WAZZZZZZZZZZZZ'UP
!
As
a friend stated, it's about "F'n" time you put up a webpage!
SO - here is my site.
here is a little bit
about ME . . .
Spring Thaw
Cruise - 2009
My (new)
RIDE!
ST1300A7
Sister Edith Moorecock
Here
is my 'out'
to finally say to the world ‘who’ and ‘what’ I am.
Take a look at the OUT'ing page for lot's of details and a recap of
my OUT'ing.
It's
honest. It's open. And.... like it or not....
it's me.
My only regret is that it took so many years to (finally) come to grips with my
inner-soul and acknowledge who and what I am.
Friends and family weren't ready in 82'. (I wasn't either.)
To quote my father, "Slow but Sure"
I’m PROUD of the fact that I ‘am’ who I am. I’m PROUD of who I can
be -from now on!
I only regret the lost years... the years of lies... the torment that I
put myself -and others - through.
It's a totally unique way of living . . . honesty - open –
truthful -to yourself and others!
THANKS for being you . . . cause I'm gonna be me !
;)
KM
There
is no single aspect of my life that defines 'who' I am. Each aspect simply
layers upon the other allowing me to be more of the fun-loving, funny,
flirtatious, nut-case that I am. In my sooooo many areas of my life, I
quote: Safety 1st, Fun 2nd, and then ‘life happens’.
This
is a motto for me:
To laugh (at
oneself) is to risk appearing the fool.
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental.
To reach out to another
is to risk
involvement.
To expose your feeling
is to risk exposing
yourself.
To place your ideas and your dreams before
the crowd is to risk
ridicule.
But… risks must be taken. Why?
Because the greatest risk in life
is to risk nothing.
One may avoid suffering and sorrow,
but you simply cannot
learn to feel
- or to
grow
- or to
love
- or to
live
Chained by ones certitudes, one would be a slave.
Only the person who risks is truly free.
- Anonymous
RIDER EDUCATION
I work for Puget Sound Safety doing Instructor Recruitment, Development, and Quality Assurance
What
is LIFE ?
Is
it -by definition:
The
property or quality that distinguishes living organisms from dead organisms and
inanimate matter, manifested in functions such as metabolism, growth,
reproduction, and response to stimuli or adaptation to the environment
originating from within the organism
OR
Is
it -by realism:
The ability,
realization, search for, and experiences of individualized vitality while one
enjoys and maximizes their own personal positive (fun) satisfying existence.
I believe that I try to maximize life... the fun... the
direction... the means and the end. Too many seem to simply slip through
life and only attain a minimal existence.
I hope, that if you get
to know me, you'll find I not one of them.
I'm
luv'n life.
I'm LIVING life !
;) KM.
Voice Your Pride
Why do I have to tell you I am Gay?
Why can't I just be quiet about it?
This, I hope, will explain why I don't WANT to shut up about it....
I want to tell you I am Gay because
I am . . .
fed up of hiding
bored of lying
annoyed of pretending
tired of sidestepping
Drained of guilt and fear barricading me from you
I need to tell you I am Gay because
I like you and I value our relationship
I am not at ease with a relationship based upon deceit
I need to tell you I am Gay because
I want to be a positive and confident role model--
I want to counteract the offensive stereotypes
That has plagued our community
And provide you with a Gay person you can have pride in
I need to tell you I am Gay because
I want to be able to share my life with you
I don't want to have to lie and say I was with a woman over the weekend
I don't want to have separate bedrooms
And call the person I love my "roommate"
I need to tell you I am Gay because
This is WHO I AM
It has taken me a long time to get to this place
Where I can share with you who I am
And I hope that you
Like me enough to stay in my life
It would hurt me greatly to sacrifice our friendship
But if you can't stay I will know that
You NEVER REALLY loved me
And to be honest
I will be better off with out you.
"Coming out" takes many of us a very long time
It is a highway of much pain, agony, fear, sadness, and anguish
However once we gain and win our own acceptance and come to terms
With who we are.... Our lives can be full, prosperous, euphoric,
And fulfilled with awesome, loving people both Gay and straight.
Like a butterfly emerging from a cocoon
We can find our beauty and fly!
-Anonymous
>
.
So
- who am I ???
A Bear ? Cub ? Otter ? Wolf ???
How
about . . . I am ME!!!
A solid 5'
10" frame 185lb
(down from +240lb's) an
x-Bear !
(Maybe I am a CUB.
However, I'd rather classify myself as a Bear-Lover-CUB-In-Training !)
I am a
Stocky / Hairy / Witty / All-American guy.
I
have lived in quite a few states around the country. Since 1996 I
have lived in the
I
have an odd/busy schedule.. . maybe it's a simple reflection of my
odd personality.
I am -
seemingly what I do !
I
am trying to be ‘true’ to me. I am trying to let people
know it’s ‘ok’ to be themselves.
It truly is ‘ok’ to live a joyous, fulfilled, guilt-free life.
It all starts within you… it all starts with the
‘power of one’.
each
of us holds the key
to the power of one
one
by one
we can make the world a much better place
it
begins with believing
it starts in the heart
then
flows through the soul
and changes the world
imagine
how life will be
when we stand in unity
each
of us holds a key
it's inside of you and me
--
Donna Summer – The Power Of One.
Each
of us – is in charge of our own destiny. It all
starts with believing and the power of thought!
So . . . a little about me . . .
I
believe
that each of us is a work-in-progress.
believe that everything happens for a reason.
(Even difficult to figure out why.)
believe that we are... a never ending 'evolution' of mind, body,
and soul.
(Some of us just take a lot more time than
others!)
God... if
only I had been able to come-out years ago. I sometimes wonder
where, what, and who I would be now. I am starting to make up (now)
for what I missed all those years.
Don't hate
me... I simply am ‘who’ and ‘what’ I am !
;)
KM
|
Maybe I'm
'on-line' w/ the
So .
. . .
What makes me ME ???
Here are some of my favorites :
Color |
: |
BLUE !!!!! |
Food |
: |
Rib-Eyes / Veggie' (anything - but Okra) / Sea Food (anything) |
|
: |
Chocolate - it is a Food Group right ??? :) |
Authors |
: |
Goodkind, Koontz, Eddings, Sylvia Browne, Carl Segan . . . |
Books |
: |
Wheel Of Time (series), Sword Of Truth (series) The Other Side & Back . . . |
Musicals |
: |
A Chorus Line, Victor Victoria, Les Miserables, Rocky Horror, Little Shop Of Horrors, Grease. . . |
Movies |
: |
Amadeus, Star Trek II & VI, Dune, 5th Element, Stand By Me, Pay It Forward, IN & OUT, |
Composers |
: |
Mozart, Debussy, Puccini, Copland, Tchaikovshy, Orff, |
Musicians |
: |
S.Brightman, Depeche Mode, P.Collins, E.John, L Lovett, Enigma, C.Dion |
|
: |
Kenny
G, Yellowjackets, David Lanz, |
-classical |
: |
P.Domingo, A.Bocelli, Yo Yo Ma, Rampal, Jessie Norman |
Question ??? |
: |
Just ask . . . trust me . . . you'll get the truth !!! |
Friendship
Questionnaire
- how well do you know your friend ?
- how well do you know yourself ???
Q&A
====================================================
1. What date &
time is it?
06-23-03 9:16 am
07-04-05 8:05 am
01-01-08 9:50 am
2.
Name that appears on your birth certificate?
Kyle Eric McCarty
3.
Nickname(s):
None... although Dad used to call me RINKER ????
...still nothing really has stuck.
Pookie … it’s from Tom.
4.
Parents names:
Barbara Ann and Edward Francis
5. Number of candles
that appeared on your last birthday:
37
40
42
6.
Date that you regularly blow them out?
09-01
7. Pets:
2 (adopted by cats) Mister and Missy
None... :) (Maybe a fish tank someday)
Alan, Fred & Ethel, and bunch of other fish. (yes…
Alan, he’s
named after YOU!)
8.
Eye color:
Brown
So...
full of... %#@&# my eyes are brown... (says
my mom)
A bit bloodshot due to late ‘Sister’ activites!
9.
Hair color:
Black (although becoming more and more gray)
Salt & Pepper (buzzed to show less gray!)
Really SALTY now… still buzzed.
10.
Piercings:
Yes. More than just left ear!
Ear x2 (left) and Nipples
Ummmm. Shall we say MORE!!!
11.
Tattoos:
Four - 5th one being planned
Getting 5th for birthday 9/1 !
Considering a 6th...
12.
How much do you love your job?
Hate the career . . . working on plan to get into something more me !
* Boy has this changed !!! (Thank God)
TOTALLY LOVE MY CAREER !!!
Motorcycle Safety Courses for WA.
13. Favorite color?
BLUE !
14. Hometown:
Lake
15. Current
residence:
16.
Favorite food:
Rib Eye Yummm.
BEEF....
it's what's for dinner !!! Chocolate?
Is that a food group?
Tube Steak?!?!?!
17.
Been to
Nope.
18. Been toilet
papering?
Of course. Yards, Dorm Room, and even an office at work !!! :)
19. Loved someone so
much it made you cry?
Luckily yes !
In such a good way. (Thank you Tom. Thanks
for being you!)
20. Been in a car
accident?
Three
Four (slight bump) Sadly… on 10-31… as
a NUN in a DOL truck!
22.
Sprite or 7-up?
Yuck . . . how about Diet w/ lemon !!!
FRESCA!
23.
Favorite Movie?
Amadeus
or
Birdcage or Zoro -The Gay Blade! haha
Does PORN count?
24. Favorite
Christmas. (Gift of giving little 'appropriate' gifts !)
25. Favorite day of
the week?
A day off w/ significant other and/or friends !
Eeeeehhh.
What ever. Honestly... each day is what WE make 'm !
The day that we ‘make’ our own!
26. Favorite word or
phrase?
Have to say Wazzzzz'Up seeming I say that one all the time.
'Sh'WEET'
or HOLA !
‘Fierce’
27. Favorite Toothpaste?
Colgate - w/ baking soda.
28.
Favorite Restaurant?
Ruth's Chris Steakhouse
Salty's
at Alki
Ray’s Boathouse at Shilshole Bay
29. Favorite Flower?
Orchid - when you can get them to grow and bloom.
-bitchy
damn flowers... but pretty. :)
Tulips on my organ!?!?!
30.
Favorite Drink?
7&7 - at a bar and Diet w/ lemon everywhere else.
Capt. Morgan and Diet w/ a couple cherries!
31. Favorite sport to watch?
Sports? ME? HA! How about an opera,
musical, ballet, or ‘Sister’ show!
Are
you for real? SPORTS?
32.
Preferred type of ice cream?
Jamocha Almond Fudge.
33. Last book read?
Roger Zelazny - Amber (all 10 in the series)
The
FIVE Temptations of a CEO
Terry Goodkind – Confessor (the 12th
in the series)
34.
Disney or Warner Brothers?
Disney
35. Favorite fast
food restaurant?
Quizno's (Toasty)
Jack
N the Box. (Salads are KILLER !)
36. When was your
last hospital visit?
Test - last month. Appendectomy '99
been
a bit! :) (hope
to keep it that way....)
been a while!
37. What color is your bedroom carpet?
Gray
Beige
38. How many times
did you fail your drivers ?
Drivers
- 1 Motorcycle - 0
'aced'
the written and the riding exam to become an instructor !!!
39.
Who is the last person you got e-mail from before this?
Dena - great friend of mine . . . DD/LLLL
Dena
- again - talking about our 'ladies nighhtt' last Fri, dinner, drinks, party.....
Dawnna (Sister w/ fangs!)
40. Have you ever been convicted of a crime?
Nope
41.
Which single store would you choose to max out your credit card?
Best Buy (CD's / DVD's / Computers / Camera / etc, etc, etc.)
RMC
Renton Motorcycle Company Oooohhh Damn....
42.
What do you do most often when you are bored?
Read... play on-line... or worst yet... EAT !
Play
the piano...
Internet...
43. Name the person that you are friends with that lives the farthest away?
Tom - N.C.
44.
Most annoying thing that people ask?
Did those nipple rings hurt ??? DUHHHH !
‘Are
you serious - you sell Steinway pianos and ride a motorcycle?’
‘Isn’t riding a motorcycle dangerous?
45. Bedtime?
11-12
10-11’ish
46.
Favorite all time TV show?
Cosmos - watching w/ parents.
47.
Last person you went out to dinner with?
Terrell and David
Dena
& Tina - Ladies night out Hmmmmmmm
Alan, Andy, Brian, and Tom. Port Townsend
–day trip!
48. Last Movie you saw?
Finding Nemo
Star
Wars III
49. Most embarrassing moment ?
Well . . . other than loosing at a wet-underwear contest . . .
it would have to have been realizing that my friends heard
me 'scream like a girl' when I thought I was about to loose
control of a dirt bike off a large hill.
Hmmmmm. Macho ? NOT !
Realizing
that the really cute guy you just totally undressed -in front
of all his friends... is straight.... OOOPS!
(Total eye-candy)
Causing a slight
accident, in the WA State Department of Licensing truck
on Halloween, still in costume.
Taking info -dressed as a NUN! :)
50.
Web sites most visited?
Hmmm. Do you really want to know ??? :) I would say Kazaa or Yahoo.
ESC.org
Bear411 OUTinSeattle Nifty.org -other
than email.
Does
PORN count???
51. Something good about the person that sent you this?
Honest / Open / True friend / More confident than I've ever been - or will be
!!!
-still
the same.... (It's been too long since we've seen each
other...)
-still You ‘da Man!
(It’s been way too long...)
52. Favorite computer program?
Music Match
Eeeeeehhhh.
Nothin' really. It's just a practical piece of technology.
Program? How about websites: Bear411, MySpace,
Flickr
53. Least favorite word or phrase?
"Fine" Hate that word. And what does it really mean ???
-or
'whatever'. Is it positive? Is it negative??? Who the
hell really knows.
54. Favorite piece of music?
Thompson - Testament Of Freedom
-or
HOLST -The Planets Oh My God !!!
Brahms Requiem Mass
55. Favorite sound?
Out on a hike or camping . . . listening to all the birds, wind and nuthin'!
56. Least favorite sound?
The screeching sound of a car trying to stop . . . right before a crash.
57. What's your next
goal that you want to achieve?
To figure out my life . . . and start into a 'career' that I enjoy and am proud
of.
Let's
see... lost 50lbs. Got back into music. Changed my 'career'.
Got a bike.
Domestic Partnered. Became a Sister.
(www.TheAbbey.org)
Now??? Who knows!
58. Best childhood memory ?
FL Keys . . . with family on vacation. Diving, fishing, and having a blast -
together
59. Best prank ever
pulled - and got away with ?
Putting a centerfold photo into my conductors music . . . having him find it
(during the concert . . .) What a shock !!!
Somehow . . . he knew it was ME !
Hmmmmm. :)
;) KM
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