Messages To The 2 Patricks, - Oct. 21, 2002
Joyce Lang
Dec 5, 2002
Messages To The 2 Patricks, - Oct. 21, 2002
A Walk With The Truth, (Messages of Love)
Monday 21 October 2002
Patrick:
I come to You, Jesus. I feel the beginnings of You calling me and it is not
the night. I come too, because I need You. In these last days, when You spoke
through me to Your children, I did not feel You lift me on Your Wings. I
only felt dead inside. It seemed that Your Words did not feed me. I should
have known better. On the last day of the retreat, I could feel the beat
of Your Wings catch Me and lift me to soar into the sky of Your Heart and
I loved You. I really felt then, the joy that You had given Your children.
I want too, this time to be alone with You. I am greedy and selfish but I
need You. I know that if I am greedy then You will not come but there is
hope inside me that You will. I have missed taking Your Words and it is such
a privilege to be here with this Gift that You have given to Me. I love You.
Your Little Army is in my mind. As it springs up, I can feel a surge within
my heart towards You. My heart picks up from You that this is what You want.
I can feel already the love and comfort that this Little Army of Lovers will
give to You. I can feel You smiling at the thought of it too. In Your Smile,
I read that You would be so pleased at this for there is no one to give You
comfort in these dark days within Your Church. Jesus, it must be so painful
for You. My heart surges up to You in this Pain. I could never feel what
You are feeling and I cannot understand how these people can turn against
Your Words so much. If they are seeking You and they need a map to get to
You then why do they change it? Surely they must understand that a map is
laid down because someone has gone to great pains to draw up the correct
paths that will lead from one place to another?
And, that changing those paths will never, can never, lead to the right destination.
I find this difficult to understand because surely You are the path, and
the map, and the journey. Surely it was You who went to great Pains to draw
up the map. I shake my head in frustration as I try to rationalise these
things.
Jesus:
My servant, I greet you. I greet you with My Love and I thank you for coming
to Me in this way. You are My page that I write upon. I thank you too, for
the compassion that you feel within your heart for Me, it is like a small
drop of water on a parched tongue. Yes, it causes Me great Pain to watch
My children change My Ways so that another cannot get to Me. That is why
I ask for My Houses of Prayer to become as they do. They are the holders
of My Truth because they uphold it themselves. If I did not provide these
things, then all would be lost, and much is lost as I speak. These children
of Mine, who are caught up in these things, think only of themselves. They
change My Ways so that their sin can look respectable in the eyes of the
world but this is not so in My Eyes. Sin blinds them. Many of My priests
and nuns are filled with lust because they do not fight off the spirits as
they should. They change My Words to encompass their lust, saying that I
am a God who condemns no one. It is true that I condemn no one but Heaven
is not open to sin. To enter Heaven a soul must be free of the darkness that
it has created. I give many things to help the soul with all these things.
They do not look for them.
I ask that all die to self. Dying to self is being wiped out by these children
of Mine. They do not wish to give up their sin. They do not see Me but only
see the concept of an ideal world and My priests and nuns are willing to
sacrifice Me in order to get it. They do not realise that they are no better
than Judas whom they condemn. In My Church at this time, disobedience is
rife. My Church should be on fire with My Love but it is not. Those who have
allowed freemasonry and feminism to become their gods have successfully sent
My Plans in a different direction and My children are deceived. They are
deceived so much that they are almost lost. Many, many of My other children
refuse to see this because what they see is only what they want. Is it so
hard to see that the path that is being made is a path of untruth? I cannot
walk on a path of untruth but lucifer can. If a path of untruth is being
made then I cannot walk upon it! Look! Blind guides are leading you! They
have blinded you from the Truth and you cannot even see it. I tell you that
the only Truth that is in My Church is the Truth that comes, through My remnant,
the Truth that I give to them through My Prophets. You do not look deeply
enough into My Church. You do not hear what is being said to you. I tell
you that when My Holy Spirit comes, many of My children will realise the
Truth too late! They will blame Me but I have warned, through My Prophets
that You have persecuted, and one day you will run to them and seek the Truth.
Bishops will kneel before them and ask their forgiveness because of what
they have said about them. I mean to turn this Church of Mine back to the
Truth. I only speak the Truth. You condemn My Prophets and what I say through
them because you do not like to hear the real Truth. But I tell it to you
now!
Woe to you if you do not listen now. A cardinal within My Church has gathered
many others around him and they gather greedily to plan the final downfall
of My Church. They gather in secret and if My own good cardinals are asked,
they will tell you the Truth for they know it. My Pope is not included in
these meetings for he is so much fought against and resisted.
There is one leader who emerges as leader of this group and he will manipulate
his way to the Throne of My Peter. He will sully it with untruth. He will
cause consternation within My Church. If you do not believe Me, then look
at My Church. Is there obedience to be had within it? Do you not see the
foreign gods that have been carried into it and worshipped within it. Am
I being worshipped? No, children, I am not. Those who do not wish to see
the Truth of the things that are happening within My Church are hypocrites
in My Eyes. And it is they who condemn the Prophets. It is they who have
sown the seeds of hatred against them.
They have criticised them and lied about them. But I tell you on this day,
with the exception of My Pope and the Prophets, very few within My Church
speaks the Truth. I have had to rely heavily on My Prophets to speak the
Truth. Even these do not see the Truth that I give. One of My Prophets in
this world has turned against Me. That person breeds criticism among those
who follow that Prophet, so that they have been filled with condemnation
that is not from Me. If you follow a Prophet and they condemn any other Prophet,
then know that they do not Work for Me. Greed is their god. You, who would
seek the Truth must look for Truth very deeply within My Church. This is
why I speak these Words at this time so that you will be warned.
Patrick:
My Jesus, these are very strong Words but I know with all my heart that they
are true. We have seen the evidence with our own eyes, we have heard the
words spoken against You. These Words will turn others against us, I know,
but we will believe them and defend them as Your Truth. This world is cold
against You. There seems to be no other way but lucifer’s in the world. This
can be seen very clearly. The Messages that You have given up to ten years
ago speak about these things. You have Warned us, You have Warned the world
but we have not listened to You. We are too caught up in the things of this
world. You have spoken of the technology in the world through my brother
and You have spoken some very powerful Words that we all needed to hear.
I do not feel that we are doing enough. I feel caught up in other things
that seem less valuable but nonetheless important. Jesus, what can we do
and not only us but those who read these Words?
Jesus:
I tell you, My servant, within My Houses of Prayer, My children must be prepared
to die to themselves for the very Truth that they hear in the Words that
I give to My Prophets. My children of My Houses must be prepared to be one
House, one Heart of Mine, united in the Work that I call them to do. Each
of My Houses must come together and speak of their resources and how best
that that they can help Me spread My Word. By this, I mean each individual
House, not all of them together. They must be prepared, in their commitment
to Me, to do My Work, to be there when I need them. My Houses of Prayer cannot
be islands, they must be one, as must My Prophets. When they come together,
they must be prepared to leave all to do My Work for they cannot do it whilst
they are tied down to material things. They must listen for My Instructions
for I must call upon them now to place My Creature (Blessed Salt) in this
world, where I tell them to do it. For this and this alone they must be given
My Prayer. They will leave My Heart, two by two, to do this. If they are
willing to do this then I will make waves among lucifer’s cohorts to anger
them, to draw them out so that I can send them back to hell, never to return.
This will be the beginning. If these children of Mine would be prepared to
split themselves into who will stay within My House and those who will go,
then My House would be looked after. You, My children, would not believe
how much this is needed. Those who are not committed to My Way must be prepared
to allow My children to sleep in their houses and feed them when I send them
to an area that needs cleansed. I must do this for evil has spread itself
over the world like a tidal wave. My country of Ireland has prostituted herself
even further now and is in lucifer's web. Watch now and see the houses of
death open their doors to allow lucifer's sacrifice to become more readily
available. These Words are Truth and it is the Lord, your God, who speaks
them. My children in the world who hear these Words must be prepared to become
revolutionaries for the cause of My Love. They must be prepared to stand
up for My Truth with only Love in their hearts. They must condemn no one
for I do not give them permission. For this that I ask, all of you who take
it on will be hunted down like animals and you will be persecuted for what
you do but it is no different from what I have asked of My other children
in the past. The Truth must out. Too long, has lucifer been allowed to run
wild. I ask of you that you stand up for My Truth within My churches, even
though you will be expelled from them. I am sending you into the lion’s den
and you will be eaten for My sake. This is what My Army should be doing.
They did not need to wait for My Word to tell them to go but I am telling
them now. Through other Prophets I will speak the same Words, if they dare
to listen to Me. The battle has begun and I have begun it. You must not ignore
these Words but let My Heart know that you are willing to do it. I will tell
My sons to tell you where to go. I keep this work secret no longer. And they
will laugh at you and Me but you must carry it out still. Trust in God still
and trust in Me.
Patrick:
My Jesus, I cannot believe the Words that You speak! But I know that You
have spoken of these things before but it seemed that You spoke in parables
or riddles but now You are speaking clearly. I only hope and pray that You
will give us all the Graces to carry these things out.
Jesus:
My servant, the Graces are already in these Words and are given to those
who read them and those who hear them being read. I give the Graces and I
will bestow more on those who hear them in their hearts and answer My calls.
Patrick:
Why, Jesus, do I need to worry? Why can I not remember that You have all
things in hand? I love You and I thank You. I hope that I will be able to
answer Your call without making excuses, which I know that I will within
my heart. I know too, Jesus, that this will put a strain on this House for
the servants within this House are few. Can You send us more servants?
Jesus:
I will send servants when they are needed. Those who stay behind must be
prepared to give more of their time in My House as a sacrifice to those who
will go. At this time there is enough to do the work. I have given My reasons
for the necessity of these things. My children will learn much about the
evil ones who walk this earth. They must be told that these evil ones are
dangerous and they must be totally obedient to the instructions that I give.
They must do nothing above this. In this world, there are not many of My
servants who would consider this necessary Work, but I tell you that I do.
I Warn all of you who take part in this Work of Mine that you will be persecuted
because I have spoken these Words and because you will carry them out.
Patrick:
I love You, Jesus, and I thank You for these Words. I am at Your disposal
for any Words that You may wish to speak to Your children. I am Your servant
and this is what You have called me to do. Jesus, I love You and I need You.
I do not feel You as I think that I should. Yes, I can feel You deep within
Me and I know that these Words are powerful and many children have waited
upon them. Jesus, as soon as we can make this happen we will do it, for You
have asked these things before and we have not done them. You are my Lord
and my God and I am glad to be serving You in this way. The night has come
and with it many interruptions that take me away from You. I know now how
my brother feels. The Words that You are speaking seem to me to be spoken
in Pain. It is as if You do not wish to speak them but they are being torn
from You. I know that Your Heart is sad all the time but I think that You
have taken all that You can. In my heart, I know that this world is against
You and Your Little Army is still in my heart. I wish so much that I could
gather them for You to ease You and soothe You for I am acutely aware that
You need that comfort. I wish that I could hold You and ease away the Pain
of what You must do. You are not telling Me the Words, but You are allowing
me to feel the darkness of Your Church. I can hear the mocking voices saying
that the Church is in good condition but how can it be when Your very servants
have removed You from the altars and have begun to worship other gods such
as the stone altar and the seat of a servant? It cannot be! My soul calls
out in disbelief that they would treat You in this way and Your servants
not see it, let alone do anything about it. Knowing this, I would wish that
You would come now and put everything to rights. I do not wish to see You
suffer. I know too, that my disobedience makes You suffer and the things
that I do not die to. I know that You feel the Pain of my pride and my sins.
I would wish for humility and more Love so that I could love You the way
You are meant to be loved.
Jesus:
My servant, these things do give Me so much Pain but not all are willing
to remember that Pain through obedience to My Words. No, not even those that
I speak to within their hearts. Many nights I am lonely within My House because
I have watched My children hurry home to their televisions when they knew
that they could have spent a few more moments with Me. If only they would
allow their hearts to surge into Mine then I could inflame them as I have
done with yours. They wish to get My Work done as soon as possible and be
gone from Me. There are few in My Army. There are few in these days who emerge
as My true followers, yet all have the potential to do so. If only they would
take Me at My Word and not place self within what I am telling them. I have
tried many ways to break through but self is stronger than their love for
Me. It is those who carry out My commands because they love Me that are the
ones to whom I can speak. I give you and your brother the Words in these
Messages that My children need to be encouraged to do these things. But they
will not die to self. So much has the world influenced them that they will
not see any other way but lucifer’s. Self is the enemy. There is no joy except
in Me. My children look for things to fill their lives. They buy clothes,
they buy cars, houses and they collect money. These things are at the expense
of other of My children who must spend long hours in slavery for pittance
to provide what they want. The demand upon the spirit of this earth is great
and still it is heaped with the darkness of sin, so much that it cannot function
as I created it to. There is a delicate balance between the spiritual part
of this earth and the physical part of it. Let Me explain to You so that
You will understand. The earth that you live in has a spirit because I created
it that way. I gave this world a piece of Myself in its creation. But I am
not creation. I created each and every living thing but I am not the earth
they way that My children think that I am. I am not mother god. I do not
demand the physical sacrifice of human beings as this god does, even today.
When a part of the earth is torn away and scarred for the use of man, it
is left with nothing vital for its survival. I have created the earth in
a balance so that it will heal itself but man leaves it no choice but to
die for he is controlled by a spirit of greed. My children are exploited
and the lands that I gave them are taken over by those who would wish to
spill their blood and exploit their resources. All could share and all have
enough food to live on but the spirit of greed has taken so much hold now
that these things cannot happen. Nations that have wiped out other nations
in greed will answer to Me at the end of time. Nations that do not respect
the Laws that I have laid down will answer for it. It is simple if you look
around you. A man will dig a patch of earth to grow food for himself. When
he is finished with it, if he leaves it and gives it time, then it will revitalise
itself once more. I have programmed all life to do this. If you cut your
finger, does it not heal in a few days? Does it not do this itself? There
are many medical breakthroughs that are wrought by the exploitation of chemicals.
Chemicals are good but if they are overused then they cause many problems.
I tell you that what you eat is made up of more chemicals than natural food.
You know this but what do you do about it? If you do not buy this contaminated
food then those who are controlled by the spirit of greed will not be able
to sell it. But will you listen to Me? No! You will not. You would rather
die unnatural deaths that you blame Me for.
Patrick:
Jesus, I am one of these people that You speak about. I make my excuses not
to be with You and I give in to the world. I give in because it is easier
to do so. We are all to blame because we have not seen the signs of the times
and we will be those who will strike our breasts in regret. I am sorry, Jesus,
I am sorry for all mankind because we have seen the Truth and ignored it.
Jesus:
My servant, I tell you that the earth is not as important as many would make
it. It is My Church that is important for it is My Body. They would see this
earth as a wonderful place but they will not see the One who created it.
They will not see because they are too much caught up in self. Those who
have tried to die to self can verify that when they do, they can see My Way
more clearly the more that they do it. My convents and monasteries are being
remodelled by those who no longer believe in My Ways. They remodel them without
Me, making out that the Ways that I have laid down are wrong. Within them,
there is no longer any dying to self but these people are actively encouraged
to allow self to dictate to them. My Laws have been misinterpreted by many
down the centuries and that is why you now see so much of My Body that has
been split.
All of these must come together under My Pope as I ordained it from the beginning
but not at the expense of Me. They think that if they get rid of Me then
they will become one. Fools! Do they not smell the stench of sulphur? Do
they not see lucifer at work? I did not ask for My Laws to be reinterpreted,
I asked that all would live under the Law of My Church. Do they even believe
any more that I am present within the Eucharist that I so freely give? I
tell you that I can see all hearts but I cannot see many that receive Me
in purity of heart. Many have made so many excuses for their sins that they
do not see sin anymore and receive Me in sacrilege. While My children run
around blinded by Eucharistic ministers and receiving in the hand they fail
to see the real Truth that the laws that they obey are no longer Mine. Blind
children! Can you be so blind as not to see that what you should be fighting
against is the fact that they remove Me from My Church?
The evil one has blinded you with petty things so that you do not see that
I am being removed. Fools! Look in the right direction, look behind the smoke
screen and you will see the Truth. Why do you think that My Pope has added
to the Rosary? He adds to it so that these new Mysteries tell you of My Divinity
because so much has been taken away from Me. Have I been with you this long
and you have learned nothing?
Patrick:
Jesus, I am finding it hard to get started. I think I keep on finding excuses
in order not to come to You. I think it is just my laziness.
Jesus:
My son, I have already told you that the spirits will try to keep you away
from Me. You are allowing them to do this, you must fight against them, My
son. I Love you.
Patrick:
I know, Jesus, within my heart it is them who hold me back. Sometimes, I
find it very hard to fight against them. It is easier to just walk the wide
path. It is easier to blame everything or everyone else for keeping me back.
But when it comes down to it, Jesus, I know within my heart that they have
placed a lethargy within me. I find this lethargy in many parts of my life,
especially the parts that You want me to die to. When I am with You, I say
that I am going to die to something within my life but at the back of my
mind, I know there is a little seed that is telling me, ‘no, I am not for
I don't want to.’ I suppose if I stop and think about it, this is the real
Truth. The outer shell is only lip service, something that is nice to hear
and think about.
Jesus:
My son, Truth is always hidden from sight. Truth is not what you want to
see for when you look in Truth then you will know where the darknesses live
within you. When you find the darknesses then the work really begins. The
true dying to self will begin to take place. If you see something within
you but yet deny its existence, this is blindness and unwillingness that
will never produce fruit. This is the greatest problem within all My children;
they do not want to see the real Truth within their hearts. In order to die
to yourself, you must begin to be truthful to yourself. When you lie to yourself
then the journey cannot begin.
Many, who have desired to follow Me in the past, have spent many, many years
seeking the journey of Contemplation, of finding a place of Peace within
My Heart. This cannot come to pass if the soul lies to itself. This has been
the greatest destroyer of true life in Me and why so many have failed in
the past to find Me. The journey of a true contemplative must be done in
Truth. I am the Truth. If you are to find the Truth, then you must live in
the Truth and no lie can enter. Truth is the path of dying to self, if you
do not live in and see the Truth, the real Truth, then you will never die
to yourself. I Love you.
Children of Love, always look to the Truth. In looking for the Truth within
your own lives, you will find the journey towards Me will become easier.
Always look within yourself. The evil one places many seeds within the heart,
if you find these seeds, then they can be destroyed with Truth. You must
recognise what is within your heart: murder, theft, adultery, possessiveness,
gossip, lust. These are but a few of the seeds that he places within My children.
You might say, ‘but I do not want to murder anyone!’ You do not have to murder
a person with a sword, you can do it with your tongue, children. You have
heard the saying, ‘assassination of character.’ Think how many times you
have done this with gossip. It is very easy to destroy a man with your tongue,
children. You must look within your heart and find these seeds. Find your
jealousies, for it is jealousy that will bring about your own destruction
the quickest. For you will justify all to yourself in jealousy: ‘I do not
feel this,’ or ‘I do not feel that,’ or ‘That is not within me’ or ‘but I
only feel that because...’ or ‘Yes, the real Truth is,’ or ‘I know but I
am only telling the Truth.’ Do you recognise these, My children? These are
the things that I hear coming from your lips and from your heart most often.
Humility is the true path that leads towards Me. When you cease justifying
the things that you find within your heart and begin to see them in the real
Truth, then you will find true freedom and you will soar on the Wings of
My Love. You will find the freedom that I spoke of within My Scriptures:
7: And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your
hearts and minds through Christ Jesus. Phil 4: 7 Look, children, is this
not your desire to find the true path that leads towards Me? Look, now, within
your heart as you read these Words. Can you not feel the pangs of justification?
Can you not feel the lies that you tell yourself in order for you not to
change? Look, children, and see the Truth. See what I am talking about. I
unlock the door of your hearts this night with these Words of Truth. I Love
you.
Patrick:
Jesus, I would really love to be able to do this. But when I look into the
back of my mind, there is a little voice. My heart is saying ‘yes,’ I want
to do it, but at the same time, my mind is saying, ‘you are not going to,
just tell Him that you will.’ I know that that is there, Jesus. I know, I
have seen it so many times in the past. I say I am going to change my life
but, at the same time, I know I am not. How will I overcome this? I know
You have answered this but it just does not seem to sink into me.
Jesus:
My little son, what you lack is Truth within your heart. As I have said,
you are telling yourself lies. If you look at the untruth within you and
admit to it, then this is the first step in overcoming the problem of dying
to self. Look within your heart and go behind the outer shell. See what is
really there and do not be afraid to look at the Truth. By admitting the
lies that you tell to yourself, then you can see the real Truth. Then you
will be able to work on the problem of self for you will be able to see it
in reality. When you say, ‘I am not going to defeat self,’ this is Truth.
Look into the untruth and break it down. See the untruth for what it is.
It will cease to be untruth and will gradually melt away. It will be no longer
hidden within the darkness of self. These are the seeds of lucifer. When
they are brought out into the Light then they can be destroyed, if you are
willing. This, My children, is what you must look for.
You must look for the untruth within your life and make it Truth. Do not
hide behind untruth for this is the desire of lucifer. All things can be
defeated, My children, if you have a willingness within your heart to follow
in My Footsteps, if you have a willingness to uncover untruth within your
lives, and within your minds. When you begin to see what is within you, you
shall be greatly surprised. Truth can only survive and live in the Light
of My Love for this is the way, My children, the only way to follow Me.
Patrick:
Jesus, I would really love to be able to do this but I look into the back
of my mind, there is still a little doubt there. My heart is still saying
‘yes.’ I want to do it but, at the same time, my mind is still saying, ‘you
are not going to do it.’
Jesus:
This is self, My son. It is this that you must look at. This little seed
that is saying to you, ‘no, I do not want to die to myself.’ Look at this,
My son, and you shall defeat all things. This will take you on the path of
true dying to self. It is good that you admit to yourself that you have this
doubt within you for you are beginning to see the Truth, the real Truth.
I Love you.
“20 For everyone practicing evil hates the light and does not come to the
light, lest his deeds should be exposed. 21 But he who does the truth comes
to the Light, that his deeds may be clearly seen, that they have been done
in God." John 3:20-21
Patrick:
I felt Jesus telling me to put this piece of Scripture within the writing.
Jesus, this piece of Scripture tells it all. As we can see, He has already
told us within the Scriptures how to die to ourselves. It is the rebellion
within us, the laziness, lethargy, the unwillingness that we all feel. It
is so hard. It just feels like an uphill struggle, like a very long journey
that we do not know whether we are going to succeed or not. I believe this
is lucifer trying to hold us back. And, if Truth be told, I know it is true
for myself. I am not hard to hold back