could manage and
Athena could see she still wasn't sure of the consequences of her actions. Again
Athena tread carefully with her words.
‘So because of that the Fates have decreed no
more handouts, no more deceptions, no more interfering with Xena and Gaby, until
they are satisfied that their destiny's and those of people they encounter along
the way have not been altered by what the Gods have done to them.’ Finally she
could see a masked look of fear cross over her sisters eyes as it sunk in what
exactly her little helping hand had created.
‘I didn't know about that.’ Dite admitted truthfully.
Sure she'd gone against her father's rules, but she'd done that before and could
always twist out of it easy enough, like Athena said she was the main man's
favourite offspring. But to mess with the Fates, that was big, Dite realised,
and suddenly she felt very dizzy.
Athena found herself relenting as she saw the
look of fear that adorned Aphrodite's pretty features. Maybe she shouldn't have
said anything she considered as she fetched another glass of nectar for the
Love Goddess to calm herself with. She gently stroked the side of Aphrodite's
face, trying to bring her back to the present. Not interested in admonishing
her sister anymore, she wanted to offer comfort if Dite would let her.
‘Here drink this sweetie.’ She offered Aphrodite
the cup, which was taken in shaky hands and then sat down next to the fountain,
motioning her sister to join her. ‘I'm sorry, I shouldn't have told you. I just
got so worried when I saw the two of them together through your viewing hall.’
Dite quirked her eyebrows at Athena, unsure of
how she could have been in her viewing hall without her feeling her essence.
Athena saw Dite’s confusion and explained. ‘You left the door ajar, and well
I couldn't resist taking a quick look.’ The Love Goddess smacked her forehead
with the palm of her hand, admonishing her stupidity. ‘I'm always doing that!
I'm gonna get Hephaestus to fix a lock on that thing.’ Athena smirked but hid
it when Dite glared at her, obviously still panicking over what the Fates will
tell their father.
‘What made you interfere in the first place?
I thought the two of them were working things out naturally.’ Trying to remain
focused Athena sought to get to the root of Dite’s enchantment, in case there
was anything that could be done which would appease the Fates.
‘They were. But you know how Xena is right? She
was never gonna get around to telling Gabrielle how she really feels, and I
was worried that Ares would come along and mess things up again, or any of you
for that matter. I didn't consider that the Fates were still keeping tabs on
them. I mean I put a really powerful love spell on them both when they were
born, but you never know if that's gonna be enough, right?’ It was sweet to
see that Aphrodite had really only meant for good to come out of her meddling,
and Athena realised she respected her sister more than any other God, for having
such a pure heart underneath all the hair and pink fuzziness.
‘That's the whole point though isn't it? We don't
shape their lives sis, we just tamper with them a little and see what they do
with the choices we present them.’
‘Well in that case the Fates don't have any right
in interfering either.’ Aphrodite scowled.
‘Shush, not so loud, if they hear you.’
‘I know I know, we don't question the Fates.
But honestly Athie..sorry Athena, if those three already weave mortal’s lives
then they'd know that Xena and Gaby were gonna get together eventually. I don't
see what the problem is.’
But she did, and so did Athena. It wasn't something
the Goddess of Love liked to think about but she had to face the fact that perhaps
Gabrielle and Xena's destiny was not to find the love that they shared for each
other but to remain as close companions as they always had been. And if that
was the case, she'd screwed up big time.
Athena followed the same thoughts as her sister
and came to the same conclusion. The Fates weave mortal’s lives, and only they
know what will happen from one day to the next. And Zeus will not be pleased
to find out another one of his offspring has angered the only three deities
that even he is accountable to.
‘Well, Dite. We won't know if that was their
destiny now or not, will we?’ Aphrodite slowly shook her head. ‘Come on, you
might as well go get it over with and tell Zeus what you've done before the
Fates have chance to. See what punishment he dishes out, and what the Fates
want in recompense.’
Dite agreed and stood up, downing the last of
her nectar as she did so. She feared that after this was over the Fates would
tear her two precious mortals apart, denying them a love Aphrodite had nurtured
between them for years. She could always go on and enchant others with her powers
of love, but it had been special to bring some happiness to Xena's dark heart.
And after all Gabrielle had been through at her warrior's side it had lit up
the whole of Mount Olympus in Dite’s eyes to see the bard's wishes finally come
true. A mask of sorrow flanked the Goddess of Love as she moved away from Athena,
for once not selfishly thinking of what would happen to her after Zeus was through
but thinking of a couple that didn't know perhaps how little time they had together.
It was unusual to see the bubbly Goddess so inanimate
as she headed off to Zeus’ hall, and it pulled at Athena's heart to witness
it. She left her own place by the fountain and followed till she caught up with
Aphrodite.
‘Dite?’ Athena took her sister's hands, knowing
that she'd probably regret what she was about to say but going ahead anyway.
‘If there is anything I can do to keep Xena and Gabrielle together you know
I'll do it, don't you?’
A relieved smile lightened Dite’s features for
a moment, and odd as it was, she thought she could feel a tear form in her immortal
eyes. ‘Thank you Athena. I hope you succeed. For their sake, not mine.’ The
two sisters looked at each other, sharing in a brief moment of sisterly love
that is usually kept very much in check amongst the warring family of Olympians.
They hugged and Athena held Aphrodite close, willing her to be strong in front
of their father. The Goddess of Love broke the contact first and took in a deep
breath. They didn't exchange any more words. Athena stood there as she watched
Dite slowly walk away and shimmer out of view. She was left alone to consider
what could be done to save Xena and Gabrielle's love if the Fates’ called for
that as their compensation. Lost in deep thoughts, Athena shuddered immediately
when the anger of Zeus rocked the foothills of Olympus and the ground beneath
her began to shake. She sighed and headed off to her temple in Athens, needing
some quiet time whilst she figured out what to do.
On the road again
For once Gabrielle didn't mind riding up high
on Argo. She didn't feel as dizzy at the height of the gentle warhorse, or worry
that she'd fall off when the mare cantered a little too fast. In fact, Gabrielle
thought to herself, there wasn't any place she'd rather be than riding behind
Xena on a beautiful spring morning like today. 'Well maybe one place,' the bard
thought and giggled to herself, holding Xena even tighter around the waist as
a crimson blush rose to her cheeks.
'Hey are you okay back there?' Xena held Argo's
reins in one strong hand and with the other she gently stroked the smaller hands
that were locked lovingly around her.
The bard contained her lustful thoughts as best
she could and tried to disguise the blush in her voice when she spoke.
'Uh-huh. Just thinking, that's all.' Her eyes
drifted close and a new wave of heat washed over her when in her mind she relived
passionate moments from the night before.
'Oh yeah? What ya thinking about?' Xena could
sense a change in the bard; she was usually so talkative when they rode together.
If anything Xena assumed the inquisitive storyteller would want to talk even
more now they had become lovers, to discover things about each other that were
still deeply buried. But seeing Gabrielle so quiet lost in her own thoughts
worried Xena.
The warrior princess had been doing a lot of
thinking that morning too. Thinking about how she finally couldn't hold back
her love for the bard, and how Gabrielle had also felt overwhelmed to return
that love in the exact same moment, when in the past Xena always feared rejection.
It bothered the usually stoic warrior that the Gods seem to have had a hand
in uniting the two of them, even though it was what Xena had been secretly hoping
for all these years she didn't want to have to give thanks to the Gods. But
it wasn't her pride that she was worried about that morning. No she had a more
pressing fear in her heart. A fear that if the Gods had orchestrated her union
with Gabrielle, well one Goddess in particular in fact, then it was equally
in their power to take that precious gift away. As Ares almost had with all
that trouble in Chin. Xena would do anything to prevent that from happening
again, but what can a mortal, even one as powerful as Xena, do up against the
will of the mighty Olympian Gods? And as these thoughts crashed through her
mind she assumed Gabrielle was thinking the same thing.
But the bard's thoughts hadn't even caught up
to figuring out how this whole thing had happened. She was still lost in the
happiness she was feeling over being able to tell Xena what her heart had wanted
to say for years. And also recalling their lovemaking of the previous night
was keeping Gabrielle's mind far from paler thoughts.
'Come on bard, you've been quiet all morning.
What's in that pretty little head of yours?'
Xena tried to keep the concern she felt masked
by enquiring as casually as possible, and she might have succeeded if not for
wanting to see her lover's face to truly determine what she thought. But the
minute she turned around she knew that her eyes had betrayed her own thoughts.
As she quickly glanced and saw Gabrielle's face all flushed a contented grin
begin to fall from her mouth she realised not only had the bard's thoughts drifted
off to a much more welcoming place than her own mind, but also that Gabrielle
could detect that there was something hidden beneath Xena's questioning which
she would now have no choice but to explain.
'Xena what is it?' The crimson colour drained
from Gabrielle's cheeks too quickly for the warrior's liking and she silently
berated herself for not being able to keep her own emotions from showing just
as easily. In the past she would have been able to hide something from Gabrielle
if it meant the bard would be spared from harm, but now their love was out in
the open Xena just couldn't control her heart anymore. And drawing her warrior
mask over her face wasn't as easily done in front of Gabrielle now.
'Tell me Xena. I know something's bothering you,
I can see it in your eyes. Is there something approaching us? Are we in danger?'
Ever the practical bard, Gabrielle let go of Xena's waist and rested her hand
on the staff that was tied to Argo's saddle.
Xena gently smiled at Gabrielle, wishing it were
something as simple as an ambush or a wild beast to contend with. She pulled
on Argo's reins and slowed her to a halt. Then looked back to Gabrielle, her
eyes confused. Xena offered her arm to the bard and helped her get down from
the tall horse before effortlessly sliding off herself and gathering Argo's
reins in one hand. She led Argo to a small mound of tall grass by the roadside
and whispered in her ear. The mare seemed to understand and happily began chomping
away as her mistress returned to Gabrielle's side.
'Xena?' Gabrielle's concern was growing. Xena
wasn't making any attempt to defend herself so a surprise attack was out of
the question but that didn't explain the look of worry in the warrior's dark
eyes as she approached Gabrielle, and yet again Gabrielle feared the warrior
was going to break her heart.
But Xena had no intention of breaking the heart
of the woman she loved. She did intend to tell her of her suspicions however
and if that meant worrying Gabrielle further it couldn't be helped. They both
knew that they loved one another, and despite this new turn in events in their
relationship not being down to them as Xena heavily suspected by now, she felt
sure from now on they could control what happened between them.
The warrior stopped in front of Gabrielle. So
close the bard could smell the soft scent of her skin and the delicious aroma
of Xena's leathers. It never failed to intoxicate her. Until now she would have
felt guilty for having such arousing thoughts about her best friend, but now
Gabrielle enjoyed the freedom of being able to think of Xena as her lover. And
despite her concerns and fears over Xena's sudden strange behaviour Gabrielle
couldn't help smiling up at her and placing a delicate hand over her breastplate.
The warrior returned the loving gesture, taking
her hand from her chest and placing it softly to her lips, kissing the fingertips
at first then taking the palm and laying a long hard kiss to it. She knew she
needed to be honest with Gabrielle but first the least she could do was reiterate
her love for her. She wrapped her strong arms around Gabrielle's tiny waist
and brought her into the length of her body. Such a difference in height might
have appeared odd to others, but to the two of them it felt as if they had been
made for each other and fit together perfectly. Xena tentatively moved her face
close to Gabrielle's, silencing another questioning look from her with a heart-searing
kiss. It took the bard so completely off guard if it hadn't been for the support
coming from Xena's strong frame she would have surely melted to her knees.
In that kiss Xena poured all of her heart hoping
Gabrielle would understand that she meant the world to her. It was difficult
for Xena to express in words, and she knew that when Gabrielle found out that
the Goddess of Love had brought them together the bard would begin to doubt
Xena's feelings again, the kiss was to make sure that didn't happen.
The warrior let her grasp of the smaller woman
go. Gently so she didn't topple over from the unexpected kiss. Gabrielle's eyes
were lightly closed and a serene look adorned her face. Xena couldn't help herself
caressing the side of her cheek, slowly bringing her lover back to the present.
'Hey are you okay?' Xena gently whispered, lightly
stroking some golden hairs away from her eyes.
All Gabrielle could do was nod. It made Xena
smile and an almost shy laugh released itself from her as she realised the impact
she had on this woman.
Finally Gabrielle opened her eyes and stared
deeply into azure pools of blue.
'You take my breath away Xena.'
It was such an honest confession of how deeply
Xena affected her that Gabrielle lowered her eyes in case it wasn't what Xena
wanted to hear. On the contrary it was the reassurance she'd wanted to instil
in the bard.
She tilted Gabrielle's face so her eyes were
once again upon her own. 'You do the same thing to me every time I look at you
Brie, I don't want you to ever doubt that.'
Gabrielle frowned slightly, mixed emotions coming
to the surface too quickly to comprehend what Xena was telling her. Why should
she doubt the warrior's feelings? There was something Xena wasn't telling her
and despite the passion that was growing inside her from being kissed in such
a tantalising way Gabrielle knew now wouldn't be an appropriate time to act
on it.
She backed away from Xena a little to see her
more clearly and also to get a little distance from the tall, handsome warrior
who would no doubt be able to detect the bard's arousal if she stayed any closer.
'Are you going to tell me what all this is about?'
There was a slight nervousness to Gabrielle's voice, and her eyes reflected
the confusion she was feeling.
Xena sighed a heavy sigh and looked away from
her lover. She spotted a clump of rocks off to their left and led Gabrielle
towards them by the hand. This would sound better if they were sitting down.
Once she got herself settled and adjusted her scabbard on her back so it was
more easily accessible should they be interrupted by something less than friendly
she turned towards Gabrielle.
'You know I love you don't you?'
Above all Xena's greatest fear in all this was
not what the Gods might do next but what Gabrielle would feel about her after
she found out the truth. Whether it would change the bard's feelings towards
her or make them stronger. She knew in her heart it would probably be the latter.
And not only because of the sudden change in perspective between them or the
passions they unleashed through their bodies the previous night. But because
of the love that they'd always shared, whether physical or not, ever since Xena
had found the small, feisty blonde in Potiedea. And what if they'd never spoken
about how they truly felt before the interference of Aphrodite? Xena knew that
the love had always been there, but it didn't help contain the remote fear in
her that for Gabrielle things might be different when confronted with the truth.
'Of course I know you love me. If this is about
this morning Xena, I've apologised for that already, remember I'm not as used
to how this works between women as you are.' Gabrielle was growing impatient,
she knew that Xena could be stubborn but she hadn't realised that the warrior
princess could experience so much anxiety.
'Its not about that Gabrielle, and for the record,
I've not had that much experience in this arena before either.' At a later date
Xena was going to ask the bard exactly what she'd heard about the warrior's
sexual past, as she couldn't help think she'd been slightly mis-informed. Though
only slightly, Xena acknowledged with a private smile to herself.
'Then for the love of Zeus will you tell me what's
going on?' Now the bard was really agitated and Xena knew she'd put it off long
enough.
'Remember last night when I said I thought things
were happening too fast between us?' Xena made sure she kept her eyes focused
on Gabrielle to gauge whatever reaction she'd have through all this.
With a nervous voice Gabrielle answered her.
'Yes I remember. Why?'
'Well I think I know why it felt that way.' Xena
paused knowing the next bit was the hard part but also knowing that Gabrielle
might take some convincing. 'Now don't go jumping to any conclusions, but we
were somehow enchanted, if I'm not mistaken by Aphrodite. She, shall we say,
brought things to a head between us.'
Gabrielle's expression changed. She suddenly
didn't want to be this close to Xena because she couldn't believe what she was
hearing. If the warrior wanted to end things with her she was sure going about
it in the most elaborate, cruel way. Every urge in the bard's body was telling
her to lash out at Xena, or run away from her but she tried to contain her anger
long enough to understand the warrior's behaviour.
'So you're saying Aphrodite fixed up the whole
thing?'
Xena could see she was losing Gabrielle again.
That her inquisitive nature had yet again jumped ahead of the conversation they'd
been having and had indeed come to the wrong conclusion just as Xena feared.
The warrior reached for Gabrielle's hands and took them firmly into her own.
'No that's not what I'm saying. I have always
wanted you Gabrielle, you must know that by now. The nights I have spent watching
you sleep, wishing that I could tell you how I felt, reach out to you like I
had in my dreams. But I didn't dare in case you said no. I was resigned to thinking
that you would only ever be a fantasy to me. And then last night...last night
I felt so drawn to you, so aroused by you. That wasn't Aphrodite either; it’s
how I've always felt when we've touched. But something happened to give us both
the courage to open up to each other, remember? You must have felt it too because
I sensed when your body relaxed before me, it was almost the same moment as
when I took the courage to tell you my desire.'
Gabrielle blinked at Xena, she was clearly confused
as her brows knitted closely together but she was also a little overwhelmed
at what Xena told her. She was fast finding out that though Xena was a woman
of few words, when she did speak it caused goose bumps to form on Gabrielle's
skin and filled her heart with more love than she thought she could feel for
another person.
'So your saying that the Goddess of Love arranged
things so we wouldn't be able to hold back any longer?' The bard wasn't totally
convinced.
'Yes that's exactly what I'm saying.'
'Why would she do that? And how come you're so
sure this was all down to a God?'
Xena sighed and thought hard how to explain something
as indescribable as a gut feeling to somebody.
'I just know it was down to her....'
'A gut reaction?' Gabrielle asked incredulously
and frowned once again at the warrior.
'Yes you could say that. Look Brie I don't know
why she did it, or even if it was Aphrodite that somehow moved things along
for us, or if it was another God. But I do know that if it hadn't been for that
intervention then you and I would not have confessed our feelings to each other
last night.'
Gabrielle wanted to protest, but she knew Xena's
last statement to be the truth. In her heart she knew that under normal circumstances
she would rather have fled from Xena than risk losing her because of rejection.
And Xena seemed to have felt as equally vulnerable in expressing her love before
now.
'I suppose you're right. I did feel different
suddenly, I thought I was just reacting to you but now you've mentioned it I
did feel a sense of freedom suddenly, of not holding back any longer.'
Xena finally smiled, glad to have gotten Gabrielle
thinking along the same lines as she and also relieved that it hadn't seemed
to change her feelings towards her.
'That's exactly how I felt. Its not that my desire
for you had never been there before, it has. It was just suddenly I couldn't
help myself.'
Gabrielle smiled, remembering how exactly the
warrior princess hadn't been able to help herself when it came to exploring
the bard's body.
Xena followed the same thoughts as Gabrielle
when she saw the bard curl her lips into a sly smile. The warrior raised an
eyebrow at her in a seductive arc unable to mask how the same thoughts were
occurring to her, nor what effect they were beginning to have on her body.
They both looked at each other. Their gaze intense,
the meaning un-deniable. Though Xena wanted to have a serious conversation with
Gabrielle all such thoughts lost their way when her mind drifted to their lovemaking
and her eyes travelled so deeply into the bard's soul. And in turn Gabrielle
was finding it hard to concentrate on the severity with which Xena had spoken
when she felt her body being caressed by Xena's gaze.
Tentatively, as if a more sudden movement would
break the spell that had some how been conjured between them, Gabrielle leaned
in closer to Xena and gently brushed her lips against the warrior's. For such
a simple, slow gesture Xena wasn't prepared for her reaction to it and she elicited
a soft moan as Gabrielle removed her lips from hers. She wanted more than that
brief touch and without thinking of where they were, in plain view of the road
where anyone could happen upon them at any moment, she pulled Gabrielle to her
and crushed her lips against the bard as if discovering her all over again.
Her tongue fought with equal intensity as the bards for entrance to her mouth
and on this occasion Gabrielle acquiesced first and felt the strong muscle delve
deep into her, with a passion that stirred a small fire in the pit of Gabrielle's
stomach.
The bard's hands moved up to rummage through
the warrior's thick, dark hair that felt as soft as silk. She found out last
night how much she relished running her small hands through the warrior's long
hair during their lovemaking, but hadn't realised until that moment how powerful
she felt when she did that. All the times she'd combed Xena's hair after they'd
bathed because the warrior could never be bothered to de-tangle the thick mass
herself, or gently stroked strands of hair as Xena slept and Gabrielle had awoken
in the middle of the night from a bad dream because touching the silkiness always
made her feel safe again. Those times paled in comparison to how she felt now,
dragging her hands through thick strands, pulling a little too hard to let the
warrior know that she could take control of the situation at any moment if she
wished to.
As Xena devoured her mouth with kisses, placing
stray kisses to the sides of her mouth, taking her bottom lip between gentle
teeth and lightly biting the flesh, Gabrielle was weaving her own erotic power
between her hands. She began to massage the back of Xena's head, then the nape
of her neck. Pinching the sensitive skin at first then kneading it with her
fingertips. Somehow knowing that it must feel exquisite to the person underneath
her touch. Despite never being caressed in such a way herself, she knew what
effect such movements could have upon the body and sure enough Xena broke free
from the bard's mouth to lean back into Gabrielle's caress and relish the sensations
that went hurtling down her spine each time fingers met with flesh.
They were now so close sunlight couldn't even
break through the gap between them. Gabrielle was practically sat atop Xena
still kneading her tender flesh, alternating between the gentle caresses and
pulling firmly on the warrior's locks. Each time she made contact the warrior
murmured a soft moan. Xena, quickly losing what self-control she had left, reached
out her strong arms and began to undo the laces of Gabrielle's top. Wanting
so much to be able to kiss the bard's firm young flesh once more, wishing more
than anything that Gabrielle would lower her face to hers and claim her mouth
as her own.
The bard was slow to realise where the warrior's
hands had strayed, caught up in her own dream of caressing Xena in an oddly
intimate way just by finally being able to stroke her hair. When the bard felt
her top slipping, and her heavy breasts that had always felt so incumbent to
her in the past became loose and free it dawned on Gabrielle what was actually
happening between the two of them, but not only that how exposed they were to
the outside world.
In between deep breaths, for Xena had worked
her way free of Gabrielle's grasp and began to kiss the contours of her neck
causing the bard to momentarily lose her awareness once again, she firmly pushed
Xena away from her, repositioning herself somewhat so she wasn't so close to
the warrior.
'Xena.' Gabrielle began before being cut off
with another kiss. Every urge in her body was telling her to let go her inhibitions
and give in to the passion that was building inside her but she held fast, the
Gods only know how.
'Xena.' She tried again, this time with a little
more force in her voice and it got the warrior's attention.
The dark eyes of the warrior slowly became focused
on the anxious look the bard was giving her. Her heavy breathing began to slow
down and she regained her composure enough to speak.
'What is it my love?' She extended a delicate
hand and stroked the side of Gabrielle's face.
The bard smiled at the touch and wished she could
be as un-inhibited as her older companion. Nothing would please her more than
continuing with the fiery passion that had so easily built up between them,
but her innocence shone through and she was just not ready to be taken out in
the open like this.
'I think we had better stop now before we both
regret what we are doing.'
Gabrielle realised immediately that Xena had
misunderstood her words. The warrior dropped her hand from the side of Gabrielle's
face, her eyes registering pain and anger at the same time, and stood up so
quickly the bard didn't get chance to explain herself before Xena shrugged her
shoulders at her, mumbled something that sounded like 'If that's the way you
want it Gabrielle', and then turned to check on Argo.
Her demeanour was one of total rejection and
the bard wondered how Xena could be so sure of herself on the battlefield yet
in the more personal arena of love was always doubting herself and Gabrielle.
But then again she'd been left with little choice. Xena's fear seemed to have
come true, Gabrielle did not want anything more to do with her now she'd heard
the truth about the God's enchantment. She practically skulked over to where
Argo was happily oblivious to the two of them, not giving Gabrielle a backwards
glance as she did so. Her mind racing through how she could go on travelling
with Gabrielle after their shared intimacy was over, how she could just go back
to being her best friend. She knew she wouldn't be able to. 'Damn you Aphrodite'
Xena thought as a hollow feeling in her heart took over her whole body.
Suddenly Gabrielle found herself in a role that
Xena had taken on before now. It was her turn to re-assure Xena's doubts for
once. Her turn to be the one to quell any fear that ran through Xena's mind.
It felt oddly comforting knowing that she could do this for her lover when there
was so much she was still learning about being in love. Yet she tread softly
over to where Argo stood, knowing that Xena's warrior anger was probably nearing
the surface round about now and she didn't want to be on the receiving end of
it should Xena lash out without thinking.
Seeing that Xena was busying herself with brushing,
rather forcefully she noted, Argo's mane, Gabrielle decided to busy herself
as she talked. She went over to their saddlebags and pretended to look for one
of her scrolls.
'Its not what you think you know.'
No response from Xena, apart from a moment when
she lost her momentum with the brush and it got tangled slightly in Argo's soft
mane.
'If you had just stayed a second longer I could
have explained but no, you had to go all stoic on me. Now who's jumping to conclusions?'
Gabrielle couldn't resist the slight dig, besides she figured that the only
way to get Xena to face her was to goad her into it. Only she forgot how that
never had worked on Xena in the past, why should now be any different? When
the warrior didn't want to talk to her that's exactly what she did. Gabrielle
had no choice but to pour out her heart to Xena's turned back, that she now
only half saw because Xena had moved to the other side of Argo.
'Okay, well I guess you don't have to answer
that.....Look Xena I wasn't saying no to you because of what you said about
Aphrodite, what you told me hasn't changed my feelings for you, if anything
they've made them stronger. I was saying it because of where we are. I
don't know about you but the thought of being caught doing...you know...that…out
in the open like this isn't something I'm ready for just yet. I got embarrassed
is all.'
Well least she'd said it, and it hadn't sounded
as foolish to her as it had done rehearsed in her mind when she walked over
to Xena. Gabrielle now waited to see if Xena would require further proof that
their love was as strong as it ever was.
Finally Xena turned and smiled over Argo's bent
neck, seeing only worried eyes and Gabrielle's anxious face staring back at
her.
'You mean that don't you?'
Gabrielle nodded her reply.
'I guess I am hot headed at times too.' It was
the only apology Xena was going to make because she felt embarrassed for over-reacting
the way she did enough already and just wanted the two of them to forget about
it.
Again Gabrielle nodded not giving the warrior
any indication that she was letting her off the hook quite as easily as Xena
wanted. Gabrielle wondered if Xena would swallow her pride and apologize, for
she knew that Xena hardly ever did that. Even when she was blatantly wrong she
hated to admit it, the incident with one of her scrolls and no available leaves
sprang to the bard's mind as she waited for Xena to speak again. She smiled
at the memory, so long gone now, and almost wavered her resolve to stay silent
and let the warrior squirm a little more. But only almost, it was her turn to
have the upper hand for once.
Xena raised her eyes to the heaven's with annoyance
as she realised her bard would not be settling for anything less than a full
on apology and stole herself to give her what she wanted.
"Come on Brie, you gotta admit I had cause to
think what I did. What you said was ambiguous after all."
Gabrielle looked at her with a sly grin and just
shook her head. She began running a hand lazily through Argo's mane as if she
had all the time in the world to wait. Xena had stopped her own ministrations
to her horse now and poor Argo was caught literally between the two women, and
as if to show her displeasure she snorted at Xena and nudged her with her nose,
giving her the final push she needed to swallow that warrior resolve of hers.
"Okay okay I get the idea." She scowled at her
horse. "Who's side are you on anyhow?"
Gabrielle giggled but quickly hid her smirk when
Xena turned to her, her eyes sincere.
"I am sorry for stomping off the way I did. I
should have realised what you meant." She drew closer to Gabrielle, who also
stepped toward Xena, satisfied for once the mighty warrior princess could be
proved wrong after all. She was enjoying the feeling of superiority when Xena
spoke again, softly in her ear. "But if you are so embarrassed about getting
caught out in the open," Xena accompanied her words with a slow lick of her
tongue along Gabrielle's ear lobe. "I'd do up your top if I were you, cos Brie,
you can see everything." Then Xena threw her head back letting out that raucous
laughter of hers and startling Argo a little with her sudden change in temperament.
The bard quickly looked down at herself and saw
what caused Xena's fit of laughter. Everything was indeed hanging out. A crimson
blush flooded Gabrielle's cheeks and she swiped at Xena who was still amused
by her own joke then turned away to re-tie her top, muttering something under
her breath.
"Need a hand with that Gabrielle?" Xena tried
to reach round Gabrielle with her long arms but the bard swiped her hands away,
scowling at the warrior.
"I can manage thank you." The bard fumbled with
the ties to her top, slightly annoyed at Xena for turning things around the
way she always did so she'd end up the victor yet again. Xena was still laughing
gently and eventually Gabrielle regained her sense of humour and started to
laugh reluctantly at herself as well. "I can't get these damned things to stay
tied." She turned back to Xena, her top now half done but still leaving ample
exposure for the warrior to draw her breath in when she saw her.
"Here allow me, can't have you startling the
natives now can we?" Xena sneaked a quick kiss to Gabrielle's lips to stop her
from responding to that last remark then deftly criss-crossed the ties together.
She stepped back and surveyed her companion. "There you go, respectable once
again. Though if you ask me, I preferred the way it looked before."
"You would."
Xena smiled at Gabrielle, unable to deny such
a charge against her. The bard smiled back. All their misunderstandings forgotten,
the bard felt her cheeks cool down as her embarrassment subsided.
The two new lovers stood staring at each other
for a few moments. Almost forgetting why they'd pulled off the road for a break
in the first place. They just stood, enjoying a moment when their only thoughts
were of each other and how far they had come over the years. The pain that had
been hard to rid themselves of after all they'd been through with Hope seemed
to have finally dissipated and in its place they'd each found a love deeper
than what they had felt before. Xena was sure that Aphrodite's interference
hadn't caused that feeling to appear, but all the same thinking about how she
had suddenly come to realise her love for the bard made the warrior think about
the Gods and how they always find a way to interfere in her and Gabrielle's
happiness somehow.
Sadness clouded over her eyes and she let her
gaze drop from Gabrielle's. Questions that she'd not let herself contemplate
before now bombarded her mind. Why had the Gods interfered in the first place?
Was it even Aphrodite's doing? A thought of Ares flashed through her mind, but
even Xena didn't think this was Ares' style. Bringing the two of them together
would more than likely drive the God of War insane with the jealously he has
always held for Gabrielle. No Xena just couldn't see how this would serve Ares'
purpose of forcing Xena back to her old ways. So what was the purpose?
Her eyebrows knitted together as they so often
do when Xena was faced with a problem she couldn't find the answer to. Gabrielle
could see the anxiety in her warrior's eyes and knew that their moment of being
perfectly content with one another was over for the time being.
"You're thinking about Aphrodite aren't you?"
Gabrielle gently lay a hand on Xena's arm to bring her back round.
Xena smiled a small, downhearted half smile and
nodded. She hadn't wanted it to be this way with Gabrielle. In her dearest held
dreams she and Gabrielle simply accepted their love for one another and started
on this new chapter of their lives with no worries about what would happen to
them next. But as Xena knew so well, when the Gods lent a 'helping' hand in
mortal’s lives, the path was never clear afterwards. She just worried what was
in store for the two of them.
To be continued….