Disclaimers: Joss owns them,
not me. I make no claims. Never do. He rules.
Dedications: To Wlfgrrl and
Sway. You girls rule.
Rating: R
Summary: Is it all in the
mind?
Authors notes: It's meant
to have inconsistencies. -|-
Miss K -|-
Cheap Lipstick
Buffy, mother fuckin', Summers.
She's like all things good, rolled up and squashed into a person.
Like pure white snow that hasn't had people trampling on it.
Like a candy bar, still in the wrapper, waiting to be torn into and eaten.
I'd eat you.
I'd tear into you.
I'd fucking trample you.
I'd tear into you.
I'd fucking trample you.
I'm looking at you now, and all my thoughts
sink into my pants.
And I don't care, not one bit, given up trying to think about anything else.
And I don't care, not one bit, given up trying to think about anything else.
I'd push you back, so you fall down on the
bed.
Lick that fuckin' disgusting lipstick off your mouth, and kiss you 'til you're wearing my half decent color.
I want to push my hands up your top, real slow, and look into your eyes when I'm doing it.
To see the shock and want, 'cause I know you wouldn't push me off.
I know it.
I can see it in those eyes of yours when you look at me.
All built up tension but clouded in denial.
I'd push my thigh between yours, and you'd be riding me, hard and fast.
All damp hair, dry mouth, head thrown back, and screams being sucked outta you by my mouth.
Lick that fuckin' disgusting lipstick off your mouth, and kiss you 'til you're wearing my half decent color.
I want to push my hands up your top, real slow, and look into your eyes when I'm doing it.
To see the shock and want, 'cause I know you wouldn't push me off.
I know it.
I can see it in those eyes of yours when you look at me.
All built up tension but clouded in denial.
I'd push my thigh between yours, and you'd be riding me, hard and fast.
All damp hair, dry mouth, head thrown back, and screams being sucked outta you by my mouth.
You're walking over to the books now, talking
about some shit with, Giles.
Man, you're sexy when you walk... fuck it;
when you talk, breath, move, everything.
I'd love to slip my hands into those panties, white cotton I bet, and feel how wet I got you.
And you'd be dripping for me.
Dripping wet and hot; steaming hot.
Tight too, bet you'd grip onto my fingers as I slipped them into you.
Clinging to me, man, holding on as I pushed in, harder and harder.
I'd love to slip my hands into those panties, white cotton I bet, and feel how wet I got you.
And you'd be dripping for me.
Dripping wet and hot; steaming hot.
Tight too, bet you'd grip onto my fingers as I slipped them into you.
Clinging to me, man, holding on as I pushed in, harder and harder.
I'd wipe that holier-than-thou look off your
face.
I'd wipe it off and replace it with one that shouted out that you just got fucked.
Hard and fast, hard and slow, just so long as it was hard.
Just so long as the next day everyone could see something different about you.
I'd wipe it off and replace it with one that shouted out that you just got fucked.
Hard and fast, hard and slow, just so long as it was hard.
Just so long as the next day everyone could see something different about you.
My tongue licks my lips, 'cause they're dry
as a desert.
I watch as you bend down to fix your shoe,
dragging your fingers up your thigh as you come back up.
Man, I want to do that.
Drag them up, my nails digging into your flesh.
Marking you, yeah, marking you.
So bad you'd have to dump your usual clothes the next day for something with more material.
Wouldn't want anyone to see the evidence of your night before, no way, people'd see you differently.
That pack of hounds you hang with might not want to talk to you anymore if they knew.
Boo-fuckin'-hoo.
Pile of shit kids; they don't have a clue about anything.
Yeah, I'd love to mark you up.
Bite you 'til I got that metallic taste in my mouth.
Then watch the next day as the wound started bleeding again, and you had to make some excuse up.
Drag them up, my nails digging into your flesh.
Marking you, yeah, marking you.
So bad you'd have to dump your usual clothes the next day for something with more material.
Wouldn't want anyone to see the evidence of your night before, no way, people'd see you differently.
That pack of hounds you hang with might not want to talk to you anymore if they knew.
Boo-fuckin'-hoo.
Pile of shit kids; they don't have a clue about anything.
Yeah, I'd love to mark you up.
Bite you 'til I got that metallic taste in my mouth.
Then watch the next day as the wound started bleeding again, and you had to make some excuse up.
I fell and caught my shoulder.
Lying for me.
I'd make you lie for me baby, 'cause I know you'd be ashamed.
You'd be ashamed, that you let me push my fingers in you.
You'd be ashamed, that you let me eat you out.
You'd be ashamed, that you let me suck on your tits.
I don't give a shit, I'd want you to be ashamed.
It'd stay in your head forever then, say boo in your dreams when you weren't looking.
You'd see me where ever you went, you'd want complete strangers just 'cause they looked a bit like me.
For years after, whenever you fucked someone, it'd be my name you'd be holding back as you came.
My name, yeah, I'd be in your head forever then.
I'd make you lie for me baby, 'cause I know you'd be ashamed.
You'd be ashamed, that you let me push my fingers in you.
You'd be ashamed, that you let me eat you out.
You'd be ashamed, that you let me suck on your tits.
I don't give a shit, I'd want you to be ashamed.
It'd stay in your head forever then, say boo in your dreams when you weren't looking.
You'd see me where ever you went, you'd want complete strangers just 'cause they looked a bit like me.
For years after, whenever you fucked someone, it'd be my name you'd be holding back as you came.
My name, yeah, I'd be in your head forever then.
Now you're pushing a hand through your hair,
flicking it off your face.
I'd grab that hair and pull your head back,
pull it back and suck on that neck of yours.
I can hear you screaming out my name, yeah, scream it louder baby, scream it louder.
Begging me, you'd be fuckin' begging me to do something, anything, to you.
You'd let me push my fingers into you, you'd let me eat you out, you'd even get down on your knees and eat me.
I'd push you there, I would.
Yeah, I'd push you, hurt you so good.
I can hear you screaming out my name, yeah, scream it louder baby, scream it louder.
Begging me, you'd be fuckin' begging me to do something, anything, to you.
You'd let me push my fingers into you, you'd let me eat you out, you'd even get down on your knees and eat me.
I'd push you there, I would.
Yeah, I'd push you, hurt you so good.
I want that hard body of yours up against me,
all muscles, sweat and tension.
I'd get that tension out for you.
I'd lick up your stomach, over those sweet tits of yours, up your neck, then suck your lip.
Take it in my mouth and flick my tongue over it.
You'd be straining under me, begging, trashing, callin' out to God even.
All because of me.
All 'cause of me, baby.
Humpin' my thigh, trying to get release.
Your face crying out for me to push you over the edge.
And I'd slap that look right off it.
Slap you hard, then crush your mouth with mine, sucking your tongue.
You'd whimper for me, yeah, like a puppy.
You'd be my puppy dog, all mine.
I'd make you keep your eyes open as I fucked you.
Make you look at me, so my face would burn into your mind.
You wouldn't be able to get away from me then.
Nah-uh, not me, I'd always be with you.
I'd grab your jaw, squeezing, reminding you to keep them open, to look at me as I thrust into you.
Harder and harder, yeah, and you're so wet.
You're so fuckin' wet, all for me, it's all for me.
And I'm filling you up so good, so much, stretching you.
You're looking at me, all primal, as you moan in time with me.
You don't care about your mom, about the neighbours now, you don't care about anything but my fingers.
Deep in you, pushing hard, fast, like you know you want it.
Like you know you want me.
Panting, yeah, pant for me baby, open up for me.
Begging, screaming for me to go faster, and I would, for you I would.
And I wouldn't care if I hurt you, tore you, ruined you for someone else.
It's beyond that with us, beyond it.
It's beyond pain, beyond hurting, beyond it all.
Now your arching up into me, pushing those sweet tits into mine, and I curl my fingers up in you.
Rubbing on your g-spot; didn't know you had one, did you?
I've found it for you, and your eyes, man, your eyes are wide as I push you over the edge.
Wide, looking at me, shocked, 'cause your coming so hard, and you're coming for me.
Back off the bed, mouth open, sweat dripping off you, and your one long, loud scream.
I give my hand one final hard push, deep and right up to the hilt and you almost pass out.
Your body falls back on the bed, your eyes close, but you carry on with that panting.
I'd get that tension out for you.
I'd lick up your stomach, over those sweet tits of yours, up your neck, then suck your lip.
Take it in my mouth and flick my tongue over it.
You'd be straining under me, begging, trashing, callin' out to God even.
All because of me.
All 'cause of me, baby.
Humpin' my thigh, trying to get release.
Your face crying out for me to push you over the edge.
And I'd slap that look right off it.
Slap you hard, then crush your mouth with mine, sucking your tongue.
You'd whimper for me, yeah, like a puppy.
You'd be my puppy dog, all mine.
I'd make you keep your eyes open as I fucked you.
Make you look at me, so my face would burn into your mind.
You wouldn't be able to get away from me then.
Nah-uh, not me, I'd always be with you.
I'd grab your jaw, squeezing, reminding you to keep them open, to look at me as I thrust into you.
Harder and harder, yeah, and you're so wet.
You're so fuckin' wet, all for me, it's all for me.
And I'm filling you up so good, so much, stretching you.
You're looking at me, all primal, as you moan in time with me.
You don't care about your mom, about the neighbours now, you don't care about anything but my fingers.
Deep in you, pushing hard, fast, like you know you want it.
Like you know you want me.
Panting, yeah, pant for me baby, open up for me.
Begging, screaming for me to go faster, and I would, for you I would.
And I wouldn't care if I hurt you, tore you, ruined you for someone else.
It's beyond that with us, beyond it.
It's beyond pain, beyond hurting, beyond it all.
Now your arching up into me, pushing those sweet tits into mine, and I curl my fingers up in you.
Rubbing on your g-spot; didn't know you had one, did you?
I've found it for you, and your eyes, man, your eyes are wide as I push you over the edge.
Wide, looking at me, shocked, 'cause your coming so hard, and you're coming for me.
Back off the bed, mouth open, sweat dripping off you, and your one long, loud scream.
I give my hand one final hard push, deep and right up to the hilt and you almost pass out.
Your body falls back on the bed, your eyes close, but you carry on with that panting.
I pull my fingers out quickly and lick you
off them.
And you taste so good, oh baby, you taste so good.
Not like cheap romance novels, all sweet candy or like the mother fuckin' sea.
That sort of shit's for people who don't eat girls out.
You taste like you should; hot, heavy and musky.
And I make a mental note to lick you out next time, eat you til you have to push me off.
And you taste so good, oh baby, you taste so good.
Not like cheap romance novels, all sweet candy or like the mother fuckin' sea.
That sort of shit's for people who don't eat girls out.
You taste like you should; hot, heavy and musky.
And I make a mental note to lick you out next time, eat you til you have to push me off.
I roll off you, and you try to say something
but I don't give a shit.
I don't want you, I want my fantasy, and you'd never live up to it.
So I leave you, I leave you lying there.
Crying?
Don't care.
The you I want is in my head, not in real life.
And I'm out the door, not looking back.
I don't want you, I want my fantasy, and you'd never live up to it.
So I leave you, I leave you lying there.
Crying?
Don't care.
The you I want is in my head, not in real life.
And I'm out the door, not looking back.
'Cause Faith got what she came for.