Disclaimers: Joss owns them, not me. I make no claims. He rules.
Me: I own all Heaven and Hell creations. They are mine. Leave them alone.
Title: It's from a speeding advert, by the Police.
 
Faith's POV
 
Slayers Do Total Recall XXII - Don't Speed Or You'll Risk Getting Flashed
 
Don't get nervous, you're not a spaz, or ten!
What if she doesn't want to, you know, get down with me?
Like, it's been months.
Maybe she's got used to the way we are, and she's all; hey, it's cool, Faith. No biggie.
Well, apart from not speaking anything like that.
Shit, I need to not think about it.
Have a smoke, that's it, chill out.
Don't stress.
I should have asked Dis before she had to go back to LA.
You know, for some tips or shit.
Listen to me, sex isn't a big thing.
'Cept it is, I mean, it's become a big thing.
It's funny, but kinda not; the one thing I'm an expert in, apart from the Slayer stuff and I can't do it.
Not at all.
Can't even go to second base.
Shit, what a screw up.
For months she's been all patient and I can't even kiss her.
I can't even kiss my girl!
 
You're lucky that she didn't dump your sorry ass.
Well, maybe after tonight she will.
 
Fuck!
 
Buffy's POV
 
Knock.
 
No.
 
Knock!
 
No.
 
KNOCK!
 
Alright!!
 
Why am I nervous?
I shouldn't be all nervous, she's my girlfriend and it's just... we're not like that anymore.
I'm imagining everything, I am, it's what I want to think.
It's not going to happen.
See, now you're getting all upset again.
You always do this.
It's just... I miss her.
I miss her so much.
The way she used to touch me, kiss me, hold me; everything.
Elle might have said we'd always be together, but she never said how we'd be together.
Maybe we're only destined to be Slayer together.
That's why it's off limits to think about, because the tears start and then...
 
'Hey, B. You're early. You ok, you look sort...'
 
'I'm fine! It was windy out, made my eyes water. So, what we up to tonight then?'
 
She sits down on the sofa, patting the space next to her.
Ok, I can do sitting.
Sitting's safe, because I can look at the TV and not at her and then I won't get upset again.
Except it's not working, I am getting upset again.
 
'Grab something to eat then kick back with a movie, yeah?'
 
See, it's not what you thought.
We've turned into best friends.
And that's why it hurts.
 
Because I'm still so in love with her.